#vent bc feelings r too much

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torn crag
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i js got a rare coat perch on forest island

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hapi

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im

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not okay again

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the horse riding thing is bugging me again

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im such a failure

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my biggest achievment in the last year was that i did a whole page of math and a whole page of english

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thats literally my biggest achievement this year

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itf to go clothes shopping

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i dont have enough money for anything

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i dont have enough motivation for anything

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and if i do it just never works out

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im too

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me

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which isnt a good thing

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i cry

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im not okay

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help

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as soon as i clciked into horsi game i saw a oni i havent gotten yet

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now ive collected every appaloosa

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im so close to finsishing them all

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should i go to volcano and do treasure chests and hope that a black perch will spawn

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its the only perch i need now

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i think ill go to royal island and hope the andy and the mammoth donkey i need will spawn

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maybe an island unique coat or island unique hair

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it scares me when she does stuff for me

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like im not doing enough for her

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im kind of pissed off now

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wdymuanuhTFOTUHAUGTSEDUDAURIAWFC

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YDGTSIAN

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ICSTBILHAA

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YDGTBYH

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im starting to cry

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i hate this so fucking much

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i cant stop crying

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itotan

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rudttmmfw?

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im so fucking jealous

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iwtghrttaw

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ycaiaiMFD

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i wish i could so bad

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sonfucking

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bad

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boy do i love sobbing so hard i cant breathe every night

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im going to go insane

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i genuinely do drag people down

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i want to disappear

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i dont have it in me to try

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im gonna give up i think

torn crag
torn crag
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i have no friends

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js seeing that made me feel so upset

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maggie told me to stop comparing and tell myself god things about me

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but i truly dont have any friends and it IS my fault

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my hand is shaking so much

torn crag
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i got out of having dinner today๐Ÿ˜ˆ

torn crag
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im not touching that with a 10 foot pole

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ea i dont want to talk anymore nvm

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guys look at my special ponies i got today

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IM SO HAPPI

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my mums gonna teach me abt investment too im so excited

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i hope it becomes a hyperfixation

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also ill update u guys on my heehee later but its coming along so well

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i like being me sometimes

torn crag
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ok

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i feel

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guilty

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upset

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embarrassed

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over multiple things

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and sad

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i feel guilty bc i overexplain stuff which leads to me feeling embarrassed bc i do that

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i feel upset bc sdsswm even thoug i dont expect h to but i also do at the same time which makes me feel guilty and embarrassed BECAUSE i do expect it

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and sad that im like this

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but it will all end okay

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must believe

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im 62.4 too

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C:

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i will continue w horsi game

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omg i have to ook at things i unlocked today!!!

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ive collected 2/6 of iuh of jungle!!!!

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ive collected 3/9 horsn

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wait no 3/11

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and 3/9 iu horns and hopefully ill get the jungle horn soon

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with a hideylideylidey and a hideylideylay we work and we make cigarettes all hideylidey day so that folks can get a breaky from their stressful lidey lives and relaxy with he cigarettes we make all day and niiight and if i get a cancer when im 80 i dont care who the hell wants to be 90 anywayyyyy so with a hideylideylidey and a hideylideylay we work and we make cigarettes all hideylidey day so that folks can get a breaky from their stressful lidey lives and relaxy with he cigarettes we make all day and niiight

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stop.

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WITH GOOD STATS TOO

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WHAT ON EARTH

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THATS THE 3RD THING IVE GOTTEN TONIGHT

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this server im in is so lucky

torn crag
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i feel guilty again

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i fele like im soamming her and disrupting her time on horsi game

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ill try dlow down my messaging

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its me and her!!

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oh my jesus the ringing in my ears is so loud

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holy fuck

torn crag
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bonnies leash rubbed away the skinnon my finger it hurts sm๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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merlin and i got snacks and i got a passionfruit drink!! i love passionfruit

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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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i wanna be pink

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want ti match w wif and also i love pink

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found yaoi at bigw

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i dont think she wants to talk w me rโ€™

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its ok

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ill be ok

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maybe

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ill js do my naplan

torn crag
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im scared

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im scared for her

torn crag
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im really scared

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and realy hieghtened

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hightened

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im really really really

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and stressed

torn crag
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right net to eachother

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YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYYAY

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horsi game helps and calms me down

torn crag
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is that still from spring event waht

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naturally diyed!!!

torn crag
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im so scared

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im so scared shes not okay or that something really bad happens

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my heart is actually beating so fast im so scare

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d

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im so fucking scared someone please rip all my limbs off

