#BODEN’S not so silly journal anymore
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I’m so happy today
Today has been so great
And amazing
:3
Especially like
Noonish time
Work was pretty shit tho
Started packing stuff to move
The house my mom is moving into is totally different
And big
Kinda
Apparently she had a friend that’s giving to to her for extra cheap rent
And she’s been picking up extra shifts
And my dad had savings that nobody knew about
He’s getting a duplex
So we share a wall
With neighbors

And it’s literally the same layout
I’m gonna make my room the exact same
Like
EXACTLY
You wont be able to tell
Until you look outside
It’s such a nice suburban area :3

:3
Y’all wanna see some funny pics of my cats?
Is that even a question gang. YES?
You have seen them alr 😔
But idrc
Oop
Wrong image
Deleted that
My memory is like this guys memory -> 🐠
Fisch
Yuh 💔
You said it in German but ok
Oh
I forgor
Forgor 💔😔
Jackboys 2
Was a disappointment
Imo
There were good parts but
In all
It was like
A high 6
Or a low 7.
I’m not excited for work
Like
Man
Bdizhavzuxinamkolkabe
Ilysmbitwssfbyajnwilf
Oh wait
It’s Sunday
Holy aura
Leave some for us Ye
If someone gave me Kanye tickets I would literally do anything for him or her
Like ANYTHING
like
Idrc if they are a sexual deviant
NITROUS DONT HELP ME IT JUST PUT ME IN A TRANSE
IM TALKING BOUT EUPHORIA IM NOT TALKING BOUT A MAN
TOLD HER DONT LEAVE ME CUS I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE
Cousins 🔥
Why is the last verse kinda good tho…
Kinda? KINDA?? ||I'ma strangle you|| (mods I'm jk)
I knew you were gay
She* 💔
I failed chemistry
Yumm
I told you I have balls
I ain't reading all that
Yay so I can throw them at your window
I love horror movies
Please do 🫶🔥
Wait I'm not a guy
Mods this was all just a silly prank
Mf
I thought you said you had a dih 😔
Mods we pranked you (I wasn't)
I have it anyway 🤑
No phones in sight
Boden has seen it btw
Just people living in the moment
This is true
Some dumbass not living in the moment
How do you make the text like that
//is it like this//
Magic HUIHUIHUIHIISNISSBHSKXB
No
Nah
-#) without the ) leave space then text
-# gang gang gang
-# gang gang? -#
ooooooo
You don't need it in the end
Do it again
-# gang gang
-# :3
Good boyyyy
Better?
Yum nomnom
Dawg ate the bullets 😔
He went to sleep
WAKE UP
ALIVE
ALIVE
ALVIVE
THIS THAT NEW SZN 10
That’s it
I’m gonna spam your DMs with what I was sending earlier today
Your cooked gang
Oh fuck. Oh oh
maybeee
YOUR YE?????
How was china
Holy aura farm Ye
Leave some for us please
70,000 people?
Back to the Freddie Gibbs glaze
AND HES RIPPED
Like omg
He’s so good at rapping
And what he raps about is so real
His voice is peak
He’s so good
Alfredo
Is peak
The album AND the food
Yoo wtf kittayy
Sniff
HOLY SHIT
Lmao ramen showed me this
I can’t stop laughing at it
Someone dm’d me this..
while boden is gone :3
I just wanna say..
your fuckin awesome asf and i relate to youre music taste
Writers block
Bro
She the type to pray for me, then play with me
Sweet like honey but she talk so dangerously
Innocent smile, with a devilish twist
Say she love hugs—then she bite on my lips
She cook for me, clean soul with a mean walk
Say the softest shit, but her mind got that freak talk
Butterfly heart, and her body’s a sin
She whisper “good boy”—while she pull me back in
[Hook]
She an angel, yeah, halo on her curls
But she whisper dirty things that could shake the world
Yeah, she heaven and she hell in the same damn breath
Make me feel alive, then take what’s left
She the kindest girl, with the wildest tongue
Got my heart tied up, got my mind all sprung
Yeah, I love how she moves, how she look, how she feel
Swear to God she the truth, baby too damn real
When in doubt
Write abt that one girl
People are like
“I need rap that has meaning not just sex and drugs”
Yap yap yap etc
I hand them Jesus is king by Ye
Literally no cuss words
Literally no glorification of sex or drugs
And they be like
“Uhm no”
Mf wdym “no”
You asked and I gave
Because the music is lowk good
With meaning behind it
And y’all refuse to listen to it
I garuntee 90 percent of ppl who read this have never listened to it front to back
!rank
Ts is rigged
@weary cosmos why the hug?
hi!!
well, i felt like i could relate
Hola
hehe
how are you today?
