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craggy hamlet
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SO EXCITED

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guys

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I passed my test

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I have my learners permit

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I can officially drive

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(With supervision)

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AAAAAHHHHH heyehr7rheheheh

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(fake cuts btw, it was for squid game)

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she's sonpretty

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LOOK AT HER LOOK AT HER

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ohhhhh

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she's so pretty Cri Cri Cri

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I OPENED MY JOURNAL AND SAW HER

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I forgot about that omg

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my face was probably really funny I was like "😧 😲 😁 "

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I don't rememebr what this was supposed to mean

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LMAOO

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WASHED ABOUT A DOZEN CARS

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WOOOOO

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It was fun too hehe

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Then went swimmujg

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Sooooo sun burnt ouchie

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Now I'm seepy

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MY SUN BURN HURTS

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AAAUUUFBFBFH

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:3

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how i feel when my friend talks about her boyfriend (?) that I HATE

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I want him OBLITERATED

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I guess they aren't dating yet

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But they probably will

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guards.... lock this man in a scary room

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guards take this man to the beach and make him find a suspiciously shark-tooth-shaped rock so he gets really excited but then he discovers it's just a rock so he's disappointed

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I hope he finds a really cool rock but FORGETS IT SOMEWHETE

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yeah that's right I'm evil (I'm not(

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i love saying I'm evil it's so funny

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hi myth

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I'm going to go to sleep now my back and lips and eyes hurt

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GOODNIGHTTTTT

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let the bed bugs bite

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eating a snack before cleaning hehe

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I got grapes and strawberries and carrots as a snack and my brother took one look at me and said "oh, ur finally going on a diet? good"

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?? like wtf

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Cleaned the hallway

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blehhhh

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did some laundry

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cleaned the kitchen a bit too

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it's gonna storm

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it's thundering

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I saw a video a few days ago about this girl who made a "nest" in her bed with pillows and blankets it looked cozy

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might do that hehehe

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storming again

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oh I already mentioned that

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oooops

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my phone updated:(

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the layout is weird now I don't like it

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i want to start writing a book but I need to plan soooo much first

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im thinking about world building

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should I make my own country/continent or should it take place in an already existing one?

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should everything be realistic or should there be fantasy involved?

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I DONT KNOW!!!

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well obviously there going to be fantasy involved that was a stupid ass question LMAO

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it's about zombies

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there's definitely fantasy involved

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I want to touch on everything that TWD didn't

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hehehehe I love zombies

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when im at the gym I pretend I am training for a zombie apocalypse

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liek I know they aren't really real but its fun to pretend

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I got clothes today

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:3

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a super cute dress too hehe

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oooohhh im sleepy

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my friend is so sweet

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i heart him

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I was complaining about how looking for clothes always kinda idk it makes me uncomfortable and stuff and he asked what kind of clothes I like and was like "next time im at the store I'll look for stuff you'll like "

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he's so sweet I told him he didn't have to though bc he lives kinda far and he'd have to ship them to me i don't want him to waste his money

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he's so nice though

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i wish he never moved away :(

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hi Matrix:3

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how have you been? I hope your summer is going well. I hope your dogs are healthy and your brother isn't being too annoying (he definitely is)

I've seen photos of you on social media, you look different. You're the reason I dont post photos of myself. I know you couldn't see them, and if you did, you wouldn't care, but I still just can't bring myself to do it.

I've unadded you on everything. Even roblox. You show up in my recommended still, so everytime I play with my brother I see your silly avatar. It still makes me laugh. We were matching at one point. I've changed it now.

I havent seen you in person for over a month now. I wonder if you and your boyfriend have been hanging out. Are you still together? I think you guys are a good match if im being honest. I really hope you're happy and I hope you last a long time.

do you think about me? do I ever cross your mind? you cross my mind a lot. sometimes I see things I know you'd like and I take a photo of it or write it down. you will never know that though. you will never know how often i think of you, and how many times I've cried over you. Thats okay.

I really need to move on. We weren't friends for all that long, but it really took a toll on me. Did you know that?

My Google memories always pops up with photos of us. Everytime I see them it makes my day a little sadder. I wonder if you still see photos of me in your memories. Did you delete them? Or do you not care?

Does your mom ask about me? Did she ask what happened? What did you tell her?

I.hope you miss me a little bit. I hope yous see things thay make you think of me. I hope you've cried at least ince over me. I know how selfish that is and im sorry.

