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cut myself 14 times

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it's okay, failure is apart of success remember that 🙂

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i guess

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hru rn?

it's okay if you don't answer that, I'm a stranger

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sorr can’t talk in class

brb like an hour

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alr

uhm so ik ur in class but im prob not free in an hour. im so sorryy not trying to hurt you. ill come back if i can. gonna try my best😞

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that’s okay take ur time

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im back

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aw thanks

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hi

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hiya

how was class

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it was meh

i was trolling my friend and he lowkey grabbed my wrist

and that hurt

alot

other than that it was fine

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oh

thats good

my classes are so bad ngl

have no friends in them

but its alr

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that’s not good

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there's like one or two classes

what class did you have?

like what subject if you dont mind

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it was in science

no wtf

it was engineering

science was chill

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oo

personally i dont like engineering

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it’s an easy class tbh

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but lwk science is pretty chill

mhm

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yeah my teacher gave me some chocolate cuz i got a question right

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dang

i wish i could have that teacher

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yeah he’s cool

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mine just drones on ngl

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yeah fair

i’m thinking about cutting more at home

like i alr did yesterday it doesn’t matter

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oh

well i can't stop you but don't do alot plz

or try

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i don’t rlly wanna try

i alr did 14

let’s make it like 20

or 30

30 is cooler number

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you also made 2 weeks clean

remember that

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i’ll js do more later

it’ll be fine

i can stop like after i do 30 cuts idk

maybe

i’m not sure

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i still worry about you

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i’ll be okay

it’ll heal

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just don't do more next time please..if you can..i'll be praying for you

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but

i want to

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you don't have to

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i do

it makes me feel better

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are there any other things that make you feel better?

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nothing compares to cutting

everything else is boring

everything that used to be fun js sucks now

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oh

does venting like this help even the slightest bit?

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not much

i js like to get it off my chest

makes me understand more

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thats a great start

jst saying

although it wont feel much

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huh

wd

oh

wait

nvm

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haha

its ok

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i just want my blade

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ik i really can't stop you

i just wanna let you know you got this

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okay

thanks

idk if i got this tho

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you do

i believe in you

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i had planned to kill myself last night but i got scared idk when i’ll have the courage

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you didn't though and that says a lot

you have hope, even the slightest but

bit

gosh cant spell

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i wanted to but i couldn’t

i’ll try next time idk

i’m thinking of texting that hotline again but idk if they’re like tracking me

cuz last time they called the cops

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what

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but they couldn’t find my location so nobody showed up

[terse chasm]

shouldnt they get you support

and validation

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they tried telling me stuff but it didn’t help at all

and they thought i was in danger of killing or hurting myself very soon

apparently

they called the police “for my own safety”

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wow

thats kinda crazy

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wasn’t very cool of them

i don’t want it happening again

what if they actually show up this time

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they couldve like got you someones that understands more

call a different hotline

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the first dude i talked to was more chill and said aslong as i put away the pills then he wont call anyone

but the second one called anyways

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i’m using like confidential online chat cuz i don’t wanna get tracked

but they can still try to find you if they think ur in danger

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i get that

someone you dont know finding you is pretty creepy

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yeah and then calling police is crazy

i don’t want them involved i js want help

my wrist stings so bad

i think i went too deep yesterday

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they really need to get someone that specializes in ts

calling for help is big though

knowing that it could potentially get better

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i was js curious if they could actually help

as far as i’ve seen

they can’t

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i rlly hope that they can provide this in the future

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yeah

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oh i have to leave

im sorry

baii

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bye

it’s okay

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life itself is inevitably the problem, for all living beings experience suffer. ending your life would reduce overall harm, therefore being the solution

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lowkey

tomorrow night

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idk if anyone will find this

but ill prob attempt tomorrow night

cant take this anymore

better sooner than later

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noo

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oh

youve found me

uhh

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yes

dont do itt

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idk what else to say

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i am having second thoughts already though

idk

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i wish i can talk more but my mom makes me sleep so early on school nights😭

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please rethinkk

and gn

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goodnight

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thats fine

rest well

[surreal dagger]

i think this will try to make you better?? i found this on pinterest

n i also found some like SH alternatives

maybe these will help , not sure though.

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i am fairly sure i’ll try tonight

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i wana hurt myself so badly

i hate everything

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it will happen tonight

it has to

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founnd my pills!!!!!

