bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:16 AM

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😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:17 AM

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YO

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😭😭

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I LOOKED BACK A COUPLE YEARS

#

AND

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😭

#

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:17 AM

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WHAT THE FUCK

#

😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:18 AM

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IM WHEEZING

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:18 AM

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BRO WAS SPITING BARS😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:18 AM

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SOMEONE TOLD ME TO DO THIS OKAY😭😭😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:19 AM

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😭😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:20 AM

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ALSO DONT LAUGH AT WHATEVER THIS IS😭😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:20 AM

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AGAIN
MIGHT I ASK
HOW DRUNK

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:20 AM

#

#

😭😭

#

😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:20 AM

#

DA BOMB DIGGITY

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😭😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:21 AM

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SHHUT UP😭

#

😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:21 AM

#

😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:21 AM

#

😭😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:22 AM

#

😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:22 AM

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DONT EVEN

#

😭😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:23 AM

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WDYM DONT EVEN
IDEK WHWRE TO START

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:23 AM

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NO LAUGHING

#

ITS ILLEGAL NOW

#

I HAVE ONE MORE

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:24 AM

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solemn trout ITS ILLEGAL NOW

WELL THEN GIVE ME A DEATH SENTENCE

#

😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:24 AM

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I. DONT. KNOW.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#

THE FUCKIN ORESIDENTS

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:25 AM

#

HOW
DRUNK
WERE
YOU

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😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:25 AM

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I DONT REMEMBER

#

I WAS DRUNK

#

😭😭😭😭😭

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:25 AM

#

THE NO REMEMBER DRUNK

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THE BEST KIND

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:25 AM

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BUT OOH BABY I WAS ON A ROLL
I WAD ALL TINGLY AND STUF

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I HAD ORANGES IN MY MIND

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:26 AM

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BRO WAS FRIED 😭😭😭😭😭

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BRO WAS FRIED 😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:26 AM

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I FELT CITRUSY

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:26 AM

#

THIS WAS WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE ALSO TESTY

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:27 AM

#

solemn trout 😭😭

“Im in my bed im all tucked up, you eat peanuts youre all fucked up”

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🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:27 AM

#

bright sun THIS WAS WHEN YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE ALSO TESTY

WHAT

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:27 AM

#

ACTUAL BARS

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:28 AM

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solemn trout WHAT

YOU WERE CITRICY
SO YOU WERE ALSO ZESTY
GAY
BOOM
DAMN IM NOT SOBAR

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SOVER

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SIBER

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SOBER

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 12:28 AM

#

boo

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:28 AM

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DANCE

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:29 AM

#

solemn trout <a:DANCE:986729526627278898>

😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:29 AM

#

I HAVE A PAN FOR SOME REASON

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:29 AM

#

warm wren boo

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:29 AM

#

FUCNIN FRYING PAN

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:29 AM

#

warm wren boo

Hello dear
Enjoy your gambling

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:30 AM

#

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 12:30 AM

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im losing :(

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https://tenor.com/view/gamblecore-stickman-casino-gamble-gif-7118676210396292522

Tenor

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:30 AM

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😭😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:31 AM

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LOSING IS NEVER POSSIBLE!!

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:31 AM

#

ITS NOT A ADDICTION
IRS A COMMITMENT

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:31 AM

#

bright sun ACTUAL BARS

GET BODEN ON THAT SHIT ASAP

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:31 AM

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solemn trout GET BODEN ON THAT SHIT ASAP

😭😭😭😭😭😭

#

Fuj i gotta xharge m ohoen its on lifesupport

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:32 AM

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GO CHARG

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:32 AM

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I go chag

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:33 AM

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go chad

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 12:33 AM

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😭

#

🏳️‍🌈

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:33 AM

#

Lochad chad

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go charge!! I have to make dinner anyways

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i await… madness

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 12:38 AM

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pick a number from 100 to 200

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:38 AM

#

184

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 12:38 AM

#

140

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 12:39 AM

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122

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:10 AM

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Angry_Boykisser

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:10 AM

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i think thats gay

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:11 AM

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Woag..

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warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:12 AM

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gay furry

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:13 AM

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will take over and replace mankind

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:13 AM

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good

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:14 AM

#

2029 gay furry uprising.. we will build our own world

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like those niche utopian images on google..

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:16 AM

#

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:17 AM

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ada wong NODGE

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I liked Re4

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love to just mess around

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But that look.. when theres an oddly placed stack of money

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:20 AM

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btw i think logan is gay

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:21 AM

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no way..

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:21 AM

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ikr

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:22 AM

#

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:27 AM

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solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:30 AM

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luckily i live by a swamp.
I could make this type of video, alot more interesting bleh

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:31 AM

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how?

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:32 AM

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My possessions and my knowledge in crafting

A whole.. whole lot of editing and bullshittery will do

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for example

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This mf that hangs on my door

warm wren Jul 15, 2025, 1:33 AM

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damn

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 1:34 AM

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https://tenor.com/view/gay-seeking-rabbit-meme-caption-gif-24264024

Tenor

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Im gonna go drwaw

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DANCE

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https://open.spotify.com/track/6KvG2v91PIC1g7U5jhDRmo?si=OsLAOOFWR4G7Xl-0dTNMpg
ooogggghhhhhhhhhh

Spotify

POISON

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amazing shit

#

vro red leather is so fucking good

#

Gonna draw my stupid rockerboy fursona

#

He needs more art

#

Ngl i should draw him a partner

#

At least he should have one if i cant

#

Guhhhh brainstorming

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https://open.spotify.com/track/5YcLR3PkHYuF0xq2OxLOJH?si=bfpZvcTEQxS4k71oOmrrZg
trying my fucking hardest not to cry rn

Spotify

BURY ME IN VEGAS

#

but i cant stop listening to this

#

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 2:37 AM

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Ugh

#

yeah

#

This music is nice

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:22 AM

#

bigbored

#

guyuhhhhhhh

#

wtf do i doo

#

vvvvvvvvVvvvbv

#

so bored

#

I wanna drink again

#

I know i shouldn’t but i have nothing else to dio

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:27 AM

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solemn trout I wanna drink again

No
Bad Johnny

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:29 AM

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bright sun No Bad Johnny

finee bleh

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:29 AM

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solemn trout I know i shouldn’t but i have nothing else to dio

Yes
You shouldn't

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:29 AM

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solemn trout finee<:bleh:1092047937493798913>

Thankies

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:30 AM

#

Im trying to draw my sona again but im getting so unmotivated,buggffhjjjj

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:30 AM

#

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:31 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

