#vent bc feelings r too much

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torn crag
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but why am i more out of breath

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no matter how much i run the dream gets further

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actually i want to be happier more thzn snyone else

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im obsessed with this song and mv

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i say as i sob to tripleS

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i cant stop crying

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im in so much pain

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fucking end me now

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this is how i feel

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idc how cringe i look rn

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the song is how i feel

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사실 난 행복하고 싶은 걸 누구보다 더

torn crag
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im gonna faint

torn crag
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i think im clinically insane

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im going insane

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i tried to find a helpline but none of them work

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i have to call for all of them

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please someone help me

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im js hyperventilating crying and watxhinf pinkie pie tiktoks

torn crag
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everytime i sit up its likr when i had my iverdoses

torn crag
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it was all a lie

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i should never believe again

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i cant go to schoô tomorrow

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i shouldve cut deeper

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i want to go back to the psych ward

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its like third or fourth layer

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im gonna hang myself

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my breath is so shaky

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im crying fucking again

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im going insane

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everyone gets better

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i never will

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everyone will move on

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if i die everyone else will move in

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itll be tough but they’ll survive

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if anythung my death will be a blessing

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my mum wont have to worry abt me or soend so mich money on me

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my friends will move on znd find a replacement

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same w my girlfriend

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shell live

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my dog will be fine if i die she has my mum

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my suster will finally be rid of me

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my teachers might feel hurt but theyll also move on

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all my energy is being drained

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i cznt type anymore

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when will i die

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can i start an addiction to drugs

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whats the easiest to get

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opioids

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google my beloved

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or fentanyl

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i cant handle qny of this

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fucking kill me

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i want to hang myself

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im like laughing

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and smiling

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i look insane

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i cant find the specific picture

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the one of squidward

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my breatjing is so loud

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why am i so ooud

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i hear them laughing

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im never gonna grt better

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go on tiktok

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drown urself out

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im too much

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i should be alone

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thats ok

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im sobbing again

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my eyed are leaking

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i hate lyself so much

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im hyperventilating

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i want to sit in a dark hole for the rest of my life

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please

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fucking kill me

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why do i have so many problems

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please

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why

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ill never get rid of them

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the helplines didnt work they kept telling me they couodnt connect me

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i had a psychologist appointment today if anything that made me worse

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i want to kill myself

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please

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fucking let me

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let me leave

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please

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please

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everyone forget me

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please

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forget me

torn crag
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im crying again

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i hate it

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i hit my sister

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dont want to go back to thagi

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im glad she foghts back

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i ´eed to be hit

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i wish she would hit me harder

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i deserve it

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im in os much aon

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i wish she ripped my hair out

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i wish she punched me so hard it bruised and cut

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im breathing so hard and biolently i can feel my organs moving

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i dont want to be me

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i dont want to be me

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how do i stop

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i font deserve a girlfriend

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i dont deserve happiness

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i dont deserve anything

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im trying to dtop myself frim having apanix attack

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can i go back to the hospital

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please

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please

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please

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please

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i need to get away from my faily

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only thing im causing them is pain

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im on the verge of having a panic aggack

torn crag
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my arm hurts

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can i sleep forever

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please

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i dont like waking up

torn crag
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i love my puppy

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i think im in a depressive episode and she came into my bed and sat with me

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she found out i was awake so dhe came and sat on me

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im gonna play animal crossing i cant get up

torn crag
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bobi knows theres something wrong

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i need to piss but i cant get up

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i got up

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im back in bef

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can i turn off my mind

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i dont want to think anymore

torn crag
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im trying so hard not to cry

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i cant cry

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i cry too much

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i dont know whats wrong with me

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im ruining everything and everyone

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im crying now

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i do ruin everything

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i dont want to be online ever

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i want to break my phone and disappear from everyone

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ive cried so much i cant cry anymore

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nvm i can cry mire

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i wish i never had friends

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i wish i was always all by myself

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i deserve it

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i was starting to cry and bobi came into my tent and shoved her head into my hands

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she always looks after me

torn crag
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she keeps coming in to my tent to look after me

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i love her

torn crag
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i need go breathe more

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just play animal crossing

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i bent my nail

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im a faikure

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i cant even get out of bed

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why i crying again

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i dont like it

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i really dont like it

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i wish i could sleeo for the resy of my life