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scarlett and her friends r helping me

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theyre freaky in a good way

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its making me smile

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im still really anxious but thyere making e laugh

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theyre so freaky and funny

torn crag
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im

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so

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fucking

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anxious

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and stressed

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and upset

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im trying not to cry

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i dont know what to do

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im not okzy

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im

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i think she doesnt want to come back to me

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what have i done wrong

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im crying now

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i dont kno

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i dont like myself

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i want to play more horsey

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but i cant bc i have a limit on it

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i want to feel better

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and not feel guilty

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or upset

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my feet feel gross

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my sisters in the bathroom tho

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i hate this

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i cant cry

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for some reason i cant

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but i really want to

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i cry

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i dont know what to do

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i hate this

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im not sble to be happy

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anywhere

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im gonna look at chishiya to stop crying

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hes not senfing through

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south park stoppef playing

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nothing good

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maybe thid is the consequence of me getting good ponies yesterday znf today

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i cant message anymore

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ive brrached my window of tolerance

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i cant stop sobbing

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i cant do anything

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im sorry

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i cant stop crying i hate thid do much

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i cznt

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i relaly cant

torn crag
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ok

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i responded to charlies tiktoks znd i had a toktok break to stop my crying

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i might play horsey game now

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i think i will

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and get out of bed

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ill do jungle island and hopefully get the horn there

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once i get back up to 1mil i can finzlly continue training

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im shaking sm

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ok

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go

torn crag
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REMI LIKES MEEEEEER

velvet plinth
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nice to meet you gay

torn crag
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ill delete the video i sent her when it disappears from veuw

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im trying so hard and its not working

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i need to try harder

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i dont want to do something that will affect her negatively

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no

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im getting out

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of my toxic cycle

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im gonna turn my phone off

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byebye

torn crag
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i danced

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it helped

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i feel so much better

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singing also helps too

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i recomend im gonna play horsi gsme now!!

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i cant stop cry8ing

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why do i keep doing thinga w wornb

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im shkaing so mcuh

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i keep doing everything wrong

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dancing didnt help

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its impossible for me to get better

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i never will#

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its all my fault

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everyone tuhinks im nice but im a horrible person

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my dog is scared now bc im screaming

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everything hurts so much

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im gonna hug cartman and hope this passes soon'

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i cant deal with this

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i hate his

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it happpens every fucking day

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and i drag people down with me

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its too fucking hard

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i cant do this

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i dont want to eat

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or be anything

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im so fucking pathetic

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im a whiny little kid

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people my age r so much more mature

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im so fucking done

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am i toxic if i think shes thinking 'better look at this or shes gonna delete it again'

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am i toxic

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i dont want to be a bad person

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i really really dont

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i want to be a good person thats nice to everyone and no one dislikes

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i dont want to be a bad person

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its all my fault

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i hate my thoughts

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and so i PULL OUT MY GUN

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TELL ME WHY TOM CRUISE IS STILL IN THE CLOSET OR IM GONNA SHOOT SOMEONE

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and i PULLED OUT MY GUN

torn crag
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3 arabians, 47 appaloosas, 8 andys, 4 akhal tekes, 5 connemaras, 4 clydes, 4 dutchys, 11 fjords, I CAUGHT 5 FRIS BUT IM KEEPING 1 SO 4 fris, 9 icelandics, 24 mustangs, 2 marwari, 2 mammoth donkey, 3 perchs, 30 paint hprses, 40 quarter horses, 2 shires, 13 standardbreds, 5 standard donkeys, 2 thoroughbreds

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im at 499k now

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i was at 202k at the end of yesterday HELP

torn crag
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guys...

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i spot something!!!!

torn crag
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right next to eahcother bro

torn crag
torn crag
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i cant tell

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id it my phone being gay

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idk

torn crag
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my mum told me to give up on my crochey project

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dhe literally saif โ€˜give upโ€™

torn crag
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i remembered my scary sream

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merlin was driving me in a car at night time and there was a blood moon

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and the blood moon exploded and blood went everywhere

torn crag
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i feel so bad

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what if my mum thinks i hate her

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she doesnt have anyone

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i fel so bad

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im starting to cry

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i dont want anything bad to happen to her

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shes been through enough

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and what if its my fault

torn crag
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everythings do stressful

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theres nothing good

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i cant handle this

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this is so much

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everythings going wrong

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i knew it

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i had teally good luck on horsey gzmr and now my life id going to shit

