laz's journal

[smoky yoke]

absolutely gorgeous

thanks Lazzy, love it

[craggy hamlet]

YAYY

[craggy hamlet]

ohhhh goodness

https://tenor.com/view/dog-no-shake-funnyanimals-gif-4478828002505100537

no no noooo

she's coming to school today

i don't want to see her I'm scared

very scared I feel sick

https://tenor.com/view/smile-dog-hide-gif-14256909

[rotund cave]

TALK TO HER

[craggy hamlet]

OH NO THIS WASNT ABOUT SPECIMEN

this was about one of my friends

I just

Idk

auughh

[rotund cave]

OH MY BAD

[craggy hamlet]

ITS OK

I did talk to specimen today thoufh

Her favorite show is walking dead

I'm watching it rn hehehe

[rotund cave]

YEHHHH

making more progress than me

[craggy hamlet]

Awww that's not true

Me and her are just becoming friends

I don't think anything romantic will come out of it unfortunately <//3

Idek if she's into women

[craggy hamlet]

I don't want to mention it and make things awkward and then not even be able to be friends

[rotund cave]

THATS HOW I AM WITH THE GIRL I LIKE

i dont wanna make it weird and never talk to her again

[craggy hamlet]

head hurts

https://tenor.com/view/puppy-gif-18530240

[nocturne tide]

Hope you feel better soon lazz

Cute puppy

[smoky yoke]

going out with him tomorrow

in theory

pretty common for our hangouts to be canceled last minute, so I'll see

[rotund cave]

I hope it goes goodddddd

[smoky yoke]

kill John Lennon

kill John Lennon

[nocturne tide]

Uhhh who’s gonna tell her he’s already dead

[craggy hamlet]

OMG HOPE IT WORKS OUT!!!

[craggy hamlet]

whay the.flippp

[craggy hamlet]

i think I share a birthday with him

I hope one day you regret it

I hope one day you regret how you treated me

I hope one day you regret abandoning me

I hope one day you regret what you've said

I hope one day you regret how you acted

I hope one day you cry when you think about me

I hope you miss me

I don't think you'll miss me actually

I don't think you actually care about me that mucb

That makes me very upset

But it's okay

I care enough for the both of us

https://tenor.com/view/jiminflr-jiminflv-dog-annoyed-sideeye-gif-23872396

[nocturne tide]

@craggy hamlet what happened?

[craggy hamlet]

my friend just pisses me off

[nocturne tide]

Yikes

[craggy hamlet]

rude for no reason all the time

[nocturne tide]

Are you sure it’s your friend?

[craggy hamlet]

idk

[nocturne tide]

If he or she treats you like this then they are not your friend

And I’m sorry you gotta deal with fake ass ppl

They suck

And I know how it feels

[craggy hamlet]

yeah

I'll give her until next friday

if she hasn't started being nicer I think I'll stop talking to her

[nocturne tide]

Yeah

Ppl like that are good to distance from

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-reaction-michi-triste-crying-cat-reaction-sad-cat-hannicion-gif-17190162121303461099

[nocturne tide]

That’s me rn

It’s a really cute kitty

[rotund cave]

ARE YOU OKAY LAZ

[craggy hamlet]

sleepy and sad

[nocturne tide]

Why sad?

[craggy hamlet]

gonna gi eep

[rotund cave]

Wanna talk about it again?

[rotund cave]

Yesss good idea i gotta do that

[craggy hamlet]

no thatd okay thank yiu

goodngibt!!!!

[nocturne tide]

Goodnight lazzo

[smoky yoke]

everybody say goodnight to laz

[rotund cave]

Goodnight lazzz sleep well

[craggy hamlet]

[nocturne tide]

[craggy hamlet]

you're joking you're actually fuckimg joking she's kidding

im gonna throw up

[nocturne tide]

Woah

[rotund cave]

Itll be okay

[nocturne tide]

Whats going on

Laz

Talk

To us

We are here

[craggy hamlet]

im the one being distant??

you're kidding

you're joking

[nocturne tide]

She? Is not a good person

[rotund cave]

Now could be a good time to tell her how you feel

[craggy hamlet]

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY

[nocturne tide]

This

[craggy hamlet]

I don't know how I feel

I feel bad

That's it

Just bad

[rotund cave]

Tell her your upset because shes been being dry and overall not a good friend

If thats how you feel ofc

[craggy hamlet]

I'll try to figure out how to word it

[rotund cave]

You got this lazzzz if you need help we’re here for you

[nocturne tide]