I'm sirey for who I am. I'm sorry we couldn't be friends. I will never send this to you. I will never talk to you again. I am okay with that. One day I'll never think about you again. I hope that day is soon.

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i had to remove your name from that message

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i know you aren't here but saying your name feels wrong

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i love your name

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i want to write

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i want to write something so meaningful and gut wrenching that everyone who reads it cries

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i want to create something worth while

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that others will read over and over again

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i will get to work

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she's going to be a character in my story (NOT MY ART!!@ I USED A PICREW!!! THE ARTISTS NAME IS THERE!!)

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im debating names

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maybe ill.make a poll in lounge

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hmmm I might make her hair a little longer actually

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I'll see how it looks

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no

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I like it how it is

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Alice
Chloe
Violet
Julia
Sophia
Allie
Claire
Nora
Sam/Sammie
Ella
Zoey
Amelia
Mimi

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Those are all names I like

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maybe not actually

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not alice

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I ZONNO

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leaving tmrrr

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in about 8 hours lol

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no

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9 hours

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So excited

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Still have to clean both tanks & my room & finish packing hehe

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My fault for waiting until last minute

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OOPSIES!!!

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Time to lock in

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my dress shrunk

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and I just stubbed like 3 toes

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ow

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it hurt rlly bad

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:(

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im so sad

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we had to dr9p our dog off with a friend bc we're going out of town

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I miss her and my toes hurt and I can't wear my pretty dress

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its okay

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I'll cope i need to.clean my fish tanks

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another silly potentisal character design

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I woke up on time!!

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4:17 am :3

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Hoorayyyyy

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Im listening to morning person from shrek hehe

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MY AUNT CONFRONTED ME ABIUT MY INSTAGRAM NOTES LMFAO

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I can't this is so funny

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the most recent ones were "cute date idea:rob a bank" "cute date idea: shoplift"

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OBVIOUSLY THEY ARE JOKES

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this is not encouragement to do those things they're very illegal and bad

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but all my friends who follow ke knew they were jokes

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My aunt did not!!@@

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HAHAHAHA

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made it safely!!! 6 hr car ride

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I've been up since 4 am its 6 pm rn

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goodness!

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my toyhouse is lazarette if anyone has that and wants to be friends on there :3

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im still learning how it works lol

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my eyes hurt

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I think they're sunburned

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Can that even happen

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put wet paper towels on them

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school nurses r right

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they really do fix everything

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Im doing a writing commission for this guy and I lowkey do not like his character

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HAHAHA

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I OBVIOUSLY WOULDNT TELL HIM THAT

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Had to tell someone

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i hate myself

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i hadn't been feeling that bad

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i'd been eating what I want bc im on a trip

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and then my family took photos of me and showed me

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im fucking disgusting

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💔

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ugly as hell fat as hell

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i see photos and think "is that actually me?" because I avoid mirrors

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i saw people at the pool today and they smiled at me I thought "ohh im cute"

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no

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Sorry if you don’t want me typing I just wanted to say I did not mean to put that

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they were definitely laughing at me

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As a reaction

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Sorry again

craggy hamlet
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they did NOT want me

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nobody wants that LMFAO

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why you so legs

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i cried in the bathroom of a go kart place

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idk if it was crying it lowkey might have been a panic attack

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so embarassing

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💔

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meow meow meow

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jackeabbot hrhr

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saw an old couple walking in the beach holding hands tonight and cried

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at night the world seems calm
the sands empty
the skies full
of stars and hopes and mysteries
of loved ones and wishes that will never be granted.
etched into the ground are footprints
lifelong memories of others that only they get to live.

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going home Cri

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i am full of love

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i love my friends!!!!!

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(platonic love!!!)

craggy hamlet
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i love thos movie brah

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ive watched it 3 times in the last 30 hours.....

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I like having replies off but i want them on sometimes is it annoying if I switch it sometimes

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I dont think it matters that much

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Ill turn them on for now :3

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Drew 3 things today!

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I am learning

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And slowly getting better

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None of the characters are mine

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if today was your last day on earth what would you do differently?

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would you wake up earlier to enjoy it more?

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would you call that person you havent spoken to in a while?

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would you spend the day with your family and friends?

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would you go for a walk and look at all the beautiful things you took for granted?

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what would you do?

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because one day it wont be a question anymore

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one day it will be our last day

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and we wont even know it

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will we do things differently?

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or will we waste our final day like we've wasted all the others?

