#vent bc feelings r too much

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torn crag
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love okder you perfect song to cry to

torn crag
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ismowsdtaitahomse

torn crag
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i need to stop spamming her

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and let her play poni game

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i stop

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i need to stop

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she needs every bit if happiness she can get

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i need to respect more

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she keeps saying its ok

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so tbat means

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i stop

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i need to stop

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phone on 10 oopsies

torn crag
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i odnt thinkn it matters

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it still hurts

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i need to talok to maggie abt it

torn crag
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i hate how gross my back is

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i hate it so mych

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i beed to stop eatung

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im crying

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i hate mysekf

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i hate my body

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im so gross

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i feel so gross

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i hate this i hate this i hate this

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i want to disappear

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im shaking

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i loooked at food anf started crying

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i cant handle this

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why am i like this

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i saw her face and started crying again

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i want to be gone

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im so uoset

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w everything

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i dont like ut

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i really dont like ug

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i dont feel good

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at akl

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im shaking sm

torn crag
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honestly will i be alive by then

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im crying really bad

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im so stressed

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im so stressed and scared and upset

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i cant handle this

torn crag
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im a bit worried

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i need to get my mind off it

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ill go brush my teeth

torn crag
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i cry why is my thought process this

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im gonna try and have non fatty foods all day tomoorrro

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maybe that will make me feel better

torn crag
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why why why whyw hy

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why

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whywhywhywhy

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why

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why

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whywhy

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why

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why

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why

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why

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why

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why

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why do i think like thid

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why do i act like this

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why do i feel like this

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hopefullt maggie can help tomorrow

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idk hwo but i still hooe

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i tiktok then daydream and animak crossing

torn crag
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it feels patronising

torn crag
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its not my life

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im safe

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and haooy

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uts not my life

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im okay

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im cuddlibg w my puppy

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and daydreaming

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and listening to illit

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its not my lufe

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my life is okay

torn crag
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im not safe

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im not happy

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im not okay

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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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lovely

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ok

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im going to say it

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smmedw

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hdpimmedw

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waiy

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but its not her fault

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it is mine

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so is it really a fault

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like

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its obviously not her fault

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but am i at fault alot bc of how my brain is wired

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i need to not think'

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i cant know anything

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i cant think of anything about it

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im protecting myself

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surely

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lies

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im gonna try not have dinner tonight

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we shall hope and see

torn crag
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im jealous

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i want to be better

torn crag
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im envious'

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im so

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i want to cry

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im so upset

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i want to chop most of my limbs off

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theyre so gross

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I am so gross

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i want to ovmt

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i wnt to vomit all my misfortunes out

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i hate them

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im crying at the thought of it now

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i hate it so much

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i wish i could switch mmyself off

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like power off ike a robot

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maybe i should do my excercises

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im gonna do them

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im so wobbly

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i cant see

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im gonna faint

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danxe time

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why am i like this

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genuinely

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why

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i fucking hate myself

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people think im nice but im a horrible person

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fucking somoene please get me a blade

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like please

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maybe i can get merlin to take me to spotlight to get a sharppener

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no

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its officeworks

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they r bsically the same tho

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pleas smeon ekkill me

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i dont want to be conscious or alive

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im a horrible person

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no one needs me to be alive

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im crying

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i hate myself so much

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i hate my situation

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i hate me an eerything to do w me

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i hate i hate i hate

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i cant think of any things that r good abput me

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theres nothigbs

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i cant stio cyrin

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i hate this

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jusy fpcus oon horsey game

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just focus on that

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it could help

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i want ot fucking die

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please

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theres no way

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everyone aroud me has made it imppossible for me to die

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no one will just let me die

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cant they see im in enough pain as is

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why give me more by keeping me alive

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i have no one

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i am no one

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i

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am vry

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mentally unstable

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i shouldnt message anyone

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because mi so mentally unstable

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i need

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to

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stop

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i

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cant

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deal

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with

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this

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its

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so

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bad

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i

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dont

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fucking

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need this

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im

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shaking

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so

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fucking

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much

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thsi==is

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is

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so

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much

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im only fucking 14

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i shouldnt have to deal with tbis

