#parrot's journal :3

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tardy nebula
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but sometimes we need the harsh reality

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it can be the only thing that drives us sometimes

tardy nebula
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sometimes i dont even know what im writing here

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i look back at stuff and it seems like a different person to me

tardy nebula
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I might be addicted to kombucha

tardy nebula
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I turned in my final essay with 30 seconds to spare

tardy nebula
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why can't I sleep

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why is sleeping genuinely an effort that I have to make

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you're telling me you just feel tired, close your eyes, and boom- sleep

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that hasn't happened on a regular basis in years for me

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I always find something more satisfying to do like taking a shower or drawing or watching media

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I'd rather do that than waste my time unconsciously

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and not to mention, when I sleep without an alarm I get around 10 hours of sleep, but this conflicts with how long I'm awake before I feel tired at all, which is usually around 18 hours. as you can obviously tell, 28 hours is more than a day, so if I followed my natural sleeping pattern I would start my day 4 hours later every day. it doesn't change during track and field season either, still 18 hours awake and 10 to sleep

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something's messed up with me

tardy nebula
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May 28, 2026

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this is how my mind feels

tardy nebula
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the warm spring breeze drifting through my long brown hair carries an indescribable peace, softening the static within my mind...

quartz pawn
tardy nebula
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why can't I taste sweet

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it's been like this for a few days

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I'm not sick with anything

tardy nebula
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May 29, 2026

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oh god I don't even know what to do

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I'm so worried about him

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I hate not knowing what to tell him

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I don't even know what I'd do in his situation

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I honestly just have no idea

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and I feel terrible

tardy nebula
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oh god it all feels like jumbled static

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aghhhh

tardy nebula
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that was so embarrassing

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why am I like this

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I was sobbing the entire study hall

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I still can't stop the tears

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I'm scared

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and lost

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and confused

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and panicked

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I don't know what to do

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please let it all be better

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please

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please

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please don't let this happen

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please...

tardy nebula
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please

tardy nebula
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we're working it out but I'm still worried

tardy nebula
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May 30, 2026

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it's gotten a bit better

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ugh my stomach hurts so bad

tardy nebula
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belly feels better

quartz pawn
tardy nebula
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May 31, 2026

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almost one month with him already

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I love him so much

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I think he's really the one

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I don't know if it's too early to be thinking that or something but

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I've never met someone who makes me feel this special

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this loved

brittle remnant
spare egret
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Lean into it, you deserve it all!huddlekittywave

tardy nebula
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thankies john :3

tardy nebula
tardy nebula
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happy world parrot day lmao

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a day to recognize the ecological importance of parrots and raise awareness about their endangerment Yummers

tardy nebula
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June 1, 2026

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happy pride month everyone, y'all are so awesome huddleheartshape

cyan knot
tardy nebula
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xiangqi is really fun

quartz pawn
tardy nebula
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pronounced shang-chee

tardy nebula
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June 2, 2026

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lgbtq+ hate comes from small, loud minority groups. 70-90 percent of americans support lgbtq+ rights, and 1 in 4 people in gen z identify as lgbtq+

tardy nebula
tardy nebula
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I didn't get enough sleep again, I feel so agitated even though today's been an awesome day

dreamy frigate
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Argon Einstein