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I cant believe we only have one life

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its so unfortunate

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These are so cool

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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oh my goddd i hate being a woman

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I was cramping rlly bad and woke up from the pain at like 2 I think

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and I couldn't actually fall back asleep until like 4

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I had to get up at 6 and im not even going to be able to go home and go to.sleep until like 8:45 tonight and I have to get uk at 6 again tomorrow

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it was that weird in-between yk

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like I felt awake and I felt the pain

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but when I checked the clock a while had gone by

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so im not sure how much of it I was actually completely awake

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9 hrs of band camp

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eepy

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and I had it easy lol

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I feel bad for the people who actually march

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I think a lot of my problems are caused by dehydration!

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I drank 50 oz of water today and got like 9 hours of sleep and I feel great!

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I have peed a crazy amount of times today

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Actually maybe its a normal.amount I've peed like 5 times

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Thats a lot for me

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Maybe thats tmi

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Idk

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I FUCKING LOVE MARCHING BAND

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AAAUUUGHH

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IM THIRSTY

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MYy water bottle is in the living room thoooo

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💔

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I got my water boytle

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Hehe

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Ok goodnight

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Im really scard

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My dog keeps waking me.up

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And she wakes me up when she has to go outside so I let her outaide

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And then let her in and went back to sleep

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But she woke me up again

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So I gave her food

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And went back to sleep

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But she woke me up again and she was like tweaking and she was laying by the window and she never does that im really scared

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She's never waken me up 3 tiems

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She's outside again

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Idk what to do

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I dont want to.lock her out thats mean

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Im so tired ive been awake with her for 40 minutes

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I'm scared

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Whatnof there's like a gas leak

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I checked if there was someone in the house I didnt see anyone but what if I was wrong

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She's barkingnoutsiden

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Im so scared

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There was NOT a gas leak

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She just wanted to go outside again

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I was genuinely tweaking i convinced myself that she was a skin walker who took my dogs place that was insane

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Its ok im over it now

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he wants me i know he does

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he looks at me a certain way

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i knowwwww he wants me

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(he doesnt and im delusional)

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Trust

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this is bad

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EVERYKNE IS FEEDING IMTO.MY DELUSIONS IM STARTING TO BELIEVE IT

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maybe he doessssss

nocturne tide
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WHAT!!!!!!!!!

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people piss me OFF!!!!!

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especially this one girl she just whines all fucking day

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"waaah waaah I dont want to rep movement one waah" youre about to feel the movement of me beating you up actually!

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SHUT UP!!!!

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HOW OLD ARE YOU?? TWO??

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Whining and crying all fucking day god shut up

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Get a fucking grip bro

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It genuinely pisses me off

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and then she looks at photos of her boyfriend on her phone and goes "waaah laz I miss himmm... he's so cute isn't he?"

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no actually that's one of the least attractive men ive ever seen in my life!

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and he's actually right outside! he is less than a minute walk away!

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YOU WILL SEE HIM AGAIN

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KH MY GOD

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LIKE SHE SAYS IT

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THE WORD

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AND NOBODY ELSE REACTS

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NOBODY ELSE THINKS IRS WEIRD

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NOBODY ELSE HAS CALLED HER OUT ON IT

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Today I said "is that really necessary?" And she just looked at me and said "what do you mean?"

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LIKE

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YOURE SCREAMING

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"I miss him!! Waaah!!"

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I DONT CARE? I DIDNT ASK?

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Hey so we actually aren't friends and I dont care about your boyfriend!

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Please stop talking to me and play your xylophone!

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AND THIS OTHRR GIRL FULL ON SOBBED TODAY

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AND SHE ACTED LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED

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The people there really make me mad

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It is not that deep!

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And I dont mean like a quiet little "sniff sniff 😢 " cry

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Full on mouth wide open eyes closed WAILING

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youre way too damn old to be doing that

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and she wasn't even embarrassed about it

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she said "im tired and im cramping" okay???

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i try to respect everybody because I cant feel what they feel but there is no way she was in such excruciating pain that she needed to wail in the middle of the auditorium

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i am also a woman! my periods are so bad that I am vomiting from the pain and umable to movr for at least one day almost every month

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that day this month was wednesday and you know what I did??? I played my instrument and sucked it up until I got home

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THEN I was sad and laid down and cried

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Not WAILED

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A normal cry

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OBVIOUSLY I'D NEVER TELL HER THIS

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But the way she was behaving was not okay whatsoever

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I think she's turning 14?

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Way too old to be acting like that

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She was cursing at people and stomping like get a grip dude

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What is she going to do in a few years when she has a job??

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If your tummy hurts at work are you going to scream and cry?