#

guhh fsr i feel like making a new sona

#

He just feels so boring and useless

#

but I can’t get rid of him now, hes my icon

#

But my art of him is going pretty well

#

i mightve made him a little.. fine

But whatever

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:35 AM

#

Hes hot👀

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:35 AM

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he IS hot

#

boykisser_dance

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 3:36 AM

#

YAS

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:49 AM

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Gooohhhh dude

#

i cant

#

im literally melting

#

Why did i have to make my sona so fucking sexy

#

this is illegal

#

im a criminal

#

i should be jailed for how hot i made him

#

this will be my third half body drawing of him

#

Im literally squirming i love him so much

#

ig

#

Hes not boring

#

Hes just overwhelmingly good

#

Fr im not a freak but i want that man

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:09 AM

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solemn trout Fr im not a freak but i want that man

I am a freak neko_cash

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:28 AM

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bright sun I am a freak <:neko_cash:1156225672260362312>

im ONLY not ace for my sona bkmew

#

hes friggin awesome

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:28 AM

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That emoji is just yes

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:30 AM

#

bright sun That emoji is just yes

bkdance

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:31 AM

#

My mind needs bleach half the time

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:32 AM

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I had a brainfart there for a moment

#

now i understand what you mean

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:32 AM

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😭

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:33 AM

#

boykisser_sit lowki me no one on my level

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:33 AM

#

Your new sona is just

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:33 AM

#

hes my first:3

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:34 AM

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Jesus

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 4:34 AM

#

had him for a couple years

#

And ALOT of design changes

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 4:34 AM

#

Well he's
Ahem

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 3:23 PM

#

GREAT WAY TO START OFF MY MORNING
Someone just told me they goonsd to my sona😭😭😭😭😭😭

#

Now I feel like a pile of shit

#

Im just gonna rot in bed and do nothing all day

#

I feel so guilty

#

And bad

#

What the fuck man..

#

God what is wrong with me

#

boykisser_sad ughhbvv

#

This is a new kind of violation im feeling

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 5:20 PM

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solemn trout GREAT WAY TO START OFF MY MORNING Someone just told me they goonsd to my sona😭...

Ew wtf chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 5:27 PM

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bright sun Ew wtf <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

im just confused and well, now unmotivated to complete what I was drawing last night

#

yeshoney bvvvvghhbvvv

bright sun Jul 15, 2025, 5:30 PM

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 5:34 PM

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 7:18 PM

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https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/920709476724649984/1187275765885173770/homossexual_thoughts.gif

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 7:56 PM

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sigh

#

Back here

#

In my journal

#

Because im being ignored in all my servers

#

im so uninteresting

#

Plain and average

#

Its raining

#

Watching a show cause my body’s heating up really bad

#

and i know when my body starts getting warm that usually means im going to hallucinate

#

im noting these kinds of things

#

i have the AC like right in my face

#

NO DRINKING

#

-# reminder

#

if i drink i have to send my entire nsfw art portfolio to every one of my friends

#

NO DRINKS

#

goddddddd

solemn trout Jul 15, 2025, 8:37 PM

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Wearing almost nothing but my hoodie

#

it goes down like to my mid thigh

#

barely

solemn trout Jul 16, 2025, 4:33 AM

#

boykisser_spagetti

solemn trout Jul 16, 2025, 5:42 AM

#

Ugh

solemn trout Jul 16, 2025, 4:31 PM

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boykisser_sad2 bored

solemn trout Jul 16, 2025, 10:47 PM

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Well thats cool

#

my monitor ran out of life

bright sun Jul 16, 2025, 10:48 PM

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solemn trout my monitor ran out of life

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 16, 2025, 10:49 PM

#

bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

chu_hug chu_hug

#

guhhhhhg just frustrating is all
That thing costed like 400

#

For now am using my dpare

#

spare

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 1:20 AM

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chilling

#

Buh

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 1:58 AM

#

htifiifufufifufufbdbsvsvshsahsvsvsahjahavava

#

bvvvvvvvvvvvvbvbcvvv

#

Literally nothing to do in my life

#

so bored

#

and lonely gvvvggvvvvvvvvvvvvbvvvvvvvvvvvvv

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 2:56 AM

#

Cool

#

Top 1% in both STARSET, Five Finger Death Punch, and We Are All Astronauts

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:12 AM

#

i just wanna scream so bad but i don’t even want to open my mouth

#

why are my friends the only people who care

#

the people who even just bat an eye at me

#

im sinking in slowly
Vvhuughhvvvvv

#

literally actually nothing to do

#

Not with myself

#

All i am is just some too sensitive mass producing artist who struggles more then he can even handle

#

all im good for is art

#

why cant i even have just a little bit of happiness in my life

#

my wealth aint mean shit, my money my house

#

none of it means anything to me.

#

i just want someone to spend real time with. Someone who actually wants to be with me
And the waiting is starting swallow me whole

#

this whole weeks been just me being a lazy bitch doing nothing

#

if nothing happens by the end of this year im literally gonna push threw my needs and give up on love entirely

#

ik that sounds insane but i dont know what else to say

#

if i had to see from a different pov

#

nothing in me is valuable in a relationship other than that im kind.

#

That’s literally all i am

#

just a nice person.

#

but I guess being nice isn’t enough for my life

#

why do i have to be like this

#

Im also ignored every single fuckin day

#

friends keep going offline when i try to dm them

#

no one even says hello back when i say hi

#

or goodmorning

#

or goodnight

#

I hate how i see myself as a good for nothing dirtbag

#

They dont even care when im gone

#

you lonely fuck, just stop thinking about it

#

i dont even get to know the feeling of even the POSSIBILITY of being with someone

#

gid

#

god

#

just shut the fuck up

#

shut the fuck up john

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:36 AM

#

solemn trout shut the fuck up john

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 AM

#

bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

chu_hug chu_hug

#

I just don’t know man

#

Im tired of this

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:39 AM

#

I know Johnny
And I'm sorry you are chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:42 AM

#

bright sun I know Johnny And I'm sorry you are<:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

chu_hug it’s getting harder to live with. But I don’t wanna stop
Thank you Logan, thank you

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:43 AM

#

I know it's hard
But you can do it Johnny. You've made it this far so you can keep going. I know you can

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:44 AM

#

chu_hug

#

im trying

#

I just feel so empty doing it

#

That and so much more. But I’ll keep it short

#

I can feel my literal heart tense and pulse rn

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:49 AM

#

You'll be ok. You will be. I promise on my heart and soul

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:51 AM

#

chu_hug chu_hug

#

I hope that too, thank you so so much

#

boykisser_sad vvbvvbbbvvvvvvvvvvvvbvvvvvvbvvbvv i think i might just go to bed
I don’t wanna be awake feeling this rn

#

Good night my fren, i hope tomorrow will treat you kindly.
Thank you for still being there for me, im always here too. Even if im hurting, i wont hesitate to help!

