#The Ko of the Kos
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Want milk for the cookie
oat milk?
very sure?
I feel terrified


no idea, purrhaps it was you or one of the invisible mods 
I think I gave you memory loss with that brick

i see.. i don't want to eat it
i would rather have ice cream, sweet goodness, full of lactose
diarrhea causing dessert



my American friend is so sad, like she did the online quiz to get her driving exam certificate but the problem was that it didn't record that she did it and so she did it again and failed 
i feel bad for her because now her parents are going to curse her out for being "lazy" and "unproductive"
she just wanted to be able to use the car her grandfather had recently gifted her
it had to be a score of 80 or above, the first time she did it, she got like a 90 and then when she re-did it because obviously the website was absolute shit and didn't record. She got a 79 and so they failed her
right now, she currently has to go through the whole process all over again

bro it was like a one point difference, couldn't they have at least gave her the point since their service is so horrendous
this is not a vent, i genuinely felt bad
🫂
i remember when i failed my driver's test 🤣

cream top yogurts are the best
in my opinion
despite the lactose
i'm fucking cold, my house is warm
purrhaps i've gotten a fever?

fuck i changed every position and my damn leg won't stop tingling
what kind of deficiency do i have now??

why must i fear the images in my head
voices
running wild
people not even real
i live with no one
why must they act so real?
nvm it is gone
haven't taken my meds so this seems about right

oh nope he's just wandering around my home
buddies buddies buddies
yippee
ugh
he looks like my ||rapist||
no like
music can drown my thoughts but it cannot block my sight 
dudde just leave
why tf am i expressing my words here 
me will ignore him

!rank
oh what, when did the background change
me can't ignore him, like why the fuck is he hovering around me, i know he is not real and all but like get the fuck out of my face
i want to listen to music in literal peace man
i suppose it is time to take meds
i am now seeing
many
people
in
my fucking
house
half not even recognizable
idk why i am still on
i just remembered that one of my ex-friends told me to search up their address to see if it is like even there
no. i could not locate it

i swear it isn't even on the map

chat is a bit interesting but makes sense since i don't always get on at this time, love some huddle drama even if i don't understand the whole thing

getting a new roommate tomorrow
at least i won't be alone anymore (new roommate = a friend of mine that got kicked out by their parents because they are old enough to live independent)
@candid oyster how ya doin'?
been ok, better than nothing honestly
How have you been? @torpid anchor
damn why does he always leave me on read 
idk why but every person that joins the server is marked as "Possible scammer" and i am like 'what?' 

ima just stalk chat for the next 3 hrs
asked a question, they didn't reply, that's alright, plenty of opportunities to ask again 
my brain is full of thoughts, time to just run it with games since i can't get employment
got the answer
great
so limit is sort of 4?
i know the word that can get me muted muahaha

muahah 
@torpid anchor
i was also unserious 
fucking auto-mod
i wonder what other words i can't say

damn
i ate too much
now i want to regurgitate absolutely everything
i hate AUTOCORRECT, why is this shit on my pc
so tired
i didn't even do much
mental exhaustion purrhaps from thinking a little bit too much
oh i feel nauseous
the caffeine crash has hit
ou... i need hangover soup, my head 
Yeah no problem
i searched up
in the search huddle bar and i apparently use it more than everyone 
chu got small face, and chu sit

howdy plug, how've you been?


no worries 
that is good to hear that you are okay 
Lol you edited it now I feel sad for making you feel the need to change it
Sorry 
oh no worries, i thought i should correct it 
Okie, just making sure

Someone said I should buy a serial number, I thought she said buy some cereal. 
English is rather complicated
cereal?



my ex-best friend called me up after like 2 years since we ended our friendship. He says I should kill myself with dried seaweed, the compressed kind. Apparently due to it being compressed and dry, when it absorbs water, it expands.
I'll drop kick him for you if you want
Alright but I hope you're okay though
ou.. i just drank this year old energy drink that has its' name scratched off, but damn is it hella sour

oh i figured out why it is sour, it is lemonade flavor
this is what it looks like but the one i had was fully scratched from the top to the Monster
in my opinion it is like a 6/10

my ex-roommate loved drinking these
in hopes it gives me energy
!rank

add me on steam ko 
poketor 
my account is too new, i can't add you. But here is my friend code: 775314047
The magic Ko

nice
sent friend invite!
👍

There are new mods?
Livvy and Alice I think, right? never seen them as mod before until now
Yeah it's my first time seeing Alice
I think you're right

oh i forgot about my roommate
i mean.. they have their key..
ah whatever, if they get lost, they get lost
i think i need to adjust my settings, everyone that joins is marked as a possible scammer

ok. i don't know how to fix it



what site are you using to read manga? 
the most recent one is mangadex... kunmanga.. mangafun was shut down... it really depends on which one manages to stay up
do use adblock