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Good luck keeping a job

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another guy was being annoying today and I said "shut ur ass up" I feel kinda bad but oh my goodness they are way too old to be acting the way they do

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I domt even remember what he was doing

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Probably just yelling idk

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it's okay i have 2 days until I go back

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Im seeing a movie with my friend tomorrow!

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And Sunday im going swimming at my aunts house

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I am so excited

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Yay!!!

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OH BROTHER!! THIS GUY STTINKKKSSS!!!!!!!

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its an audio thing

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its funny trust

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went swimming!

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saw my family

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yay!

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tmr is character day and my sections theme is rockstars

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idk anytbigm about rockstars

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oh well

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im being madonna

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Sorry if im not supposed yo reply😔

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rotund cave
rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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IM SO GOOD RN HOW ABOUT YOUUUUUU

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YAYYYY IM GOOD TOO

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YAYYYAYYYYAYYYYYY

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Haii, just came to say hello. You're a great mod laz and I'ma thank you a lot for your work. I hope everything goes great in your life and I hope you're always happy and at peace! Lots of love, take care of yourself! Joy huddleheartshape

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me genuinely tweaking

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over a stupid blond man

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ugh

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going feral

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was gonna sleep but i couldn't just yet

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I want to know what everyone thinks of me

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like

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I wish I could ask people "do you hate me and want me dead be honest"

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without them being like "what no"

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details! I need details!

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whT do yo u think of me?

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do you think im too.much??? not enough?? too loud?? weird??

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TELL ME

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tell me NOW

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im going to ask him tmr

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"do you hate me"

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just in case

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noni wont actually

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thats attention seeking

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ughhhhh

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I wish I could just ask

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gn ×2

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going to a party tmr

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I NEED TO BE PUT DOWN

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my friends aren't answering my texts I only have 3 people irl I can tell abt this

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NONE OF THEM ARE ANSWERING

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PLEASE

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SOS SOS

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wait

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I have 4

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NUMENR 4 ISNT ANSWERING EITHER

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oh my foodness

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#2 is busy cant talk

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#1 is camping i forgot

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#3 is online but not answering idk why i even reached out to her we are not close i was just tweaking

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#4 is probably busy

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reached out to #5

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we aren't even friends LMFAO

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I just need to tell SOMEONE

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an irl someine

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over it!

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she answered.i was just tweaking aorry

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UGUUGUGHFHF RHRHRURBDU WOOF WOOF WOOF

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(how i feel rn)

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hehehe

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under my heated blanket getting butterflies over a man that definitely does not want me back

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heyr7ehehe

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removed her from my bio

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FUCK IT IM EVIL!!!

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not bio

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what am I onnabout

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status

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she pmo one too many times

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actually she hasn't made me mad in a while LMFAO

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im just feeling silly

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he laying in bed kicking his feet thinkin bout you rn

craggy hamlet
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I get to see him tomorrow

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I know thats all.ive been talking about sorry

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Im so down bad its insane

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Wait

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Let me.look u0 the definition of down bad

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DOWN BAD IN A SFW WAY!

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hehehe

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we called

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for almost 2 hours

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we talked about like nothing and just listened to music

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I didnt really mind

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I actually had fun

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Jamming rn

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Thinking

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humans are so cute

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we've found ways to customize almost every part of our body

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thats so fucking adorable

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our hair?? dyes, trims, styles

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our face?? makeup, piercings, paint, facial hair

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our skin?? tattoos

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our nails??? we paint them

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everything about us we can make unique

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or have it represent us

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and yet so many are unsatisfied with their appearance

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when there's so many options available

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its so interesting

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Im getting piercings soon🤭🤭

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rotund cave
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thats cool

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Hehehehehehe

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ugghhhgucugghgghgbghg

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god he's so fucking evil

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hes so horrible and mean and evil

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I want him

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ohhhh

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this is so bad

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HAHAHAHA

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its okay I dont care!

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he's blond too

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that makes it worse

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(It doesnt! that was a joke)

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I csmt even like put it into words I cant even explain

rotund cave
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bad

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but he's mean and horrible and evil in like a fun way

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update

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he doesn't want me

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HAHAHAHA

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Awww im really laz

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Do you wanna talk about it?

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NO it's ok

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Im not upset or anything I didnt ask him out

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I just think we're better off friends

rotund cave
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Awwwhugs

craggy hamlet
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4 hour phone call

nocturne tide
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I think you should tell him how you feel

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Maybe he feels the same

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this is complicated!