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:57 AM

#

solemn trout Good night my fren, i hope tomorrow will treat you kindly. Thank you for still ...

I'll try my best to be here. I'm sorry I wasn't too much help tonight

#

I'm really tired so I'm blanking on what to say :((

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:58 AM

#

Its all oki don’t worry fren, anything you do helps me, even if its just a couple words chu_hug

#

I know you mean it and it makes me smile

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:59 AM

#

hugs hugs

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:59 AM

#

hugs hugs

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:59 AM

#

Get some sleep Johnny
I'll be here in the morning
Love you man/p

#

huddleshibaheart hugs

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:01 AM

#

bkhai love yu too man/p
ill get some sleep tonight, some real sleep
Seeya in the morning fren, I’ll be there aswell, for you

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 6:01 AM

#

huddlehug2

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:02 AM

#

bkhug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 4:27 PM

#

boykisser_sad2 i have an eye appointment tomorrow and im scared about my glaucoma

#

mmmmvvvvvvxvvvvv

#

i feel so dreadful and worried

burnt snow Jul 17, 2025, 4:29 PM

#

U can do this 💪🔥

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:20 PM

#

solemn trout i feel so dreadful and worried

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:23 PM

#

bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

#

hru my fren

#

no pressure to reply if you don’t feel like it

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:24 PM

#

Im alright
Getting my haircut in a couple hours which feels amazing cuz my hair is way too long

#

So I feel fairly good because of that

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:26 PM

#

it makes me happy to know youre alright chu_hug and i understand that lol, long hair can be troublesome. My hair goes down to my lower shoulder blade.
I might get it shorter too, itd makes things easier

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:27 PM

#

Anytime my hair (which is super curly) grows long enough to go infront of my eyes I need it cut 😭

#

But how're you Johnny

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:29 PM

#

bright sun Anytime my hair (which is super curly) grows long enough to go infront of my eye...

Lmaoo my hair does that too😭 my bangs reach my chin, but i keep my hair parted down the middle so it swoops into the side of my head and not face. My hairs really wavy, always curls at the ends
And Im doing good!! Just cooling down cause its getting hot again

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:30 PM

#

solemn trout Lmaoo my hair does that too😭 my bangs reach my chin, but i keep my hair parted ...

Im glad you're good
And yea it's sucks 😭
My hair parts to the right and so it's falls I front of my face a lot and it's SO FRUSTRATING😭

#

Like bro
I'm about to stay up for 20+ hours to do the day one raid in destiny
I DO NOT NEED HAIR IN MY EYES FOR THAT LONG

#

😭💔

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:31 PM

#

put it in a hair tie maybe :3 i do that alot, its ALOT easier
I do that when i go mountain biking cause i dont want my hair getting in my eyes and causing me to launch into a tree at 20mph lol

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:32 PM

#

Lmfao

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:32 PM

#

and yea i used to have a side part too💔probably some of the most traumatizing times for me ever

#

like hair-wise

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:32 PM

#

Truly pain

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:33 PM

#

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:33 PM

#

neko_drunk

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:33 PM

#

had a feeling

#

neko_drunk

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:33 PM

#

It's not a problem

#

It's a commitment

#

:3

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:35 PM

#

a fulltime job
just dont end up making it a problem ok? :3

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:35 PM

#

Promise
Gotta be able to live without
I will
I promise chu_hug

#

Can't have a third addiction i gotta beat 😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:36 PM

#

bkdevious

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:37 PM

#

bright sun Promise Gotta be able to live without I will I promise <:chu_hug:108583988480...

Good, i trust your words Logman, dont let me down now/lh
:333

#

remember that skeleton that hangs on my door?

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 PM

#

Id never dream of letting you down

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 PM

#

solemn trout remember that skeleton that hangs on my door?

Yaesh

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 PM

#

his names popbob and..he got an upgrade

#

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 PM

#

For a second i read popbob as Phobos 😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:38 PM

#

he still doesnt have legs

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:39 PM

#

bright sun For a second i read popbob as Phobos 😭

Phobos.. hes like some deity now

#

guardian angel

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:39 PM

#

😭

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:39 PM

#

solemn trout

Bros a crippled area 51 employee😭

#

Bros a crippled area 51 employee😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:40 PM

#

he got caught tryna hook up with a gay alien

#

now his skin was removed

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:40 PM

#

Damn
I need that comic

#

😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:41 PM

#

solemn trout now his skin was removed

Note for advance: DO NOT GET REAL WITH GAY ALIENS

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:41 PM

#

No promises

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:41 PM

#

i mean..

#

https://tenor.com/view/predator-holyshit-gif-14504239

Tenor

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Yautja..

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:42 PM

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I KNEW I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS A PREDATOR HEAR ME OUT

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I FUCKING KNEW I COULDN'T BE THE ONLY ONE

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:43 PM

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FUNNY THING IS

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REMEMBER THAT TIME I TOLD YOU I WAS MAKING A STORY THAT HAD DEAPOOL IN IT

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:43 PM

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YEA

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:43 PM

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HOT YAUTJA HUSBAND AS A SECONDARY PROTAGONIST

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:43 PM

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😭😭😭

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With an adopted Transgender Xenomorph 😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 5:45 PM

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bro killed a xeno queen because it called him a human sucker and not “eater”
😭😭😭

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bitch deserved it

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 5:46 PM

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😭 😭 😭

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:02 PM

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oh..

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i might just lost another friend boykisser_sad

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like not gone gone

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just, left

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 6:03 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:04 PM

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everyone tells me they want to meet me irl and everytime i always turn them down because i really don’t like being around people irl, even if they’re friends. And gosh it hurts because i know how much they wanna but i dont.. :[

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thats what happened just now

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 6:04 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:05 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 6:07 PM

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Just know I aint ever leaving Johnny

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:31 PM

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what the fuck

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crying

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 6:35 PM

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Muted
Not exactly good for making people uncomfortable

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 6:49 PM

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I would literally end it all if i was a pedo

NO

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DNI

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:01 PM

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boykisser_sad bbvvvgggffeweyuuhvvvvvvvvv come onnn

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:23 PM

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im the worst person ever

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:28 PM

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solemn trout im the worst person ever

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:30 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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i just don’t knowneeenindont wanna do anything at all today

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:31 PM

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What's going on Johnny?
You alright?

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:31 PM

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im just so upset and sad and nervous and inwant to cry so bad right now

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:32 PM

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bright sun What's going on Johnny? You alright?

in dont know im just realty down
Everything is just sudeenly getting to heavy

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Im too tiredf to evejbuzrbky even use my phone correctly

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:34 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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It's ok Johnny
I'm here
Everything's gonna be alright

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You may wanna take a break from things

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:37 PM

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boykisser_sad2

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maybe

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but i cant

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:37 PM

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Why not?