thanks for giving me a new option 
Lol you're welcome
I didn't know if you used it or not
my throat is burning and i don't know why, i have just been chugging water to get rid of it but it won't stop burning

i didn't vomit or anything

how's your day so far?
tiring





🍪

still can't get a job, they don't want to handle my life problems

ouu an invisible Tyler
Yessss
You too 
i pulled a back muscle, i sure am getting old
im getting old too 
Ko I love your profile :0

i forgot we're the same age 🤣
Soggy kat

!rank




I like it
no no, i like it too, the thing is that it blinds me 
its too bright🤣


doing alright
Hey Ko! Everything okay?
yes, everything is alright. Thank you for checking up on me. Is everything alright with you? 
Eh, going through a rough time but I will live
augh i just crashed my discord
trying to play games and i killed it
how the hell do i sit in a normal position without it starting to tingle and numb up for no reason, i literally just sat down for 8 minutes, and both my legs just gave up on me
now i am stuck here until i can feel my legs again

my computer crashed 3 times, and then finally decided to update 
i hate this system
was doing a work application and it didn't even save

i mean at least the system is working a bit faster than when it was not updated
oh ye... it is moving much faster
too busy redoing my work application and i got pinged in this server
but i can't find it. Purrhaps i am hallucinating once more
oh wait i found it
nevermind
ah just Yori playing with the starboard bot again
sorry, i was trying to get my mind off my family member's passing
starring things was my enjoyment despite the warn last time
i could care less if i got kicked or banned for starring...
Yesss
do you ever like have to restart your whole computer because one browser wouldn't load any of my shit, fortunately the application saved

I've done this because some of my keys on my laptop just stop working T-T
i have a limit to my fucking emotions
so if i lash out, i will lash out
fuck them emotions
just shut the fuck up
piss me off
they fucking piss me off
No fucking means No
I guess your guardians didn't teach you shit
fuck you
keep on asking to be my friend
i am not fucking interested
you keep asking
asking every fucking day
to be my friend, my answer will always be "No"
No
They just want to toy with me like a fucking doll
a maid that can clean up after their fucking mess
like fuck them
give me a peace
man
i just want fucking peace
a life full of no disruptions
i regret having this fucking surgery
i regret even being alive
i regret every fucking thing about myself
i regret it all
i fucking regret it all
life is so meaningless
it is all worthless
life is worthless
has no fucking value to me
no matter how much i try
all it does is that it goes down, down, and up, and back down
i hate relapsing because i want to "feel" better
but nothing makes me feel better
this is such a meaningless vent but better than nothing
i miss everyone
i miss my cat
i miss my parents
i miss my baby brother
i miss every fucking person that left my life
i try
i keep trying
is trying even worth it anymore?
advices advices advices... people keep giving me advices
All of it is about "trying"
Try this
Try that
I fucking tried
i am tired
i am sad
i am angry
i am fucking worthless
I don't know if this will help but, if you are taking on big things maybe take a breath before you tackle something big again, at least you are trying that's better than most people. Please don't give up you've came so far
i've been breathing since the day i was born
how many more breaths can i take?
i am tired of it all
wasted my money on some useless surgery
i still have seizures nonetheless
the more negative i am, the more negative my life is
why can't people just stop asking me of things i don't want to have anymore
nor do i need it
let me be free
my roommate never even came
i feel fucking alone
alone with all my problems
i just want someone that is similar to me
to hold me
comfort me
tell me that they understand me
but all i get are people who want to fucking use me like a doll
they think they can always get their way
fuck no
give me peace
i just want peace
i don't want to commit suicide, i just want people to leave me alone
they are always asking
asking
asking about bullshit
i don't want to give
or take
people keep on hiding their true selves from me
faking it behind a smile
a "innocent" smile
and then when i find out
they play the fucking victim
as if i was the reason for their problems
i am the fucking victim
i have a limit to how much i can hold my emotions
so if i end up beating someone up to death
then they fucking deserve it
i swear if i see that fucking bastard i am going straight for his neck
context: he wasn't taking no for an answer and was putting himself on me
||same dude who raped me when i was younger|| i have lived in the same area for years
fucking bastard won't leave me alone
police or not
police don't do shit
i am sick of him
and all those around him
i am tired
Dumb question, can you get a restraining order by chance?
i have tried, they say i need evidence
i don't text him nor call him, he like just appears at my house whenever
he has taken down my cameras i purchased a year ago
So stalking type behavior?
Could you set up cameras like in your windows, but they are on the inside of your home?
done everything inside or outside, he just walks in my fucking house like he lives there, i have multiple locks in my bedroom for a reason. He comes only at night hence why i am awake at all times just mostly not available on discord
i literally can't do shit
that sounds terrifying
he doesn't leave marks other than my asshole
i am fucking weak, i can't even push him off
Could you stay with a friend?
he is MASSIVE, like tall and well-built
do you live alone Ko?
i do
That's awful, that the police pretty much failed you
supposed to have a roommate but they never came
how possible is it to move?
it is possible, but this is my family built home, i hate to leave it behind
i have old memories here excluding the stalker
Maybe, rent it out to someone, that way you can keep the home but live somewhere else?
i can understand that very well, it's just really not okay whats going on
good idea
Thanks
i can do that, however the bastard will not leave me alone
you can't stay in this situation Ko :c
But how would he find out where you live?
i mean yeah sure i can move
searching on the database
or by asking locals
You could file for harassment, stalking is harassment
i have filed for that before, they made him leave me alone for only a year, he was released this year
that sucks Ko, sucks the system is not helping you, ofc this will make you feel so frustrated and horrible and not a peace where you live 
i would try to see if its possible to move somewhere where there is other people
If he keeps showing up, I would get it on video, like on your phone then take it to someone and maybe that can get you a restraining order
or yeah try to rent rooms, see of someone can come live with you
yeah and get pepper spray
Invite a friend to live with them too if that would work
Get a taser and if he comes near you tase him, it would be in self defense
I think a good thing would be record him on your phone because he took your cameras and hopefully that would be enough evidence
I agree would be good to record even if its a voice audio too
If you get it a few days in a row, I think that would help too, but I wouldn't want you put in a scary situation
thank you, i'll try it out and if it doesn't work, i'll share my suffering here
I truly hope it all works out and someday you will be left alone and find peace, feel better Ko 
maybe i should take time off from discord
If that would help you
im from across the globe too 
Hii Koo
Hey Ko 
hiya 
he smashed my phone 
i still have my computer
getting a replacement soon, just not this week
i got him on a restraining order again however
my neighbor witnessed it

