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ashen otter Aug 20, 2025, 6:53 PM

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my birthday is next week and i am dreading it.
this summer has been the worst, the only highlight was a show i've been watching. in rest, everything was bad. it passed too fast, i didn't rlly talk with anyone besides going out once in the middle of it. i'll be alone very likely on my birthday, which i don't want bc i was planning on going out with some friends but they most likely don't wanna or can't. i saw everybody going to cool vacations, out with their friends on their instagram stories all summer, meanwhile i was stuck at home and went to some shitty places i've been to in my country all my life. i realise now how much i am wasting my life but there isn't anything i can do about it, at all.

ashen otter Aug 20, 2025, 7:15 PM

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i began to cry earlier thinking deeper about this

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:\

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even tho i usually don't cry

tall lava Aug 20, 2025, 8:11 PM

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ashen otter even tho i usually don't cry

crying is normal

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trust

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cant stop whats built into humans

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everyone crys

ashen otter Aug 20, 2025, 8:12 PM

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tall lava crying is normal

yh ik i js don’t do it often

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it feels like i got none left

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i don’t know why

tall lava Aug 20, 2025, 8:14 PM

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ashen otter i don’t know why

im sorry but

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i became sort of numb to uh

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emotions

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so i may have a hard time like being relatable or smth

tall lava Aug 20, 2025, 8:15 PM

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ashen otter it feels like i got none left

wdym by this?

ashen otter Aug 20, 2025, 8:15 PM

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i don’t feel the need to cry anymore

tall lava Aug 20, 2025, 8:15 PM

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ashen otter i don’t feel the need to cry anymore

honestly

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relatable

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but

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are you doing good rn?

ashen otter Aug 23, 2025, 8:57 PM

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tall lava are you doing good rn?

sorry 3 days late but still no

ashen otter Aug 23, 2025, 8:57 PM

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tall lava i became sort of numb to uh

maybe go to the doctor to get tested for psychopathy

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:17 PM

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ashen otter maybe go to the doctor to get tested for psychopathy

honestly, maybe

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i have been showing certain traits of sociopathy lately

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:17 PM

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well go…

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especially if you live in the US

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:17 PM

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im canadian 🙂

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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cuz you can easily get access to guns and

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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tall lava im canadian 🙂

well same shit

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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ashen otter cuz you can easily get access to guns and

im canadian, only guns we can get are muzzleloaders

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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wait you are from canada?

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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ashen otter wait you are from canada?

yes

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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why are you living my dream

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😔

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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?

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oh

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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i wish i lived in canada

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:18 PM

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i wish i was in canada rn..

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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well ppl there are nicer so you can get help easier

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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tall lava i wish i was in canada rn..

then go to it

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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ashen otter well ppl there are nicer so you can get help easier

yeah

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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ashen otter then go to it

my plane flight back is on sept 6

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wait this is YOUR vent not mine

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lets talk about u

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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no idrc about it anymore

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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why?

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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i am letting my mind take care of it

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i am healing

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:19 PM

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good to hear

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:20 PM

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i’m most probably bipolar

tall lava Aug 25, 2025, 7:20 PM

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ah

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ok

ashen otter Aug 25, 2025, 7:20 PM

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but meds exist so its all good

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like one second i was crying with a knife in my hand then laughing and now i am manic

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