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I cant type it but I don't want to send a video of me talking aughh

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Woot woot I love marching band

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I thought i was excited for school but.im actually reallyscared

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But

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Even though I'm alone in most of my classes this year

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It'll be a good year

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I'm going to make sure it's a good year

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Ill make new friends

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And I'll try my best

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Who cares about grades lowkey

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As long as I get A's and B's it's whatever

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I'm going to have fun this year

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You're only young once

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If I spend all day worrying about grades I'll regret it one day

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I'd rather make memories

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I hope i meet nice people

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:)

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I love my friends

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Woot woot I love my friends!

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I took that personality test thing

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I got ENFP-T

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Idk if its accurate

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im so afraid

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of the future

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i feel sick

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ohnmy g9d

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i don't want things to change

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everything is going to change

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oh goodness

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I'm so anxiousn

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i feel like I'm going to throw up

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I need to wake up soon

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I should go tonsleep

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goodnight

rotund cave
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GOODNIGHT LAZ

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Or wait should i not reply here

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Sorry

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rotund cave
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Yayyyy thank you

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my head hurts

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type of shit I'm on

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people have been acting funny lately.

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but its okay because I'm about to act hilarious

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something bad is going to haplen today

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j do t know what it is yet

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but something bad will happen

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I can feel it

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I feel disgusting and unlovable

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I am disgusting and unlovable

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my shins hurt

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my head hurts

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i think they're all lying

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they don't actually like me

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its pity

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they hate me and want me dead I know they do

rotund cave
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i don't know what's wrong with me

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I need to sleep

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woot woot I love my friends

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theyre so kind!

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DOGGO

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YES!

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first day of school tmr

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My head is throbbing there's an unfamiliar lump in my leg my shins hurt its 11:19 I don't know what time my bus comes i have to stay at school until 6 pm tomorrow I dont rememebr my schedule and I didnt go school shopping

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im so locked in

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im so fucking ready

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this is going to be a great year

craggy hamlet
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i could NOT sleep

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I saw 1

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I need to stop saying "let's just say"

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I started saying it ironically

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An di cant stoop

craggy hamlet
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didnt even get a "how was your first day back"

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my mom just drove to my brother's practiceb

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didnt ask about my day at all :(

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my day was bad anyway

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I started off in a good mood but it just went downhill

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im a failure

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cant do shit right

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my shins hurt

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bro I was going through it today LMAOO

craggy hamlet
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new year same bullsbit!

nocturne tide
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Preach

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😞

craggy hamlet
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today was better!

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I'm writing warmup songs rn

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Mainly for fun

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I dont think I'll send them to my section leader he'd probably laugh in my face LMAO

craggy hamlet
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Please sign this petition if you'd like!! And make sure to share it if you can huddleheartshape

#

Its to save the lives of nearly half a million barred owls

craggy hamlet
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they say curiosity killed the cat

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in that case meowwww meowwwww

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im just doing things atp

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MEOWWW

craggy hamlet
#

meoww

craggy hamlet
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im.not okay

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its crazy how fast things can change

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he's going to die and its all my fault

#

I should have tried harder

#

i should have done better

#

im disgusting

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all his color his gone he's all dark now my poor baby

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oh goodness my.poor baby

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his gills are going so fast my poor baby

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he's going to die tonight

#

im trying to treat him im too late

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I should have noticed sooner

nocturne tide
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Stay strong lazhugs

craggy hamlet
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hes gone

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my poor baby

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hes no longer in pain

craggy hamlet
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FUCK

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I cant believe we have to go back tomorrow

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what the fuck bro

craggy hamlet
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woot woot inl9ve my friends!

craggy hamlet
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🫩

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this is how I feel rn

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oh my god

craggy hamlet
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im just so tired

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so so tired

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its only tuesday

craggy hamlet
#

meowww

craggy hamlet
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spider and dragonfly photos

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if you dont like that dont click on it

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im going to start sharing photos of critters i find!

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moth + another spider

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oh my god

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i hate voice to text im sending a video

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actually that is a bad idea

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I'll send a voice message to myself i do not need to speak angrily here

craggy hamlet
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🫩

grave moth
nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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me

craggy hamlet
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Hello helloooooo

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I feel loved

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Woot woot!

craggy hamlet
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people are PISSING ME OFFFFF

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AUAUSUFHFHFHFF

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The weekend is already over

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we just did last week why do we have another one bro

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ive had enough of september already oh my godddd

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GET ME OUTTT

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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im so tired

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soooo tired

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gotta do dishes

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and go back to school tomorrow!