350 mg of diphenhydramine hydrochloride

should be enough to kill me

actually might not work tho

if it doesnt then im cooked

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no

dont do it ian

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oh

hello

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hello

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awkward...

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very much seems like it

whats going on?

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just

stuff

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would you like to talk about it

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no

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thats ok

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it doesnt matter

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i mean

in your eyes it doesnt

but in mine it does

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it

doesnt

matter

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you can tell yourself that all you want

but its not the truth

lies never win

because the truth always takes the lies place

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ok

idk what to say

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thats fine

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very awkward

i didnt want anyone to find this

i dont wanna take these ones

i dont even think i have enough

and if this fails then im just fried

[surreal dagger]

dont take them

i want you safe

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idk

il look for others

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dont even bother to look for anything other than those pills you thought would fail your attempt

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why can’t i look

i need them

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what do you need them for exactly

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take a wild guess

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cs i care for you more than you think

and i would hate to have to lose someone i care with my life

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idk

i don’t wanna be here anymore

i’ve been feeling like this for so long

it’s time i actually do it

making sure it works this time

ooo jackpot

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rain always comes before the sunshine

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nevermind

not jackpot

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it seems to keep on raining

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it can rain for a long period of time, but what do you think comes after that??

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the rain kills tou

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what

how

oh

nvm i got it

look im gonna try to use this analogy

i think im using that word right

think of yourself as a seed

those seeds are itty bitty which means they are about to grow

each time water is added to it it grows

it endures such thunderstorms, such rain and such heavy climates

and those seeds stay strong for the sake of their life

because they know whats about to come after those hardships

that they went through

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i’m not a seed tho

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so they grow and learn from all the hurtful stuff they went through

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these analogies aren’t working

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i know..

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genuinely just needa find some pills that will work

yet i’ve been searching for like half an hour

wtf

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ian

you mean alot to me

and im not just saying this

i would hate to lose someone so highly valuable and important

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i cant know that for sure

[surreal dagger]

but i know that

and even on your worst days ill be here for you

no matter what happens

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thank you for that but like

i cant stay here

genuinely just need a shotgun atp

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what makes you think you cant stay here

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or a sharp blade

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everything

i have my blade

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whats one thing in “everything” if you feel comfortable sharing

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i should cut myself and then idk

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hollddd on

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bothering ppl

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i thought you said you were quiet

huh

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i dont talk to ppl much anymore yeah

but every time i do

i js annoy them

[surreal dagger]

put the cap on only

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no

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so they show it through their actions that you annoy them

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i can tell yes

plus some just say it

i think ill cut myself again

aint nothing in this fucking house thatll kill me

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i am so sorry the bad person is genuinely BLOWING up my phone rn

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its ok

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honestly bro dont mind them they have nothing better else to do. if they dont wanna talk to you and think your annoying then that’s obviously THEIR loss, your such a caring and lovable person with an awesome personality

im SO sorry for late reply

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its ok bro

[surreal dagger]

the bad person is texting me

and i have to answer a question of hers

of why me and my bff have been avoiding her..

i guesss

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well

goodluck with that

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OH FUCK

hLEP

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??

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im gonna text my bff i cant andwert ts alone

brb

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ok

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i wanna cut myself so badly

i lowkey need a rope

dangit

i got basketball practyice in 2 days and my wrist isnt healed

im so fried

ok ping me when ur back jade

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im back

that was alot

💔

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warseaweswwaa

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hello

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heallo

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i really wanna cut myself now

sadly cant do wrists cuz of practice on sunday but i can still do thighs

[surreal dagger]

nooo

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yes

i need this

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what makes you think you need this?

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i need to feel something

its better than killing myself isnt it

why cant i js do a few cuts

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yes it is better than killing urself but cutting urself isnt the right thing either

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i really want to though

itll help

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you can possibly cut a vein or nerve i forgot if those were the same thing or not

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how do i make my wrists heal faster i need it gone within 2 days

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vein is good

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vaseline maybe idk

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wwoooaahhh no

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does that work?

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vaseline?