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IM 14

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IM

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FUKCING

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14

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WHY

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JUST WHY

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WHY ME

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WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

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I

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WANT

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T

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DIE

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I

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CANT ESCAPE ANYTHING

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I NEED

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TO

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FUCKING

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DIE

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THIS IS TOO MUCH

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TO HNDLE

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IM

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14

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I

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AM

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FUCKING

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FOURTEEN

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IVE BEEN DOING THIS SHIT

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FOR YEARS

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SINICE I WAS FUCKING 7 OR SUM SHIT

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THATS

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TOO

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FUCKING

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LONG

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why me

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why me

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why me of all people

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why do i have to be like this

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why me

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surely i wasnt that bad a person in my past life

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i didnt think i was that bad of a person

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am i really this horrible

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everyone does tho

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everyone does

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im fake\

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im not real

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i dont want to be real

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i dont know what im doing wrong

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i dont know what ive done to have to suffer this much

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i have a new goal

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im not making it to my 15th birthday

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i will die before september the 2nd

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i need to

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i cant deal with anything anymore

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i need to start working

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ive done everyhing worng

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what have i done

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what have i done

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what have i done

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what ae i done

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i cant believe this

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i thought i was dooing a good thing

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i did it wrong

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im getting worse by the day

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maye ike

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i can run away

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i can pull a dazai

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except ill die alone

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i could jump off the bremer bridge

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maybe people will put flowers where i jumped this time

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i wan my srtraline

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that was an easy way to die

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i fucked it up by takign too littl

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i shouldve done more

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i shouldve done more research

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i need to blow my nose ive been crying too much

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ive ruined everything

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tomorrow

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i could js run and leave the house now

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but my bonnie

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im not rady to say goodbye to her yet

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ill tell her tomorrow

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or i could do what liam tried to do

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or i could climb barretts fence and run away then

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jump into oncoming traffic

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whoever reading this none of this will happen

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trust

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i want to die of srtraline tho

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it was like

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almost fun when i had my overdoses as bad as that sounds

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like

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before anything bad happened i was js rlly shakey and had lots of adrenaline

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but like

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i was messaging the katseye server

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it was sigma

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people talked and liked me

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ok wait

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i can try and stay home alone tomorrow

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and i can probably break the medication box

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wait

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i have to waiit until my mum has bene to the pharmacy to restock on sertraline

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ok

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i must wait

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and listen

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ill try keep an eye on the medication boxes

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ill keep u guys updated

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ok

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plan

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1 keep an eye out for sertraline restock

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2 soon after mum restocks i ask to stay home alone

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3 make sure i take all the mdeictaion before she gets home

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4 try and hide the empty boxes

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ok

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ive cried so much im lie numb

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im like

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my head feels like it did when

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i think my mums crying

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im scare

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ok

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nvm

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she was laughing

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its ok

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ok

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i need

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to keep an eye on when my mum goes to the pharmacy

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ok

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until then

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pretend everyhting is ok

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donnt eat

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and play horsi game

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and watch south par

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im sorry miz

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it was bound to happen

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i have no hope

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im being so annoying

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i need to stop

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i neet to

torn crag
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idk

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idk

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idk

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idk

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idk what to do

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im stressing

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idk what to so

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im still stressing

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im not okay

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i want to talk to maggie

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she helps me feel better

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i want to talj to maggie

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im not okay

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my headphones r on 10 percent

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i can pribavly charge thel at school using the laptip chargers tho

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i love lucky girl syndrome so much

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its my song

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im claimung it

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i need to learn the dance

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anyone reading this please listen to it its so peak

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jesus christ i look so depressed

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took away my metronome im deep in shallow

torn crag
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i dont like where i am right now

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i want to skip to another day

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anothe months

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a few months in the future

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im scared and i dont know how to stop

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im sorry

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im sorry im not being happy

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i dont find it possible right now

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im sorry im dragging u down w me

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im horrible

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i drag people down

torn crag
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tired

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i saw maggue today and i feel better

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but i also at maccas and that was at 12:30 and i still am not able to eat anything else im so full

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im fonna cry

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i got the weongf one

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i dont want to give it to her

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she wong like it

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im so sad

torn crag
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im scared to message her so ill put stuff here

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i caught last icelandic needed