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head hurts

#

one day I'm going to die

#

i won't even know

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you guys wont even know

#

it'll just happen

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I'll just be gone

#

would anybody actually notice?

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if one day i stopped coming online

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or showing up to school

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or existing

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would it make any difference at all?

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I'll be gone one day and it doesn't matter at all

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None of this matters

#

It could be tonight and it wouldn't matter

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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My mouth hurts

#

I burned it yesterdy

craggy hamlet
#

I didnt go to school today

#

Nobody texted me and asked where I was after school

#

I dont think they would care if I didnt go back

#

I told 2 people that i was wasnt coming, they probably would have texted me I guess

craggy hamlet
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I wish i was good at something

nocturne tide
#

Dont overthink it

nocturne tide
#

I notice when you're not online much so imagine irl

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Your presence is important

#

And dont ever doubt that

craggy hamlet
#

my other fish is dying

#

this is insane

#

1 week apart

craggy hamlet
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hes gone

#

today was so shit

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oh my god

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i want to die

craggy hamlet
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skipped school today

craggy hamlet
#

im going tmr bc i have marching band

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if i didn't have marching band I think i would lowkey just not go

#

once a year I remember none of this shit matters and im wasting my life away

craggy hamlet
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my friend is coming over tomorrow!!!

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im so excitdd!!!!@

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i love her but my house is lowkey rlly messy

#

im kind of embarrassed

#

im so tired

craggy hamlet
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AAAAYE7RR8URUR

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I HATE HIM

#

SRUOID MAN!!! DUMB MAN!!!

#

he needs to be OBLITERATED

craggy hamlet
#

GGRHRGRGRRRAAAHH

craggy hamlet
#

I love my friends

craggy hamlet
#

im such a bad person

#

i feel so guilty

#

im so selfish

#

augh I feel sick

craggy hamlet
#

I GPT A PREETTYY DRESSS

craggy hamlet
#

platonic or not platonic

#

I guess we'll never know!

rotund cave
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WE WILL IF YOU ASKKKKK

craggy hamlet
#

Hear me out

#

When we have an official time + day for the hangout/date (?)

#

I'll ask "should i wear something cute or something normal??"

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
#

OMG TWINS

rotund cave
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So i aint gonna say anything

#

Cause she needs to heal

#

And i dont like being that guy

craggy hamlet
#

Oohhh yeah i'd wait a bit then

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SHOOT YOUR SHOT EVENTUALLY THO

rotund cave
#

LAZ CONGRATS ON SENIOR MOD I DIDNT KNOW UNTIL NOW

craggy hamlet
#

WHAT???

#

I THINK IM JUAT A REGYLAR MOD NOW

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BUT TYTYTY

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
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im such a jealous person :(

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thats bad

#

im a bad person

#

I think its bc im not used to my friends having other friends

#

I have used to have 1 group and it was just 4 four and we didnt rlly talk to people outside the group

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Ifufkfkrrjrjnrmeme

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She was talking about this boy she thought was cute today

#

So we're definitely platonic

#

It made me a little sadn

#

But I encouraged her to go for him

craggy hamlet
#

im left on read for the 2nd day in a row!

#

we texted earlier and talked in person but shes leaving me on read

#

oh

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LMFA9 SHE ANSWERED IMMEDIATELY AFTER I SENT THAT

#

im being dramatic and clingy thays my fault

craggy hamlet
#

my head hurts SO bad

#

she left me on read again:(

#

im kinda sad

#

whyyy

#

maybe shes busy idk

#

maybe she doesn't like me

craggy hamlet
#

im a bad person

#

I think im unlovable

nocturne tide
#

Ur super awesome

craggy hamlet
#

LMFA9

#

I looked up "tweak" gif and that came.up

craggy hamlet
#

this is how I feel rn

#

I feel like the kitten

craggy hamlet
#

Painting my nailssss

#

THIS IS BOTHERKNG ME SO MUCH

#

I feel

#

I dont know what I feel

#

Uncertainty

#

Fear

#

No not fear

#

Its weird

#

Nervous I guess

#

I HATW THIA

#

I wish i could read minds

craggy hamlet
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I FIJ8SHED MY ENGLISH WORKKKK

craggy hamlet
#

I lovr my friends so mxuh

#

I would do anything for tjem

#

ooohhh goodness

#

i am full of love rn

#

meowww

craggy hamlet
#

WHAT DID I DOOOOO

craggy hamlet
#

Im getting afraid

#

She keeps saying shes excited to hang out tomorrow but what if shes not

#

What if she secretly hates me and wants me dead

#

What if everyone secretly hates me and wants me dead

#

😟

nocturne tide
#

This is cap

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
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GOD I LOVE MY FRIEND SO MUCH

