#Reis's venting place
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I'm scared to go to sleep
Really scared, it's when the thoughts get loud
I had an argument with someone today
And it reminded me that unless I'm actively dying, they won't give a shit
Coughed up some blood
My throat still hurts so much
But still, I'm told to man up and take it
So tired of it
That sounds really shitty, I’m sorry you’re going through all that. You don’t deserve to be brushed off like that. I hope tonight gives you a bit of peace, even just a little. Hang in there!!!🫶
Thank you
The thoughts are really loud today
I just feel like I can't take it anymore
I have a loving mother
I have friends that I trust and have fun with
I have a brother that sees me as the best person in the whole world
But I still only seem to want the one kind of love I seemingly can't get
Why am I this ungrateful
Ugh
A friend ditched me today for other friends
I'm not even mad they left
I'm mad they couldn't wait 5 minutes
I went to do something, and then when I came back there was just a message
Surprisingly I'm here again
I was just starting to feel better
But then I messed everything up
I lost a pretty significant friendship
Why do I even bother?
It felt so promising
It was someone I enjoyed spending time with
I’m still trying to figure out why I should bother myself
Oh wow, why the hell am I here again?
Oh yeah, I saw something I did not want to see
Now I feel worthless
Go to a psychiatrist
I will
Define dodgy
Don’t self harm and u gucci
Thanks, I'll try to keep that in mind
Im mainly saying this because aslong as u have a life, you can get better