Sekkis Journey

[stiff escarp]

No, only a plushie. Kuromi from Hello Kitty

[rancid bobcat]

mhm i can see that its kuromi
what will you be filling the plushy with? :>

[stiff escarp]

I have a lot of filling stuff which was included in the crochet kit (and from the other ones I crochet earlier, it's so muuuuch). I try to make a mix of all the fillings I got, so the feeling is good even if the filling itself is not really... comfortable to look at? xD

Idk how to describe. Also I use the leftovers from yarn as a filling

From left to right:
First yarn is the one of the set. Not really good feeling in hand but in the plushie itself you will not feel it. And I got a lot of it with this set and don't wanna throw away anything

Second one is also cheap filling, my very first I bought to crochet a whale. Feels better than first one.

Third one a filling of an other set I still have some over. Feels way better. And last one is really really good feeling

When I need new filling and need to buy again I'll look up good ones. But for now: use it, don't throw away it

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I thought I did my reflection already haha. I managed to do at least one hour to practice for my practical exam. It's still a bit weird to do it without all the stuff from my work laptop but I made a good progress. I need to be very fast.

Also, finally one month before it ends, I changed the payment from my fitness tracker - if I didn't do my Dad would had pay because I didn't had a card back then xD

And I decided to downgrade but keep it one more year

Crocheting progress of Kuromi

Also did one big pikmin walk and I should reach a new level soon again. I got enough seedlings, need to grow 15 pikmins and I had not one seed xD

✨ 18 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
Tomodachi
start cleaning
crochet

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 13,3k

-# days: 62

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I didn't feel well when I went to work but it changed while I worked. Also my coworker looked at my construction drawings I prepared for a project and she said she likes them. But no I got now work, again, so I can practice for my practical final exam.

It's great to have time but all this "no work" over months made me not feeling well and it makes so clear how's the future of my job rn. I still hope I'll find something, even tho I'm not actively searching. I'll wait for the appointment on friday.

During the first break it rained a lot so I decided to not walk, I worked instead. But during the lunch break I was able to go on one pikmin walk and also, I made a long one after I finished cleaning.

Mentally I did better, I could clean my room + loft (room underneath roof but we call it loft). So it's now only vacuuming and bird cage left

Maybe I'll see if I can add some sports besides walking again too. I think my body is ready for it, and I have a lot more free time. I mean at least a bit. I can do the practice for the exam at work.

Also I told my coworker that my school did a mistake by sending out an email that we would not have school on wednesday, which is partly true. Our teacher can't do homeschooling but he wanted us to learn for the exam. My coworker is so nice she said I could also stay at home if I want but I choosed instead the 8,5 hour shift at work to practice there

After walk mood was a bit meh buuuut I managed to crochet one feet of Kuromi 💕

Hopefully tomorrow second leg and maybe connecting them to each other

Drinking went pretty well, I missed the start in the morning and felt a bit bad but I reached my goal at least. Still have a headache but can't remember a day without a little one

-# need to improve my sleeeeep

[stiff escarp]

✨ 19 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
continue cleaning
me-time
shower

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 13,4k

-# days: 63

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Work started not as expected: I got a new task and I was more prepared to practice for the exam but in the end shortly before lunch break I could finally start with the practice.

Practical exam went well. We will have 6 hours and 15min for the task (15min are for taking notes because we will discuss what we did on an other day) and I had 1 hour 45min left

I only didn't know one thing, what I should do there and I asked my coworker so I'll know why we would need to do it. My guess was not overall wrong, I think I would have still get some points but better to know now

Did my pikmin walks during the breaks and also a big one after I came home. Showered after dinner + walk and also finished vacuuming my two rooms

My me-time rn is playing a bit Tomodachi and maybe Fairy Tail. I wanna go to sleep at 11pm, a bit late but compromise to myself and also forcing myself again to take sleep more serious.

Drinking went okay but it was a bit difficult again

[stiff escarp]

✨ 20 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
clean bird cage
me-time

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 10k

-# days: 64

[rancid bobcat]

-# the amount you walk is always so goals

[stiff escarp]

Thank you!

My brain is keep telling me it's too low because I was once at 14-16k per week xD

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Mainly on work I could practice for the examx, and in between I did some real work stuff whenever they reached out to me which was fine. I ended up to have 2,5 hours left for one exam I tried to do, that was so good!

Also already printed them out for next week when we'll have school and compare them with the teacher to get feedback.

During lunch it rained so much that I could not go on a walk but in the evening I took a long one again. Also before breakfast break I was so focused on practicing I forgot that I'm not alone in the office, lol.

