iron coral
TW: self harm mentioned, and cursing
I’m really not good at expressing myself I for some reason only know how I feel if I have a comparison but I’ll try my best 
I just feel so empty most of the time and even when I’m not I’m criticizing everything I do just at the slightest sigh or complaint even if it’s not directed towards me. I feel so broken like I have no reason to feel this way I was just born fucked up for no reason and it’s agonizing. Last year around February I finally stopped hurting myself it felt good till the beginning of this year it started back up I feel like such a creep to be fishing for blood as if that will make me feel any better. And for some reason I can’t help but to want someone to notice but I fear that outcome as well. I legit wear short sleeves and nobody could give two fucks not unless blood is actively dripping down my wrist then it’s “maybe you need to be sent away” I feel like I’m going fucking insane every day of my life
carmine path