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i hurt so much i cant do anything

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i hate myself

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i cant even message properly

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im so fucking sad

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i feel so gros

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WHATS WEONF WITH ME

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WHATS ACTUALLY WRONG WITH ME

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WHATS WRONG WITH ME

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WHAT IS WRONG WIGH ME

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my face id wont even recgonise me

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WHATS WEONG WITH ME

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I SOUND LIKE A GHOSY

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i just want to scream

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i cant my myms home

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im going insane

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i feel clinically insane

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pearl

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i love her so much

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one of my fav movies

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i feel clinically insane

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how do i stop

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lies

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its all lies

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none of it is true

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im abusive and horrible

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i cant deal w scarlett coming over

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i need to stop messaging her

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shes having a good day

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im going to ruin it

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im going TO HANG MYSELF

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my breathing is so loud

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i messaged her i shouldnt have

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theres nail marks innmy forehead

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i want to talk to her

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i want to tell her about im feeling

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i always bring her down tho

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i always do

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i cant stop crying

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my whole neck is wet

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i should apologise

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its true

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she cant deny it

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she cant like

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its true

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even if u care for me it diesnf take away the fact that i bring u down

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i hurt my forehead

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its like i want to bleed

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im so abusive

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im like tryign to scratch every inch of my skin off

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im like tryign to scratch every inch of my skin off

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its not working

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hheres dents in my forehead now

torn crag
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i got blood on my new jumper im so sad

torn crag
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everytime i look at myself in the mirror i cry

torn crag
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i want to kms i wanr to kms i want to kms i want to kms i want to kms i want to kms i want to kms i want to kms

silver urchin
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im here for u ik im just a stranger u dont know but im experiencing the same and i thought i healed but today i just clicked and spiralled after my parents fought and my mum screamed at me an compared me but know that ily and ill be here for u as long as u need. i just want to know that im needed for once

torn crag
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swss is not true i knew it

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she didnt enjoy the time w me

torn crag
torn crag
torn crag
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i was wrong

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she did enjoy playing w me

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im happi after talking w her

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i got zn emoji thing

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chuu

torn crag
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i feel so anxious i feel like im going to vomit

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im either jealous or envious

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i wish i could do it

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i want to be around horses like that

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im so sad i cant

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i know that if i had the opportunity i would ruin it bc i am really bad ag handling and being around horses

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but i wish so badly

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i have to go to dr jiwon

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hes gonna want to talk abt my cuts

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i dont want to talk abt that

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i try not to cry

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i hate being me

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im sad im not able to do stuff

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just like we dont have the money or we r too far away

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its js sad and upsetting for me

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im js gonna cry in my tent all day i think

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and try and sleep as much as i can so i can pass the days quicker

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i dont want to talk abt my cuts

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thatll be so uncomfrottable

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hes so nice and caring i js font want to

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i js want my hair to be washed so im not gross anymore

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and i want there to not be blood stains on my new pink jumper

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i hate being depressed

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i js got my bank account on animal crossing up 3 million bells

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torn crag
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my herat is beating so fast

torn crag
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i fucking hate my mum

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she broughr up my sh w my psychiatrist

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he said he wouodnt be disappointed in me

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but he clicked in my face when i shut down

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and he got impatient and upset when i shut down

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i want to go home

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i want to cry in my tent

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how do i fucing kill myslef i hate this so mich

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i hate my life

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im hiding

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in a corner

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someone said i was majestuc in heneral

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that made me happy

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hes telling me not to leave yet

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i want to cry

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let me gi

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why cant i leave

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i fucking hste my mym

torn crag
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i cant handle this shit

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they wont let me leave

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i cant deal w any of this

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please

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i just want to go let me fucking lesve

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this cunts

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let me leave

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ill scratch my skin off if thats what it takes

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just let me leave

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i dont fucking care i went to the car

torn crag
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im going to hang myszlf

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im so upset

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i wont stop being this upsey timl tomorrow which is the other ducky part

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im so upset

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i want to cry

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and scream

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and cry

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and scream

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i cant handle this anymore

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my phones glitchign too which is pissing me off even more

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im so

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gonna

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fucking kms

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its all lies

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and the worst part is that its all me

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like its all me

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all thz problems are because of me

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im gonna wait to keep typing bc ill js start crying if i keep going