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yessss it is

yes

does that work

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i think so im not sure

lemme search

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ik it helps fade scars but idk abt wounds

[surreal dagger]

oh yes it does make wounds fade

apparently

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hm

okay

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okay

ill try thgat

if this doesnt heal by sunday

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thats good

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then either i gotta tell my parents

or theyll see and figure it out

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depends on how it looks like

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i woujld rather they figure it out themselves lowkey

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yeah

if its still pretty visible then im cooked

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does it look severe?

try describing it , ill try to tell you if they might notice it

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its already pretty healed but still angry red and visible

edges of them are fading

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ahhh yikesss

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theres a few bright red ones

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they might notice if its red and pretty visible

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other darjker

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ik bro

js hope itll heal thenb

then

i really wanna cut myself now

i like have to

i needa feel something

i need the blood too

[surreal dagger]

splash water on ur wrist

possibly hot water if you dont want cold

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doesnt help

any temp is just uncomfortable

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uhhh

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we have gone through like every single alternative

[surreal dagger]

hug ur pillow or wrap urself in a blanket maybe?

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nothing helps

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oh

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doesnt help either

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youve got some strong urges

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i know

noticed they flare up around second and third day

[surreal dagger]

yeah sounds hard

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it is

i need to cut now

[surreal dagger]

jasmine?

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offline

i messaged her no response

[surreal dagger]

is there anyone else you can possibly reach out to

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no

i js need like 2 or 3 cutws

even 1 will work

[surreal dagger]

can you hold a paperclip instead of a blade

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no

i dont want o

to

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do you have any dull blades

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no

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uhhhh

dangit

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i js needa use it like once

is it that bad

js 1 cut

[surreal dagger]

yes its that bad..

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but its just 1

itll satisfy my urge

[surreal dagger]

1 can turn into 15

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no

no

it wont

i promise

i just need 1

[surreal dagger]

question

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yes?

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what makes you hate cold things

?

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i dont really know

just feels

weird

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hm

have you ever tried putting ice anywhere before?

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yes

doesnt work

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it doesnt feel the same?

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no

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oh wow

thats a shocker

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yeah i heard it helps for basically everyone

[surreal dagger]

yh it does

well

not everyone

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basically everyone

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that would be an exaggeration i feel like

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i guess yeah

cant i js do 1 cut

whats so bad

[surreal dagger]

it cant be based off of one person

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uh

???

you can cut ur vein ???

idk man

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its just 1 really

it cant be that bad at all

itll help

[surreal dagger]

i understand its used to relieve stress and its a coping mechanism but its not really the right way to do it

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still

i need it

especialy now

[surreal dagger]

are you still thinking about getting those fidget toys ?

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yes

ill prob get today or tomorrow

[surreal dagger]

thats awesome

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but i cant wait

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heres what i would recommend

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i js need like 1 cut

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i know

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yes?

[surreal dagger]

so try getting the ice cube needoh in a small size

i played with it today and it was so easy to play w/

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hm

maybe thast yeah

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and my hands tried to keep on coming for it

i literally have to urge to squish one rn now actually

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maybe ill get one then

[surreal dagger]

it keeps u busy and it has the perfect consistency

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okaty

sounds good

but like for now

i just need 1 cut

even 1 shallow one will work it doesnt even have to be deep

[surreal dagger]

is jas online yet

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yes

talking with her rn

she wont let me do 1

[surreal dagger]

thats awesome

[surreal dagger]

listen to her

im gonna go have some me time so ill brb

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i think ill cut anyways

idc

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okay bye

stay safe

[surreal dagger]

ty u too pls think of what i have talked to u about

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okay

@surreal dagger if ur seeing this i gotta go ill be back in around 2 hours yes im still 3 days clean btw

no cutting today!!

[surreal dagger]

okay and yayy !!!!!

[edgy fjord]

hi

i hope things will get better

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hello

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thanks

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i couldnt read everything

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that’s ok

[edgy fjord]

but i skimmed it n somehow kinda get whats goin on

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sorry i needa go do some chores i’ll get back to you asap

[edgy fjord]

ah alr

no worries bye

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genuinely couldn’t even find any pills that would kill me

sad

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i need a fucking rope

[wheat tendon]

what happened? are you okay?

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nope

[wheat tendon]

did something bad happen?

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not specifically no

[wheat tendon]

i hope youll be okay

do you wanna talk about it?