While being on a vc, when I got home, I managed to clean the birds, watch a movie (more listening) and make food

Me-time today was playing Nintendogs & Tomodachi

very tired now

[stiff escarp]

✨ 21 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
shower
me-time

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 13,5k

-# days: 65

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I didn't sleep well last night, was up too late again but I'll try today to really sleep "early". I should sleep now actually, but I give myself one more hour... oups.

So work was mostly practicing again, sometimes I did some work for the company but it was not much. I always switch immediately back into workmode tho.

The exercise I did now, I kinda failed because it's a tunnel wirh gradient and I hate to do buildings with gradient in general, it's a bit mor difficult.

I redid it without time pressure and found a good way to deal with the problem if it would be really a thing in the exam.

Sooo, I really learned something today

I did my pikmin walks in my breaks and also a long one in the evening. I contacted the support about an issue I experienced lately, maybe it'll get fixed or they explain better. Idk.

Rn, goals for tomorrow / weekend are:

• getting 11 more coins to buy flowers
• plant flowers (the specific ones and 1,2k for level-up)
• walk 21k steps for level-up

It would be fun for me to do the last one in one day but I should focus on other stuff too! 😆

I showered and feel ready for the appointment tomorrow. Am a bit scared but well, they will not yell at me hopefully.

Me-time was kinda the long walk, Tomodachi life & now Fairy Tail. I'll play a but but putting my phone away

Also a looooong weekend is waiting for me, I have monday a national celebration day so no work

[stiff escarp]

✨ 22 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
surviving appointment
pikmin walk

Drink & Steps

2,25L
👣 10,6k

-# days: 66

[stiff escarp]

Spoiler: Appointment went so good, yippie!

-# and I should drink, now I have no excuses anymore 😆

[stiff escarp]

I asked the old learning coworker what she gifted to our teaching coworker

probably will do three gifts, one for my teaching, one for chef of the place and one of the static peep I'm learning rn a lot

Idk if this is a bad idea but maybe cute keychains whales for everyone at this place

Would beeee 10 whales

They are easy to make

Note for myself: she did selfmade chocolate, nothing too much

-# old learning coworker = she learned the education at this place too and already is done with her finals for like 2 years if anyone wonders. Why is there no word for Ausbildung, Ausbilder and Auszubildende

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Work was okay, the appointment in between was nice tho as I already said. It was about help to get a new job and she was very friendly to me, I could even say her that my mental health is rn bad because of the situation partly and that's not an issue for work. I'm aware, a bit, of myself and that's why I reached out to them because I can't do on my own without breaking.

Also I can always reach out to her if needed. I have now three work-days to apply to the jobs she send me - a bit pressure for me, but I got it.

Otherwise, I didn't had much energy to practice. But I got now everything done for school and printed the construction drawings.

It was so good weather, my parents and I ate dinner outside in the garden and when we did I tried to take some pictures of one of my crochet plushies for posting it.

Some results!

For pikmin walk: I got the 300 coins and spend them on the flower I needed so much. I really only had a problem with this flower. Also the support is... meh. Can't recommend... probably not even a person behind even tho they say...

I have only 12k steps left for the next level-up and need to fight 3 more mushrooms. I want to go today into the forest, with plushies and pikmin.

I saw that there should be some big flowers and also mushrooms, and I wanna test it.

Oh, and also I was in a vc with friends and got progress with my Pokemon Black 2 game. Now I have four lovely Pokemon

✨ 23 May 2026 ✨

Quests

pikmin walk
visit forest (pics + pikmin)
crochet
vacuuming living room
vacuuming corridor + stair

Drink & Steps

2,25L
👣 14,1k

-# days: 67 (Greetings to Oli)

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Today was a good day, I would say. I slept until 10am since I was late awake in the night and I woke up at 8am but decided to sleep a bit more, so I get more near to 8 hour sleep. Well and then my body decided to really sleep 8 hours xD

It was really hot here which would not a problem for me but I ignored/forgot the salve and spray against my dust allergy so rn I can't breathe pretty good.

And then I can't deal with warm air in Germany. But, it's kind of my own fault so well. Now I take it a bit more serious again.

Regardless of the temperature, I went on a pikmin walk and came back before lunch and before the heat really started.