i love my trusty neighbors
at least i get a year or two of freedom now
Heya Ko
🫂
Yay!!!
i hope you're safe ko. im sorry you have to deal with a stalker 🫂
my friend across the globe is an overachiever and she's sad that she didn't get an A+ on her final exam, i mean isn't it good to get at least a b- and above? i know i am not in her shoes. I understand how she feels, she studied all day and night for her exam and she only got an A. Her parents love that she's doing good in her classes, like a b and above is good and all to them. my friend really wanted an A+, she also skipped meals, and she is like complaining to me how it was all fucking useless which I understand but i feel she should be complaining to her therapist or parents and not me because i absolutely cannot help and I am not directly there for her, I have comforted her many times, but she has told me it doesn't help her feel any better. I can't even call her because obviously my phone is gone and my computer doesn't even have that function. 🫂
i would only get d and c in school 🤣
school wasnt my strongest suit sadly
all is well 
i did went to trade school and got straight to working
im currently playing resident evil requiem and i still think silent hill 2 remake is way scarier
spooky dookie ?

maybe 😭
i remember playing silent hill 2 remake and it was just full on relentless
always at the edge of my seat
edge of your seat..?
letting a lil toot out here and there (/J)
🤣
theres this creepy monster following you around when you play as grace
i feel like im playing silent hill pt demo
i also played silent hill f and it wasnt as bad
silent hill 2 remake tho oh boy
sorry for the rambling 
no it is okay, i am quite happy that someone is taking their time to chat with me 
i got scared of playing so im taking a break rn eating dinner 🤣

still haven't touched the game yet 🤣


i got sick

i don't even know how
temp is high 

how tf did i get sick
augh

did i over-stress myself? 



i hate being sick 
i'd rather have the runny nose, why must it be a fever 

calm the fish....
NOOOOO 

deep thoughts
rethinking life choices
hm
hm
..

fuck this fever



should've given that bastard my sickness before he got placed on the restraint order



i have nothing to vent about therefore i shall express my feelings via
emojis
i had a nosebleed mid nap
i am so paranoid right now
it is 10:50 pm but i feel as if someone is lurking around my house
worst timing is that my newest camera is dead
i really hope it is not the same dude, he's on a restraint order no way he is back that early
fuck yeah! I levelled up
!rank
omg youre a legend now


when i turn legendary, im going to retire 🤣


🦦


do any of you play pokemon tcg or yugioh by any chance? 