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not really no

[wheat tendon]

alright

please be safe

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il try ig

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i have all the pills

i have everything

i need to do it tonight

tonight’s perfect

the most perfect it’s been

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didn’t do it last night

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haven’t been here in a while

i’m 8 days clean now

that’s cool ig

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i don’t have anything to write here

i’m too lazy to keep spewing shit about my ex

today’s 9 days clean

i have to do over 2 weeks though

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10 days clean now

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i swear to fucking god ill kill myself the first chance i get

il be gone very soon

fuck everything

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i was so close to cutting myself earlier but i’m still clean

11 days clean

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12 days clean

[surreal dagger]

AAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY

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well helo

ur here

interesting

[surreal dagger]

yes i am

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idk what’s wrong with me i just seen another video of a guy shooting himself in the head

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what is wrong with me

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13 days clean

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2 weeks clean

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omg congratss🎉

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tyy

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don’t feel like trying anymore

isn’t worth it

[edgy peak]

It is worth it in the end

You should try stay strong

Not for anyone else

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it’s been too long of doing this

[edgy peak]

For yourself

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i’ve never wanted to do it for myself

[edgy peak]

It's ok to think that

[edgy peak]

Then who?

It's ok if they left

But they might be back

Don't lose hope over something you can't control

❤🫂

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thanks

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nobody’s left

but

idk

[edgy peak]

No problem

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they just seem to not like me anymore at all

or i’m overthinking it

[edgy peak]

It's ok for others to glide away slightly but they will always be there for you when your feeling down

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it doesn’t seem like they care anymore

[edgy peak]

They definitely would the one your closest with would care

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idk

[edgy peak]

They may act like they don't to fit in with the rest of the group

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it’s not even that

idk

i’m probably overthinking it

it’s fine

[edgy peak]

Ok but I'm hear if you need to talk I may be bad at comforting but I will listen k 🫂❤

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thank you

[edgy peak]

No problem

[edgy fjord]

hows u

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i’m doing a bit better

wbu?

2 weeks and 1 day clean

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2 weeks and 2 days clean

[thorny cipher]

gud job

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tyy

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im getting ready to attempt again this sunday night

i cant wait

idek how ima do it but ill find out

i just need to do it

i dont even wanna tell anyone

i feel so annoying

i know everyone just doesnt like me

my chest physically hurts to think about everything

i need to do it

friday night then

tomorrow night

i need to prepare

it hurts my chest so much

i feel like crying

i wish i could disappear

but killing myself is the only way out

i dont want to cry now

i cant

its stupid

im fine

it hurts so much

i hate it

[surreal dagger]

hows it stupid

[surreal dagger]

u deserve to stay another night

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idk

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itll be okay dont worry

ill be fine

[surreal dagger]

obviously not ??

do you think im stupid

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no

ill be ok

i dont need help

[surreal dagger]

r u sure

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yes

its fine

[surreal dagger]

okay then

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i have a massive headache

i hate it

nobody cares and nobody ever will

maybe i should be dry and ignore everyone too

i wonder what theyll do then

so tired of living

its so horrible

[chrome lance]

leaving now

might be back tomorrow night?

or idk

idek

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2 weeks and 3 days clean

[raw copper]

Thats amazing

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thanks

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2 weeks and 4 days clean

[edgy peak]

OMG WELL DONE!!!

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tyy

[edgy peak]

Nppppp so proud btw such an achievement ❤

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it’s alright i guess

it’s not even that much but thanks

new record tho so it’s good

[edgy peak]

It is

[edgy peak]

Yessss it's very good well done!!!!

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thank youu

[edgy peak]

Noooo it's amazing

[edgy peak]

Anytime 🫂

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2 weeks 5 days clean

[raw copper]

Ur amazing

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tyy

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i feel so terrible

it sucks so bad knowing jasmine is suffering so badly but she never wants to talk about jt

she’s always 1 or 2 days clean and she never gets past it

it feels so horrible to know she’s suffering

i wish i could help her

i wish i could carry all her problems

she doesn’t deserve them

i wanna cut so badly but i’m scared i’ll fall back into cutting multiple times a day

and then jasmine would be disappointed and worried

i don’t want her to feel like that

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2 weeks 6 days clean

[raw copper]

Amazing im proud of u !

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thanks

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3 weeks clean

will be cutting soon

idc

[raw copper]

No ian your doing amazing please dont cut

3 weeks is a huge milestone

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i didn’t do it

3 weeks and 1 day clean

[raw copper]

Yay amazing

[edgy peak]

Your so amazing I'm so proud of u

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tyy

[edgy peak]

Npppp

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HIP HIP HOORAY

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thanks

[blissful mural]

Yayy!!!