Also I drank enough today, and I could feel that this was helpful

I played a bit more Tomodachi today too that was good and funny again. Ehhh, I need to remember to refill and clean my humidifier tomorrow, I'm too lazy now and it's already empty again

I went also on a walk through the forest:

Spoiler one has mushrooms

I could breathe better there because of the many plants. I can literally feel the difference from a forest and a non-forest

I also took some pictures with my crochet plushies (I'll post some also tomorrow in the forum if I didn't posted them already. Idk anymore)

Dragon pictures! :3

And elk/moose pictures! :3

Also some together!

On my walk I met a grandma with his grandchild and we talked a bit since we saw us twice. And I told her that the walk is not over for me yet since I'm searching more places to take pictures.

She was very friendly and enjoyed that I do crocheting!

Also I went to a wooden bench to take a little break in the shadows and then I heard two parents with their child coming. They wanted to take a break too.

The wooden bench I sat on was with a little stair, so you would have a good view onto the pagan field

So, the parents sat at a picnic wooden place and the child wanted to go to the wooden bench I sat. Then they saw me and the child wasn't really shy. He came and we talked about some stuff

Actually, I wanted to close the eyes and take some rest but surprisingly I didn't mind that he continuously talked with me and I appreciated the trust of the parents. They could not really hear what we talked or what we did since the wooden bench is behind some trees

The father came one time and asked hidden if it was okay that his child talked with me. Also thankful for this, but really I didn't mind. He was only 5 years old and he said he dislikes girls (normal for the age) but he likes me lol 😆

This forest walk was my highlight of the day, really. And why is it already that late? 🥲

Ok, quick: After the forest walk I vacuumed the living room and the corridor. My mum asked me to do and I did. I'm proud of me. It's not always easy between my mum and me and there are valid reasons why I don't accept always her "tasks"

Anyway, I did some crocheting. So now the legs are connected. I should focus on reaching more progress tomorrow. Also in video games...

All in all a good day :)

✨ 24 May 2026 ✨

Quests

pikmin walk
crochet
prepare applications >> tomorrow
progress Fairy Tail
refill + clean humidifier
read some pages
don't forget!

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 13,8k

-# days: 68

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Today reflection is a bit earlier. I want to put away my phone after this and only focus for an hour on playing a bit Switch and watching again some video before I'll sleep. My alarm is set to 8am tho

I woke up early this day, like 8am too, and got at least 7 hours 20min real sleep. Which is already a big improvement in comparison to the past days.

I didn't feel as much energy as I had yesterday but I survived overall and this only appeared in the evening. Also a reason to sleep earlier.

Started my day with some good yap here on discord and playing Tomodachi Life, then about to do my first walk of the day. Sometimes my brain is like "Do more, do more" but I should remember that 10k steps per day is enough.

After the first walk I did some crocheting, finishing the body of Kuromi. I didn't got as much progress as I wanted in the beginning of the weekend but that's fine. Step by step.

Today I did more reading than usual, and I finally read through chapter 1 of my current book (one chapter is like ~100 pages). Also managed to clean and refill my humidifier and it's such a great calming background sound

I really feel like healing

Progress on Fairy Tail was also made and I got the second monitor for future. Tomorrow while I will clean my room I will find a good position on my desk for it

-# we don't talk about the application thing but I'll do this tomorrow for sure and maybe ask my parents for help if it sounded good and so on

Ohhh, and I was in a vc with friends shortly. My friend showed me a new game, and he and an other friend played it. It was a about cats who are mages xD
That was funny!

My day tomorrow will start with a co-working-stream and I'm looking forward to it

[stiff escarp]

✨ 25 May 2026 ✨

Quests

clean room + loft
vacuuming
pikmin walk
crochet one more part of Kuromi
prepare applications

Drink & Steps

2,25L
👣 13,3k

-# days: 69

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I'll do the reflection this time during the day so I'll not forget in the evening and it will not keep me up past 22:00

Starting rn with the cleaning part, and already doing it since 2 hours, lmao. I drank the 500ml tho, and the important stuff: I managed the cable for the second monitor and how my desk should look rn

Meanwhile also I have a co-working stream, and it's so good to be together productive and share what you have done in the break.

Ahhh, and I woke up late But at least got over 8 hour sleep, and I didn't forget to take the salve and spray. Targeting now to get my room done until 1 pm so I can do a little walk, then continue with cleaning the loft + vacuuming everything.

