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Mauve's journal
boring ass day
at least got to use the massage gun on my back and weakened that muscle knot blocking my shoulder blade
life is lifein
Maybe I shouldn't have went so hard in the gym that time but what is done is done
Shoulder still unstable as shit and catching when i move it
Oh well, one day ill fix it
Ill forget about this tmrw
i did not forget about this
chill day
mapping and researching like usual
I still want to write but my time management issues keep DESTROYING me
PEW PEW
nothing exciting
Hopefully tomorrow we'll go to our summer house and i can start being physically active again
LMFAOOO I SUCK AT THIS SO HARD
I am actually extremely tired from the all nighter i just pulled howeever
I cannot admit this to my gf
I have to maintain the ruse that i am unmoved
Im too good
CAN'T BE TIRED
thank you
It may seem stupid that I pulled this all nighter
but in fact, i have SEVERAL reasons on why
first off new house new beds and stupid rock pillows
second my sleep schedule is horribly messed up
so
my plan is to all nighter this day so that tomorrow
I will push back my sleep schedule as much as possible
by being really tired
AND
Taking melatonin (sleep meds)
so plan is to push back my sleeping time from 4 AM to midnight
4 hours is a big ass leap
I'm massively over analyzing something this simple, but i always do this lul
Time to sleep
The plan indedd worked
12 and a half hours of sleep
Which means i still have 5 or so hours in sleep debt
Gonna continue taking melatonin till i balance out
another sleepless night
Boy oh boy
I hope I don't have insomnia! That would not be rad if u ask me
birthday ruined
went for a walk with my family
aaaaaand my horrid hip pain came back
rah rah rah
Been a really bad day hope it gets better
chronic pain ruins everything
Im sorry that your pain is making your birthday worse :((
Thats such a terrible thing to experience im very sorry

Happy birthday, I hope the day gets better

Thank you so much btw laz ❤️
The pain did pass eventually, THANKFULLY