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im so fuckinf done fir

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theres no savibg me

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why cang i due

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why wont people let me die

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in my dream last night it was all about me trying to kill myself in every way possible

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it never worked

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i want it to work

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please

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i csnt keep thinkiing sbout it ill start sobbing

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my mym doesnt deserve to see me cry

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none if its true

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whats wrong with me

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what is actually wrong with me

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i want to kill myself i csnr handle my brain and heart right now

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please can i stop

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im too much

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i need to stop

torn crag
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im gonna cey so bad when i get home

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i dont want to be alive for the next week

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please

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MY HEADPHONES KEEP FUCKIGN TURNING OFF JESUS FUCKINF CHRIST

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JUST STOP TUENING OFF

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WTHATZ THE FUCK

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please stop my brain

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im genuinely going to hang myself

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im gonna crochey myself a noose and ill finally be gone

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finally

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its not abt that its abt mttkms

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i should distance myself

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i bring nothing hut worry

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only bad emotions

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fucking let me be home already

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i need to cry

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and fucking cut lyself till im covered in blood

torn crag
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i just want to cry

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why is it me

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why is it alwzys me with the problems and never anyone else

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im gonna stay in bed for the redt of my life while everyoen else achieved stuff

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even she cant deny it

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its just facts

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i cant stop ceying

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i just need to go offline

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delete discord

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js get rid of it

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i just need to get out

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only 45 more minutes then im alone

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im js starting it early

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im full on sobbing

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even my face id cznt recognise me

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i dont gove a shit im gonna be alone anyways

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i dont want to eat or drink

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ever

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dw im too fat for a feeding tube

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im gonna kill myself either way

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can domeone snupe me out

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fucking p’ease

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genuinelt

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how do i order an assasinzyion on myself

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my fingers dmell like blood

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i just want to scream

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i wqnt to delete duscord

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yay im grene now

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i wan rro delete discord

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i donr wan tro be aliev

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont wanr ro be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want tonbe alive

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i dont want to be slive

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i dont want go be ablive

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i dont want to ve aalive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want ti be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want ti beanluve

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i dont want to be qlive

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id ont want to be alive

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j dont want tonbe alive

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i dont wznt to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be slive

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i dont wznt to be slive

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i dont want to be slive

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i dont wznt to be slive

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i dont wznt to be slive

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i font want to be slive

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i dont want to be alive

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i donr want ti be alive

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i dont want ti be alive

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i dont want to be slive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want tonbe slive

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i dont want ti be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be alive

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i dont want to be slive

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dont wan t to be alive

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k dont want to be alive

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i dont wznt to be alive

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i dont want go be alive

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i trued to strangle myself it fidnt work

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im si fuckign fonna kill myself

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im too pussy to do it

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but i want to so bzd

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im gonna be alone

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i cant keep being myself

torn crag
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i think im sayinf the wrong things

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im sad again

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i tjink its because i feel safe enoigh to be sad

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why on earth am i crying again

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im so confused

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why am i ceying and feeling so sad

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i dont know why im upset

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i dont know what is wrong with me

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il confused

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and sad

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i need distractions

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big distractions

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happy paws tmr will be good

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thztll be a big distraction

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3 hours away

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thats good

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thatll be good

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and ill have fun

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hopefully

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organising horse riding

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thatll be good too

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then sunday morning im gonna have a crashout but ill have horse riding in the afternoon

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why am i making everything worse

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i want something so i dig in the absolute opposite direction

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why do i keep comparing myself

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why do i keep comparing myself

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im only hurting myself

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i cant help it

torn crag
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i need to stop thin’king

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i couodnt see and the wirld was spinning

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then i stood up

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not smart idea

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im crying again

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i want to go back to the psych watd

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i want to be a good person

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i want to be important

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i want to be cared flr

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i want want want but im too lazy to do anything

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im js gonna live a sad life

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it mafe me cry harder

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the picture mafe me ry harder

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the messages made me cry hatder

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i cant see the screen

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idk where my tissues r

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i want to disappear

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please

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my muscles r shaking when i js sit up

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my tears r warm at’east

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im gonna ruin eveeything

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just becaus eof my stupid thoughts znd emotions

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maybe i should becole alcoholic

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for me it dumbs down my emotions

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not enhancing them like it does for others

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i cant stop crying

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im in so much pain

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i hate lyslf

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why am i such a horrible person

