#Ramen's Epic and Cool and Epic/Cool Journal

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native ginkgo
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Very low

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I gotta stop helping ppl, I can barely handle my own health

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Its because I keep pushing myself

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I don't have to do this

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I don't have to constantly help ppl

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They can find someone else

native ginkgo
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Peak just dropped

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I was gonna delete everything I put but too much work

native ginkgo
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So good

native ginkgo
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The best way to describe huddle is like

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A guy walks into a bar

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Goes there every night

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Sits down

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Onky thing he saus

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I'll have the usual

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Except in this case the usual is a shit ton of racism and shit

native ginkgo
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I started listening to Gorillaz and my mom asked why don't you listen to normal music 😭

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She primarily listens to damn country

remote copper
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All music is normal 😭

native ginkgo
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I think it's because it had mechanical sounds?

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It was the Plastic Beach album

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Its supposed to have the fake sound

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Its still one of their best albums

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I' gonna do soke evil shit rn

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Calming song that starts

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Thej its metal

native ginkgo
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Got someone addicted to Gorillaz

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Lets go

native ginkgo
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Theres a starrrrmannnnnnn waiting in the skyyyy

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So

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Yall can message here

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Yall aint gonna cause conflict with me

sweet plaza
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breasts

native ginkgo
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😭

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Too much conflict 💔

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The new journal rule pisses me off

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No replies at all?

sweet plaza
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not even if the OP's okay with it?

native ginkgo
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I think that would at least be okay yk?

sweet plaza
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oh shit I'm an illegal here then

native ginkgo
sweet plaza
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teehee

native ginkgo
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Anyway, ion wanna get in trouble so

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Sorry Losy 😔

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Okay

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This change is making me fucking violently shake

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The only good thing huddle has had since it got fukcin deleted

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And it just got ripped away

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Like

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What the fuck????

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They mute logan

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Logan is right to be pissed

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Logan and John talk to eachother a lot in journals

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Nice fucking going

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Mute me idc, i'll be convinced I took some crazy shit if Huddle makes a GOOD change

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Nah just these bs ones

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Like

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I'm not mad

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Just

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Tired of Huddle

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Anyway

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Theres a new Gorillaz album this year

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New Gorillaz March yesterday

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The rockit shirt looks so nice

native ginkgo
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Windmill windmill for the land

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Turn forever hand in hand

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Take it all in on your stride

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It is ticking falling down

native ginkgo
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I saw that dayyyyy

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Lost my mindddddd

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Lord i'm fineeeee

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Maybe in time

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Youll wanttttttt to be mine

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I cant believe ventung channels happened

livid wasp
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All time favorite song

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All time favorite album

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Demon Days is so good

native ginkgo
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Clint Eastwood is peak

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2:20, night

native ginkgo
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Got my sister to like clint eastwood

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And my mother

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And mt sister likes Feel Good Inc

native ginkgo
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How did I go from 15 hearts to 19?

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Hope you like me yapping abt Gorillaz and stuff

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Jjba emoji?

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Its the hat, gives those vibes

native ginkgo
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Why are you blue

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native ginkgo
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Hes the one, who likes all our pretty songs, and he likes to sing along. But he knows not what it means, knows not what it means 🗣🔥💯

native ginkgo
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I've been meaning to tell yall for a while, but I found out i' asexual

remote copper
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remote copper
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Lgbtq 😭

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Oh

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Mb 🙏

remote copper
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Lmfao
Lgbtqia+
You're the A :3

native ginkgo
remote copper
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LMFAOO

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We're collecting letters like infinity stones

native ginkgo
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Empire ants

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Good song

native ginkgo
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The fuck does stifle mean

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Oh

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Restrain

native ginkgo
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Oh uhhhhh

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Replies are allowed 👍

native ginkgo
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The Russell sprouts

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I'm so addicted with this for some reason 😭

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This song is so good

valid dew
native ginkgo
valid dew
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My journal is so disorganized

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10/10 Demon Days
10/10 The Now Now
9/10 Plastic Beach
9/10 Humanz
8/10 Song Machine
8/10 Gorillaz
7/10 Cracker Island

B-sides:

D-sides 10/10
G-Sides 9/10
The Fall 4/10

Remixes:

Demon Days Live 10/10
Laika Come Home 6/10

Favorite song from each:

Demon Days - Feel Good Inc
The Now Now - Tranz
Plastic Beach - On Melancholy Hill
Humanz - Strobelite
Song Machine - Pac-Man
Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
Cracker Island - Silent Running

B-sides:

D-sides - Hong Kong
G-sides - Ghost Train
The Fall - Revolving Doors

Remixes:

Demon Days Live - El Mañana
Laika Come Home - Lil Dub Chefin

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All the Gorillaz albums ranked

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Imo

native ginkgo
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Means a lot

valid dew
# native ginkgo Means a lot

Ofc man, i love, appreciate, and support everyone i have. Especially if they’re friends. And especially if theyre like mechu_hug

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always

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And same man, you're epic

valid dew
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Man, ain't I a fuck up?