#

shes so kind

#

and smart

#

and perfect

craggy hamlet
#

when she was over we created a concoction

#

we carved pumpkins and we squeezed the juice from the pumpkin guts and made it into a puree

#

and we mixed the puree with like soap and flour and turned it into a goop HAHAHA

#

here's my pumpkin

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nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
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AAAAAAAHHHHHH

craggy hamlet
#

i feel unlovable

#

everyone around me is dating someone or has had a talking stage or has at least had someone interested in them

#

and I never have

#

nobody is ever interested in me

#

and I know i'm still really young and I have my whole life ahead of me

#

but like come on

#

am I that ugly??? am I that boring?? is there something wrong with me?

#

why does nobody want me

#

i dont know what i'm doing wrong

#

everybody else is getting their cute little highschool relationships and crushes and I dont :(

#

i know this sounds childish but come onnn

#

im 16 now and I've never kissed anyone or been on a date or talked to anyone romantically

craggy hamlet
#

today is my birthday:3

#

I am so happy!!!

rotund cave
#

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAZ YAYYYYYY

grave moth
craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
nocturne tide
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🎂 happy birthday.

craggy hamlet
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i'm going to go insdie

#

sinsane

#

insane

#

I cant do this audition I literally cant play it

craggy hamlet
#

I l9ve my friends

#

im so full of love

#

MY TUMMY HURTS

#

18 hour day...

#

wait

#

no

#

20

#

GAHAHAH

#

I csmt even count im sontired

#

I should go to sleep

craggy hamlet
#

meowwww

nocturne tide
craggy hamlet
#

my friends birthday is 295 days away but im already planning her gift

#

HAHAHA

#

I started it tonight

#

Maybe i can give it to her for Christmas

#

CHRISTMAS IS FAR TOO AUUGUHH

craggy hamlet
rotund cave
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You dont have to wait until someones birthday

craggy hamlet
#

THIS IS TRUE

craggy hamlet
#

I hate being ignored

#

just say you hate me and want me dead

craggy hamlet
#

I was messaging one of my friends complaining about being left on read for 7 hours by someone else and she left me on read while I was complaining

#

I know its not that deep but like being left on read genuinely makes me so upset

#

it makes me feel unloved and unimportant

#

when people message me I always make time to answer even if i'm doing 494004 things at once I will take a break to text back or send a "I'll reply to this in a bit"

#

well I try my best to make time, sometimes I do forget let's be fr everyone forgets sometimes

#

but like... 7 hours??

#

and she also left me on read yesterday

#

when I texted her again about something else she answered but never resp9nded to the previous things

#

IDK IM PROBANLY OVERHTINKING IT

craggy hamlet
#

I dont think i'm going to get a response

#

🙁

#

it is 8.5 hours now

craggy hamlet
#

BAHAHA

#

I WANT TO TEXT HER AND BE LIKE "🙁 "

#

but that'd make her feel bad and I dint want to make her feel bad

#

im just not going to text her again until she says something

craggy hamlet
#

I SENT HER 2 REELS TOO AND SHE LRFT THOSE ON READ TOO

#

shes probably just busy

#

i need to stop overthinking

craggy hamlet
#

TERRIBLE POEM

#

like really bad

#

oh goodness

#

this is unhealthy

#

unhealthy and bad bad bad

#

what if they hate me

#

I think they hate me

#

I think im unlovable

#

I dont think its possible for anyone to return the love I give them

#

like genuinely

#

I think theres something wrong with me

craggy hamlet
#

I HAVE A COFFEE IN THE FRIDGE FOR TOMORROW!

craggy hamlet
#

I had a good dream hehe

craggy hamlet
#

another good dream

#

I keep having good dreans

fading prawn
#

hi

fading prawn
craggy hamlet
#

LMAO??

#

yeah i probably will?

craggy hamlet
#

I had a weird dream

#

But it was still pretty good

#

I've been writing more goofy ahh poetry lately

#

Its fun

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You tell me you love me,
but you've locked me in my cage.
I whine for your attention
but you cover my mouth.

You tell me you love me,
but you've left my bowl empty.
I whimper for your care
but you turn off the light.