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i cznt handle this

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i really cant handle this

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this is too much

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my tears feel liek this

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i cznt stop crying

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its too much

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i cant

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i cznt do thos

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its too much

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how a i supposed go live

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whoever made me why

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why did u have to put me through thid

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was i relaly that bzd a person in my past life

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im sorry

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im so sorry

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im so sorry

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for whatever i did

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please stop tortuting mr

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theres nothing good in my mife

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whoevers doing this to me please stop

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there has to be domeone controlling everyones life

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who is controlling mine

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they mist hate me

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i cant handle this

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I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE PSYCH WARD

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I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE PSYCH WATD

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I WANT TO GO BZCK TO THE PSYCH WARD

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I WANT TO GO BZCK TO THE SPCYH WATD

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I WANT TO GO BACK TOT HE PSYCH WATD

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I WANT TO GO BZCK TO THE PSYCH WARD

torn crag
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im

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crying again

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i cant handle this

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i cant handle this

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i really really cant

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does this classify as a mental breakfown

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i am shuichi

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i go insane

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and i scream

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and im

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not conscious

torn crag
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eeaaeraaaagahazh

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i dont want to be conecious

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i think ive calmed fiwn

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i think

torn crag
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im thinking

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maybe like a day program would be good

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not an actual admissiom

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idk

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i dont want it to get to that point at all

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but given her situation its probably gonna happen

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i dont like being a big thinker

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i just constantly think

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i wanna go see the new horror movie w merlin

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if given the choice i would go w her but theres not enough food she would eat there and its unnecessary walking around

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she doesnt need that rn

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im crying again

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does her mum want her to go to the hospital or smth

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im crying again

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i dont like this

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i dont like it at all

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why

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just why

torn crag
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the second she sent that i started crying

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i cant stop

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eveyrhthings making me upset

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i dont want to be here

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i cant stop crying i hate my life so much

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i hate it so much

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i dont want to be alive

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theres nothing good

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i have no joy

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i dont want life to keep doing

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i want to stop in this moment until im ready to move forward

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im not ready

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im not ready for the next week

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or even the next day

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im so scared

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im so so so scared

torn crag
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bonnie slapped me into shape

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i should focus on my life

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and not let others scare me

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or make me upset

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im in my life

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and my life is okay

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sometimes

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but right now

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right this very second

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its okay

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dr jiwon would be proud

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i dont think im ready

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this is delilah

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i love her so much

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shes so pretty

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and these were two puppies

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i got to pat and be int heir pen w them

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nvm

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im fucked

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that made me start crying again

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i wanna fucking kill myself

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the worst part is that it is all my fault

torn crag
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im so alone

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its majing me so much worde everythings making me so mich worse

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why do i feel these things why do i think these things

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its making me feel worde and be so mcโ€™uch more anxious

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i hate this

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i hate this

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i hatbtjis

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i hate this

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i hate this

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u hate ihate this

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i hate this

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i hate this

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i hstes this

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i hate thid

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i hae this

torn crag
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i wish i was old enough to do volunteer work

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i cant stop crying

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its goo much

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im in so much emotional pain

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im alone

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im so alone

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im such a five year old

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i dont liek that response

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i read responses in different toned znd it makes me start crying

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im a fucking child

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my pullows so wet

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im crine

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why

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did

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that

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set

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me

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off

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im

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not

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okay

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why did that set me off

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that made me so upset

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i really ahve

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my wot

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im reached it

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im crying again

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im a horrible oerosn

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i mdo mean

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its my gault

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im so sorry

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im horrible

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im so mean

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i dont want her to bear all my problems

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its all my fault

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shes gonna break up with me

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im gonna be all alone

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im so sorry

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its all my fault

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i cznt stop cryong

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i cant breathe

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im so horrible

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i feel like theres sometung wrong woth me becasue i never feel that way

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im not okay im not okay im not okay

torn crag
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im doing it again

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im making myself worse

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im doing it to myself

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i wnana be 16

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so i can volunteer at the rspca and care for the horses znd ponies there

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i relaly want to

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hey gang

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IM CRYING

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im confused

torn crag
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mosi mosi

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tenpa tenpa

torn crag
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well

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i mean i have to wait that long๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

torn crag
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no

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im happy with my life

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i got to pony a pony today

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so like trot around on a horse and lead a pony while we were trotting

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i smiled so much it was so much fun

torn crag
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im gonna cry

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itiwtftkai

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im not

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idwtsh

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im starting to cry

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iwsh

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tjdm

torn crag
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i cry

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im so upset

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i feel ruined

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i was so happ

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i smell blood

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i really smell blood

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its all i can smell and feel in my mouth

torn crag
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regula said to me 'im so fricking proud of u. u ride this horse so well'