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I love this song

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Windmill, windmill, for the land 🗣🔥💯

native ginkgo
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Ramen's Epic and Cool and Epic/Cool Journal

native ginkgo
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I think the new Gorillaz album is soon

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Or it could be smth tindo with the tour

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They've started posting cryptic videos on their socials again

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They released one for Humility today

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Okay, the reactions may be spam but come on

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Frogs are funny as fuck, and it wasn't me who started it soooooo

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Froggy

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Okay yea the frogs are pissing me off

native ginkgo
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Its over

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Made me realize why I dislike ppl

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Idk if I will take a break from Huddle or not

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I dont wanna put this jn my venting journal

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But I kinda wish ppl responded to my vents more, constantly feels like i'm talking to a wall. But it doesn't matter that much, just a vent.

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Like, it's fine. I've always been able to handle myself. But a reply would be nice

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I guess that's all I have to say

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i’m sorry ramen. i’ll respond to your journal posts more often. thank you for telling me.

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Wait a fucking minute, the Stylo video for plastic beach just has Bruce Willis. He has no in universe nam, 2D mouths "it's Bruce". It's literally just Bruce Willis 😭

native ginkgo
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Plastic Beach was supposed to be the end of Gorillaz

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But they couldn't make the final single

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THey ran out of budget

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It makes me annoyed how Plastic Beachs story wasn't finished

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There was supposed to be more

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the Rhinestone Eyes music video was a storyboard

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They ran out of budget, and it's kind of upsetting. There was no official ending

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Man, I wish I could help ppl better

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I can barely help with anything sensitive, I wish J could deal with it

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Plastic Beach was

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rly rly interesting

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There is so much history behind the album it's honestly rly rly cool

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It made the band split

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But like

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Holy shit its history is cool

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The story wasn't actually finished

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and there are so many scrapped songs from it

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Enoguh to make 2-3 Plastic Beach albums

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Like

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Holy shit I wanna see a bunch of albums like Plastic Beach

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apparently it wouldve been a trilogy

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There's a universe where Plastic beach did well, and we got all the albums

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and I would've loved to see the story

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Entire scrapped plotlines and character

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It was gonna be shown that Murdoc was immortal

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Kinda wish I could drink, shot of vodka or smth

native ginkgo
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A cha-charger 🗣🔥💯

native ginkgo
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Someone animated the Rhinestone Eyes video

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Thats the end of the plastic beach story

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After the pirates invade everyone has to retreat, Murdoc and Cyborg Noodle escape theough the submarine

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Murdoc ends up getting arrested

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Russell and Noodle have to swim away, Noodle gets lost on the way and ends up in Japan

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2D ends up on a coastline after being swallowed by a whale

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Plastic Beach as an album was originally not gonna be Gorillaz related

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The demos that were released for that album got re worked into Plastic Beach

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One of them was Rhinestone Eyes instrumental

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Unofficial

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But it has a lot of the tracks that got scrapped for plastic beach

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It has the 13 minute long version of Doyathang which is funny because they legit just crash out after 4 minuted

native ginkgo
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Gorillaz never recovered from the amount they lost from Plastic Beach

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They have to take sponsers a lot to stya afloat, especially since they are independently run now

native ginkgo
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Electric Shock is from Carousel

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Whcih was scrapped for Plastic Beach

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I found a wiki page for the scraped film in 03

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It was canceled because Dreamworks was too reluctant to release a dark film

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wOW

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So

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There has been several films and a TV show canceled

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One was supposed to release a completely different album than cracker island

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There was supposed to be a Song Machine Season 2 and a Netlfix Gorillaz movie

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but instead there was no movie or season 2 and we got Cracker Island

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I finished the album, that was rly good. I wish it wasn't scrapped. I'd rate it like an 8/10. These hidden tracks are demos of already existing songs. Like Stylo, On Melancholy Hill, Empire Ants, and Some Kind of Nature. Some songs are scrapped from Carousel, which i find interesting. Because this was an album by Damon and Jamie that had nothing to do with Gorillaz, it got scrapped. And there are several versions of Sea-Sides, but the newest is an hour and a half long. There were many other demos that weren't in Hidden Tracks. I believe one was Broken. It is itneresting to see all this content from Plastic Beach that was unfortunately scraped. Plastic Beach, well regarded today, underperformed when it released in 2010. No hits, and they ran out of budget. So we never got the ending. Here's how it went

After the Rhinestone Eyes music video Cyborg Noodle and actual Noodle were supposed to fight, it would be revealed that Murdoc was an immortal being who was around since the dawn of time. Plastic Beach was supposed to be revealed to be a huge drain, the plug would be pulled draining all the worlds water and ending Gorillaz. This never happened and the ending we got was the band being separated. Until Humanz in 2017 when they reformed.