^

That

We are here

[rotund cave]

Here for you too boden, hope tonight treats you well

[nocturne tide]

I’m feeling a bit better

Really sleepy now

But I no no wanna sleep

[rotund cave]

Yea same ngl

[nocturne tide]

I wanna make sure laz is good tho

[rotund cave]

Im really nervous and cant fall asleep though lol

[rotund cave]

Yesss this is of utmost impirtance

Importance*

[nocturne tide]

Yeah. I’ve never been really good with relationships

[rotund cave]

Idk how shes gonna frel or act and uts scary but i kinda like the thrill in a weird way

Wait ima yap in off topic again

[craggy hamlet]

im okay

crying it out

then I'll try to respond

Accidentally clicked on the message so I need to do it tonight

[nocturne tide]

🫂 🫂 🫂

☹️

[craggy hamlet]

I really don't want to throw up auuughh

I can't handle ts

[rotund cave]

Maybe you should go to the bathroom just incase?

So if you gotta throw up the toulet is rivht there atleast

[craggy hamlet]

yeah

[nocturne tide]

I’m sorry you feel like this laz

Makes me sad that your sad

😕

[craggy hamlet]

I responded to her

oh goodness my tummy hurttts

maybe I should be medicated for anxiety

my doctor offered medication but I said NO!!!!

I think I should have said "YAH!!!!!"

bc I don't think this is normal lowkey

[nocturne tide]

Is it like a burning type?

[craggy hamlet]

ibjust started my period I think this is contributing

[nocturne tide]

Because I have extreme anxiety

[craggy hamlet]

I don't know

[nocturne tide]

What does it feel like?

Well

I’m sure it’s anxiety

[craggy hamlet]

it's feels like I'm gonna die

like my.stomach will hurt and it feels like the world os ending even if it's the tiniest thong

Thing**

[rotund cave]

Remember were all here for you laz if you ever need to talk

[craggy hamlet]

I'm okay now sorry I was tweaking last night

We talked and it's ok

I've been a bad friend too

[nocturne tide]

I hope you two can work it out!!

[craggy hamlet]

I think we can

[nocturne tide]

[craggy hamlet]

Meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow. Meow meow, meow, meow, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum. Yum yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum, yum yum yum. Yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum.What are you looking at?Don't look at me with those eyes.Yum.Yum yum yum yum yum yum yum yum

I did that with voice to text

HAHAHAHA

When I said "what are you looking at" that was.to my.dog

HAHAHAHA

Papi pee pee pee pee pee pee pee pee you? Why is it actually writing like p? Stop stop writing p oh, it put the letter that time p. PPPPPBB ZZZ Z. Zee zee zee zee chicken chicken chicken, chicken chicken, chicken, chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken, chicken chocolate cheese. You can Check-in all my gosh. I love voice to text this so funny. Fish to Texas.Oh, it said fish to Texas for a second.Not voice to text.Oh my gosh fish to texas fish to texas fish

I'm just saying random stuff into the voice to text. It's not supposed to make sense. Actually, this message is also being sent with voice to text which I think is really cool. That's awesome so um. I don't actually have anything to talk about. Can I do emojis smile face? Smile :) smiley. Happy face happy emoji oh my God. It did it did one.It did keeps like changing every time.I pause like the message just change.How did I dedicateo the face :)Yes , no oh my god , if you say smiley face it , put the Though the smiley face there

I probably look crazy

HI REN

Pfffbgbgbtntt

I wish voice messages were allowed

I mean I know why they aremt

Hard to moderate

but it would be fun

[nocturne tide]

Yes they are

I have them in my journal some times

[craggy hamlet]

oh really??

I haven't seen those

[nocturne tide]

Yeah man

As long as you don’t make fun of ppl voices it’s okay 👍

I talked to Matrix about it

[craggy hamlet]

ooohh okay

[craggy hamlet]

uyugyghgghhh

hurting rlly bad

cramping so bad

https://tenor.com/view/cat-holding-head-cat-sad-cat-rahh-wahhhh-gif-11843610789762008433

my.mom is trying to get me to take medicine

no no noo

i do not take pills

hurts hurts hurts

and I have to.go to my ahnts house in like 30 minutes

[nocturne tide]

Lazzo take the meds. They will helppp

[craggy hamlet]

no

[craggy hamlet]

I took other medicine took liquid tylenol

It is meant for kids so I just drank a lot

Idk how much

THATS SO BAD

it's fine it's just tylenol

[craggy hamlet]