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it makes me so happy

torn crag
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guysโ€ฆโ€ฆ. 62.1!!!!!!!!!!!

torn crag
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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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YAY

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i love my horsi game i haveny gotten many new or good horses but i got back up to 1mil in like 4-5 days

torn crag
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i am

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trying so hard not to cry

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im so stressed

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im so anxious

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im trying to not cry

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my eyes are burning

torn crag
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i hate my stupid ass brain

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oh

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i wanted one

torn crag
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.8๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

torn crag
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rahhh even my mum id daying i hzv rno griends

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i tried to throw up but nothing came up

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augh

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i failed

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im a failure

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in rverything i fo

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nothing id hood

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i wanna become sua

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iiiiiii

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ammmmmm

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aloneeeeeeeee

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my mum basically said i hzve no griendd

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as if i dont know thzt

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i have scarlett

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shes a frienf

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and zoey

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i never talk to either of them tho

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i talked to dcarellt for first time in like a month or two

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and i havent talked to eoey in months

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so i dont have any friends

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im completely alone

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no one wants to talk to me

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im so

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gross

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im gonna cry

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i need to wash my hair its so hrosd but i cant theres so much to do and i cznt ask my mum bc dhe wants a break from me but i cant go to school yomortow w such gross hzir i font know whzt to do

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im gonnz try and get out of dinner tonight

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i want control๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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ive nearly ripped my whole toenail off its covered in blood

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i want to play horse riding talrs

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on my omd account

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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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nearly pink

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i should put my phone fown znd play horsi gzmr

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im only making myself worse by wallowing

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i dont deserve anything

torn crag
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im five seconds away from fucking killing myself

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im so close to crying i hzve to holf bzck bc merlind here

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im going

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to

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fucking

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kill

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myself

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im ripping my toenail off when i get home i dont care i need to do something

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i need to cry but i cant

torn crag
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i ripped my nail off

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i had a dhit day

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i dont like my
life

torn crag
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im so sad

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im so alone

torn crag
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i shouldnt have responded

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im gonna cry

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im so

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everythings too hard

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i have no joy

torn crag
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im crying again

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im so

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i hate this so much

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im os done

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and alone

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i want to stop being here

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i hate every day

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i have no days that i like

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i havent had a good day in ages

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im in so much pain

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my heart hurts when i smile

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im so alone

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i have nothing and no one

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i dont want to be here

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i really reallyd ont

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i cant

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handle this

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im in too much pain

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i really dont want to be here

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someone please fucking kill me

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i dont want to be here anymore please someone help me

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i cant

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be

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here

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anymore

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please

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i can jump off that bridge

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i dont want to die in pain

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i want

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my fucking

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sertraline

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i want it

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i want 4000mg

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i hate this so much

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why did i have to fail twice

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not once but twice

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im gonna throw up

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maybe i should rip off my other nails

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i want to die

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to have dinner

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i dont want to go to school tomorrow

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im done

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i have no one

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im completely alone

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and its my fault

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so i should die

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please

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someone help me

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i dont hav anyone

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i literally have no one

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i just wanna get a cat

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i dont want to be here

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i dont want to be here

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i dont want to be here

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i dont want to be here

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i dont want to be here

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i want to fucking fir

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i ahte this do much

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i dont have a way out of anything

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i want a vlade so i czn dlit my wridtd

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maybe next time im out xith dcarlett

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we can go to forcirwirkd and i can buy a dhzrprner

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fuck you

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i dont want to be alive

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she hates me

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she must hate me

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oh my god

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i judt rrzalised

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me doing this

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is the equivalent of liam szying he was gonna die beczudr of her

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mr saying โ€˜im gonna fucking kill mydelf to herโ€™ id thr equivalent of thzt

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im

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a fucking horrible petson

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oh my god

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i relate to sua so much

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even the bad bits

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i am her

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and im so ashamed thzt i zm thr xzy i zm

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no one likes me

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im so alone

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im so isolztef

torn crag
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im in so much pain

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im so

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i wish had someone

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everytime i think about it i start crying

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im do alone

torn crag
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ok guys

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i stopped crying

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im gonna js play horsi game

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im so sorry

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my headphoned are againdt my tent and i can hear the textures of it swiping back and forth bc im shaking so much

torn crag
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GUYS

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I GOT A LEGENDARY CHST ON MAINLAND!!!