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and now i never need to go on glacier island again (i dont like the island)

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and i found out that the island u can see from blizzard island is infact glacier island

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omg instantly vro

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omg and immdeiately i got a stat aura height thing

velvet plinth
torn crag
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YES

velvet plinth
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๐Ÿฅน ๐Ÿฅน

torn crag
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WEEEE

torn crag
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i can see glacier and blizzard from royal island omg

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65 more places left iin my backpack for horses

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im gonna go to lunar

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ill have the most luck there

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i need to stop

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i keep doing things wrong

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i thought i did things right

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i never do

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im gonna try catch another horse with the pearly hair for her

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i feel bad abt the book so maybe this will make up for it

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also guys im not gonna kms i was js going through a really bad time the other day ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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im not okay

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after i fill up my backpack ill sell then go to training island

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im gonna get jellybeans

torn crag
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im catching so many diva arabians

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i dont understadn

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i think im gonna cry

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its making me so anxious and stressed

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yk what

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mi gonna close discord

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byebye anxiety

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its ok

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everythung will be ok

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byebye discord

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im gonna sell with onoe extra backpack space bc it doesnt make logical sense to go on another island

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i think this is pretty good

torn crag
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it makes me feel

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sad

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useless

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pushed down

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upset

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and just down in general

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i kind of want to cry

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i have none

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i dont have any of them

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i dont feel good

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i feel like a five year old

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im barely getting any achievments

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i havent done literally anything

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im sad

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no

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stay confident

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im happy with my little donkey

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i was doing everything at my own pace

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im ok

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its all ok

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ill probably cry later tonight

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i need a smaller avatar

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i like being small

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i dont want people to noticr me

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eaa i wish i wasnt good at mask

torn crag
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im still upset

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sleep didnt help

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i hopz haooy paws will

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my fingers r so cold but merlin has the heat on

torn crag
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oh my god

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i thought she was writing a break up paragraph

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im still anxious but much less now

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i think im gonna end tonight not ok again

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its ok

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tomorrow will be fun

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its mothers day

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i can do stuff w my family

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give my mum and grandma presents

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do stuff go to the movies do weeding at grandmas place w the dogs

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itll be good

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im gonna try and avoid answering the discord until her illit

torn crag
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i hate my stmach

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i hate my nzck

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i hate my legs

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i hate my arms

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i hate my cheeks

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i hate my back

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theyre all so gross

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i vomited up all the food i js had

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im nor having dinner

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maybe a snack but no proper dinner

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ive gor horse riding as soon as i get home too

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im haooy andexcited for that tho

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i wanna weigh lyself when i get home

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eueueueueueuee im so toxic

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idk how to stop

torn crag
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i fel like theres something in my throat

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confusion

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like i can taste saliva and blood from it and its like a lump

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im probably exaggerating tho it should be fine

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but like still

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i wnr to send a picture but it has me in it

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its of copper boy tho

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ignore me

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focus on pretty boy

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i love copper

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i always feel better after a ride w him

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ill listen to music then tell how the ride was

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so anxiety and sugma

torn crag
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help i forgot to come back

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so it started off and i was so so so so so so so so so so so so so si so so so so scared

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like really really scared

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and i got on and was scared but started like trying to relax by sitting deep in the seat and beung confident and IT WORKED

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we did four canters

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2nd one made me feel like a show jumper thats how powerful the canters were

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and then 4th one we nearโ€™y ran out of the arena HELP

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i panicked and forgot to steer so we did a VERY sharp turn like i could feel the leaning

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and then we did leg yeilding and it went perfectly minus my anxiety

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and rhen we did copper cardio

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so western riding and fast tritting around the arena

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i had alot of anxiety w that but its ok bc it ended well

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and that was the ride but ayayay

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no dinner for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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she may be avoiding me which is ok

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im not making it easy to talk to me

torn crag
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my mums pissed at me

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my sister said she didnt want me around

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im

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nithuing

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i said for the first time in my life 'im happy with my life' then this happened

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i should never be happy again

torn crag
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im fucking depressed

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nothings making me happy

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im just

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here

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gone

torn crag
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eaeaeaeaea whats wrong w me