I like just woke up. So I’m groggy, I gotta take a shower soon. I’ll make some coffee.
Other than that I’m okay
What about you?
have some nice breakfast!
Ooooh!!!
Happy birthdayyyyy
:3
How many years young do you turn today?
that’s so awesome!!!! I hope you have a wonderful birthday todayyyyyy
lol I understand 
Oh damn, hbd Matrix
!rank
Ts rigged
I should already be legend 😭
But it lowk glitches
N shit
So now I have to level up again
And idek if that would work
So shit
:c
Oop coffee is finished
Gaaaaaah
Lowk Lonley rn
Nothing aesthetically beats Yeezus
Like holy shit
The tour was just
Mind blowing
Like a movie
The outfits too
Peak fashion imo
The glass mask
10/10 album
10/10 performances
10/10 artist
The beat on this track is so good
I honestly think TLOP is some of Ye’s best production
That and mbdtf
And Yeezus
Yeezus is my fav
Sat what you want abt the AI vocals on preacher man
I agree
It sounds asd
But one thing you can’t deny
Is how the production is just heavenly
HOLY SHIT
ALFREDO 2
IN 7 days
Omg wait
Bully and Alfredo 2 drop on the same day
Like
Same hour
I’m listening to
Hmmm
25th July is looking good
Man couldn't it have been on the 28th 😔🔫
@robust drum JID is on Alfredo 2
JID AND FREDDY
I observe
Bully got moved to September 26
Greatness doesn’t have a deadline
Take your time Ye
Green tea 🤤🤤
I had this can
Tyler The Creator is dropping an album with no role out on Monday
I seen
I had this can
Of whiskey mixed with coke
And it was so good
I slurped it all
calling this the ‘woke’ drink
It was so fucking good
Crown royal with coke
In a purple can
So good
I wanna like the clipse album
I rly do
But like
I can’t
It’s a hard 7-8
For me
The way push and malice rap is just
Iffy
In my opinion ofc
I know a lot of people like it
I just don’t think it’s like
Groundbreaking
Anyways
@deep topaz you ever listened to “simple man” by skynard?
I found a rly good remix of it
I specialize in bullshittery
Im bored and also tired @jolly flume
i did not mean to call myself a whore
FUCK YEAH JOHNNY 🤘
Fuuuuck
I just got an idea
Fuck
I’m scrapping “shut your bipolar rapping ass up”
Yeah
It was alright Ig
Just don’t think it’s my best
I’ve had this album idea for a while now
And since Ive scrapped the other project
I can work on this now
7 tracks
I should charge my phone
Mosquito bites fucking suck
They suck actual balls dude
Listening to the Tyler album
I’m fucking sunburnt I think
Hm
I asked god to give me my smile back and he gave me you
We got vocals
Old beat
I kinda hate it
Lmk what y’all think
God I hate my voice on this track
I finally finished a song
Najdudufucjcj
I don’t rly like it
But I want other peoples opinion on it
I don’t wanna scrap it just yet
you did this?
Send it to me!
Yes
its so good bro
its awesome
Lowk Ty twin
I might redo vocals…
I’m not rly fucking w them rn
But I’ll wait a bit
Breathe in breathe out
And if your iced up
Pull your sleeves out
Push a big truck? Pull your keys out
Hoes go wild and pull your D’s out
I probably said those lyrics wrong
But that’s “breathe in breathe out” By Kanye West on The College Dropout
w
Only 40 buck
For 10/10 album
808s and heartbreak was there too
But it was 90 dolla
Mf
10/10 album but HELL NO
maybe bc it was the deluxe edition
@robust drum @deep topaz https://open.spotify.com/album/0vVekV45lOaVKs6RZQQNob?si=Hml6YQ-DTu2ZiNqVoPAy7A
10/10 album
Indie rock
7/7 so far
Alfredo 2 might be a 10
If it’s it’s consistent
The alchemist absolutely cooked on producing
And Freddie just flows like water
8/8
9/9
10/10
11/11
Holy fuck
No misses so far
12/12
JID lowk kinda cooking
Nah
Not kinda
He IS
this is so good
13
For 13
I’m on the last track
Bring it home Fred
14/14
This is so peak
Genuinely after the first listen
That was genuinely the best thing to hit my ears all year
I’m deadass
This is so good
9.7/10
I could go 10/10
But it’s to early to rly tell
9.8/10
The more I listen the more I love
Genuinely rap album of the year contender
I like it more than clipse
Clipse to me is 9.6-9.4/10

Thank Logan
I'm here for you man
What?