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I COMPLETED TH EMONTHLY TASKKKKKKKKK

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i now have 123 chests in my inventory

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i thought i was ok but im crying and eating chocolate

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i need to stop thinking i really need to

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im cry8ing so hard

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she should message someone else im not gonna be any fun tonight

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im crying so fucking hard

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im in so much pain

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im so alone

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im in so much pain

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i want to scream

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i would screa but my mums home so i cant

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im

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so dead

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i cant handle this

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this is too much

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i need help

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theres bloody skin under my nails

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im sorry

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im so sorry

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im so sorry im not fun

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im so sorry im not okay

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im so sorry

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i need to stop messaging

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if i keep messaging her she willl keep not feeling good

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she needs to message someone else so she canfeel better

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im doing the wrong thing

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im doing the wrong thing

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i keep doing the wrong thing

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im fucking crying again

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i need to stop the

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sdtme

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intsthe

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im so alone

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i dont have anything

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i want a cat

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i dont know what to do with my life

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im so empty

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i need to just stop

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im not doing anything good

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even south park isnthelping

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maybe pearl will

torn crag
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fucking horrible dream

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im gonna have a bad day

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why is there no good days

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bonnied trying to comfort me by cudlding w me

torn crag
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fuck my eating disorder is so bad

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i kina wan mor cat

torn crag
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idk why but i js feel really sad

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i need to stop thinking abt it

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i really need to stop

torn crag
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im so sad

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and like

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upset

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i shouldnt have eaten

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i feel so guilty that ive eaten

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im taking everything personally

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im gonna cry later

torn crag
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i js really wanna watch pearl

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can netflix pls bring it back

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WHY ARE YOU LEAVING ME IF I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG I DONT UNDERSTAND I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME

torn crag
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im gonna go cry after my mum and grandma r gone

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i dont like life

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im gonna have a meltdown once im alone

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i cry

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im not okay

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i dont like this

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i dont like this

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im gonna dance and sing i tuink that will help

solar pawn
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What are you gonna sing?

torn crag
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alien stage and illit songs!!

torn crag
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iwto๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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js thinking abt it makes me not want to eat

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r

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e

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im depressed

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i dont feel good

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e

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im gonna cry

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alon

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i js wanna cry

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i feel tears but i cant until my mum leaves

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im so alone

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tenya i wanna dance with kacchan tenya

torn crag
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heehee update guys!!

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ive fone arms i js need to do head and ears then sew then i can do the accessories!!

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heehee approves

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my girlfriend made this for me as a gif

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im so happi i love her so much

torn crag
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i cant cry

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im alone

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i shouldnt have eaten that chocolate

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maybe i can throw it up

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yes

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i have to be quick thoo

torn crag
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my eating disorder is so bzf

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i did 10 minuted of jumping jacks๐Ÿ˜ญ

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im so alone

torn crag
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GUYSSSS

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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OMG SO CLOSE

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EEEEEEE

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I WANNA BE PINKKKKKKK

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no

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dont look

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itll make things worde

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focus on music

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music peak

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OMG ILL WATCH CHERISH MY LOVE MV

velvet plinth
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monki

torn crag
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ITS SO CUTE

velvet plinth
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literally so small they could wrap around your hand

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I wish they can be kept as pets ๐Ÿ’”

torn crag
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ive always wanted a tiger as a pet

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theyre js do cute

velvet plinth
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tigers are awesom

torn crag
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im so upset

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im so upset with everything

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nothing is good

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no situations are good

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setting everyone up for failure

torn crag
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im so alone

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im such a failure

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i have no achievments

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i need to stop comparinh

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i have a good life

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i will be okay

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i neef to stop thinking and feeling

torn crag
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my sisters depressed and its allmy fzult

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im the reason

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it literally is all my gault

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dhe szid it herself

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im scared to ask for more time

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and i need to pee but i cznt bc shes in the bzthroom

torn crag
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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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shes going to hospital

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i cant do anything

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im fucking done

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im gone

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i cant handle this

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too much is happening

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im gonna cry when i get home

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my fingers bleedingggggggg

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im so upset

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nothings going well

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i dont want to be here

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nothing is good

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im so scared

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im soso scared

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im so scared

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im stress eating im so scared

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im so upset

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im starting to cryim so scared

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nothings good

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nothings good

torn crag
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im crying so much

torn crag
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im such a failure

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im doing nothing with my life