The band did split until 2017, Doyathang was supposed to be both a final video and closure to Plastic Beach. Now it is not canon due to Humanz being released.

There is so much more I want to say about this, but I recommend watching the same video essay i did if you want to learn everything about Plastic Beach.

I rate Sea-Sides an 8/10, should've been released. I'd love to see it.

https://youtu.be/ozBnh3eAQUg?si=amhvxxLkPANTJDhH

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I'm so tireddddd

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Lost media is rly cool

native ginkgo
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How tf are there so many mosquitoes in my house

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The outro for El Mañana is just so damn good

native ginkgo
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Ace's return????

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Its probably just because if Rhe Now Nows anniversary

native ginkgo
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Should I start actually using this as a journal

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Or do I continue my stupid lil thoughts

native ginkgo
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The trumpets make my ears happt

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So many ppl have the Huddle tag

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Not me

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I like Gorillaz so I have numbers and a letter

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12D3 🗣🔥💯

native ginkgo
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Man, why is the guild tag 12D3

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Should've been M1A1

native ginkgo
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Doesn't Huddle just feel like the same shit, different ppl, different day?

tawdry current
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yesss

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every day something happens 😭

native ginkgo
sweet plaza
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It's all so lifeless, the same thing over and over and over. And some things I witness make me realize, I'm happy with being a little lonely. I don't wanna out up with shit lmao

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It's kinda pathetic atp, it was pathetic then and it was pathetic now

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I don't wanna put up with most of Huddle, I won't give names nor will I say who I want to talk to

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But for now, everyone pls leave me alone. No DMs would be appreciated

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Goodmorning, journal. Like an actual journal entry this time. Yesterday was an alright day, very slow. I bought a Batman book, slept in, talked with friends. Not much at all, it was an alright day at best.

native ginkgo
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Ppl in Huddle are so irritating

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I'm done being nice, I've already told off one person. Leave. Me. Be.

native ginkgo
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It's kinda funny watching Huddle lmao

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Its obvious ppl are fed up

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But its just as obvious that there will be no chance

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So give up, there is quite literally no point trying

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Just accept it yk?

native ginkgo
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I feel so happy today

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I'm a giddy fella

livid wasp
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Life is boring

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If I could just

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Spruce it up a bit

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I'm happy but

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I' tired and exhausted

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As soon as I can buy a bass, maybe that'll spruce it up?

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Idk

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Wish I had more redeeming qualities

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Good personality, nice voice

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I don't have good looks

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I don't wanna rly have amazing looks

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I like being unnoticed by every fake mf in my life

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All I am is sum petty person who likes music, comics, and games

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I'm okay with that

livid wasp
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Self love goes a long way friend

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Hello everybody, my name is Markiplier

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Mediaplayer

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Market pliers

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Car on fire

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1

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2

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3

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6

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2

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1

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7

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999999999

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Man idk

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More Huddle shit, how odd!

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It's almost like its

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oh uh hm

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fucking Huddle?

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That's the word I was looking for !!

native ginkgo
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Ugh, Huddle is pathetic

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stylo...

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native ginkgo
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Despite my social battery being dead I wanna talk to someone

native ginkgo
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Looking at the person I was not too long ago

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God damn I was a lonely little bitch

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Thats what a rejection or 4 does to ya ig

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Then I met my gf and it made me happy

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I have Kya to thank for that

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Damn, I want a hug 😔

livid wasp
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I'm taking a nap

livid wasp
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Alrighty my man

native ginkgo
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Awhhh, my 30$ gorillaz shirt is starting to peel

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I forgot to turn it inside out before I washed it

native ginkgo
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Ugh, should I leave Huddle?

native ginkgo
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If I had more friends outside of Huddle I'd leave

native ginkgo
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For any who have stumbled across my journal, I have left Huddle.

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It has affected my mentak health in a negative way

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One more Gorillaz song

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An entire album

livid wasp
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@livid wasp

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☹️

native ginkgo
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I'm back

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I'm just waiting tk be called attention seeking

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I'm not though

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I just dont have any friends outside of Huddle

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And it made me lonely

livid wasp
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livid wasp
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Wbu

livid wasp
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I cant send files anywhere but here 😔

native ginkgo
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One time my best friend threw a piece of road at my leg

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So that was a bit bloody all day

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He didn't mean it though

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Love this

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Love this so fucking much

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Its so nice

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Calming for me

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7 minutes of like

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Pure bliss

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I missed yall sm

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Yall are like my only friends

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I appreciate yall more than I could ever put into words

remote copper
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It means a lot

remote copper
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Glad I have you man

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To whoever reads this, which cover do you like the most :3

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And 3

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Plastic Beach is such a good album itself, thats an actual model on the cover

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I liked it a lot

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My favorite cover is ithr 2nd or the 3rd

livid wasp
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It's pretty too

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Plastic Beach is my background

