#vent bc feelings r too much

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torn crag
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iwebatciigi

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i would cry and back out like the coward i am

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because i cant di anything

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my throat hurts so bad

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like so much i cznt stand it

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i want to claw at it

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just fucking let me go home

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my throat hurts so bad

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im never gonna have horses

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im never gonna be a good rider

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because i am not

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its judt facts

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i want to cry

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let me go home

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i want to cry

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i need water

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i dont understand

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whats wrong with me

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i dont understand

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i fucking hate

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can they please just shut up i hate

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i hate my dogs why wont they shut up

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my throat is so dey

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it hurts

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let me go home

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i will HANG myself

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LET ME FUCKING GO HOME

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STOP TALKING

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GET IN THE CAR

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go on tiktok

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drown out ur feelings

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i cant deink water until im in my tent

torn crag
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i fucking hate me i cant even cey

torn crag
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im crying again

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i cry atleast once a day now

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wtf is my problem

torn crag
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it makes me laugh so much

torn crag
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i feel sad

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so sad

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i hate mondays

torn crag
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bobi is so aware of my breathing

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i was dancing to illit songs znd i was out of breath and she realised and started licking my hand at a really slow oace to calm it dwn

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i love my puppy

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i put midsommar on and dhe turned away feom the tv she didnt want to watch it

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fair enough

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im gonna keep drawing

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i drew an atrocious mizi😞

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like scary to look at

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IM CRINE

torn crag
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i learnt how to do a stacked crochet stitch

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im tryna make wonhees headband

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i shall update as i go through it

torn crag
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im crying again

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im so sick its hard to breathe when i cry

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im so sick crying is hard i sound like a whale

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my mym made me shut down

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she criticised my crochet and im so sensitive abt it

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i am about everything but edpecially my crochet

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i think everything looks like shit

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so its like someone confirming everything DOES look like shit

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im so sad

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pinkie pie

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torn crag
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i want to curl in a ball and cey

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im so sad

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i dont even know why

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i just am

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my heart hurts

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i dont want to go to school tmr im starting ti cry at the thought of it

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if i stay home ill stay sad tho

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happy isnt an option

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im starting to cry

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im forever sad

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i didnt finish my illit headbznd

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ill show where im at rn

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i need to do 30 rounds of 1 stack crochet, 7 dc

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illit headband or bobi bunny costume is the quesyion

torn crag
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why am i not okay

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i dont want to go to jacaranda place

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my mum said its like thepsych word js im not there against my will

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i dont want ro be away from my puppy

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i dont want to not sleep in my bed

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i want to get better but not at the cost of my safety

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i wont be able to eat thee

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atleast ill lose weight

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but i donr want a feeding tube

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i dont wznt to go back to that

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im so scared

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and sad

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i dont want to be alone

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im so scared

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i wont have mt bowl that i eat out of

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i wont have my small cutlery

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itll js be me

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by myself

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crying

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in a white walled room

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again

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and again

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and again

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im crying

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im so sad

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i dont know how to speak

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atleast i have work experience

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i just look after horses there

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its so relaxing

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and kind of fun

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i feel like i dont latter

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matter

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nilmidmeiliw

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i feel worthless

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its no ones fzult

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just mine

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i need to jeeo finding the scarab beetle

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im still so sad

torn crag
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its all my faykt

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it stresses me out so much

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i hate mondays

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i hate life rn

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ywbiity

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iwtysbiriltbidwytfg

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isttytbidwytnbo

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im ok if im not ok js not when yno

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isamhhitshntc

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idk what to do

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im so scared

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im crying agaun

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i want to get better

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and be more resilient

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its the only option

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i dont think i can handle it

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im gonna end up back in the feeding tube

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it will have ben my fault too

torn crag
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i got in trouble

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it is all my fsult

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its a stupid trigger to have

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im faking it

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im not calid

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nothing i do is trye

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its all an act

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i doe verything purposefuly

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people dont want me around

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i dont want to est i dont feel dafe to

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even thats a lie

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jusy eat u fucking coward

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my tears are blurring so i cznt see the keyboatd

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just focus on animal crossing