No t-t
i played a bit of pokemon before (no longer) i have no idea about the tcg ones 
👍
woo
eating regular potato chips and the more i eat it, the more it tastes like peanut which i don't particularly like 
must be the dip i am using
holy shit, every time someone asks me what i would like, the first thing that pops in my head are like random supplements that might help me. In reality, I just tell them to buy me drink. 
@torpid anchor can you visit me
seiji visit ko
im sorry about that ko
Aw, I'm sorry
what music do you listen too? 
honestly any kind of music but i listen from Ado or Lefty Hand Cream
my friend keeps sending me brazillian phonk so like my spotify is covered in brazillian music 
any kind
like if you send me something, i might or might not like it
personally i don't like romance music as much because it makes me sad
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12 to 12 by Sombr is good too
YES
I have the lyrics memorized

Can I send some songs I like?
you may
Yay
do whatever you want 
send tyler 
I just got on my laptop I'm sorry T-T
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This one is sad
dang, i gotta find the spotify version
Okie I got you


ah frick r.i.p my audio
Nooooo
Yay

Silly silly cat
haven't drank pop in so long and my stomach was like "Okay, let's throw everything back up." 
im also lactose intolerant and eat dairy products
i'm eating brie by itself
i am ready for the aftermath
i feel sorry for your toilet ko 😭 
it did indeed feel horror
i was stuck there for 2 hours


@torpid anchor Did u use tampons for your severe nose bleed ? 
yes, idfk why i even have them
i have never had one up my nose, how did it feel
Oop
i suppose so
i forgot to remove some roles
i am no longer addicted in weed did ya know
awesome right
say its awesome and i am a good boy
very awesome

what about
i forgot what it was called nevermind
my brain farted
🧠 🌬️
as much as i want it, i am not allowed as it fights with my medications

and the wine always wins
dang, i bought some and thought you would like some
well i guess it'll rot in my wine cellar
then just give it to Ezekiel
if
you are still friends with him

@torpid anchor
we are no longer pals

no longer drunk buddies
let it rot then
@torpid anchor Do you still play Lioden?
no
be my roommate if you don't have one
i don't even own a vehicle
i literally just walk everywhere
use your legs, and do the one by one furniture method, you only live like 45 minutes from me
also
it is like bright out
plenty of daytime
@torpid anchor
i'll ask a college friend to drive me
yes
i'll drag my ass to see you but it'll take me a month to move out, got house space?
plenty, the roommate i was supposed to have never came so screw them
I love you (Platonic Love Obviously) 
!rank
!rank @torpid anchor
adding to my notes - new roommate incoming muaha miau

you have a cat right, I would love to see the newest edition to the family. TIGER!
oh i love cats 
my Condolences
🫂
Tiger 2.0
wait wait, send pics

@torpid anchor get your ass back on
i want to see that cat

yes he is 
still waiting on his cat pic
@torpid anchor
his back to his tail, i think it was a slight birth defect and so he has a bit of a arch arch. PLEASE ignore the fucking door, I miscalculated and got the door changed. Previous door I had, had a massive hole. If you ask me how the fuck I close my door, I just don't, I live with no one after all.
Hey Ko!
Ko
Hellooo

ko you good?
/bump
i think ko is busy rn because one of ko irl friends is moving in. i hope ko is okay tho
reopened my stitch from surgery, so i've been back at the hospital
they re-stitched it
now i'm stuck with them monitoring me via this call center device whatever it is called
darn.. lost another online friend, that's okay, i still have my roommate
it makes me feel better to stay away from discord..
i'll do it again
wiggle wiggle
i'll be back later
9:44 am, i am going to go out to do something
purrhaps beat up a human in the process
hiya 
hiya y'all 


hiya plug, how ya doin'?
im doing good! how've you been?
nice to hear from you! I have been doing alright so far 
gotta stop my stupid ''friend'' writing to random people 😡
it rarely happens fortunately 🙂 very rare.
no clue 
Hiya Plug
yeah i dunno
I'm so stupid sometimes, my brain kinda shuts down. my rational brain i mean. but its getting better
hey ko 
hey Ko
welcome back honey bear 
thanks plug
i saw your dm but i was confused 🤔
dw i was confused too. just a weird day for me
I usually don't dm anyway so dw
I prefer hiding 😆

I think I was triggered by my therapist who was saying weird stuff. I fired him
he was on fire 🔥



PLUG, HRU
that is great to hear!
I have been doing alright so far 

!rank
Miau
Koooo🥹
someone DMed and said they wanted to talk to me since I had chatted with them, they had asked me if they can start anew, but i have no fucking clue who they are since i had my surgery 
the only person i can think of is that one online guy that obsessed over me, but like i can't assume so i sent a reply back. (yes i just assumed, don't kill me for that.) 
the only question is how the hell did he find my username, like i changed it awhile ago and they joined with a new account on April 1st of this year, like how the fuck

i could also assume that it was the other online guy i recently cut off like 4 or 5 months ago that was like friends with the obsessed guy.
i unfortunately no longer feel alone but i guess i could share some advice once they reply back

how was your break from social media plug! 
thanks, nice to see you too. 