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sick

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Yuh

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I'm sleepy

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faint gulch
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hi ramen!!

native ginkgo
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I FOUND THE OLD INTERACTIVE GORILLAZ SITE FROM 2005

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I feel like a pathetic fuck

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God damn, idk why abyone likes me. I'm not the good person ppl say I am

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Being in Huddle makes me kinda happy

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I dont take back everything I've said about it

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But I do have friends here

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And I like my friends

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God I love this album

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Tied for favorite album with Demon Days

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I feel like

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I owe y'all smth

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You put up with my bullshit all the time

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I have to owe y'all smth right?

remote copper
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Y'all are like, my only friends

remote copper
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remote copper
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We don't just put up with you
We love having you here man. You're our friend for a reason

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I wanna change my pfp, but I am matching

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Changing to one of these if I do

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native ginkgo
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Saw Superman, it was rly good

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I looked at my bookshelf

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Its all batman stuff 😭

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I have Year One, The Killing Joke, DCU Rebirth #1, Under The Redhood, A Death in The Family, Spawn Batman, and a random Robin comic

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Looking for more of the Rebirth comics and Year Two

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Considering buying the huge book that's Year One and Year Two

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Anyway, that's enough of me being a fucking nerd

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Sore throat is killing me

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GORILLAZ WONT RETURN UNTIL 2026??????

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Fuck 😭

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Another 4 year gap 😔

tawdry current
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4 year?

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2022 was the last album

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An unfinished mess 😔

remote copper
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I'm waiting for the Absolute Batman book to come out

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I've been purposefully avoiding it because a cpllection is releasing in August

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Closest one went bankrupt 😔

remote copper
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Good they're like 10 bucks a comic💔💔

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Ppl might find this funny, but I'm probably the only one here who fully understands the joke

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It feels wrong talking in Huddle

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It feels wrong talking anywhete

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I feel so distant from everything

tawdry current
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do you wanna talk about it?

native ginkgo
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Oh hey, I'm legend huddler

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Vehicular manslaughter

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Har har

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He doesn't fully understand the meme

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I was gonna sleep

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But damn, some Gorillaz music got me feeling crazy

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Just hits so damn different

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Albarns a fucking genius

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Idc how long this next album takes, I don't want abother mid ass album like Cracker Island

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One of my favorites from Plastic Beach

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Nothing beats On Melancholy Hill though

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Peak love song somehow

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How tf do you make a love song peak

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I'll never stop yapping about this band

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Me being a fan of this band prolly pisses ppl off

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Sorry if it does

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It was past 20 days

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The lego plastic beach model

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Got 2k votes

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Its at 8.2k out of 10k

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Arkham Asylum is a good game

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But it makes me want to say slurs

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I completed the arkham games in such a weird prder

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Knight, Origins, Asylum, and now I' on City

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8.34k

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8.6

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If it got several hundred

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It needs 10k

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Might reach the deadline

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This part gave me goosebumps 😭

native ginkgo
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Ppl rly prefer AI art?

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Let me show you an example of my favorite artist

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Jamie Hewletts work is amazing

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Syre it's imperfect

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But its unique

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The imperfections are what gives Jamie his style

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Of course human art isn't perfect

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Let me propose something else

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Does that fucking matter?

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Why do you think ppl buy art books made by ppl

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And not pay attention to ai

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Because AI is ass

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Human art is REAL

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I want a hug man 😔

remote copper
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It reached 9k

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9.3k

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Can still barely swallow

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Cut on the roof of my mouth

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Ouch

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I got an email about the Gorillaz subreddit, I onky use it for that and I barely do. But someone promoted it, its at 9.8k

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89 left

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66 left

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46

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26

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IT GOT THE 10K

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The Gorillaz fan server acknowledged it

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I woke up in tears today

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I feel like shit

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I can't do anything right man

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Today I woke up

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Thats kinda it 👍

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Charger broke

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Major and minor things making this a bad month

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This is a minor thing

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ANOTHER ANOTHER ANOTHER ANOTHER

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FEEL GOOD 🗣🔥💯💯💯💯💯

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It was uploaded 3 days ago

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Already 3k

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Peak......

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Some songs hit different with surround sound

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Gorillaz top 10 on Spotify are rly good picks

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Prolly gonna buy

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Out of all of the shirts in the new capsule thats my favorite

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I'm so dizzy

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This version genuinely gives me goosebumps

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Cyberpunk Edgerunners was peak

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My legs feel rly weak idk why

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I'm in pain, god I just wanna lay down

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Social battery's completely dead, just waiting for the day to be ober

remote copper
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Sick of this automated life, I'm not living. I'm just kind of going

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I ain't happy

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I'm just kinda going

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I remember watching Friday the 13th at my friends cabin last winter

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It was mid, it was remake

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We immediately watched Iron Man after it 😭

native ginkgo
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Another day

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What makes it different from any other

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It kinda feels like the concept of love has changed

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All the shit with clover not too long ago

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Youth these days are only looking for one night stands

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Most of the time

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And its almost like we made up the term situationship just for this

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A lot of relationships dont go linger than a few months

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Lack of care, only sex, its sad.