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ok

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whats wrong

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i dont feel good

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because

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that made me feel pushed aside

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and that others were preffered over me

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ive had a day at school

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idk what to do w my mum

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my eating disorder

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the fear for hit

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and my own mental health issues

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thats why

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abdbaj

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its ok

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just message

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its ok

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i

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dont

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need

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to

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know

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everything

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i dont

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why do i want to

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why do i feel like i need to

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to distract from my own life

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its ok

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jus

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play horsey game

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why

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whywhywhwyhwyhwyhwywywywwwywwywywyhwyhwyhwyhwywhyhy

torn crag
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i keep comparing and its really not doing me any good

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i cant stop tho

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idk hpow

torn crag
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im so upset w my fuckuing chud life

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i wish i was a good drawer

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i wish i was good at so many things

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im so

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im gonna crry

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im so upset with my life

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i never shouldve thought i would be okay

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im gonna go back to my bed so i cancry

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i dont want it to be tomorrow

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im crying to the audio 'im gonna be honest I'm only looking at ur titties'

torn crag
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i cry so mych

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i hate lyself

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i hate being like this

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so affected

torn crag
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im so fucking fragile rn

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why did thzt make me start crying

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why did that make le starrt brutally sobbing

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im so uoset

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im so uosey

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my mums trying to get me to call a helpline

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i dont wabt to wait fucking 40 minutes

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i js want to see maggie

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im bit okay

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im bit okay

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im not okay

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im not okay

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im bit okay

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im the one im ur idil

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idol

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im the one im ur idol

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gojzxonhayo daiyo

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loyal fans

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idk korean

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omg wait

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ut didnt give me the right song

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Who's your bias? I'm your bias
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Who's your bias? I'm your bias
I'm the one, I'm your idol
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whos ur bias im ur buzs

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its me

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hey

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just say im ur fav!

torn crag
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i need to stop

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she doesnt want go message me

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i need to stop

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go play horsi game

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it will help

torn crag
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why is it making me so upset

velvet plinth
torn crag
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it really very much is

torn crag
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i cant gind heehee

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i cant gind her anf its making everything si much worse

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i need heehee

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my heehee๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

torn crag
torn crag
velvet plinth
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AAHHHH

torn crag
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im dcared to message her so ill message here

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merlin really wanted to maje thus cinnamon roll thing food and so we r making that

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and we bought bubble tea diy stuff

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so i made bubble tea at home

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and it looks znd smells so cool im so excited

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when i ginish baking w merlin im gonna play horsi game

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im so glzd i got out of going to school today

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i cant handle being there

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tmr is ippi show too!!!!

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dipndots and rides im so excited

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ut better go well

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i will be so uoset if it doesnt

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i wanna wear my skirt and my pretty shirt

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nvm when merlin leaves im gonna rip up my room to try znd find heehee

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i need her to come to the show w me

torn crag
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my feet hurt sm

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ive been stzbding for two hourd

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the bubble tea kinda atstes likr shit i dont really want it

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i want something more like healthy

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stop

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making

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everything

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about

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urself

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im not the most important person

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i dont neef to make it always about me

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i need to step back

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and stop

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because i am not the cente of attention

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i wish i was in thailand

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it would be so cool

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eaeaea i dont have anyone to talk to

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eeaaa im lonelh

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its ok

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i js need pony game and heartbreak high

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itll help

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im gonna put my phone fown

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byebye phone

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i think ill go shower i want to be clean

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byebye guys WEEOOOO

torn crag
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i kept falling awleep in dhower

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i cant find heehee

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im gonna cry

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i neex heehee

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where is she

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please reappear

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guys

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i hzf a gut feeling she was in the car

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me heehee

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i genuienly geel better

torn crag
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im so happy i have my heehee

torn crag
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i wish she wasng in thailand

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i wish she was sitting next to me

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i wish she was helping merlin and i make the cinnamon rolls

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i wish i ciuld play the competition hub on horsi game w her

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i wish upon a fish

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HELP

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its okay i have my heehee

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ok so

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my issue is

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i feel like no one is ever there for me except for illit

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and wonhee is a part of illit and my heehee is kind of like my illit

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do that why im so attached to it

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i heart my illit

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i have so many videos saved on my tiktok of illit