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why am i like this

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i feel not okay

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im not ok

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im not safe

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why does she doubt me

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why did i accidentally pick up stuff

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it made me start sobbing

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im so upset

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idk what to do

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how do i keeo going

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i dont want to see the

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them

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itll make me cry more

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itll make me feel so much worse

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so much worse

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i dont want to see

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ill feel so bad after

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itll make me cey

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im crying si hard at the thought of it

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i cznt

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i dont want

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i dont like being me

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i dont like my brain

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im ruining everything with my negztivity

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im so sad

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i want to scream

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let me go to hacaranda place now

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i need it

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i hate my brain

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i sound like a type writer

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im a failure

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i cant achieve anything

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i havent

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at all

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in my rntire life

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everyone else around me had

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has

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not me

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illit mentioned

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i dont

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i donr look good

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at all

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it makes me sad

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so sas and so uoset

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im a horrible rider

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im a horrible girlfriend

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im a horrible oerson

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i cant even function jesus christ

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my seal is wet

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im so dry

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why do i distance myself

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its like i cznt get any energy

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like i can barely type

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im so bad

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at everything i do

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i try to be good but it never works out

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maybe tomorrow i can draw after happy paws

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ill be so exhausted

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but i dont wznt to think

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maybe i can get my mym to write mr so mzth problems

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maybe that will help

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i wont have to think

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its not

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its really not

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im average

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i wznt to be good at something

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for once

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i cznt even be around horses right

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im so sad

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im constantlt sad

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ive tried all sorts of helplines but i only do the chats znd it always disconnects le

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i can never get help

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i see maggie lys psychologist todzy thzts good

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not tosay

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next week

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my brain

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i need water

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crying makes me more dehydrated

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i feel weird

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i am weird

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and not the good kind

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i dont want to see its gonna make me cry harder

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im scared

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im scared

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im scared

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im scared

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im scared

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i should drink water

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im going to

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anyone reading this if ur looking for an insulated water bottle owala’s are really good

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like mine was filled up at 12pm w ice and its 9:41pm rn and theres still ice in it

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my arm hirts

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why do i have such low energy

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im so dehydrated i csnt even cry anymore

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im so exhausted

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i should sleeo soon

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im gonna get my fluffy docks

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i need comfort

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im breqthing so heavily

torn crag
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im scared

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what if she hates me

torn crag
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im so fucking upset

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my new jumper

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my fluffy new jumper

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in pretty pink

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its ruined

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and if its washed itll be even more ruined

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im so upsey

torn crag
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i hate my mindset

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im so boring

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so it was a lie

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ok

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it was all a lie

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im crying

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why was it a lie

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it was all a lie

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why did u lie to me

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or was it ro het away from me

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thats ok

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im ok

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i understand

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im being boring and dry right now

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thats ok

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i need to stop

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just stop messaging

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protect urself

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nonz of it is true

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she doesnt like me

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she doesnt love me

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she puts up with me bc she doednt know how to get out

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maybe i should get out for her

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i dont want her to be trapped

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none of it is true

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its all a lie

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i should’t believe any of it

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its just wishful thinking on my part

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im just hurting everyone

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dont believe it

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i wish i could eat so much

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i cant

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its not true

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i cant believe it

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im only hirting myself believing it

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can i go to jacaranda place now

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i want to escape

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why am i in so mich pain

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just focus on ren

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rin

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fuck

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i hope it turns out good

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im trying si hard not to cry

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i hate my mind and emotions

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im so bad at drawing hands

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my heart hurts

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why am i so whiny

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i just want to cry

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im so sad

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im so upset

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om sad

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i still hury

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hurt

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i cant stop

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my heart is beating so fast

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im so hurty

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i love bertie its the last time ill see him tosay bc hes going to his foster home

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hes so pookie

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i drew him w a pony that i named

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it made me happy

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i love singing

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bro i shouodnt have coloured her in

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she loos’ horrifying now

torn crag
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why is my heart beating so fast

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i feel sick

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ive barely had any food today but i feel like if i have any more im going to vomit

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ive had an oreo mcflurry and half a chocolate hot cross bun

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thats it

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i e barely drunk anything today too

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i disappointed her

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thats ok

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im ok w that

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im too much

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why am i too much

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why

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its not abt u its abt me and my problems as narcissidtix thzt is