[stiff escarp]

need to find out which emails I all used lmaoo 😆

And side note: Mum invited to lunch so I'll just finish now my room, then will walk and after walk (~30min) go back to clean Loft

[stiff escarp]

Update: room is done with cleaning and I went on a small 30min walk, planted some flowers and paid attention to be mostly in the shadows since it's so warm

Planning to do one mor walk in the evening, but not to overdo and try to reach the 10k

Time to start with dust-cleaning my loft and throw away some trash I found. Somehow I ended up to do deep-clean and sort out a bit of my stuff xD

[stiff escarp]

Did finish dust-cleaning in general. I still need to vacuum the two rooms, well... but now I think it's time for a walk to clear my mind. I tried to prepare the applications and I'm done with one of four

It's heavy, very heavy for me. But no time to be unproductive, I got this somehow ❤️

[stiff escarp]

Oufff I looked up when I should send the applications and they said that the first day I got the jobs I can apply to it already count. And one of them want it per post. I'm nearly done with preparing so I can send a message to the coworker who's responsible for me

Idk if I'll make it in time since I need to buy stuff to send the application tomorrow and I don't have much time after work to do it

At least vaccuming is done

[stiff escarp]

Also done with the applications! Now it's only crocheting left but it's already late
I'll crochet only 30min max and then read some pages, then it's time to sleep

[stiff escarp]

✨ 26 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
wait for response then send applications
pikmin walk
clean bird cage tomorrow

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 11,1k

-# days: 70

[stiff escarp]

✨ 27 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving school
send last application
pikmin walk
clean bird cage

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 21,3k

-# days: 71

-# will do both reflections in one reflection

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

It was the first work day this week and I got some mini-tasks at work but nothing really exciting, mostly only spending time on practicing.

I asked my dad after work if he could look through my applications before I sent them and he said they were good. And then I send.

I didn't expected to get a call from one after an hour (I send them at 7pm), and I was so overwhelmed my body didn't function anymore. I was confused and I think I messed up, idk.

At least I have an appointment with them in two weeks.

That's why I didn't clean the bird cage, I needed time to calm myself down.

I bought some stuff, now there are 5 packages on their way to me

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Today was school day, and we met at the school instead of doing homeschooling. We compared our construction drawings and what we can improve. Also got enough new tasks, I'm so glad that my teacher gave us so much to do.

After comparing we ate breakfast together at a restaurant, sitting in the sun outside and we talked so freely about serious topics - I should have shut up. But it's ok, it happens. I'm sometimes too good with my past and I think some might be scared because I definitely know how 'good' I'm doing rn and there is nothing to worry

At home I asked my mum if she could help me with the last application because I need to send it by post and I'm just unsure. But we figured out.

And I saw someone had delicious food so I wanted to try to make it too, for me and my mum (Dad was away). It was very simple: croissants with vanilla pudding and strawberries.

Morlord enjoyed them

After this break I went on a loooong walk - actually only one hour like usual, but it was a different route this time. Like, it was a cycle and it felt longer than I usually do but might be better. Idk, will try it again tho

The new walk path has also a lot of trees, so shadows and less sun. That's better rn for these warm days

Also met a lot of horses!

And there were many many foals

Whuuup, that's it, a lot of walks and less sleep xD

But it was because of the things I bought

[stiff escarp]

✨ 28 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
refill humidifier
bring package to shop
answer email
pick up packages

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 13,6k

Patiently waiting for packages: 3
-# days: 72

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Work was okay. I could finish finally my practice exercise and when I compare it with the solution I was correct. That felt soooo good because I only know the basics and I needed to find a solution for the details on my own

After work I messed up being productive, was mostly chatting in different places

And an old friend showed up, trapping me a bit again into the corner like usual. But finally I have some of my other friends on this server and I'm not dumb and overthink the other peep behavior 😭

Whoops, I picked up packages after work and send one. It was kinda a mission because I needed my phone for the package I wanted to send but I was on low battery and I couldn't drive to it first. It's more on the end of the package shop list xD

My two new sets I don't regret and I hope I'll manage to do them before Christmas this year

Also went on a longer walk than expected but I took one plushie with me and took some pictures with it

Day was good. I finished my drinking goal on time & got those steps again

Need 15k steps for the next level but it'll be hot here so idk if I can walk that much over the day

✨ 29 May 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk (15k?)
modmail (account merging)
change bed sheets
update BA
give friend pikmin bloom

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 16,8k

-# days: 73

[stiff escarp]

-# oh lol

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I had some stuff to do on work for my coworkers. But then when I wanted to start the project could not be open, lmao. So I called some other peeps. Seems like it's broken. Only one peep could open it and they safed the project giving me it so I can open it locally new.