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and bobi in ur lap

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are they talking about me

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im cryig again

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i think my mum is shit talking me to my sister

torn crag
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he seems to be better

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i think its ok

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im worried about scarlett tho

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i think i did the wrong thing

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i hope not

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ok i think its ok

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ok

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deep breath

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i wanna cry

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i just want to cry

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im si scared

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i dont want to go to jacaranda place

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everyone says its really good

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i would go if i could bring my puppy

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i need to write downna list of books for charlie

torn crag
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im scared to message

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i dont wnat to potentially annoy

torn crag
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i want to cry i want to cry i want to cry i want to cry

torn crag
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my heart is beating so fast

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im so scared

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its 4 o clock

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im so scared

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i dont want it to be tomorrow

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my heart is beating so fast

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i can feel it

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google says its triggered by stress and anxiety

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im so anxious

torn crag
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whatvthe fuck is weong with me

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it is all my faikt

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its all my fault its all my fault its all my fault

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its all my fucking fault

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its my fucking fault

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i should be hung

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publiclu executed

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i need to kms

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its all my fault

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maybe i should tiem travel to the middlesbages

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pretend to be a witcy

torn crag
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inszcure little cunt i am

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please

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my heary hurts so much

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i dont want it to be tomorrow

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its all my fault

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everything is a problem because of me

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anyone else could handle it

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wtf is weonf with me

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my throat hurts so much

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i hate being sick

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i could bzrely soeak today my throat was so bzd

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im gonna get the last mochi

torn crag
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lowk feel like im gonna vomit

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my nose is burning

torn crag
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im so tired im aboug to pass out

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im so horrible

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im wo tref

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idk how i live

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im so exhausted

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going to jacaranda place and then chermside tired me ojt so luch as well as worke xperience thid morning

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i want to curl ina ball and cry

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i moss my girlfriend so much

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i just want to cry next to her while she plays animal crossing

torn crag
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I CAUGHT MY LAST FISH ON ANIMAL CROSSING

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80/80 NOW

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IM SO HAPPI

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omg dom is sitting w me now

torn crag
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im scarzd to messqge her

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idk why

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im scared

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is she deaf

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dead

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im scared

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what of shes in the hospital

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im gonna mark off my recipes

torn crag
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im sick and im scared

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im tired and i want to cry

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let me cry

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im so sad and scared

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and sick

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i hate being sick

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i hate being forever sad

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i hate being fat

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i want to cry i hate myself

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im hurting so much i want to disappear

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idk how im gonna wurviveat scioo tomorrow

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i dont want to break down

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can i go to jacaranda place now

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i need therapy😭😭

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im so sad

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i hatz that i ate

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i shouodnt have

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i should only eat when im about to pass out

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but i didnt do that

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i js ate

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and i feel so guikty

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i deserve to be abandoned

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everyone should abandon me

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i deserve to be alone

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my breathing sounfs weird

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i feel so gross after eating

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its all me

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how do i DIE

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i danced but u cant see it

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im listening to merry sing

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ill take a video later

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i got a cat headband

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thats a good tjing tjzy happened today

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jacaranda place mooks nice

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thats another good thing

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i want to cry

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but i cant cry ive already lodt so much fluid today bc im sick

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and i keep blowing my nose

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so i cant cry

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my nose is burning so much

torn crag
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i love it so much

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im going go wear it everyday

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i feel alone

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how do i stop being sick

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i keep writing sixk as dick

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can he stop fucking messaging me

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its stressing me out so much

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my dad wont fucking stop messaging me

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i want to cry

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i cant block him

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what if he kills himself

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my sister will have no one

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its so distressing

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i cant handle him constantly messaging me

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this is his nulber if anyone wants to message him

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he wont stop messaging

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it makes me want to cry so much

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hes given me so many issues😭😭

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fucking fuck off bro

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i havent talked to u since 2022 take a hing

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😭😭😭😭😭

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i want to cry

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i will show her on sleepis

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im really scared to message her

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ifk why

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but im so scared

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im so scared

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i dont want her to think its her fault