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Those are my thoughts at least

remote copper
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Like

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In Huddle alone, I've seen one night stands being brought up more than I'd like to

remote copper
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It's to the point where asexual people have a really hard time finding a relationship with anyone who isn't also asexual

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Yeah, its sad

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I feel the internet has smth to do with it

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Like

remote copper
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Someone like me and my boyfriend are both. Very sexual and romantic. But we can also live without the sexual part. I can live without it. People these days only want sex or benefits from a relationship. Not closeness and companionship

native ginkgo
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I'm asexual, and the fact that I have someone who is also asexual

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Who cares about me for being myself and not my body

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Idk it feels rare

remote copper
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It's extremely rare

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I enjoy sexual things so it's obviously a part of what I want in a relationship. But I can live without it. I'd happily dating an asexual guy without question. Its sad that most people now dont feel the same

native ginkgo
#

It feels like being asexual is a turn off now

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Just makes ppl avoid them entirely in a way

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And looking around my and my surroundings all I see are ppl woth boyfriends of the week and ppl who hate eachother

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What love is has changed, and its not a real thing anymore

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It feels like its just gone

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I can't blame ppl for being lonely in this world, we are very much in a dystopia

remote copper
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It's really upsetting. And you prolly don't know this but it's even worse while dating as a gay guy. Gay men have a really strong hook-up culture so it's hard to find a meaningful relationship in the first place. Let alone if you're someone like John who's gay and asexual. I feel horrible for John because of that

native ginkgo
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Like, Ik a lot of gay ppl. They tell me about their relationships sometimes

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And its mostly sexual

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Being asexual and gay, it just seems hard to find a relationshio that way

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Its sad

remote copper
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It's nearly impossible
Gay men have a strong hook-up culture because sexual stuff can be fun. But that's all it is. Fun. It doesn't need to happen or be a main part of a relationship

native ginkgo
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When I look at my relationship, I appreciate her for who she is. Idc about sex, never have. I care about feelings.

remote copper
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Exactly

native ginkgo
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I dont think sex has to be part of a relationship

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Ppl may orefer it

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But its just that, a preference

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I feel like it diesnt have to be required for ppl to love one another

remote copper
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100%

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It's not required

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Love is caring for the other person throughout dark time and regardless of the pain and struggles in life. Being there for that person and loving them for who they are.

native ginkgo
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I've been dating for almost 4 months, and me and her both as asexual are going strong

native ginkgo
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I don't care about a persons flaws, I love my girlfriend for being who she is

remote copper
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Exactly

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I wouldn't give my boyfriend up for anything in this world.

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Almost three years in and that hasn't changed from the start

native ginkgo
#

Like think about it

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If you had to remove sexual things from your relationship

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Would you leave him?

remote copper
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I wouldn't

native ginkgo
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And thats something ppl seem to not agree on

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I dont think it should just be sex

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Like, if you are in a relationship. Prove you love them

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Prove you're not just using them yk

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Prove you actually love and care for who they are as a person, their emotions. Mot their body

remote copper
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Like don't get me wrong. I can see how people would see sex as important. It's always been shown as important and very close and intimate. But at the same time I've never needed sex for a relationship. It actually causes a lot of stress because if you have to people in a relationship and one starts doing less and less intimate things with you. Then it's normally a sign they're losing feelings

native ginkgo
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I get that

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But sex shouldn't be just for fun

remote copper
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And that causes a lot of stress. It has causes that level of stress in my relationship because there's just time we're me or him don't wanna do anything. And we both overthink like crazy and think we're losing feelings when we're clearly not.

native ginkgo
#

If you have sex, it should be for care and love

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Not just some one and done

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And I feel thats something ppl seem to not notice anymkre

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Its all just some cheao thrill for them

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Those ppl with boyfriends of the week, I feel bad for them. I don't hate them

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I just want them to see what its truly like to care for someone

remote copper
# native ginkgo If you have sex, it should be for care and love

That's how I believe for the most part. It's hard for me to tell because when I wasn't in a relationship for a few months I was doing a lot of hookup related things. Just for fun.
Like when I'm in a relationship I feel it's important and intimate. But when I'm not I feel more for fun. It's hard to explain

native ginkgo
#

Ppl do it for fun now

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Its just sad

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Nothing against you btw, no offense if any taken

remote copper
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None taken. Like I can explain it a little. Sex for some people is very much not important to a relationship at all so they just to it as a "feel good activity"

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I'm one of them when I'm not in a relationship

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The millisecond I go into a relationship I'm committed and see it as exclusively close and personal

native ginkgo
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Thats how it should be

remote copper
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Tbf as well. The way I think of this may come from the time I used it as a coping mechanism