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:38 PM

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I have so many friends and i love talking to them and spending time with them, including you. And I wanna be there for everyone, i hate being alone

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:38 PM

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I understand. You do need something tho Johnny.

solemn trout Jul 17, 2025, 11:41 PM

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bright sun I understand. You do need something tho Johnny.

im trying to figure that out chu_hug but im so stressed and my heart is just poundind

bright sun Jul 17, 2025, 11:42 PM

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Breathe and try slow it down. Everything will be ok Johnny. I promise. I ain't going anywhere. You'll be ok

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 12:52 AM

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bright sun Breathe and try slow it down. Everything will be ok Johnny. I promise. I ain't g...

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

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i did, and i feel better. I already said that but i am

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intook a nap

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 12:53 AM

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I'm glad
I love you man/p
I just want the best for you

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 12:54 AM

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i want the best for you too chu_hug i love you too fren/p

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 1:59 AM

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Little walk

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i drove out a while just for this.

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I need to get away from the house

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 6:15 PM

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eye appointment now a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 7:08 PM

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it went oki

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no bad news

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but no good news either

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 7:09 PM

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 7:11 PM

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bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

chu_hug

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thats sweet, my childhood song came on

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 7:41 PM

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bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338>

Also just wanted to say, Ive been talking with a guy.
We’re really good friends now, like really good friends.
But I found out hes taken a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad that kinda broke me. But im ok. I support him

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 7:41 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 8:11 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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i donno what to do anymore today

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why am i always just so sad all the time

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this has gotta be like number 6 or something

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idk

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im gonna go outside for a bit

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 9:22 PM

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a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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why cant i be a part of anything

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i just want to be truly happy

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so many opportunities, chances i have to have someone but everything keeps closing down

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other people in other servers keep telling me to just own it

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 9:24 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 9:46 PM

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bright sun <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:10858398...

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

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this world keeps shutting me down.
I just want to be loved

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Im practically hopeless

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I cant keep this up for very long

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or im gonna have to learn the hard way how to be independent. And im not an independent person

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God

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im trying really hard not cry right now

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Why does everyone i meet ever have to have a partner a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad it just hurts so much

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no offense to you logan

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sorry

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great now im complaining about this whole thing again

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im such a mess

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i gotta stop doing this over and over again

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:04 PM

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solemn trout no offense to you logan

I don't take any
It's ok
I understand
You aren't complaining its ok.

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:06 PM

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chu_hug

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:06 PM

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:06 PM

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I don’t understand anything

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chu_hug i just want to be loved for once. For real. Thats not just my friends. Im so thankful for my friends tho.
Its just not the same]:
i wanna be able to do things and spend quality time, and not just by myself.
I just dont know..

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:11 PM

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I know you do. And it'll come. It'll find you. I wish I could tell you when or where or how or who. But I know it's coming. You're a beautiful person Johnny. You deserve love and a partner and happiness. It will find you

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:19 PM

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I want it to. I need it to
Nothings exciting anymore cause all i have to do is by myself.
I wanna be able to draw me and someone, i wanna be able to stay up late and just talk, i wanna have a reason to not repulse at the word “boyfriend” or anything related to someones partner. I want a reason to use that word and smile about it. But all it doing is eating me up inside and I can’t stop it

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and there’s nothing i can do but wait
And I’ve waited for so long

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and not even a slice of anything

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not even a speck of dust

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its honestly surprising and unbelievable to me how im still sane

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:22 PM

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It's not something you can force. You're right. All you can do is wait. I wish I could tell you how long

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:23 PM

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i dont want to force it, itll get bad if i do. Im just desperate and i think and wantt too much of it.
I just hate this

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:24 PM

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I know. I genuinely wish I could tell you the exact day and time it happens. I know it'll come. I know it'll happen. I know you deserve it. There'll be a guy who loves and adores you.

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:27 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug i believe you Logan, i really do. Im just trying to believe in myself too.
God i just want shrink away and hide right now. I dont know what to do.
I might take another nap. Or a shower, or something

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:28 PM

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Definitely do. You can do this Johnny

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I believe in you all the way

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:29 PM

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a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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What you said in mainchat is literally all i want in life

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all i can do is dream.
But thank you, really, thank you so much

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:31 PM

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solemn trout What you said in mainchat is literally all i want in life

chu_hug

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:31 PM

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solemn trout all i can do is dream. But thank you, really, thank you so much

I'm always gonna be here. Believing in you. Rooting for you. Caring for you. I'm never going anywhere. Never abandoning you.

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:34 PM

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god im crying
I wish someone could just tell me that just like how you do

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Im gonna shower, i need to stop this

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:35 PM

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Go shower Johnny
I'll be here. Always

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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chu_hug

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:39 PM

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 18, 2025, 10:41 PM

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i hope i dont sog up my bed lol
Im crying harder than i ususl

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ok

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shower now

bright sun Jul 18, 2025, 10:42 PM

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Definitely shower. It'll all be ok Johnny

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 12:13 AM

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gonna take a bike ride

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just around the place

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had my shower and im feeling better

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Thank you logan chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 19, 2025, 1:22 AM

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solemn trout Thank you logan<:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:chu_hug:1085839884801036338> <:c...

Ofc
I love ya dawg/p
You're once of the most genuine people i know

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 1:22 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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just got back from the bike

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gosh i am spent

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love ya man<33 /p

bright sun Jul 19, 2025, 1:24 AM

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Always <33/p

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 1:25 AM

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bkhai youre the best

bright sun Jul 19, 2025, 1:25 AM

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hugs

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 2:12 AM

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chu_hug

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https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1EJC2UzeEL13Ik?si=vPIb_7qWQ5OARD47yoGCSw&pi=l5kjPKoVS7CzH
lowki i still listen to our mashup

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me Logan Mirko and Myth

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 3:23 AM

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man

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its just so weird to me

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im in all these servers, especially lgtb servers

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And im making so many friends, and they want to be my frienn too. And im just being so nice to everyone

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And i absolutely love being there friend through and through

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but i never ask or mention if theyre single or not. And i end up finding out, and i just keep getting hurt over and over again.
It stacks
but regardless of that, i still wanna be there friend. Im still gonna be there for them as much as they need, until they decide they dont. Which honestly..happens alot.