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or that im mad at her

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i never could be

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im just scared

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thzts always my problem

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that im scared

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im so scared

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im so dehydrsted

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ive deunk more water thzn ever before but im dtill so dehydrated

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mum wants me to go on an iv drip

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i dont want that

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i love this cat so much

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stolen

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im so scared

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i need go fuckifn js do it

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mum gor me more tissues

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i need to shower tmr

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shower yummy

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sob

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i love merry

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my heart isnt beating really fast

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thats good

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but it hurts

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so much

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i wqn go cry

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i need to medsage

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but i js want to cry

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im so scared

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im such a whiny bitch oh my god😭

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i just want to cryyyyy

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i wonder how many times ive said cry in this thing

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im gonna kms 91 times

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mum said she would get my hydralite but gave me borocca instead

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i think borrocsa is higher in vitamins

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it manes me feel better

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its all my fault

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mbi mbo mbi mboooo

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i need to js put my phone fown

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its not doing me any good

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js play animal crossing

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znd drin’ boricca

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i love these

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js put phoe down

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bonnies barking agzin

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my didters gonna scare her

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i want to cry

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i hate it

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im gonna hang myself

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i miss copper

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i miss being a good rider

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i miss being happy around him

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copper whopper

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im so dehydrated

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im so dehydrated that im likephysically not doing ok

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like parts of my insides r getting so dry

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omg i picked ip 120 weeds

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im so tired

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i feel like im gonna pass out

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merrys stull singing to marina

torn crag
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my nose hurts so luch from js blwoing it

torn crag
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can i die alrezdy

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나 너무RUDE해?

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actually fuckign kill me

torn crag
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i wanr to habg myself

torn crag
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oopsies

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i gog a message blocked

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i apologise

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i want drugs

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i want to get high

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i want to escape

torn crag
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almond chocolate!!

torn crag
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i dont feel goodaanf i dont know why

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its nor true

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nonz if it is

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i dont bemieve any of it

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none of it is true

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i love the mv so much

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that one jellyous and not cute anymore

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and billyeoon goyangi

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i don tlike not feeling god

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and feeling sick

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sadness

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i want to cry

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i cant cry but i so desoerately want to

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im so dehydrated i csnt cry

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im so dehydrated my throat is constantly hurting

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im so dehydrsted

torn crag
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i hate being me

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i hate feeling things the way i do

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i ahte yhe things i do

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i hate the thoightd in ly head

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i hate all my actions

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i hate the way i speak

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i shiuld fucking kms

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i hate having all the tjings im inyeresyed in

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no one likes them

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but thats okay

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im not okay

torn crag
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i want to hang myself

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i want to stab a knife into my lungs and die a slow painful death

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i want to cry

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i need to be strong i cant cry

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but i so desperately want ti

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maybz i cà ceochet myself a noose

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i found our how to tie a noode

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noose

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its so accesszble

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i can probably crochet something sturdy

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google says its js like a slipknot

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i do that in ceochet all the time

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have i been making little nooses

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im sweating so mich

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im trying not to cry

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ill cry when we get home

torn crag
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im gonna hang msyelf

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i swear to god when i get home im gonna hang myself

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next weekend im fucking done

torn crag
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i think it brings me a feeling of shame of some sort

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that im not good enough

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im starting to cry

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im not good enough

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and im scared

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and im not good dnoigh

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im crying i cant see

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im sad

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im not good

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at all

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its proven time and time again

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its just true

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i cant srop crying

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i cant breathe

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im shaking

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im so sad

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i hate crying

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oh my twitchy witchy girl i think u r so nice i give u bowls of porridge and i gove u bowls of ice
cream i give u lots of kisses znd i give u lot of hugs but i never gove u sandwhichs with grease and worms and mung

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i canr stop ceying

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i dont beeeleiever it

torn crag
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im so fucking sad

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i just want to be w her

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i want to cry i miss her so much

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it hasnt even been 24 hours since i last saw her bu tim still so sad

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i want to draw with her

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i want to play animal crossing with her

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i want to hug her

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i want to play with her hair

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i want to kiss her

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i want to cry into her

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i feel better after i talk w her

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every single time

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but i will always be sad a little bit that i cznt be right next to her