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i need to go through them bc it always makes me smile

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brother can he fuck off

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im leaving the number here idc

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i feel bad

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but like i dont want to he around him

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hes js trying to show his love for me

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but i still dont want to he around him AT ALL

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these trackiedacks make me look and feel fat

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im gonnz change into shorts

torn crag
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i dont want to ruin the convo so ill send here

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idk where i am on this map help

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i dont have enough tokens

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ehh

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im

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i need to disappear

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im so

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not okay

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i want merlin to leave

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shes been here too much

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tomorrow will be good i hope

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im ruining her vibe

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i cant apologise yet either

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im so sorry

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i dont wsnt to message ever again

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i just want to cry

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i hwant to dissappeaaaarrrrrr

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please let me disappear

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be there to help

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push urself down further

torn crag
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im gonan cry but its ok bc shes happy

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im crying but im happy for her

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shes happy and thats what matters

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ill never get that opportunity

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ill never have a family

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my sister hates me

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my mum pushes herslef under a bus for me

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ill never get that opportunity

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im really crying and i need to stopp bc mum could coem up at any second

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i am notokoay

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i need to stop comparing

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it is really my fault

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i wipe tears and move on

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my eyelashes look like eyeliner theyre serving

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ew my face is so long

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stop crying

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just breathe

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its

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okay

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horsi game

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omg maybe star stable

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no i dont want her to think shes done something wrong

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i really wanna play it tho

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its ok js play horsi game

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i feel bad for lillian

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im the only person scarlett doesnt want to cut off

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its ok

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annbekle

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breathe

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its okay

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deep breaths

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its okay

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no

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dont think about that

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think about horsi game

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i can breed and try and get the breeding unique coats

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ok

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yes

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do that

glacial karma
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i feel bad for u

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i wish i couldโ€™ve helped earlier

torn crag
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thank you for the empathy i appreciate it alot huddleheartshape huddlekittywave

torn crag
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im js like hiding under a blanket waiting for merlin to leave

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wdiamtam

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wwinbp

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wwinhgc

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isaffc

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ihbswac

torn crag
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63.3

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it was 62.4 yesterday

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not good enough

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need to get to 50

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thats 13

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i can do it

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i just need to stop

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i can do that

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and pilates

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i can do that

torn crag
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mercellus and the cleaning lady found their homes

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wiehah

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4029 training tickets

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i want 7k

torn crag
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i am not okay

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food will not help

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i dont think anything will

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i js have to wait for it to pass

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again

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like i always do

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atleast i didnt eat all my dinner

torn crag
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i deleted messages i dont want to annoy her

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ill send them here

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i got a legendary chest in horsi game

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and i got an island unique coat horse on volocano island

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idk how

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but it js spawned there

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also the rarer chests r more common on volcano and im assuming higher level islands

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i have 8 rare chests now

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1 legender 8 rare and liike 23 common

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i feel bad i have so much luck in this game

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i want her to have more luck

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GUYS

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I GOT AN INFERNAL CHEST

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IM SO HAPPU

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aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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I FOUND A VOLCANIC BALL TOO

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SO NOW I CAN GET MINERALSSSSS

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after i mine this and get the next treasure chest im gonna go to jungle island and get the herd of marwaris

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IM SCREAMING

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GUYS

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IM SCREAMING SO BAD

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A FRIESIAN

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPI\

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IM SCREMAING

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im scared im really scared to message her

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im really really scared

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im gonna keep trying to get her bad apple achievment

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mind u its 20 apples per 1 thing

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im scared uim scared im scared

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esa idj what to do

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anneble

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sybau

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message

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go away thoughts

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just message\

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LOOK AT THE FEEEETTTTT

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im smiling im so happi w my friesian

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I DECORATED MY PONI

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im not gonna send a picture bc shit colour choices but idc im happi w it]

