#I need to talk or smth

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random eagle
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So like fuck idk

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i need to get shit off my chest or something

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I thought i was getting better but ig thats a lie i tell myself

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i cut out most friends and family so idk where to go

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but like i got a girl but she deserves so much better but who am i to tell her what she needs

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i love her she love me but like sometimes it hurts being in love thats the only time i feel shit nowadays

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like im so fucking numb

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i was scary close to kms the other day

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like a handful of pills just knowing that was a way out

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i couldn't tho i still need closure or something

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but i thought this would be worth a try

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i feel im going insane

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Theres more but thats all right now

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I lie im back

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idk what to do

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im open to advise or anything just please

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Family doesn't mean ahit anymore

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ill never trust again fuxk all that

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fuck

sly dove
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hi @random eagle

random eagle
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Hey

sly dove
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first of all don't trust your brain when you're hopeless.

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that saved my life. that's the only advice i would give my past self

random eagle
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I dont trust me anyway still i dont stop myself from doing stupid stuff

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but yeah ik what you mean and thanks

sly dove
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i can't give you any advice because i don't know your life story... but if talking helps, then you can, i'll listen

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welcome to hazl's ghetto therapy session

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sorry i shouldn't make jokes

random eagle
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Thats all i really need just to say whats on my mind to anyone who will listen

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and dw abt the joke it made me laugh

sly dove
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oh okay. sorry i have just... been extremely hopeless too, so i'm doing my best to stay alive here too.

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you mentioned wanting to swallow pills knowing it could end at that moment...

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something that saved my life was studying this world & discovering truth

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one of those truths is that people who survive suicide attempts are almost 100% glad that it did not work...

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i'm wondering why you're feeling this way

random eagle
sly dove
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thank you, that means alot to me. i wish the best for you as well.

random eagle
sly dove
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wym think diff?

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sly dove
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oh i know, we all have different life stories. that's why im here to listen (: i'll try not to give advice lol. but remember i also wanted to die. and some part of me still wants to... but i'm here

random eagle
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Yeah im fine with advice as long as its not "go pray" but yeah im sorry you feel this way too

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im here to we can help each other or smth

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but yeah i dont really have anything to add unless you got questions