I’m being such a bitch broooo
I can dm you?
Sure
I’ve found someone who makes me feel loved
Makes me feel safe
Makes me laugh
Makes me smile
I love her smile
And I love her eyes
I love her hair
She’s gorgeous
I never stop thinking about her
I love her
Today was super hard
I just learned a bunch of disturbing stuff about my dad when he was my age
My candle is almost out
I love my gf so much :3
I love love love love love love love love love love love her
Somehow my autistic chopped ass bagged fine shyt
Someone wanted to talk so I was being friendly but she was a girl so I was being cautious n shit and then she asked what I looked like so I like sent a rly like dry picture and she called me pretty…
I just said thank you
And then stopped
Gf asleep
Baaaah
Blblblblblbl
Bored
Shes like
The only person I talk to in DMs
Shes so awesome
She asked abt pets…
And I showed her a picture of one of my cats and now she is putting it as her pfp…
I just said
“Oh okay..”
I just let her know…
I told her like first thing..
And then she sent me pictures of herself saying “I’m chopped Ngl”
So my dumbass was like “okay jm not gonna be rude” I’m my brain so I was like “no your pretty”
No.. I’m to nice for that
She also like
Wants to see what emi looks like…
And wants to be in a gc with me and emi
And I was like
“Okay.. I can ask her if you want.”
“You can ask her what she looks like..”
if my boyfriend was talking to a girl like that, she would be blocked
Yeah I probably should
I might let her know I have a girlfriend again
But idk how to say it
if you call her pretty she may take it as a sign you like her
I just told her that I’m taken and more than happy with emi
tbh this is so weird
who does that dawg
I don’t think she actually has tho
good
I think she read it and now is offline
my guess is that she had other intentions
i don’t personally know emi but she seems great
Lemme censor it rq
She is awesome
still pretty weird for her to call YOU pretty and almost put her pfp as YOUR cat
Agreed
Also asking if I wanna call
I did
I did
good
She apparently wants to be friends w emi
Some weird 13 year old 😭
New bully songs with real vocals
These are peak
These are so good
We are so back
My goat is NOT washed
sigh
(Hook)
I’m sorry, lil’ man, for the sins of your dad
I ain’t mean to give you pain that I never even had
I just want your life easy, never walk where I’m at
Want you safe, want you happy, never carry my past
⸻
(Verse 1)
Son, I’m talkin’ to the future, hopin’ you forgive me
For the nights I was reckless, for the weight you gon’ carry
I made mistakes that could break a family tree
Prayin’ you don’t pick up bad habits from me
I was chasin’ quick money, thought it’d make me a man
But it’s blood on these dollars, and dirt on these hands
I don’t want you watchin’ me and thinkin’ this shit fly
I want you thinkin’ why the hell my dad had to survive like that?
I want you book-smart, street-smart, soul clean,
Dream big, love deep, keep your hands free from the crime scene
Yeah, I done dirt, but that dirt stops with me
Break the chain, lil’ man, you the best part of me
Verse 2)
I don’t want you scared when a cop car pass
Don’t want you numb from the pain like your pops on glass
I don’t want no cold streets where you learn how to fight
Just want warm meals, warm hearts, and a peaceful night
You gon’ fall, you gon’ fail, but get back, stand tall
I’m gon’ teach you every lesson so you don’t have to crawl
On the ground like I did, with the world on my chest
If I could trade my scars for your smile, I’d give every breath
Be humble, be kind, keep your word as your bond
Treat a woman with respect, never play her for pawn
And when life get heavy, keep your faith, don’t break
Even if you hate me, son, love’s all it takes
⸻
(Hook – outro)
I’m sorry, lil’ man, for the sins of your dad
I ain’t mean to give you pain that I never even had
I just want your life easy, never walk where I’m at
Want you safe, want you happy, never carry my past
@cedar lintel is this good or should I re-write it
i like it sounds good 
ofc :3
Who knew love would do this to a man
Life feels empty without her
I have no drive or motivation
I fell asleep to yt last night
And woke up to some mf yapping bout “bitches love my autism swag”
Spoilers for the cyberpunk game
|| so I just did the suicide ending and thought it was genuinely a good ending for V and Johnny. Until I seen the end credits. They have messages from all of your friends that you made in night city and let me tell you it was depressing as fuck… only 3 people really cared you were gone the others just said they hope you are rotting and burning in hell…||
Funnily enough it’s kind of a secret ending
You have to go down a specific path of dialogue
Even though it’s implied that it’s when you are given a gun
🥹
Why does my gf gotta be a cutie patootie
It’s so
Ahusbeudbd
Amazing
:3
Says youu
I am hehe
I’m the one saying it
Only you can be a cutie patootie
Liess
Work…….
