#Reis's venting place

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mossy valve
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I just got here and I think that probably no one will look at this, but I just have to take these things out of me in any way I can.

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I'm scared to go to sleep

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Really scared, it's when the thoughts get loud

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I had an argument with someone today

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And it reminded me that unless I'm actively dying, they won't give a shit

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Coughed up some blood

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My throat still hurts so much

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But still, I'm told to man up and take it

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So tired of it

opal plover
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That sounds really shitty, I’m sorry you’re going through all that. You don’t deserve to be brushed off like that. I hope tonight gives you a bit of peace, even just a little. Hang in there!!!🫶

mossy valve
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The thoughts are really loud today

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I just feel like I can't take it anymore

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I have a loving mother
I have friends that I trust and have fun with
I have a brother that sees me as the best person in the whole world

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But I still only seem to want the one kind of love I seemingly can't get

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Why am I this ungrateful

mossy valve
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Ugh

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A friend ditched me today for other friends

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I'm not even mad they left

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I'm mad they couldn't wait 5 minutes

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I went to do something, and then when I came back there was just a message

mossy valve
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Surprisingly I'm here again

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I was just starting to feel better

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But then I messed everything up

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I lost a pretty significant friendship

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Why do I even bother?

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It felt so promising

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It was someone I enjoyed spending time with

olive linden
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I’m still trying to figure out why I should bother myself

mossy valve
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Oh wow, why the hell am I here again?

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Oh yeah, I saw something I did not want to see

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Now I feel worthless

crude dragon
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Go to a psychiatrist

mossy valve
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I will

crude dragon
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Ok good

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Dont do anything dodgy from now

mossy valve
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Define dodgy

crude dragon
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Don’t self harm and u gucci

mossy valve
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Thanks, I'll try to keep that in mind

crude dragon
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Im mainly saying this because aslong as u have a life, you can get better