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shes the best thing that happened to me

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shes taught me so many things i never thoight i would feel

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i lover her so much

torn crag
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jumping mice from coraline

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torn crag
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im crying

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im not good enough

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nothing will ever work out for me

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im doomed to live a pathetic life of misery

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im crying

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me tears are blurring my vision

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ill never be good enough

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nothing will ever work for me

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im fucking useless

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im a fat lump of nothingness

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i cznt even get out of bed

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i can barely leave the house

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i cznt even crochet

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i tried to do somerhing profuctive

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i tried to go ice skating

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i lasted three minutes

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everyone can do so much

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i cznt stop crying

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i cant do anything

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i should give it up

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just give up

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u arent doing anything good

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or productive

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just fucking give up

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im crying fucking again

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why does nothing ever work for me

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whats wrong with me

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like actualky

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what is wrong with me

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everything is my fault

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i just ruin peoples lives

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i ruin my own life to

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i always have

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its all my faukt

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i dont actualy have any mental illnesses or issues

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its just me

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i cant stop crying

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my heart hurts

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i can never have a hood day

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it will always have something bad

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im so sad

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i hate myself si much

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i want to give myself a lobotoly so i dont have to think or feel anymore

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i hate myself

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fucking me

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i smiled at a video but im still cryinf

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im so sad

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my breathing is irregular

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my heart hurts so much

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i dont want to eat

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i dont want to drink

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i just want to melt into a puddle so im not ma

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me

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i cant even think about it

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im crying again

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and my breathing us really relaly loud and uneven

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i dont know what to do

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whats wrong with me

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i feel like sad pinkie pie

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the smallest thing has delfated me

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im flat

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i want to curl into a ball and die

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i hate so much

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i want to be put into a bowl and microwqved

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i hate myself

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i hate living

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i hate me

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i was sobbing and crying then my mym cqme in

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so i switch up to happy smiling okay

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im not okay

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im crying again

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silent sobbing

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im so sad

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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i hate me

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im not good at anything

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i dont deserve anything

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i shouodnt have nice things

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i should live in a box on the side of the road

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constantly crying

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covered in dirt and grossness

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thats all i am

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im so gross

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i hate me

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i fucking hate myself

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jesus christ im so whiny

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i want to hang myself

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im so fuxking sad

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i cant cut myself

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i need to stop

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i cant

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i wôt

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wont

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how does he know

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how does my dad know before me

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why is he on the email list

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why

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why does he know im so panicked

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i hate it i want to scream and cry

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i hate it so much

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it sent me over the edge

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i kind of feel bet teee e now

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it hurts le but it helps

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i need to put it away

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itll be okay

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put it away

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after one more

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ok i out it away

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itll be okay

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my hands smell like blood

torn crag
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i fucking ruined everyrhing again

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i shouldnt have told her

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shes not ok now

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i keep ruining everything

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im crying again

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i feel so uwu kawaii w my lip trmbling

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i got blood on my switch

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thetes either blood or tears on my ankle

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i cannot tell

torn crag
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i hzte myself

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smallest things upend my entire life

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whats wrong with me

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why am i so obsessive

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i wsnt to cry

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i dont want to eat

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and i dont want to drink

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im so stressed

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ok

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just put ur phone on sleep

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no notifications from anyone

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turn it over

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do u cant see it

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itll be okay

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my mum got angey at me

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bobi sat on me and hid me from her

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im lucky to have her

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i ahd to drink out of the cockroachbottle

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i am crying

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its so gross

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but i hzd to have it i dont wqnt my mym ro get angey with me

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i feel gross

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i want to shoot myself in the head

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maybe i can go to america

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i want to kill myself i want to kill myself i want to kill myself i want to kill myself

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dont care how i go i want to fucking die

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lvl22

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yay ig

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shfmsml

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sphom

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thats ok

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ill be ok

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im meant to be alone

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omg

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got a sturgeon

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im fancy

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i caught a cherry salmon

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how do i fuckin die

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do i inhale deodorant

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is that what it takes

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ill do it

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idhiamfica

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its not her fault its all mine