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i am gonna style it maybe

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im sending pictures anyway im so happi

torn crag
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63.2

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i need to lock in

velvet plinth
torn crag
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You know what?
Not even God can stop me
I'll like you
I'm a diamond
๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์†Œ์ค‘ํ•œ ๋‚ด ๋งˆ์Œ์€
๋„ˆ๋ฅผ ๋ณผ ๋•Œ ๋น›๋‚˜ I can't
I can't stop myself
Am I selfish?
๋ˆˆ์น˜ ์—†๋Š” ๋‹ˆ ๋ง˜ ๋Œ€์‹ 
์ง€๊ธˆ ์ด ์„ค๋ ˜์ด ํ›จ์”ฌ
๋” ๋‚ด๊ฒ ์†Œ์ค‘ํ•ด
Boy, I ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love (my love)
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
Oh, my crush, that's all my wish
๋น›์ด ๋‚˜๋Š” ์ด ์„ค๋ ˜์€ ๋ชป ์ฐธ์ง€
ํ˜‘์กฐํ•ด์ค˜ you gotta
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
์–ด์ฐจํ”ผ ๋„Œ ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ, ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ„๋ช…
๋‚  ๋ง๋ฆด ์ˆœ ์—†์„๊ฑธ
ํ•˜๋А๋‹˜๋„ ๋‘ ์† ๋‘ ๋ฐœ ๋“ค์—ˆ์ง€
์ข‹์•„ํ•ด 'cause I wanna
๋„ˆ๋ž€ ์•„์ด๋Š” make me higher
๋„ ์›ƒ๊ธฐ๋ฉด
์›ƒ์„๊นŒ? ์–ด๋–จ๊นŒ? ์ด์ƒํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ณผ๊นŒ?
์ƒ์ƒ๋งŒ์œผ๋กœ ๋‚œ oh, cherish my love
If you, if you, if you love me or not
๊ถ๊ธˆํ•ด ๋„ˆ์˜ ๋ง˜
๊ณ ๋ฏผ์€ 3์ดˆ๋งŒ ๋‚œ my way
๋‹ˆ ๋ง˜์€ ๋‘ ๋ฒˆ์งธ
๋‚ด ๊ฐ์˜ค๊ฐ€ ์ฒซ ๋ฒˆ์งธ
์ ˆ๋Œ€ ๋๊นŒ์ง€ ์ง€์ผœ, ๋‚ด ๊ฐ์ •
Boy, I ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love (my love)
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
Oh, my crush, that's all my wish
๋น›์ด ๋‚˜๋Š” ์ด ์„ค๋ ˜์€ ๋ชป ์ฐธ์ง€
ํ˜‘์กฐํ•ด์ค˜ you gotta
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
์–ด์ฐจํ”ผ ๋„Œ ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ, ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ„๋ช…
๋‚  ๋ง๋ฆด ์ˆœ ์—†์„๊ฑธ
ํ•˜๋А๋‹˜๋„ ๋‘ ์† ๋‘ ๋ฐœ ๋“ค์—ˆ์ง€
์ข‹์•„ํ•ด 'cause I wanna
Cherish ์ด ์„ค๋ ˜, ๋„Œ cherry on top
Cherish ๋‚ด ์š•์‹ฌ์ด ์›ํ•ด you're mine
์•Œ์ญ๋‹ฌ์ญ ๋„ˆ์˜ ํ‘œ์ •์— ๊ดœํžˆ ๋ถˆํƒ€์˜ฌ๋ผ
๋ฌด์กฐ๊ฑด ์ง์ง„ํ• ๋ž˜
Boy, I ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love (my love)
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
Oh, my crush, that's all my wish
๋น›์ด ๋‚˜๋Š” ์ด ์„ค๋ ˜์€ ๋ชป ์ฐธ์ง€
ํ˜‘์กฐํ•ด์ค˜ you gotta
Ch-ch-ch-ch-cherish my love
์–ด์ฐจํ”ผ ๋„Œ ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ, ๋‚ด ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ„๋ช…
๋‚  ๋ง๋ฆด ์ˆœ ์—†์„๊ฑธ
ํ•˜๋А๋‹˜๋„ ๋‘ ์† ๋‘ ๋ฐœ ๋“ค์—ˆ์ง€
์ข‹์•„ํ•ด 'cause I wanna
I'm a diamond
๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์†Œ์ค‘ํ•œ ๋‚ด ๋งˆ์Œ์€
๋„ˆ๋ฅผ ํ–ฅํ•ด ๋น›๋‚˜
๋„ค๊ฒŒ ๊ฑด๋„ค์ค„ ๊ฑฐ์•ผ

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whos ur bias?