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im so

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not good

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im in so much pain

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i hate life so much

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i hate everything

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theres nothing good

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i hate everything so much

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i have nothing positive in my life

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gi js want to fucking die

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i ahte life so mcuh

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i just want tp die

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i hate everyhting]

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i want to die

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theres no way out

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i cant die

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no one will let me

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i hate my life so much

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i feel like tsuneko

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i jus want to die

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i have no achievments because im not good at anything

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like

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im not good at anything i do

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i hate life

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i just wajne die

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i want my blade back

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im so done

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i hate this so much

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im so bad at everything i do

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im a horrible rider

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im horrible at school

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im a horrible friend

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im a bad rider

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im bad rider

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im bad at horse riding

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ill never improve

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i have no achievements

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im so bad at everything i do

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im worthless

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im so useless

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i cant do anything

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i feel guilty for eating when she cant

torn crag
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living is so unbearable i cant hanfle it

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i cant handle this

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i dont want it to be a new day

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i dont want todzy to be today

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i dont wznt any dayd

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i dont want any days conscious

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pleade let me die like uncle davif

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i want illit

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i wanna watch illit

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i want illit

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they make me feel better

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see i stopped crying whrn i saw the gifs

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idk what im gonna tell maggie tmr

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that maxe me feel worde

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i cznt stop crying

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i dont know whzt to do

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im so ugly

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im so horrible

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i cznt live

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i hate life do much

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i need to fet on pony game i cant handle this

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im not breathing ok

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im not ok

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i dont want to be alive

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i hate being alive

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i dont know what to do

torn crag
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im gonna go eat and cry

torn crag
velvet plinth
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he's a filthy greasy basement dweller

torn crag
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hes NASTY

torn crag
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i sob

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soon im only gonna have my mum

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my grandma is in hospitak

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i have literally no one else

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and i think she was saying my grandma is bad

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shes the only one i have

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my other nan is worse

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i literally have no one

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its as good as im gonna get

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i dont have anyone

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i really dont

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shes enforcing that

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its true

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my grandma isnt good enough

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i only have my mum

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im so

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alone

torn crag
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ea i shouldnt have told her

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im so depressed

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just

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im typical stereotypical depressed

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i ruined my own happiness

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im so depressed

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and just

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empty

fierce heron
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๐Ÿซ‚ can I tell you something?
You're just 14
You're not ugly
Your not unworthy
It's just.. there are bad adults around you.
You deserve as much as any other kid.

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Friendships happen and they break up and stuff but don't think badly of yourself 81256nekoheart we're all humans. Everyone makes mistakes

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None is perfect we all have flaws so none have the right to say anything bad about you or anyone else huddlecuteghost

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I hope I didn't overstepped

torn crag
limber wing
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I'm young too and I'm glad Im not the only one going through experiences that make you feel like your life just ended, especially when it comes to family... ๐Ÿฅน Were in this together, and you have supporters, you are always loved!!

limber wing
torn crag
limber wing
# torn crag its acc so gross i dont understand why someone would do that

Bro frr ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” like I simply genujenly don't understand from the bottom of my heart what someone is getting out of that,, well, I guess it's the joy of making fun of someone's problems and vulnerability, which is just pure evil ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” how do you even sleep at night knowing ts

limber wing
torn crag
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did i do the wrong thing

torn crag
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i think i did the wrong thing

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i keep doing the wrong thing

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im so anxious

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idk whzt to do

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why do i ieep doing things wring

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i cry

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im never doing anything right

torn crag
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GUYS

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SCREAM

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i was too late to delete it

torn crag
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GUYS

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I CAN FINISH ALL THE MAMMOTH DONKEYS

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i keep doing the wrong thing

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idk how to do the right thing

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ill ask one more time

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if she says shes ok i wont push it

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i keep doing the wrong thing

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ill let her do what she wants

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i dont want to push her

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im sorry

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im so fucking sorry

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i wish i could do so much more

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i cry

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im so so so sorry

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i want to do so much more for u

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i wish i was a controller of the game so i could give u more special ponies

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i would constantly be spamming in ponies

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im so sorry i cant do more for u

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and i cant be there for u

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i promise if i could i would

torn crag
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oh wait shes not playing

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my heart has dropped

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what if she breaks up w me

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what if shes dead

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why didnt i notice sooner

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im scared

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im reallu scared

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is she dead

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what if someone killed her

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and the last thing she felt for me was upsetness

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im so scared

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guys im really really scared

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shes offline on eveyrthing

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im gonna cry im so scared

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no

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shell come back soon

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shell be ok