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just like how i am to Logan, i am to everyone im around. Quite literally everyone

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and im happy to be as kind and giving as i am to everyone. Im just sad that no one bothers to see me more than just emotional support.
Which hell am i happy and eager to be for them. I just wish maybe sometime someone could stick around after the day

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 4:38 AM

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“why are you dot dot dotting me like i cursed your family line with leprosy”
😭😭

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 6:27 AM

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new friend, now were very very close.
Hes in the Netherlands and im here in Minnesota. Very differen timezones

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we only get like a couple hours to talk a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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i go to sleep at around 2 am
he wakes up at around 2 am
I wake up at around 9-10 am or later

But he goes to sleep at 5 pm

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but he very nice to talk too. And fun to be around

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i just wish we could talk more

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now that my job is suddenly exploding with shit next week i wont be able to talk at all

solemn trout Jul 19, 2025, 6:51 AM

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God polish music is the fucking best

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i dont understand the language but i understand the words

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the feeling and emotion behind them

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thats what lets me know whats going on

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:24 AM

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i feel bad a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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but i know its a petty reason

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i have a salt gun and i had to kill a wasp that was in my camper

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and my ass actually said im sorry to it

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i dont like killing things
even if theyre not very good

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:31 AM

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:31 AM

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chu_hug

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Hru my fren
ik you’re probably still sick, i hope you get well soon. Ive been thinking about you/p

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No pressure to respond if you don’t feel like it, i just hope things are getting even a little better

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:37 AM

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solemn trout Hru my fren ik you’re probably still sick, i hope you get well soon. Ive been th...

Definitely still sick
My throat hurts and my head does too. But overall I'm actually ok

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:37 AM

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bright sun Definitely still sick My throat hurts and my head does too. But overall I'm actu...

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:38 AM

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:39 AM

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im just happy, and relieved you’re okay
Please rest well tonight, you’ll need it my fren, and please stay safe for me man. You matter too much to me to let anything happen to you chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:39 AM

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chu_hug

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I will
Just having some ice cream rn

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:40 AM

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Good chu_hug
I bet the ice creams good, i just had some a little bit ago too

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:41 AM

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It really helps my throat
It's also delicious

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:41 AM

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thats really good!! :3
I wish i could have more, but stupid diabetes blehhh

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 4:41 AM

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Cringe

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 4:49 AM

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sorry
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goodnight

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was that a joke or..
sorry i might’ve missed something a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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Im sorry logan

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 5:13 AM

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solemn trout was that a joke or.. sorry i might’ve missed something<:a_cry_goober_lonely_pout...

No i was saying that it's cringe you can't eat more
Not that you're cringe
God I'm so tired
I'm sorry 😭

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Like
The diabetes is cringe

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Stupid you can't eat more and you should be able to enjoy it

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😭

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 5:17 AM

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bright sun Stupid you can't eat more and you should be able to enjoy it

Thank you chu_hug im sorry if i made you feel bad fren, i just took it the wrong way. I thought you were upset or something.
But i know you didn’t mean it like that. I appreciate you so much

bright sun Jul 20, 2025, 5:18 AM

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Yea I know it's ok
Sorry
I'm so out of it from the meds that I'm drowsy and I didn't really think about what I said lmfao

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chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 5:18 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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Its oki fren, its really ok

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 6:17 PM

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Wabbles

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solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 9:48 PM

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more mtb
I had to go in a tank top and shorts cause i couldn’t find any other clothes crying

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gladly did not crash.
And holy fuck there so many sweet jumps

solemn trout Jul 20, 2025, 10:53 PM

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Ngl i could totally be a great drinking buddy

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but i cant

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ig i can be some overseeing guardian thats like practically god and i control everything around me

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“You. This beer can obly be drank twice”

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“Stop drinking that”
“You are so fucking drunk, awesome”
“I am the man”

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“12 packs for every individual here”

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explodes all beer “fuck yo beer”

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holy shit im tired

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 2:21 AM

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god i just love absolutely incomprehensible music

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i can literally feel my teeth vibrate and my sinuses pulse with this bass

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cant hear shit lmfaoo

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 4:32 AM

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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Stupid fuking shit😭

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Im actually laughing at this😭

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This image has NO humor in it whatsoever 😭😭

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 5:02 PM

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sum1 said they like me..i don’t believe it

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Also look at this cool fuckin thing I got

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warm wren Jul 21, 2025, 8:58 PM

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bright sun My mind needs bleach half the time

wonder why

bright sun Jul 21, 2025, 8:59 PM

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warm wren wonder why

Shut up you Nekocat_sip

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 8:59 PM

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RAHH YES

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TODAY IS FUCKING AWEOSME

warm wren Jul 21, 2025, 9:00 PM

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bright sun Shut up you <:Nekocat_sip:1156225556556283906>

no

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:3

bright sun Jul 21, 2025, 9:00 PM

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warm wren :3

neko_drunk

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 9:14 PM

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😭😭
“PRO DATING TIPS: when rejecting someone talk like HR rejecting an applicant”

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my stupid fucking humor man😭

bright sun Jul 21, 2025, 9:15 PM

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solemn trout 😭😭 “PRO DATING TIPS: when rejecting someone talk like HR rejecting an applican...

😭😭

solemn trout Jul 21, 2025, 11:00 PM

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Heehe im so happy

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but it sucks so much cus he goes to sleep at 4-5pm my time
And he wakes up when i go to sleep. At around 12-2 am for me

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today was good tho

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really good

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really really good

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 1:35 AM

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OMFG

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fucking CS will NOT work😭😭

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Crashed 7 times

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32gb
amazing ass graphics card
probably no cooling left
ABSOLUTELY FUCKED video drivers
Everything else is up to date

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😭😭CS JUST PLEAASSEEE LET ME PLAYY

burnt snow Jul 22, 2025, 1:36 AM

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Counter strike?

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 1:36 AM

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yeah

burnt snow Jul 22, 2025, 1:36 AM

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Fuck

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Yeah

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CS 1 or 2

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 1:37 AM

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2

burnt snow Jul 22, 2025, 1:37 AM

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Hm

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Yeah idk twin

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 1:37 AM

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My pc thinks im an idiot and wont let me go fucking crazy💔

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 2:05 AM

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solemn trout really really good

hugs huddleshibaheart

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 2:17 AM

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bright sun <:hugs:992823004532842516> <:huddleshibaheart:854758761830940672>

huddleshibaheart

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 3:55 AM

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wiw

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wow

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i just realized i have very grabbable hips

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lucky me bleeehhh

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:04 AM

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solemn trout but it sucks so much cus he goes to sleep at 4-5pm my time And he wakes up when ...