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IM UR BIAS

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its me

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ME ME

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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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ooh lalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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fancyt

torn crag
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eaeaeaeaeaeaea im depressed again

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i hate the sound of my sister playing instruments

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i wish i do more w my life

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i dont do anything

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ever

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i cant go in my room or my depression will get so much worse

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so im stuck here

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i dont want to be here

torn crag
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i wont ever gtgtafc

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iwebatdttsid

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that makes me feel upset and depressed

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the second i start typing my mum tells me to find something else to do

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i dont want that

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i dont want this

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i hate my life

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i hate myself

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i ruin absolutely everything

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for everyone

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im so

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depressed

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im starting to cry my eyes are burning

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i want to disappear

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im gonna get off my laptop and go cry in my rom and read fanfics

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brb

torn crag
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imsurprised that sent through

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peakest song ever by peakest group ever

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ok

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what r my probles

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i need to name them

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im jealous and envious

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ahgtt

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amnbatahtesih

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med

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tfifidhtlwbicse

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my sister hating me

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my own depression that happend rvery day

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i cry

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im not okay

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iso

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cant gocus on anything

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i cant focus on fanfic

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my issues r too big

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horsi game

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ejjejejejejeejejejjejejejejejjejejejjeje

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domeone cut off my hands znd fingers

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pleas

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im not okay

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ok

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horsi game

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itll pass soon

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ok

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ill go to royal and try get the donkey and andy

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and ill fill up my backpack

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then ill sell and go to training island

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its gonna be okay

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this stuff will pass

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and u will be ok again

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just breathe

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and move on

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30 more backpack spaces

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i sent a message

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see its ok

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u dont need to be a fucking coward

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im crying again

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i need to stop thinking

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its gonne be okay annabelle

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u just need to focus on something else

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it will pass

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focus on something else

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go

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now

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ill never look or feel pretty

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STOP

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STOP BEING UPSET

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JS GO AWAY

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GO DO UR FUCKKING HORSI GAME

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for my sister to be happy i hae to be unhappy

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im crying more i dont want to go to school tomorrow

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maybe if i stay up all night and sleep in

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everyone keps lying to me

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12 more backpack space yayyy

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6 slots left

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what the- ned r u jackin' it??
kinda

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im so difficult

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i hate myself']

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i can never do anything right

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i ruin everything

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i was trying

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i thought i was trying

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i didnt do a good job

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at all

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i need to try harder

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i cant tho

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im

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somuch

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its not like we were together in the first place

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i cant tell her i love her im not okay

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at all

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im not okay at all

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i want a blade

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i really want a blade

torn crag
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์—„๋งˆ ํ™”๋‚ด์„œ ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด

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peak lyrics

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this song makes me cry

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i hate my life

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i want my future self to be able to tell me it gets better

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i thought it would get better years ago znd it still hasnt

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i cant stop crying

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i dont want to go to school tomorrow

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i js want to cry in my bed

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im not okay i dont like this

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i cznt dtop sobbing

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its nog anyone else that id the problem

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its only me

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its not like im trying harder for someone rlse

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its me

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illit me tuoned

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ill never be good enough for myself

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thzts where the problem lies

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i only care about what i think

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and therefore only i can help myself feel better

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znd i hate myself anf dont know how to love myself

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znd that will take years to heal

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do ill be like this until i can be good enough for myself

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whihc will probably never happen

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so im always gonna be like this

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i want older me to tell me its gonna be ok

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only i can help myself

torn crag
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i hate myself

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im not doing a good neough job

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i need to do better

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fucking hell

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im the reason i look llike this

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i need to do better

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im crying now

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its unfsir

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why do i have to be like this

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im so fucking gross

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i could dance

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that could help

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im gonna do that

torn crag
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i danced

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i feel like im gonna throw up

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i think thats a good thinf

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im so fucking gross jesus christ

torn crag
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itftgcs

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no

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im determined

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i can do it

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i will get to that point

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!rank

fleet wyvernBOT
torn crag
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yip yip

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ykw

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by germany

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my goal is by germany

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everyday

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i got this

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i can do it