You tell me you love me,
but I smell other dogs on you.
I'm not your favorite,
am i?

You tell me you love me,
but your behavior doesn't change.
I forgave you
before you even apologized.

You tell me you love me,
but your tongue speaks only lies.
The muzzle around my jaws
can not hide my rage.

You tell me you love me,
but you do not come looking
when the bars of my cage have rusted,
and i'm nowhere to be seen.

fading prawn
#

hi

craggy hamlet
fading prawn
#

Hru

craggy hamlet
#

Im really good!!! How are you

fading prawn
#

Not as enthusiastic as you

craggy hamlet
#

Sorry to hear that

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
#

I'm alive!@

#

Yay!!!

#

The sun will rise again tomorrow

#

If i'm lucky I'll get to watch it

#

And if I don't, maybe I'll get to watch it set

#

I get to go to school tomorrow

#

And I get to go to narching band

#

I am very lucky

craggy hamlet
#

I want someone to love me

#

I want somebody to see me and get excited and think "Oh my god its laz!!" I want someone to text me about every little detail of their day everyday

#

I want to be wanted

#

One day i will have that

#

Not today but one day

craggy hamlet
#

WHAT TIME IS IT???

#

YEARNING TIME

craggy hamlet
#

theres something about me that makes me unlovable

#

i dont know what it is

#

but i know it's there

#

i know it is

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
#

i hate not really being my own person

#

when people ask about me all I really know is my name and age

#

I dont have many interests or hobbies

#

I dont have favorites

#

Im just kind of there

#

"Whats your favorite food?" I dont know "what's your favorite color?" I dont know

#

I just take favorites from other people

#

I'm a mosaic of everybody I've lovedb

rotund cave
#

Everyone is a mosaic of everyone theyve met

#

No one else on earth has the unique-ness you do because no one know the people you do

fading prawn
craggy hamlet
#

STATE CHAMPSSSSS

#

WE WON STATES!!!!!

#

Well us and another band tied which has never happened before (to my knowledge) so we both won states i gues

#

Guess

rotund cave
#

YEAHHHH GOOD JOB LAZ AND YOUR TEAM

craggy hamlet
#

YAY THA K YOU

craggy hamlet
#

what a honor it is

#

to miss someone as amazing as you

craggy hamlet
#

I'm full of hate

#

Everyone around me has had relationships or have been talking to people

#

And the closest thing I get is people saying "hey.. my friend thinks your cute!" while actively making fun of me

#

what am I doing

#

this makes me sound attention seeking but I dont even care anymore

#

am I just really fucking ugly or somethign???

#

is my personality that bad???

#

I thought i was a decent person but apparently I'm just not

#

why does EVERYONE else have somebody but I literally just get made fun of

#

and im minding my own business too

#

I'm just standing there in the lunch line

#

on my phone not talking to anybody

#

"excuse me (loud laughing behind him) my friend over there he (laughing) thinks you're really cute can he get your number (even louder laughing)"
"what?"
"oh never mind (laughing)"

#

like ok fuck me I guess???

#

I hate everyone

craggy hamlet
craggy hamlet
#

Bro I thought my back acne was gone but ive only been checking one side

#

I always look over my right shoulder in the mirror to checj

#

And today I was feeling silly and looked over the other shoulder and its SO BAD ON THE OTHER SIDE

#

I can only see one side at a time bc my hair blocks the other side so I literally had no idea 😭

craggy hamlet
#

2ND PLACE AT NATIONALS

craggy hamlet
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WEDDING

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BUBBLE QRAP

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this is so fun

craggy hamlet
#

stupid pathetic dumb

craggy hamlet
#

just got back home for the first time in 3 days

#

I have my 3rd performance in a week on Monday!

#

gotta practice tomorrow

#
  • clean + practice driving, gotta get 60 hours by April
craggy hamlet
#

oh deaaar

#

I think i did something dumb!

craggy hamlet
#

its just me

#

im dumb

#

i give up

fading prawn
#

💔 what could u possibly have done

rotund cave
craggy hamlet
#

YEARNING

#

nightly yearn sesh

#

HAHAHA

craggy hamlet
#

my favorite blanket is in the dryer :(

#

it was in the washer last night and I actually missed it thats so pathetic oh my god

#

my frie.d gave it to me for my birthday and I haven't slept without it since

#

even when I went out of town for nationals or to west Virginia I brought it:(

#

it just felt weird to sleep without it

#

its my favorite bc it reminds me of her

fading prawn
#

Ok

rotund cave
craggy hamlet