Hauenrufdjendj
It was genuinely hell
I was soaked head to toe
Tired
My hands were stiff and cold
My back hurt
My legs and feet hurt
My hands were also raw
From how much I was like…
Squeezing
Ew
Just
Ew
My opinion on all people in the chat have just declined significantly
I seen the same horses from a few months ago
Dm me if you want other pictures bc I’m not finna blur all of them
My opinion on most people in huddle has declined very much
Yeah my Opinion has declined on the same three people today three times today
People are incapable of seeing that I made a mistake and then dropping it
Imagine making someone feel so shitty about it
I no longer wanna talk to those three
I’m just prolly gonna be rly dry
Do you need to talk?
Yeah…
Thanks
DMs open
“I’d like to raise my children to grow to be soldiers, but that means a general would decide when their life would be over.”
Immortal technique-
First time I broke down in tears in three years
Was last week
I don’t remember the date
If have to look back at messages
But I cried so fucking hard into a pillow
I screamed and cried
Over the Loml
And my fam walked in twice
I had to hide my face
Kinda glad I did tho
Proved that I still have the ability
I feel like nobody reads this anymore
React to this if you read my journal still
With a hand emoji
Oop damn
Okay
Awesome sauce
Nice to see you two here
Thanks :3
Two?
Three now
Damn
That four people now here that I hate
Oh well
Their problem not mine
I feel like I’m a cool person to be friends with
Lord god
I know I havnt spoken to you in a while
But I must request something from you
I wish for you to grant my friend John strength
His boyfriend is currently going through rough times
Please bring him back to John safe
That is all I ask lord god
You are the most high
Please help him
Amen
Please lord bring his boyfriend home safe
Please lord
That’s all I ask of you
Give him strength
Give him hope
Will anyone Help me say this?
Even if you are not a believer
I ask you Help my friend
I’ll do it alone then
Join whenever you feel
God
You and me aren’t on good terms
I know that
I’m aware
But I beg of you in your power to bring his boyfriend back to John
I care about him
I want him to be safe and happy
You love all
I love all
You embody love
Give him the love
Amen
Lord god it’s me again
I ask you to take my hands while I ask this
Please give John and his boyfriend your love and good wishes
Bring them back together
That’s all god
Thank you
Amen
I asked John to make it for me :3
He’s just so talented
I feel like he can really put my vision into creation
Jamming to k west until she wakes up
I wanna listen to TCD
But also Donda
Man I love Donda
2 best Kanye album
1-Yeezus
2-Donda
3-ye
Heard someone call Donda a 3/10 😭
Never rate again lil bro 🥀
ye is a 10/10
Yeezus is a 10/10
And Donda is a 10/10
“Donda is to bloated”
But it literally only has one skip on the WHOLE album
Smhhhh
Some of Kanye’s BEST WORK
prove me fucking wrong
And vultures 1 is literally a 8.7-9/10
Bro
Tried talking music with a self proclaimed “rap fan”
And then when we proceed to go album for album
They get pissed off
And just tell me “oh typical Kanye fan”
(I completely left Kanye out of the debate 😭)
Lord god
You didn’t speak to me when I asked
But you did what I asked
You brought john his boyfriend back
Even if you are mad at me
You have shown me love today
And I thank you
Thank you for bringing them back together
Now please make sure they are going to be well and healthy together
Thank you again god
Amen.