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ive got so many issues

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im crying yet again

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why do i have so many problems

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why am i me

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im too scared

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im so scared

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i hate me

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i hate crying so much

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i used to cry not even once a year

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now its like everyday atleast once

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its all my fucking fault

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i shouldnt be doing this

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i should’t be alive

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i dhouldnt have a phone

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i shouldnt go to school anymore

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i should fucking kill myself

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im crying again

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whats weong with me

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why am i sobbing

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i hate myszlf

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im not good enough

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im infact not special

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tears r falling down my face and warming it then soaking into my headphones

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i wish i was good enough

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i really wish i was

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but im nor

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its simply just that im not

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i have to learn to accept it

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its so hard to accept it

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but i have to

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i keep crying every time i think about it

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i want to be better

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but the world is against it

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everyone is against me

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im horrible

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im a horrible person

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im a horrible girlfriend

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im a horrible sister

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im a horrible daughter

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im a horrible owner

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im a horrible rider

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im a horrible friend

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i am horrible

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i ´eed to fucking learn to accept it

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i cry everytime i think about it

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even just typing that in made me cry

torn crag
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how do i FUCKING STOP CRYING

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im crying agaun

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i want to disappear

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i hate myself

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how do i fucking stop me

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i canr stop crying and feeling

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its sending me insane

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i want to rip all my organs out

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i want to peel off every inch of my nails

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i want to stab through every layer of skin

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i hate myself so much

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i should be happy

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im not

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because i dont want to accept that im bad

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that im disgusting

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that im a failure

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that ill never be good and never be good enough

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my tears warm my face

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i dont want to be slive

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i dont want to wake up tomorrow

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i want to go to sleep and never wake up

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ever

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i cant handle being alive

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please fucking end me

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i dont want to be alive

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im gonna rip my hair out

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i cry every time i fucking think of it jesus christ

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my fucking wrist hurts

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it looks so bas

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uts shallow tho

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it doesnt count

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tripleS my icons

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깨어 있다 (are you alive?)

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not for long

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drawings i did

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bc im proud of them

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(i stole them)

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my wrist hurts

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it burns when i touch it

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im gona hang myself

torn crag
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i ripped like three layers of skin off my finger

torn crag
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oh my god my wrist hurts so fuxking mych

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jesus christ

torn crag
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ea im trying so hatd not to vomit

torn crag
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i love kpop

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idc if ppl hate le for it

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i love it

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i want to fucking shoot myself im so tired

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i nearly passed out so mày times on the excursion

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i didnt bring my water bc it still has the like essence of cockroach on it

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like its not visible but i feel so gross when i touch it

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i got water thankfully

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and poppers

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and i had cookies even when i didnt have any food lzst noght

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spongebib

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league of legends

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i hate myself i want to cry

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i want to fucking die

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im still fucking fat

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i want to fucking hang myself

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how do i rip all my skin off

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i dont want to be online

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i dont like it

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i dont like me

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i dont like my pgone

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i just want to cry

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i want to peel all my skin off i fucking cant handle anything

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i just want to cry

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im so fat and ugly

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my hair looks so gross

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my body looks so gross

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i look so gross

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i hate looking at myself

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i hate mirrors

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i never look good

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im a whiny fuckinf bitch

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im crying

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just focus on fucking animal crossing

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u ugly cunt

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i was about to faint

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and i moved away

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but liam gave me this look to be like ‘get back here’ bc he needed me to be his support

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i was abiut to fucking faint

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am i not supposed to look after myself

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i looked like i was about to faint too

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i should look after others first

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it was my fault

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i shouodve noticed that he needed support

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i shouldve stayed w him

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i moved back after like five seconds

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but i shouldnt have even thoight about moving

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i dont matter

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itll be my fault for her too

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because it is

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i make her feel upset

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im th ecause

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always

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i want to die

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i just want to die

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i dont want to be aliv

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i want to fucking die

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nakyoung is me

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ive been accepted into jacaranda place

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itll be 3weeks to 3months until i can go there

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coraline doll will be restocked in up to 3months

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i hope itll be restocked in a few weeks thi

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i really want it by the time im at jacaranda place