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like its not ur fault

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its my fault for having all my isdues and problems

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i feel so anxious

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i want to stop

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so desperately

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im so sad

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im trying to dleep but i cznt

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i ´eed to keep trying

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i dont want to be alive rn this will be the cloests i csn get

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my heart is beating so fast

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im so full

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im making everyone upset

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im so full i csnt have snything

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i dont wsnt to volit

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im cryin

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i czt sleep

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i cant escape anything

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i hate it so much

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pleas let me disappear

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i cant handle any of this

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my heart is beating so fucking fast it hurts so much

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i cant cry but i really really want to

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whats wrong with me

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can i please stop breathing

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i cant handle anything

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mt heart is hurting so much

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i need help

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i really need help

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im crying fucking finzlly

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im so upset

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i want to see bertie again

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i want to vet our

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please let me escape

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i hate myself

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i hate my life

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im so sad

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im so sad

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im so uoset

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i cznt deal with anything

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why do i have so many problems

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why am i me

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i want to hang myself

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i dont want to be alive

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please let me die

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i hate this

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let me fucking die

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why do people wznt me to stay alive

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im in so much pain it would be eased if i died

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everyone wants me to be in pain

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they wont let me die

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please someone help me

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helplines dont work

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i dont see my psychologist until wednesday or tuesday

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its not teue i dont belive u

torn crag
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my mym thinks i tried to kill myself

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is that how bad i look

torn crag
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have i ruined everything

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i think i have

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if she dies ill kill myself

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ill actually go through with it

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i dont fucking cate

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i will do it

torn crag
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im crying again

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i ahte being me

torn crag
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the wmell of food is making me nauseous

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i cant eat

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i wanna vomit js at the smell

torn crag
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i genuinely hate being alive

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fucking strike me down

torn crag
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h2h dance break stuck in my head

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im on a spree

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im scared of what peiple will think of me when i say i like watcjing south park

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its uncortunately become my comfort dhow

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ive watched all 28 seasons like 20 times

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but it comforts me so much

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instead of crying in my tent and cuttin fmyself im scrolling on pinterest of south park memes and smiling and laughing at them

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i dont want anyone who meets me irl to know this

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i need to calm down

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itll be ok

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go bzck to the spree

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smile happi

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i taste vomit ewys

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i feel like ive gone backwards w her

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i feel like she doesnt love me or like me

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which isnt on her part

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its entirely my brain znd emotional states fault

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but like im scared to talk abt anything w her

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im scared to send my south park pictures to her

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im scared to like

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idk

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i have more south park to share

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its making me laugh snd smile so much

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i love it so much

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im smiling domich

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this is the most ive genuienly smiled all week

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im gonna find more

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im so happi in this second

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wes hases our preciouses

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im gonna try and draw some of these tomorrow

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itll make me so happy

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im glad i found something to make me happy when i cant be w her

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shhhhh

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no one will kniw

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i feel like eric when he has the buddha box on

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catatafish made a salmon suck assholeeeee

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catatafish made a salmon suck asshole

torn crag
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theres something wrong with me

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i need help

torn crag
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i loev ehe som uc

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her and wedndy are my faviriite character

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swensy x bebe forveer

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friends r saying shut up jenny js get in the car

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wallopoids, boioioingoids, squeakoids, bloopoids, laseroids and the frogi ones

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im too dcar d

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im too scared to message her

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im so scared

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friends r saying shut up jenny js get in the car

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why is it so hard to say something

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like sctually why

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im confused

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im so confused

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i keep like flopping my head down

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my neck hurts feom keeping it up

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i should do my exvercises

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i dont want to

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ill do them in the morning

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i already feel dizzy and im js sitting down

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like im laying down

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the exceeixses nearly make me pass out every time

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and i feel like im gonna pass out rn when im js laying down

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so i think its a smart decision to not do them

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mr hankey the christmas poo he loves me and i love u therefore vicariously he loves uuuuuuuu

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i should drink water

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im so full i feel like i cant

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i should thi

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i keep flopping

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like this

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i should drink wayer

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i dont wznt to vomit tho

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i fôt wznt to brush my terth zhzin

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i keep flopping

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i will drink water

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mum said that if i keep this up shes gonnz take me to the hospital to get an iv drip

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😭💔

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ok

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go

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deink water

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NOW

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i need to not be embarrassed and embrace mt south park lover