I tried to walk 15k steps that friday to get my new level, and it worked

Also I didn't forgot to do the modmail, haha, just in time before it's too late. Everything is settled now

It was too warm the past two days I forgot to change my bed and got also no energy to do, but sunday is a good day. Same with BA.

When I came home I found my doggo with Morlord. She always cuddles with him when she's alone and he's near xD

Ohhh, and there was a thunderstorm at the evening, so goooood. The temperatures went down which was a relief for me.

Morlord watchign the storm and also I took an other doggo with me on my walk :3

I thought since I drank so much it would be okay and easy to walk in the shadows but it wasn't. After 20min I was so done, haha. Learned for the future

✨ 30 May 2026 ✨

Quests

buy yarn for whales
pikmin walk (15k?)
crochet one whale

Drink & Steps

1,5L
👣 14,5k

-# days: 74

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I sleeped at least my 8 hours and I was very proud of this :3

Also I wanna make little whale key chains for my coworkers at the place I work which will be 10 in total. So I needed new yarn because I think that my white fluffy one will not last for all plushies.

I prepared myself to go to the city and found some yarn - which was alter a really good choice! I like it. I was not sure first but since I don't have the pressure rn that it must be very good yarn (I will in future but it's also expensive, I'm just a poor girl ToT) I bought a set of yarn (12 yarns in different colors).

Tbh I didn't really like the color choices looking at it. But if you look at them lonely then they are good colors. Idk how this is called xD
Total appearance?

Also found a "fliederfarbenes" yarn, Google told me it's lilac in English. But a light version. Could not resist to no buy it

It's only for embroidery thought, so I need to find a way when to use i for details xD

Also bought new highlighters - one had a capybara on it!

Ohhh, and while I was in the city I had a chance to get other pikmin seedlings. And I was near a sushi restaurant. Sadly I had no luck :c

Then I paid for a second detector, again no luck. But I had still 92 coins and needed a new parfum so I walked to other shops xD I think only because of pikmin I was in the city close to 2 hours. I could have drive but this are not long walks, only 15-20min so I did it xD

Sadly there was not my parfum so I walked back and on my way was a different shop which also sells video games. And I was sooo lucky: they have discount on some hits like AstroBot and I still had a 10% discount

So I got it for 36€ instead of 60€ and mostly secondhand it costs 40€ without shipping. Good deal

It would be also my brothers birthday. Thank you brother for the gift :)

-# lemme take real quick some pics xD

Voilà

I started with crocheting after the shopping and my parents drove to a garden center. They found a fly trap for me

And I got an other fly eating plant which I don't know the name of, haha.

Here are my cuties!

Need to find a flowerpot for them today and a good spot

Sooo, while tato day was and I did some pb's I also started with crocheting the whales and did a walk. Not reached the 15k steps but that's fine. I was close to it

End-Result of the day! ✨

Also I found this things to make them a key chain and ordered some. One of my packages got on its way finally, and I bought two more crochet sets which my sister missed. She gifted me some since she found out that crocheting is not her hobby

But I'm a collector, I need them all lolol, and I found them cheap

✨ 31 May 2026 ✨

Quests

crochet whale
pikmin walk (15k?)
read pages

Drink & Steps

1,5L
👣 10k

patiently waiting for packages: 5

-# days: 75

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

Yesterday was starting good. I did my pikmin walk early and I started with watching Frieren. I really really enjoy it!

Also had a good whale crocheting session

Then my older cousin asked me if I want to go with her and our two little cousins to something similar to a funfair. I said yes but I didn't expected that this will take so much time.

It was pretty nice time with them but exhausting. I didn't expected that the weather will be so warm/hot since my app told me different. But it was. And I didn't hydrate too well there. So I ended up having a bad headache.

Could not really sleep too, in the end I found a way how to be able to sleep.

Good News: My little cousin was sooooo good in one game she got the plushie she wanted and I asked her if she can get me a little one and she did!

I told her she should be very very proud of herself! But definitely needed a break after we spent nearly 4 hours there and I expected max will be 2 hours

✨ 1 June 2026 ✨

Quests

surviving work
pikmin walk
clean loft
clean room

Drink & Steps

2L
👣 12,8k

patiently waiting for packages: 4

-# days: 76

[stiff escarp]

Reflection

I had some pain during work because of my || period || but at least I didn't needed to do real work only practice for my exam which was in this case good.

During breakfast break I couldn't walk but I did one in lunch break and also after I finished dust-cleaning I did one long one and ended up with a good amount of steps.

Also the package for the key chains arrived, so now they are really key chain whales!

I have one more finished, so only need to crochet 7 more whales and then they are done