#Quotes and other random thoughts :P

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uneven ivy
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Thats about all :) also TW for like possibly a lot of stuff

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Why dwell on the past when the future has yet to come - Me :)

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Uuh

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Idrk what to say here

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But

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Hi guys

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Am i allowed to say you guys can type here? And then can you guys type here?

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Idrc if you guys do ig

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Wow im level 2 now Joy

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uneven ivy
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This place it pretty coolio

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WHOAH

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LEVEL 3! Joy

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Im so cool

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I should probably go to bed

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Noo

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I dont want to

uneven ivy
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hi again guys 👋

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i forgot about my journal

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but im back Joy

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i love that emoji Joy

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yk guys im really worried about my gf 😔

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she went silent a few days ago :(

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lest i hear from her was the 30th

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:0

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i should probably just wait

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but

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i cant help but worry

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you guys dont blame me for worrying right?

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thats normal i think

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especially for the stuff ive been though

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i dont like to seem...

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whats the word

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idk what it is

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but when i "gloat"? about my trauma

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i know others have been through worse but i accept that ive been through a lot too

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oh you guys dont even know :0

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well

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story time 😆

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firstt

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when i was 3 my dad passed away after getting shot

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i dont remember him but ive hear he was the best

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i would tell you guys his name but all the articles only take the killers perespective

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he said he shot my dad cuz my dad tried to SA him

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or

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did* SA him

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but i dont beleive it

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or is it more that i cant beleive it?

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because he's my dad?

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idk

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anyways

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moving on

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when i was 7-8 my grandpa passed

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he was the best Joy

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he would take me in his jeep sand duning and let me shoot his bibi and pellet gun

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i shot a 22 with him once too Joy

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can you guys tell i like that emoji?

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do i type weird?

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where i say a few word and send it?

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its cuz i dont think when i text

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i just type and send it :0

uneven ivy
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Hi guys Joy

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I slept so good :)

uneven ivy
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one of my cats died today

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idk what to do

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im really sad

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i forgot that everything has an opposite

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thats the whole concept of ying and yang right?

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everything has an opposite

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life/death

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happiness/sadness

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im a little happier

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but idk

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im still crying

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golden is really fun to talk to :)

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he's making me lots happier

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im crying but lots less Joy

uneven ivy
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Hey everyone

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Idk what to do

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I feel so much less loved than I ever have

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I don’t understand why the human mind works the way it does

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Why does conditional love cross our minds

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My mom said I have to move out when I’m 18 no excuses, exceptions whatever. Which really hurts because my sister was told the other day that she may live here as long as needed or wanted

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Does anyone read my journal?

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What’s the point of typing here

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Would it not be the same as typing all of this in notes on my phone?

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Or sending it to someone who may actually read it and care?

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Hell I’ve seen like 5 people here in total and yet I continue to say what’s on my mind

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I’m not sure if I’ll talk in general chat today

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I’d feel bad for golden, mostly just interrupting the conversation he is having for my commentary

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I try my hardest to help others and tell them that wanting help and prioritizing your mental health is not selfish

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But now I see where they are coming from

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On top of that my gf and I are more distant than ever

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But I think it will be fine

uneven ivy
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Oh what the FUCK

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27

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It will be 27 if sina kills himself

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18 family members 9 friends

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Man what the fuck

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I don’t understand what I did to deserve this

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What the FUCK did my past life do

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Oh god fucking damnit

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Does this world want me gone too?

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I try to be a good person

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28 if Natalie does

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uneven ivy