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3 weeks and 2 days clean

[raw copper]

Yay!

[surreal dagger]

YETSYESYUESYSYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYQYQHAYHFHWJAIDKFJAIDFJAAJOSHSYAAYYAYAAYAYYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA IM SO FUCKING PROUD

[blissful mural]

YAYAAAAAAAAAAA

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lol ty all

3 weeks and 3 days clean now

[jade patrol]

yippiee

[edgy peak]

WELL DONEEEE

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tyy

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relapsed

[raw copper]

Oh no just take it one day at a time and try speak to us if you feel like doing it again

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i guess

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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relapsed again

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1 day clean

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2 days clean

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3 days clean

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4 days clean

[sonic oxide]

I agree I also cant stop cutting myself

I got hot cooking oil thrown on me

And a knife scratched my stomach

And i just cut myself 5 times deep on my leg I cant take this awful life anymore

But ik my friend would be disappointed its probably the only reason I stay alive

But I would say keep going theres always something that helps!

[chrome lance]

okay

goodluck with you too

you should also keep going

it gets better

[minor knoll]

does anyone know how to sharpen the blade of a pencil sharpener?

my blade has got dull 😒

[surreal dagger]

hey guys, as far as i feel bad for all of your hardships and all that your going through, please take the time to know that this is someone else’s vent journal and not yours. if you want to vent, please consider making a vent journal of your own or just going to the channel #huddle-vent-1 . i’m saying this with all due respect. thank you

[raw copper]

@sonic oxide Read this please

[limpid niche]

Yeah I agree with this

The replies on this are meant for support, and if u want to vent u can absolutely make a journal on huddle or u can dm me

[surreal dagger]

i agree yeah

[chrome lance]

6 days clean

[raw copper]

Thats amazing

[surreal dagger]

YIPYAPLAPBAPCLAPJAPAYAYAYAYYAAYYAYAYAYAYAY

[limpid niche]

Hey has anyone heard from this guy

[brittle silo]

yea omg i was just now about to ask here

[limpid niche]

Is he ok?

He hasn’t been online in awhile

[brittle silo]

it’s been a week since he’s said anything i have no idea

i’m friends with him and normally he texts every day but he hasnt for a week im scared

[terse chasm]

i hope he's okay

has anyone seen him online at all

[limpid niche]

Nope

[chrome lance]

@brittle silo @terse chasm yes i am okay sorry was just taking a little break

[terse chasm]

omg dont be sorry i was just worried

take breaks all you want

[brittle silo]

oh lmao thank god

[chrome lance]

oh well

found my pills

it’s a game of courage now

[surreal dagger]

ian don’t

and bro sorry for not texting i think im sick and i was sleeping half the day

[chrome lance]

it’s ok

[chrome lance]

i will attempt sometime today

[surreal dagger]

no pls don’t

[sonic rose]

Do not

Me nd you are in the same boat actually

I slit my vital points but not that deep

I'm even giggling about ways to die

I've tried hotlines but ounce they picked up I can't speak

But you.

You need to keep living

You have people waiting for you

I read your whole story

And don't try to talk me out too

Countless people have tried but I've told them I made up my mind

But you

People are helping you

Hell my only friend is alcohol and a blade

I'm even thinking of doing drugs

But you

I beg you

Do not commit

I plead with you do not commit

Please

Please

Please

Do not become like me

Do not commit

I laugh when I cut myself

I like the sight of my blood

I laugh when I imagine I die and my blood is flooding the room

Please

Please

Please

Do not commit

Please

[sonic rose]

Your the auraliaa

Help your friend

Help him

Do not make him turn out like me

Please

My grades are dangerously low that I won't graduate

Do your absolute best to help your friend

Please

Please

Please

Please

[surreal dagger]

i’m texting him. he’s not responding at all

nvm

[sonic rose]

Øk

[sonic oxide]

I forgot to respond but already did!

[sonic oxide]

Hey I feel bad but this is someone else's vent

[chrome lance]

i cant get past 1 day clean

[chrome lance]

im so unbelievably done with everything

its like i cant do anything right at all

i feel terrible

i wish i was normal