My bf is reading all of my posts therefore I'm making a new one..
#The watching eye
solid oak
It feels like I'm his nurse I take care of him and he yells at me he thinks some cheap apology would fix everything, when he realizes it doesn't he complains about me being unexcited unmotivated and just not the same. Also he's threatening me to kill himself if i keep this up although im not really doing anything I'm just talking less to avoid fights.
merry pecan
It feels like I'm his nurse I take care of him and he yells at me he thinks some...
Break up with him for your own sake 🙏
empty thistle
A tricky topic. My thoughts are as follows: if you clearly did something that caused harm, then do what you can to undo it and hope for the best. If however you did not and especially if suicide is being used to manipulate you then it’s not your problem. In such cases you need to put yourself first. Based on what you’ve told us, you didn’t do anything wrong. Don’t let him use that card to manipulate you into doing things you don’t want.
solid oak
Its surprising how he writes a four paragraph message explaining his desire to change to be better but again empty promises he can't even feed himself and I'm not taking care of myself at all bcz I'm spending all of my energy on him and he just doesn't care he acts like he owns me just like my father I don't feel human anymore just an item everyone wants to own a pet probably and now I know why I wanted to be independent why I chose loneliness over love why I wanted to be detached from everyone but that's not possible bcz I'm a female who has no job and will not find one so the only way to get out of this shithole is to be someone nurse and I judged my mom sm for it but now I see her everytime I look in the mirror
scarlet notch
i'm so sorry you're going through that but you shouldn't let someone dehumanize you just because you love them 
solid oak
My mom used to beg me to eat something back when I was in highschool but as I said my father was stingy with money so we only had eggs and I don't like them one day she said I wish ur children do this to u so u can feel the pain in feeling bcz its not my choice to not bring u the food u like and I didn't care Bcz I thought I would work so hard to provide my kids with everything they like.. But that was childish bcz rn its not my kids its my bf who has the money to feed himself but he doesn't bcz I have to watch something with him everytime he eats a meal or otherwise he can't eat