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i love lip syncing the words

torn crag
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im scared ti message her bc my brain has been reset

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to like last year when i had my overdoses

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im scared to send her pictures of my interests and things that bring me joy bc i feel like she doesnt like me

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idk how or why my brains been reset

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i dont have anyone to talk to

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i dont have anyone to share my interests w

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im sad

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i need to stop moping

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ictwsta

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iwtkbicabiidswkiscahacuoha

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isswtmos

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ifot

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im so curious

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sjio

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surely

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i

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surely

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its a lie

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its a foundation set on lies

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im curious and confused

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im so narcissistic

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ouu

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i think i understand now

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i laugh so muxh at this

torn crag
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oopsie i picked my scab and its bleeding alot

torn crag
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i am a shit rider

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its ok

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i dont want to wait for our lives to be overrr

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theres no gif of him beating the shit out of the messenger

torn crag
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im gonna hang myself

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i woke up so early even when i stayed up so i wiuld sleep in

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i wont like being awake during the day

torn crag
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im so scared

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i want to cry anf sleep all day

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why cant i fucking do thzt

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my heart hurts

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my brain hurts

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im so anxious

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i hate my brain

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i hate thinking

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i want to have a lobotomy

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i dont want to think or feel ever agzin

torn crag
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she hates me

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she doesnt like me

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i knew it but i didnt want to accept it

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butbi have to

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she never loved me

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whe sill never love me

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im unliveable

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i sat up

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i feel like im gonna faing

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everythings spinning

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draw

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south park

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draw south park

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itll make u feel better

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for some odd reason it mzkes me slile

torn crag
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this gives me a strange itch on the back of my mouth that only a double barrell shotgun can reach

torn crag
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im still sad

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im scared for hirse riding

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i dont want to be a bad rider

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i want to be a good rider

torn crag
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im so sad

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im gonna cry

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im not a good rider

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i really really want to be

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i want to be a bettee rider

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im a bad rider

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im bzd at everytjing i do

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im either shit or czn never follow through

torn crag
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it feels like all my organs are contracting

torn crag
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im hurting so much

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in every way possible

torn crag
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my heart is beating so fast

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ihbj

torn crag
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im crashing

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i feel so depressed and upset and sad

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i was having sucha good day too

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im so sad

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i hatz not feeling good

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im trying so hard not to cry

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im so sad

torn crag
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i want my girlfriend go meet copper

torn crag
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bruz i nearly fainted during my blood test

torn crag
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im so sad

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im gonna cey

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im alone

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im so alone

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i have no one

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and nothing

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im so sad

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im so fucking depressed

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i cznt get out of bed

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i havent been able to for the last like few months

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ive been crying every day

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only day i didnt cry was yesyerday

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i think

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im probably wrong i cant relember any of the last few weeks

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i can barely type i have no energy

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i only hzd a half a mcflurry and a medium chips and i feel so full im going to bursy

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i gotta lock in

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i dont wznt to im so done

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i feel like im gonna pass out im so upset

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im so selfish

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im a horrible person

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im crying

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i hate being me

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my eyes are burning

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everyone hates me

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im alone and ill always be alone

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my cuts r burning

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the blood test lady smiled when i said no to her doing my other arm

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i think she knew but she kept pushing

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she listened to me bc im strong tho

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fuck her

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bitch kept pushing

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she definately knew

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take a pictyre of the sound steven

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why cant i live in a dark hole

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i feel like im going to pass out

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i cant function

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i want to get rid of my emotions

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i try so hard not to cry

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im never good enough

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im so alone

torn crag
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im crying

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i hate myself

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i really do hate my mind

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my emotions are so unnecessary and unvalid too

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like

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i dont deserve to be hapoy yet i enjoy stuff

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i ´eed to stop

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i need to stop

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i dont play world of warcraft
butters u said u were on ur computer all the time
yeah, im playing hello kitty island adventure

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c:

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i silently sob into my seal

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i hate being alive

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i hate it so much

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i just wsnt to die

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im only ever truly relaxed when im in nature

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or not in the city

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it makes me happier

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and calmer

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i cant stop sobbing

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my tears are warm atleast

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i cant stop crying

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my whole bed is shaking

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i scratched myself

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it helped

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as toxic as that is

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it looks really bad but i feel better