@bright sun just how things will go with him.
We barely have any time to talk at all.
This is why

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It also sucks even more cause i have work all week and next week so like i have no openings at all

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:05 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:05 AM

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except if i stay up until 3am usually when he gets up

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but can’t really do that if im gonna stay productive on the job

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so it’s a hassle

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Uughhbvvvvvv

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:06 AM

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It's difficult

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I have a small tip from when I was dating a guy from the Uk

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:06 AM

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hmm

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:08 AM

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Pretty much try your best to be patient. If you know each others schedules then that's the best case. You know when he's up and when you're up. There'll always be time when you can talk. Even if it's not a lot it's still time.

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Weekends will be the most amount of time you'll get

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But throughout the week try to remember that you'll eventually have time

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You can't control where you two are from. But you can control how much the time difference effects you

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It's hard and very draining sometimes. But you'll always be able to talk at some point

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That's the key to remember

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There will always be a moment where you two get to talk.

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:10 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

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thankies so much

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:11 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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Never compromise your own sleep for it.

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Lack of sleep hurts relationships way more than lack of time. Because there'll always be more time. But never enough sleep in the modern day

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:12 AM

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im noting all this down, i have firebrand this on my brain
Thabk you alot fren

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:13 AM

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Ofc
I know that this is really important to you so it's a good thing I have experiences with different timezones.

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:13 AM

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the time situation is also another one of many reasons why im seriously considering flying over to his home country long term

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which will obviously be hell to process through

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so much money time and effort

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but hell am i eager to put it all in

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it may take a couple years. But its my life goal now

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chu_hug

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you’re always such a big help yknow that Logan

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im still so thankful to have met you

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:15 AM

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I try 😅

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:15 AM

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anything you do helps, even if its just a couple words or just being there. I appreciate anything, especially from you my fren

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:16 AM

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solemn trout anything you do helps, even if its just a couple words or just being there. I ap...

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:17 AM

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you try, and from what i know you’re doing an amazing job Logan. You’re more than enough, and especially one of the biggest supporters i have yet

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youre amazing chu_hug

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:17 AM

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chu_hug chu_hug

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Idk if I said it btw but I'm so happy for you

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Genuinely so happy for you

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:18 AM

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heheehe i ams too :3c
thankyou logan, thank you so much

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but its not official yet boykisser_dance

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:19 AM

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yet

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:19 AM

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mhmmm:3

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:19 AM

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I wanna gossip about him because I'm nosey😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:20 AM

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bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:21 AM

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SNITCH

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😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:21 AM

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😭😭

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FUCK

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I SPELT YIUR NAME WRONG

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:21 AM

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LOBAP

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😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:21 AM

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THE FUCKING ARROW 😭😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:22 AM

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😭😭😭😭

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YOU'RE WAY TOO FUNNY MAN 😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:23 AM

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bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:24 AM

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WHAT DOES RHAT EVEN SAY DAWG 😭

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I KNOW IM DYSLEXIC BUT DAMN

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😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:24 AM

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I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE ONE ON THE RIGHT 😭

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THAT MIGHTVE BEEN YOUR NAME

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😭😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:25 AM

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😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:25 AM

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also not sure if its allowed to show pipes on this server

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:25 AM

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Weed

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:25 AM

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Yup

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but concealed

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:25 AM

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Well I understand what you're talking about so you could prolly tell without showing 😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:26 AM

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remember my weird man cave in my garage

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:26 AM

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Ya

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:26 AM

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three pipes and a jar

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:26 AM

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W

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:27 AM

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room excluding the absolute awesomeness

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EARLIER TODAY THATS WHY ITS BRIGHT OUT

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:27 AM

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ARE THOSE BOWS

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:27 AM

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YESH:3

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:27 AM

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FUCK IM JEALOUS

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THATS SO COOL

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:28 AM

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HEEHE :3

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ALSO DO MIND THE PILE OF COPPER IN THE BACK

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I DO THROW THEM

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SO BE NICE

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:28 AM

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COMMON JOHNNY W

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:29 AM

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Aannnddd

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my little doohickies

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bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:29 AM

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WHY IS THERE A CHILDS HEAD THERE

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:29 AM

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STFU THAT WAS AN OLD JULY 4TH PROJECT😭😭😭😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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WHAT 4TH OF JULY PROJECT PROJECT INVOLVES A CHILDS HEAD

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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IM A BIG THINKER OK

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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DO YOU ALSO HAVE ARMS FOR LABOR DAY????

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😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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THOSE ARE GONE

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😭😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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WHATATT

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😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:30 AM

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BLOWN OFF BY A FIREWORK

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THATS WHY THERES ONLY A HEAD

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:31 AM

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😭😭😭😭

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WERE YOU DRUNK TOO?

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:31 AM

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I WAS HIGH 😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:31 AM

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😭😭😭

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CLOUD 9 AND 3/4

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😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:32 AM

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I VIVIDLLY REMBER SCREAMING “YEAHHHH UHH” LIKE EVERY 5 FUCKING SECONDS 😭😭😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:32 AM

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😭😭😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:32 AM

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IM SO GLAD I HAVE LIKE NO NEIGHBORS

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:33 AM

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ARRESTED

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😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:33 AM

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FIRE SQUAD

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😭

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:33 AM

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😭😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:33 AM

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oka my phoner about to die

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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cries /lh

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Go charge

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And prolly sleep

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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Shit

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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😭😭

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/920709476724649984/1187275765885173770/homossexual_thoughts.gif

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I MEANT TO SEND THIS

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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Always

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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OKAY BAI

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 5:34 AM

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😭😭😭

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Byebye
Goodnight Johnny

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 9:24 PM

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@bright sun

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:3

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its official

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fucking official baby

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:10 PM

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I don’t believe it

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7-22-25

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im off work tomorrow so FUCK YES

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Hes asleep now and i am so fucking restless yo

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but now that things are real and i dont have to cry myself to sleep every night

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im still gonna be here

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for my friends

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all of them

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im not leaving a single one behind at all

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ESPECIALLY logan

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i care about everyone i have equally and i love each and every one of them

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:22 PM

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solemn trout fucking official baby

LET'S FUCKING GO
My boyfriend says congratulations too Johnny

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:22 PM

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bkhai

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:23 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:23 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:23 PM

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I'm so happy for you Johnny

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:23 PM

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still here, still gonna be here for you Logan :3

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heehe thankies

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:24 PM

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Pawing the air :3

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:24 PM

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rolling around pawing at the air rn :3

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:24 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/furry-gif-21569555

Tenor

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:24 PM

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https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/894469434771652650.gif?v=1&size=64

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LITERALLY how i am right neow

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DANCE

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todays the start of something amazing

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and maybe some art too..