LES GO
WHAT DID I MISS 🗣️🔥
This Drake song hard as fuck
Just found out that i gotta wake up at like 4 am on the day of my surgery
I gotta be at the hospital by 5:30
That will NOT be fun
What are you having surgery for?
Torn labrum
Pardon my ignorance, but what is a labrum?
So yk the ball in your shoulder
It holds that in place
Ohh
My shoulder gets touched the wrong way and itll dislocate
How did that happen?
I fell on it during a wrestling match
You do wrestling?
How was it?
This album is a solid 8 rn
Im thinking that production could be better
I do love the religious themes
I really like how they are tucked in everywhere
Oooh shit this one has nice production behind it
Community
Its got malice on this song
Eww
This song is kinda gross
The production is not good
Its got this weird backtrack
And the bars are pretty mid
Okay
The bars get better
Glory or VCR are my favorites rn
Vince staplessssssss
I think this is vince
I think so
Naaaah
Sk8
Ts goes so hard
Don toliver
Freature
Awesome
This song is good for late nights
I like it
This is my fav rn
Or VCR
TY DOLLA SIGN
MAN
man
This album
Is like 9/10
Yeezus is the story of an egotistical narcissist who lives a life of pleasure and thrill on a verge of a psychotic meltdown. And after the first three tracks he finally snaps, this is shown on the last bit of “new slaves”
Followed by a deep depressive state as he has fallen from his once high standpoint in “hold my liquor”
He then tries to enter a true relationship in “im in it”
Which leads to the relationship we hear and learn about in “blood on the leaves”
After that relationship falls apart out protaganist (named Yeezy) reflects on his life decisions and past relationships in another semi depressive episode in the track “guilt trip”
Following into the next track “send it up” yeezy tries to reclaim his life of passion, thrill, and lust. But he is unsatisfied with it
Ending the album off with the famous track “bound 2” where Yeezy finally finds spiritual peace and acceptance
Truly a 10/10 album
The story may be hard to see but it is clearly there
The story is also solidified in any Yeezus concert
Tehehe
Auitsm isn't fun 😭
My room is so tuff
@robust drum have you seen my tuff as room yet
tuff room
Wait
Genuine question here
If a trans lesbian (born male) is in a relationship with another lesbian (born female) and they want to have sexual intercourse. How does that happen. (Assuming that the trans one doesnt have surgery)
Thats not meant to be rude or offensive
Genuinely have no clue
What kind of question is this (I genuinely don't have the answer 😭)
What i thought uo while working
Valid
How ye gonna make a crashout song sound so good
<@&1017490570668691606> is that to much face
Yeahhhhh...
Alrrrr
Sorry tho.
All good
I WILL BE WORKING ON A SONG SO PLEASE DO NOT DM FOR A WHILE UNLESS ITS IMPORTANT
THANK YOU
Okay we done
Need vocals
But not tryna do them rn
Im pretty sure i have cooked up one of the best beats of all adolescent producers
I needa go pro frfr
Graaah i gotta sleep soon
1: Kanye West
2: Jay-Z
3: André 3000
4: Freddie Gibbs
5: future
Hms: DMX, Kendrick lamar, and Drake
those are the type of people that ignore the fact that men can also get SA'd
and do
Istg this is like, not tryna be weird but it's so artistic
Seriously
Amazing job
Super awesome
This gonna be kinda corny but idc
Kanye west, Ye. Is an innovator, an artist, a legitimate genius. He has gone through more shit than most people ever will. Not everyone will understand his true story. A very big role model to me, i want to be as talented as him one day, as rich and successful as him, i dont truly think anybody understands him other than his mother, but she isnt around anymore. I truly love and look up to you Ye, keep doing what you do best.
Blalalalalala

Ive been thinking
About the kendrick and drake beef
Who really won
I mean
In “not like us” most of the accusations were proven false
And drake has
I mean
Hm
Idk man
Kendricks numbers dropped after he stopped rapping about drake
And what really irks me
Is the fact
How Kendrick was so disgusted with drake being a bad father
Just to give multiple features to the single worst father in the industry
And the features were not good…
Im just
Hmmmmm
Me posting to my ig story and thinking fine shyt wont like it but then i realize that she dont gotta like it cus the hood gon love it:
Not based off a real story btw
If you get the reference you are elite
is it who i think it is
Believe it or not it wasnt emi
It was someone i was talking to
🫢