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my eye is irritated from crying so much

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i really want the coraline doll

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i hate looking at myself

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i cry every time

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i want to cry

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i hate my life

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i hate me

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i hate me so much

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i hate being me

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i want to stop

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i want to be someone else

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or nothing at all

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please

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literally please

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i wish i died

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i wish i died in 2024 bzfore i was put in the hospital

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i wish i died from my overdose last year

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i wish i died the second time i overdosed

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i wish my cuts were deep enough that i bled out znd fied

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i dont want to be here

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ill never be bale to do pilates

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ill never be able to be pretty

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ill die ugly

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whether its now or later

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ill die ugly

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i just want to be pretty

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for once on my life

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i want to be normal

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i want to not be plagued with so many problems

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i want to not be me

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im a bacteria

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theres no use truing to save me

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im too far gone

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theres no saving me

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im so lost

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ill never be able to find my way back

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i cant stop crying

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my entire being hurts

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in every single way possible

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theres a wet spot on my pillow

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i shouldnt have eaten today

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i hate all the fat on my body

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thus is onz of my biggest crashouts of the year

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im crying so much

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im not okay

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i want to go to jacaranda place so i dont have to eat

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my heart is starting to hurt from the crying

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my lips r trmblong so much

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my entire body is shaking

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i want to be able to scream

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i want to scream

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im nothung

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im absolutely nothing

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im ceying so much i cant handle it

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i dont want to eat ever again

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i dont want to feel ever again

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i dont want ti think ever again

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i dont want ti breathe ever again

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im in so much pain i want to rip all of my vital organs out

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im silently screaming into my pillow

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im so ugly

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im so fat

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im so ugly

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im so gross

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im disgusting

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i hate myself

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how do i numb myself

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how i perform zn actual lobotomy on myself

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i want to never be able to think or feel agzin

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i want to be entirely numb

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i tried to throw up but my throzt is so sensitive from my cold now that i was coughing so much

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i feel so gross

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im crying again

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thats the fourth time today

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im so sad

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i hate myself

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im crying again

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fifth time

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im so fucking sad

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i want to rip my tummy out

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im so sad

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i want to beba good rider

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i cant even shovel horse shit well

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im trying so hatd not cry

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itsnot working

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i wish i could

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so fucking bad

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but i cant

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im just not

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i wish so badlg i could

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im so fucjing done

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i want to hang myself

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let me fucking get inside

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i hate my mum

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my puppy is happy

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im nit

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can my fucking mym hurry up

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why didnt she leave any doors unlcoked

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even the key js gone

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i feel so gross

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i just want to shwoer

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and lay in my bef and cry

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fucking end me

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can she fucking hurry fucking fucking fucking hurry up

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i want alcogol

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i js wanna get drunk

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blackour drubk

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im ron’a shoot myself

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ive lost over a kilo in the past week

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or less

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im sad

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i cant stop being sad

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i dont know how

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i dont want scarlett to come over tmr

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i js want to cry

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i think im trying to like make sense of it

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i want it so i look better

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bc rn i dont look good

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like at all

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and i want to not be lazy

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or depressed

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i want to be better

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im useless and a wannabe

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itzy mentioned (wannabe me)

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i should js give up

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ill never be good

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nothing will help me

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just let me cry and be by myself

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p

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-bobi

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my palm tickles when she licks it

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i do

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i want to

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i want ti not be depressed

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i want to be a decent rider

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my baby

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i love my songs

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zoey says she doesnt like vodka

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i wish i had more

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the mv is so me

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i relate to it sm

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and the lyrics

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i think this one and cherish my love by illit are my songs

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please dont give uo

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trust yourself

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i know whats best for me

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i need to trust lyself

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i need to just do it

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i know it woll help me

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it may be hard but it will help me

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and make me feel happier

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u got this annabelle

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i believe in u

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do it

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when shes gone do it

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omg tripleS are you alive is so peak

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anyone who reads this listen to it

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im a disappointment

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i cant stop sobbing

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i dont want to be alive

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i want to be happier

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i want to have a good day for once

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im sobinf so bad

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sometimes hope dometimes depspaie