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I'm not really sure
I do agree 100% with it should be close and personal in a relationship and it shouldn't be a requirement in a relationship/be a make or break for people

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Love is love. Love isn't sex

native ginkgo
#

Sex is something that comes with love in most cases

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It feels like we're living in a dystopia

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And maybe thats oart of why ppl seek sex so much

remote copper
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Yea. I wasn't thinking you hated sex. I definitely agree with you

native ginkgo
#

I want things to change

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I want a better future

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But I know it won't happen

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Teens, adults, even children. All stressed

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It feels like all have gone numb in a way

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And we just use sex to make us feel better about ourselves

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A way to forget about the world we live in

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It may sound corny as fuck

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But think about it

remote copper
#

I definitely see it

native ginkgo
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I dont hate the ppl who do it just for sex

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I dont hate the ppl with boyfriends of the week

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But for me, I want to see a positive change

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It feels like everyone is stressed, sad, angry at everything. And it's hard not to be

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For once, I want some kind of real happiness for everyone

remote copper
#

Same.

native ginkgo
#

Idk man, with everything in the world. A distraction isn't unvalid

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These ppl aren't exactly in the wrong

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They're just trying to adapt to this world thats constantly changing, the world that's full of anger and despair. And you can't rly blame them ngl

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But it has led to love changing

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And maybe one day it will get better

remote copper
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Hopefully

native ginkgo
#

Thank you for having this conversation with me, I feel its a rly important thing and should be recognized

remote copper
native ginkgo
#

Okay, can any kf yall ppl who know music explain to me why piano hits different in rly somber songs

native ginkgo
#

Melancholy Hill being on Plastic Beach is a nice cha ge of pace from.the isolated tone the album has

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Melancholy Hill feels upbeat, and is a love song. While the rest of Plastic Beach is isolated and in a way sad

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All of Gorillaz music makes me feel calm

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Favorite artist, its comforting

native ginkgo
#

There was gonna be a Gorillaz and Telltale games crossover, and it got scrapped 😭

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I would've loved to play that

native ginkgo
#

Dkes it still count as being abke to play an jnstrument if I haven't made my own musix

native ginkgo
#

Why do mfs jhst vent ti me amout of no where

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I allow some ppl to vent to me, if you bent to me when I say you can then idm

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But if yoy message me out of no where

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And start spouting shit

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Not even a how are you or anything

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Just a hi

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Then they start venting

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I will help ppl

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If I say you can DM me

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But I still help anyway, feel like a dick if I dont

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Aint no one ever check on me man 😔

tawdry current
native ginkgo
#

Cherries are so fucking good

native ginkgo
#

One of those days where you just wanna block everything kjt

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Musics nice

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Rn rock is nice

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Blast it loud enough to ignore my surroundings

native ginkgo
#

Hello journal

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I made an actual friend :)

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Always so lonely

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No one checked up on me

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And now I have an actual friend

tawdry current
native ginkgo
tawdry current
#

im happy you made a friend tho :)

native ginkgo
#

Thx

native ginkgo
#

The Gorillaz CDs came ij

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Own Demon Days physically now

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And their Self Titled

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And Plastic Beach

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And The Fall

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D-sides arrived sometime in August or early September

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Not at my mothers rn, mom said she sendmt my brother up to grab them

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Such a pointless song

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But it goes hard

native ginkgo
#

I MADE ANOTHER FRIEND :DDDD

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And they have the same interests as me

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Both of them

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Yayyyyy

native ginkgo
#

Oh I wanna learn this song on drums

#

Don't ve bad for me (ape), I'm a cartoon G (ape). And my intent is to breathe (ape). In a new world, dont be sad for me 🗣🔥💯

native ginkgo
#

My CDs came in

native ginkgo
#

Omg today was amazing

#

I got my CDs, I made ANOTHER friend, and my gf talked with me :D

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I'm sosososo happyyyyyyyy

#

These friends message me out of the blue

#

I'm finally not messaging firstttt

native ginkgo
#

Considering I'm about to break, I'm taking a break kf everyone

native ginkgo
#

The Fall isn't as bad as I thought

native ginkgo
#

Theyre a bit different than the spotify albums

native ginkgo
#

Laying down, singing to Gorillaz self titled album

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It rly does give 2000s vibes

native ginkgo
#

Everyday is the same

#

Wake up, eat, work, rest

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And thej it just repeats over and over

native ginkgo
#

Alcohol alcohol alcohol white light 🗣🗣🗣

native ginkgo
#

So many slow songs in the self titled album

native ginkgo
#

I cooked a big breakfast

#

I haven't eaten much this week

#

This week I had
Sunday: pizza slice
Monday: a wrap, turkey club sandwich,
Wednesday: fruit
Thursday: quarter of a chicken club sandwich and some fruit
Friday: bug breakfast

