#salazar's journal ❗❗

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Well here we go

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Mauve's journal

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boring ass day

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at least got to use the massage gun on my back and weakened that muscle knot blocking my shoulder blade

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life is lifein

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Maybe I shouldn't have went so hard in the gym that time but what is done is done

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Shoulder still unstable as shit and catching when i move it

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Oh well, one day ill fix it

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Ill forget about this tmrw

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i did not forget about this

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salazar's journal

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salazar's journal ❗❗

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chill day

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mapping and researching like usual

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I still want to write but my time management issues keep DESTROYING me

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PEW PEW

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nothing exciting

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Hopefully tomorrow we'll go to our summer house and i can start being physically active again

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LMFAOOO I SUCK AT THIS SO HARD

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I am actually extremely tired from the all nighter i just pulled howeever

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I cannot admit this to my gf

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I have to maintain the ruse that i am unmoved

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Im too good

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CAN'T BE TIRED

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thank you

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It may seem stupid that I pulled this all nighter

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but in fact, i have SEVERAL reasons on why

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first off new house new beds and stupid rock pillows

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second my sleep schedule is horribly messed up

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so

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my plan is to all nighter this day so that tomorrow

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I will push back my sleep schedule as much as possible

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by being really tired

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AND

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Taking melatonin (sleep meds)

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so plan is to push back my sleeping time from 4 AM to midnight

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4 hours is a big ass leap

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I'm massively over analyzing something this simple, but i always do this lul

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Time to sleep

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The plan indedd worked

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12 and a half hours of sleep

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Which means i still have 5 or so hours in sleep debt

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Gonna continue taking melatonin till i balance out

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another sleepless night

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Boy oh boy

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I hope I don't have insomnia! That would not be rad if u ask me

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Birthday is tomorrow

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MWAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

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birthday ruined

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went for a walk with my family

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aaaaaand my horrid hip pain came back

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rah rah rah

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Been a really bad day hope it gets better

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chronic pain ruins everything

rich spindle
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Im sorry that your pain is making your birthday worse :((

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Thats such a terrible thing to experience im very sorry hugs hugs

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Happy birthday, I hope the day gets better

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The pain did pass eventually, THANKFULLY