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:26 PM

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W

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:26 PM

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some art for you Logan
:3
iykyk

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:26 PM

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:33333

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:ppppppppp

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:26 PM

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:))]]3333 star

#

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/haii-hai-cat-cat-face-colon-three-gif-7065253899130675783

Tenor

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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today gon be even better if fucking CS2 works for me :3

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it never does

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heh

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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Sorks

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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im not mad :3

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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LMFAO

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:28 PM

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ooOh btw hes also ace

bright sun Jul 22, 2025, 10:30 PM

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solemn trout ooOh btw hes also ace

You don't have to worry about that stuff :Dnnnn

solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:31 PM

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solemn trout Jul 22, 2025, 10:31 PM

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bright sun You don't have to worry about that stuff :Dnnnn

ik just wanted to mention :3333334

#

#

#

solemn trout Jul 23, 2025, 1:34 AM

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just imagining my future

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Belgium, Germany. My stepping stones

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Get a job there

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work for a while

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visit every now and then

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apply for residency in Netherlands

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maybe even partner visa

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this is what my life is about now

solemn trout Jul 23, 2025, 2:05 AM

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this may take a couple years

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but im willing to put my all

solemn trout Jul 23, 2025, 6:30 AM

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Tbf no one in my family knows im gay

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Or that i finally have a relationship

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my dads a super fucking massive homophobe

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Moms idk we never really clicked

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Grandma maybe..? She works as a therapist so I hope so

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grandpa probably not.. r.i.p. my goat

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cousins maybe, they just stopped talking to me when they got into a relationship so meh

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aunts hell yeah they love me and I love them so much

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Uncles probably not no not at all

burnt snow Jul 23, 2025, 8:21 PM

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solemn trout Or that i finally have a relationship

FUCKING HELL YEAH JOHN

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Hella happy for you

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You deserve it dawg

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I hope it work well for you man

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I’m so happy for you

left parrot Jul 23, 2025, 8:26 PM

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solemn trout Or that i finally have a relationship

Yooo, congrats man. I'm happy for you :)

solemn trout Jul 23, 2025, 11:27 PM

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thank you so much guys

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kinda sad rn tho a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

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yet again with the time
told him about my work schedule and he was sooo disappointed
it broke my heart

bright sun Jul 23, 2025, 11:35 PM

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Remember there'll ALWAYS be time at some point

solemn trout Jul 23, 2025, 11:38 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 23, 2025, 11:39 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 24, 2025, 12:48 AM

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Also found out hes 6 foot crying

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immediately threatened to throw me to the moon lmfao

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such a logan thing to say

bright sun Jul 24, 2025, 1:52 AM

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solemn trout such a logan thing to say

And to be
As I'm also 6ft

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:3

solemn trout Jul 24, 2025, 1:53 AM

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real..

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but hes dutch so it makes sense

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i fucking knew it
everyone in the Netherlands is tall

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the stereotype is real

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ill have you two battle it out whoknows

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heh

bright sun Jul 24, 2025, 2:23 AM

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Lmfao

solemn trout Jul 24, 2025, 1:55 PM

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@burnt snow Got this friend painting Ye’s albums in minecraft DANCE

burnt snow Jul 24, 2025, 2:00 PM

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solemn trout <@456226577798135808> Got this friend painting Ye’s albums in minecraft<a:DANCE:...

https://tenor.com/view/ring-will-you-marry-me-gif-7850618

Tenor

#

Those are so awesome lookin

solemn trout Jul 24, 2025, 2:01 PM

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:D

solemn trout Jul 24, 2025, 10:23 PM

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fiuckkkk man

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Off early

#

im exhausted

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hes staying up for me
bguhhh

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but im also feeling really bad

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fuck man same schedule tomorrow

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not sure i can do this

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ts just work is unbereable cus of how much work i have, its getting intense and i only had 1 break lasting 10 minutes
and he cried over 5 times cus i wasnt there and i just cant carry all of this
my work schedule currently will be in effect from now on and probably won’t change
so im just like uuyggghhhhhhggghhgghhhghghghgyghghhhghgyghh

bright sun Jul 24, 2025, 10:31 PM

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solemn trout ts just work is unbereable cus of how much work i have, its getting intense and ...

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 25, 2025, 5:40 AM

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chu_hug

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keep looking in my mirror lowki i have such a gay physique

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not like body small tho
just height small

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full arms chest back
even bulkier legs and hips
slightly slimmer waist

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Not sure if ive ever felt good about my physique

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can see some veins pop on my tricep

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thats good

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legs especially

#

it almost appears as if my legs and hips are getting wider and wider by the week

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hmmm if i end up gaining weight its muscle mass not fat

solemn trout Jul 25, 2025, 5:49 AM

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solemn trout it almost appears as if my legs and hips are getting wider and wider by the week

Technically it is my job to workout my ass
but no deets

im gatekeeping my training schedule

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and my diet

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dudee.. im just a silly little guy

solemn trout Jul 25, 2025, 5:51 AM

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solemn trout keep looking in my mirror lowki i have such a gay physique

not a whole lot of body fat either
if i had to guess..

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shit uhhhh idfk

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hold on ima search the thing up

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around like the 13-16 % level or sum

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but id rather not brag

#

i feel like an asshole

solemn trout Jul 26, 2025, 12:37 AM

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i have a couple others
the right one is WAY too fucking big for me, even though the bottom is cut really short

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wore black one for many years

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smells like me on a constant

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oh boy does it smell good

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like home

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also Ozzy shirts

bright sun Jul 26, 2025, 12:44 AM

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solemn trout also Ozzy shirts

Rest in peace Ozzy

solemn trout Jul 26, 2025, 11:00 PM

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hhegfgggegegege

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we exchanged face reveals

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and god damn is he tall
we are like polar opposites in height

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i dont give one fuck about appearance tho

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 12:00 AM

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solemn trout hhegfgggegegege

You two are cute together

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 12:37 AM

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bright sun You two are cute together

:3

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 12:45 AM

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solemn trout :3

chu_hug

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I'm still really happy for you Johnny

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 12:46 AM

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jjehehgegehee

#

thank yu logan chu_hug still my best friend ever

#

my prophecy was correct all along

#

I am now owned

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As specifically stated by him

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 12:55 AM

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"I need to be owned" - Johnathan 2025

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 12:55 AM

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confirmed

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and marked off my list

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 12:56 AM

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Now you need the collar that says "property of"

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 12:57 AM

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“I am my humans”

#

“My name is Johnny
belly rubs NOW”

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 12:59 AM

#

W

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 8:32 PM

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today just so slow

#

i hope im not being ignored.
-# not here

#

and now im feeling dreadful and really anxious cus he told me he has some things to tell me after his shower
and im worried ive been a disappointment lately

#

“Nothing bad, or smth”