livid wasp
native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

The baff

native ginkgo
#

The Fall's not on here, but I have 44 plays on it

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Image is sending

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So for all albums
Gorillaz - 248 plays
Demon Days - 723 plays
Plastic Beach - 391 plays
The Fall - 44 plays
Humanz - 154 plays
The Now Now - 439 plays
Song Machine - 234 plays
Cracker island - 227 plays
G-sides - 93 plays
D-sides 83 plays

native ginkgo
#

To Binge and Empire Ants, great songs

native ginkgo
remote copper
native ginkgo
remote copper
#

Playing marvel rivals made it so fucking funny 😭

native ginkgo
remote copper
#

LMFAO

native ginkgo
#

Its so fucking funny 😭

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

Think I just got a rly good bass

#

200$

#

Bass with an amp, very very minor damage. No amp handle and the tiniest dent on the bass

#

No tax

#

They go for 600$ new

#

200$ used with an amp

native ginkgo
#

Television is airing Batman: The Dark Knight returns rn

#

Watching it

#

Just part 1, part 2 js tomorrow night

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Also going to watch it

native ginkgo
#

I haven't been on all day, I haven't done anything all day, I barely ate anything

#

I just feel like shit man

#

I'm gonna go again

native ginkgo
#

Just ate some cherries, cherries are good

native ginkgo
#

Bleh

#

I'm gonna eat smth

native ginkgo
#

I said the name of Tranz by Gorillaz and someone asked me jf they ruined Gorillaz by making it woke

#

Modern day is crazy

remote copper
native ginkgo
#

I'm pretty sure Murdoc is bi

#

And I think Noodle is asexual

#

But the fact someone said that is crazy

remote copper
#

ruined

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

Gayrillaz 🔥

native ginkgo
#

Watching the Devil May Cry anime

#

Never played the game 💔

native ginkgo
#

God damn, I rewatched Cyberpunk

#

It made me emotional asf, such a good anime

native ginkgo
#

CDs sound better thab digital music

native ginkgo
#

Sometimes all I wanna do is blast music

native ginkgo
#

Huddle

#

Full of pieces of shit

#

Not anyone I've talked to or are on good terms with

#

Idk if anyone reads my lil rants

#

React to this message if you do

#

Kinda curious

native ginkgo
#

I like Gorillaz and stuff

#

Rock and stuff

#

But this

#

The feels 😭

#

I never got how you could be emotional over a song, then I watched Cyberpunk. And this song came on

native ginkgo
#

Slow day

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

Huddle is irritating

#

Same shit every day

native ginkgo
#

Wish more ppl talked to me

#

But at the same time can't rly trust ppl

native ginkgo
#

Why did I have to wake up smh, not that I'm upset. I'm just so so tired

native ginkgo
#

Idk why I don't make actual journal entries

#

Everything's boring, not a single soul to talk to

tawdry current
#

you can always talk to me hugs

native ginkgo
#

Thx

native ginkgo
#

I love my dumb fuckers

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All 6 of them

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And the 2 puppies

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And the pups my dog is about to have

#

Which we're keeping one

#

So there will be 7 damn dogs

livid wasp
#

Lots of dog

native ginkgo
#

I made another friend

#

Another community I enjoy is nice

#

Gorillaz community is kind

native ginkgo
#

I dont want this isolation
see the state I'm in now 🔥

native ginkgo
#

Stress woke me up

native ginkgo
#

I fell asleep aroujd 4:30

#

I had a horrible dream

native ginkgo
#

A background of night city

#

It looks so fucking cool

native ginkgo
#

I got my mkther who hates Gorillaz to like a Gorillaz song

#

She likes On Melancholy Hill

native ginkgo
#

I was gonna take back the Xbox

#

But I realized I have moneg to buy the bass guitar

#

So

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Fuck it

#

I can have both

native ginkgo
#

Nvm, returning it

#

Found one

#

Cheaper

#

About 250$

#

I'll have money for that an d a bass

#

And I'll be happi

native ginkgo
#

Sorry I haven't been around much

#

I went in a Discord chat and saw 4 Alexs

#

They made a cult

native ginkgo
#

Huddles not the same

native ginkgo
#

Deluxe as well

#

Now I'm mossing G-Sides, The Now Now, and Humanz

#

Potentially buying Humanz today as well

#

8$ new

#

So far I own Gorillaz, Demon Days, Plastic Beach, and The Fall

#

D-sides and Song Machine are going to be delivered this month

#

May buy Humanz

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

I dont like talking here

#

Ppl change

#

And now everyone in Huddle just seems oddlt rude

#

Or maybe I changed

#

Either way, I don't like talking here anymore

native ginkgo
#

I rly dont wanna talk tk abyone in general ngl

#

Like

#

3 ppl online

#

And my irl friends

#

Been like that for a while

#

Well

#

Add like 4 ppl to the online ppl

native ginkgo
#

Theres been so much happening

#

I can't keep myself together

#

I can't tell anyone, like I physically can't.

