guzesqdro Journal

[young lotus]

Well today 27/2/26 I start this... today I decided to stop making self hurt because enough was enough and I dont want to my parents finding out... Today, in the recees my bioloogy teacher finded me with a phone but idk why he give it back and just sayed that you need to save it in your backpack and then in English class we had an exam and I decied to copy, obiuslly the teacher didnt find out and finally in F,Q (Fisics and Quimics) we did a project of sugar in drinks. Today I told another friend about the suicide think and the scars thing and now the only persons that know that are 3, well then when I became home i did cut my self a lot of times but I decided enough its enough and lets see how many days I stay clean. Btw the images are from the scars so if you want to SH/Suicide it can triger so i dont think that you shoud open them, and today FINALLY my website reached 22mil active users and i got the first person that wants to put an ad directlly in my website. Thank you 😉

[young lotus]

Hi, what i shouldn’t do?

[south sluice]

bruhh

hmm i see

you walk around with the fmhy badge...

[young lotus]

Yea

[young lotus]

And what’s that?

[south sluice]

prison for undersge ppl

[young lotus]

I don’t think so…

[south sluice]

um sorry about that

[young lotus]

Don’t worry 🙂

[south sluice]

: )

[young lotus]

Hello! Today is 28/2/26, today the fucking people of the goverment taked down my page but it is avilible at a new domain, today I didnt self hurt so I didnt self hurt for 24 hours im trying to do a month of being clean, lets see how it goes. Today I played a lot of minecraft, exactlly with the mod of BlockFronts and im proud of today not watching anything related to gore or things like that, and also ALMOST my brother and my mom find out the thing with the scars and all of that. Thank you 🥳

[south sluice]

ayy

that's good man

im glad that you are refraining from gore and SH, and bro please just take down the site already

[south sluice]

btw

if you get the urge to cut, try using ice it's intense too but not harmful as much

someone suugested it to me

[young lotus]

i do that thx

I also odraw

[south sluice]

ohh nicee

[young lotus]

like i also draw on me

and cold showrs

[south sluice]

ohh

drawing on you

??

as in like tattoo ?

[young lotus]

yea its like cutting like with a marker

[south sluice]

i see

symbolic

: )

[young lotus]

no..

Like instead of cutting i draw and I imagine that thats the knife and it paintes red soo

[south sluice]

i see

thats kinda cool

: )