#

godh im really trying not to spiral into this

#

i dont wanna risk anything

#

body is burning up again

#

…sigh

#

i hope this is not..
-# i dont even wanna think about it

#

Been almost an hour shower
I usually shower for that long

#

hes back he said hes not okay
now back offline again

#

:(

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 9:40 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 9:49 PM

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:((

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 9:49 PM

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I'm here if you need anything Johnny

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 9:51 PM

#

i just found out he hurt himself

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 9:51 PM

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 9:51 PM

#

and got yelled at for no reason
slipped too. Cried 5 times in under half an hour
:(

#

i helped him out…i wish i was there
hes asleep now, or his phones dead. Probably both

#

big day tomorrow for him

#

im crying

#

:((((((((

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 9:54 PM

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I'm here Johnny. It'll be ok

#

He'll be ok

#

Both of you will be

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 9:57 PM

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a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad

#

i hope so too

#

i literally cant stop shaking rn

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i just dont know

#

he said tomorrows a big day and it feels like an impending doom to me

#

he has depression

#

-# im scared..

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:04 PM

#

I know. But it'll be ok. Be there for him when you can and I'll be here for you when you need.

#

Focus on breathing and trying your best to calm down.

#

Even a little

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:12 PM

#

im trying.
i just care about him way too much to do anything else
what he told me was unexpected and it really hit me hard..really really hard

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:13 PM

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I know. But it'll be ok. He'll be ok.

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:14 PM

#

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:14 PM

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chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:16 PM

#

i just feel horrible
i feel like a disappointment and a shameful person
i dont even want to move my eyes, not even swallow or move a centimeter
im still shaking so much
i just dont wanna..i dont know what to do
I feel scared about tomorrow
Now that i learned he does hurt himself at times im afraid he might when i go back to work Wednesday

#

cus ill be gone for like more then half his entire day and we only get like an hour or sum

#

i just cant

#

he already matters to me more then my own family

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:18 PM

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It'll be ok. You have a few days. It'll be ok. Make sure you talk to him. Comfort him. It's clear you love him. So be there as much as you can and it'll be ok

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:21 PM

#

im trying my best…im being there for him, giving up my daily routine just to talk to him cus nothing important even goes on in my life.
hes my everything, and i wanna be there. In person. We both want that but itll take like 4 years and now i know something that might hinder it

#

i just wanna hide away rn and cry until my eyes are completely dry and aching

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:22 PM

#

But no good will come from that. You got this man. You both do. Things will work. You'll both be ok.

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:24 PM

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-# :( ill try not to.. thank you

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:25 PM

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I hope that didn't come off as mean. Cus I wasn't trying to be at all. But you both have this. You're both amazing. You're amazing. You both can push through. You've pushed through incredibly hard things. So many hard things. But you're still here. You're continuing. You got this man. All day

#

Every day

#

You always got this

#

You have a goal. That goal is to be with him. And you'll make it to the goal and even past it

#

He'll be ok because you're here

#

Because you care

#

Because you love him

#

You have each other and that'll push both of you through the pain and tears.

#

You're strong. Both of you.

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:30 PM

#

a_cry_goober_lonely_pout_sad
thank yu
so much

#

i donno what to say

#

everything’s just so loud rn..

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:30 PM

#

It's ok. Just remember you got this. You got him and he's got you.

solemn trout Jul 27, 2025, 10:31 PM

#

chu_hug

bright sun Jul 27, 2025, 10:33 PM

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 2:03 AM

#

2 hours

#

until he wakes up

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 2:31 AM

#

hour and a half..

bright sun Jul 28, 2025, 2:41 AM

#

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 2:44 AM

#

chu_hug chu_hug

#

guhhhh dude my ac units broken

#

and i dont have a fan around me

#

feels like 80 in here

#

One hour

#

why am I so scared

bright sun Jul 28, 2025, 3:00 AM

#

It'll be ok

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 3:02 AM

#

I hope he means work tomorrow when he said big day
Maybe im just thinking too much

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 3:02 AM

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bright sun It'll be ok

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 3:51 AM

#

10

solemn trout Jul 28, 2025, 4:26 AM

#

:(

#

not better..

bright sun Jul 28, 2025, 11:11 AM

#

chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 1:30 AM

#

lowki getting so good at AWPing

#

crosshairs are for NERDS

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 4:52 AM

#

just found out most ma family is against both lgtbq and furries

#

im fucked if they find out

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 4:53 AM

#

solemn trout just found out most ma family is against both lgtbq and furries

on facebook badskull

bright sun Jul 29, 2025, 5:35 AM

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solemn trout im fucked if they find out

chu_hug chu_hug chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 5:26 PM

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holy shitballs dude i keep sweating so much

#

im in the house rn

#

and its only like 70 degrees

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 8:04 PM

#

hey

#

would you rather have a cute little tail and ears or lose all motor function in the lower half of your body

bright sun Jul 29, 2025, 8:38 PM

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Lose all motor function

#

OF COURSE I WANT CUTE TAIL AND EARS

#

It's like asking if I want a billion dollars or not MadPout

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 9:08 PM

#

sigh..

#

he did it again.

#

i dont think im being enough

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 9:09 PM

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bright sun OF COURSE I WANT CUTE TAIL AND EARS

hellyeah brother

bright sun Jul 29, 2025, 9:13 PM

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solemn trout i dont think im being enough

You're enough Johnny. You're more than enough
We both know that this kinda stuff is hard to kick. You just gotta stay there for him and not leave. Which I'm sure you'll do

solemn trout Jul 29, 2025, 9:54 PM

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bright sun You're enough Johnny. You're more than enough We both know that this kinda stu...

chu_hug

bright sun Jul 29, 2025, 9:55 PM

#

chu_hug

solemn trout Jul 30, 2025, 12:43 AM

#

loski so ass at cs
55% hsp💔

#

844s
67 kills
crying wut is wrong with me dawg

solemn trout Jul 30, 2025, 2:05 AM

#

@bright sun i have a question

#

would you like to be inspired?

bright sun Jul 30, 2025, 2:06 AM

#

solemn trout would you like to be inspired?

Always

solemn trout Jul 30, 2025, 2:06 AM

#

one moment while i gather my inspiring thoughts

#

😭

#

😭😭

#

😭

#

😭

#

I CANT

bright sun Jul 30, 2025, 2:08 AM

#

WHAT

solemn trout Jul 30, 2025, 2:08 AM

#

LAUGHING MY ASS OFF

#

😭

#

UNEXPECTED

#

THISBWAS UNEXPECTED

#

😭😭

#

I GOT THIS

#

#Johnnies mindscape wooooowww

DA BOMB DIGGITY

NO DRINKING

NO

yet