#

I'm barely sleeping, I'm barely eating, I'm barely drinking

#

I'm just one guy, I feel bad for everyone else

#

Avoiding everyone, close to no one understands whats happening

#

Idk why im saying this

#

I just want a fucking break.

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But thats jjst impossible

#

Fukcing impossible

#

I cant fucking keep up with it all

#

Pulling all nighters, crying to myself, avoiding everyone.

#

Not a fucking soul understands

#

A few

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Thats all

#

Theres no point writing this

#

I look like shit

#

I feel like shit

#

I feel sick

#

I feel like all I'm doing isnwasting my breath

#

So much I want to sah

#

I dont want fucking pity.

#

I just want it to be fucking over

#

But it wknt be

#

It wont be because it never is

#

Im done talking

#

Theres no point in it

#

Lucky to get 4 hours of sleep

#

If you even read any of this just

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Fucking thank you

#

3rd all nighter in a row

#

3rd night crying

#

I need sleep

#

Violently shaking ankther fucking break down

#

Gah

#

Why the fuck do I keeo talking instead of sleeping

remote copper
#

Sleep ramen. We're here to listen everyday. But RN you need to sleep.

native ginkgo
remote copper
#

We'll be here for you always Ramen
Goodnight man

native ginkgo
#

Morning

#

I dont wanna be here nvm

livid wasp
#

Hey there Ramen, just came to say hi. I know we don't talk a lot but I see you around here so I just came to say that I'm here for you. I hope everything goes better and, you matter man. Take care of yourself 81256nekoheart

native ginkgo
#

Playing the same riff over and over

#

Music makes me feel happy and calm

#

My fingers are starting to peel

native ginkgo
#

I dont know what I feel

#

I feel distant

native ginkgo
#

My finger hurts

#

I played the bass a lot

#

And the finger I plucked the strings with hurts

native ginkgo
#

Feels like everyones a prick

#

All they want js thjs kr that

#

Fuckin

#

Idk arthur morgan

#

Red Dead memes are so funny to me

livid wasp
#

Like 1-1

native ginkgo
#

So sick of worrying and stressing, I'm tired of people. I judt want stuff to stop happening.

native ginkgo
#

I bought Song Machine deluxe

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All the songs I don't like much are on disc 2

#

Except for Opium

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Theyre alright songs, just like the others more

native ginkgo
#

It came with an art book and 2 discs

#

Becahse its the deluxe version

native ginkgo
#

Disc One

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Disc Two is opium

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

New ppl in Huddle pmo

#

Theyre always either racist, sexjst, homophobic, scammers, or just give off bad vibes

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

Theres a guy in Huddle

#

Real prick

native ginkgo
#

House of Kong is tomorrow

#

I hope someone gets some pictures of it

#

Especially of the Plastic Beach model if its there

#

Or the puppets

#

And I hope someone records the live performances

#

The secret one wpuld he so cool to see

#

Ppl think jts just gonna be their 5th album

#

But I doubt that

#

I think it might be their new album, or a collection of all their albums

#

Also heard theyre bringing back the holograms, which would be soso cool

#

New models to I believe

native ginkgo
#

I bought Song Machine on CD, after relistening it's a rly good album

#

Gorillaz is definitely more young teen oriented now, I don't rly like it. But I don't mind it. I just liked how the older albums were, everything up to Plastic Beach was more edgy and it was just better imo

#

Self titled had eerie vibes, the phase was called zombie hip hop

#

Phase 2 was dark, focused on rly dark themes like depression, war, and loss

#

Phase 3 had a lot of lore, Murdoc abused 2D a lot during this time

#

But then they left and came back

#

Phase 4 didn't have much of anything, Phase 5 wasn't deep, beither was Phase 6, and Phase 7 was very light hearted except for the Forever Cult

#

The only storyline theybhad in a rly long time

native ginkgo
#

House of Kong statue

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native ginkgo
#

HOLY SHIT

#

HOLY SHIT

#

PLASTIC BEACH MODEL

native ginkgo
#

Its so cool

native ginkgo
coral halo
#

definitely finish jjba its peak

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
livid wasp
livid wasp
native ginkgo
native ginkgo
livid wasp
livid wasp
native ginkgo
#

They were before 2005 tho

livid wasp
#

Oh yeah

#

1998 right?

native ginkgo
#

I think it was a little after

#

Sometime arkund 2000

#

I'd say 98-01

native ginkgo
#

I fpund a Cyberpunk Discord

#

I haven't played the game

#

I joined for the tag

#

I didn't like the tag

native ginkgo
#

A wall of every Gorillaz collaborator

#

There are also future ones

#

Sparks and Johnny Marr

native ginkgo
#

Plastic Beach

native ginkgo
#

Damon got interviewed

#

He said the 4th mystery concert will have something new in a sense

native ginkgo
#

I feel sick asf

native ginkgo
native ginkgo
#

I can barely keep myself awake