I like the sound my nails make them I tap glass

or other surfaces

I'll send a video of it later

guys I'll do asmr for you

not now though I'm in the car it's loud

going to my auuntsssss

we're late as hell

[craggy hamlet]

worked tho I don't feel it anymore 😝

I was on birth control last year for the pain

It made me sicker

Sicker than I am on my period

And there weren't many other kinds I could try since I can't take pills

It had to be the chewable ones

and my doctor laughed at me when I told her I couldn't take pills

[craggy hamlet]

I feel it again

auuuuugjh

I need more tylenol

But im.not home

Idk how much is even left probably not much

[smoky yoke]

fucked

[smoky yoke]

and it was awesome

[nocturne tide]

Wait so you just had sex is what you’re saying?

[smoky yoke]

sex? what even is that?

[craggy hamlet]

I THOUGHT YOU MEANT THE DAY WAS FUCKED

[smoky yoke]

that too, but in a good way

[craggy hamlet]

I fell down the stairs today

[smoky yoke]

I've been joking about falling down the stairs for the last few days

must've accidentally manifested it for you

:p

[craggy hamlet]

LOL

[nocturne tide]

How are you guys

[craggy hamlet]

I'm okay I think just hurting rlly bad

Wbu??

[nocturne tide]

Not well unfortunately

[smoky yoke]

actually should've asked if you're okay

are you?

[craggy hamlet]

Yes I'm alright!!! Not hurting from falling down the stairs I'm just on my period lol

[craggy hamlet]

sorry to hear that friend 🫂

[nocturne tide]

So am I

[smoky yoke]

hope you had an easy landing, then

[rotund cave]

HI LAZ HRU

[craggy hamlet]

HI MYTH

[craggy hamlet]

I'm okay hruuu

[rotund cave]

Im also okayyy

[craggy hamlet]

guys I want to change my pfp I'm going to do a poll here

[craggy hamlet]

options

[nocturne tide]

Hampter

[rotund cave]

YEAHHHH HAMSTER

[craggy hamlet]

OKAY I'll just change it now hamster definitely wins

[rotund cave]

YEAHHHHSHSDJSNDMSKLSIFWS

[smoky yoke]

day 97 waiting for Laz to accept my friend req

[rotund cave]

😭

[craggy hamlet]

??? I DONT HAVE A FRIEMD REQ FROM YOU

[smoky yoke]

pending

[craggy hamlet]

ACCEPT IT?

Oh you did

[craggy hamlet]

Guys should I clean my room or go to sleep

hmmm decisions decisions

I'll tidy a little then lau down

[nocturne tide]

Clean

[rotund cave]

Smartttrt

[craggy hamlet]

I tidied a tinyyyy bit

Swiffered and did a partial water change on miracles tank

I'll lay down now I deserve it

[rotund cave]

YESSS WELL DESERVED SLEEP

[craggy hamlet]

YAYYY

gonna watch benoftheweek first thooo

[rotund cave]

Idk who that is😔

[craggy hamlet]

my bae

He's a silly youtuber

[rotund cave]

Ooooooo maybe ill look into him

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/ben-of-the-week-de-gif-18262828

I HEART HIM

[rotund cave]

Yahhhhh never seen him😔

[craggy hamlet]

hes funny

[rotund cave]

Yk who else is funny (in muscle man voice from regular show)

[craggy hamlet]

WHO

[rotund cave]

MY MOM

[craggy hamlet]

HOORAY!!!

[craggy hamlet]

found a photo from a dance last year, almost exactly 1 year ago

out of the other 7 people in the photo I talk to 1 todau

i do not talk to the others

[craggy hamlet]

I really don't want to go to school tomorrow

I really don't want to wake up tomorrow if I'm being so fr

I wish there was a way to die peacefully and painlessly

Nothing even happened idk I'm just sick of this shit tbh

this world is so fucked

everything is so fucked

[rotund cave]

Were here for you laz!! I hope you wake up happy tomorrow

[nocturne tide]

Same

[craggy hamlet]

thank you

so do i

i hope I sleep.for a very long time

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-kitten-cat-crying-kitten-crying-05starrynight-gif-10141647709992578610

[nocturne tide]

This is me realizing I got school tomorrow

[craggy hamlet]

real

[rotund cave]

KITTYYYY

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/emoji-sad-face-crying-sad-screaming-gif-21810405

[smoky yoke]

balls itching

[rotund cave]

…

[smoky yoke]

?

[rotund cave]

Fire i guess

[smoky yoke]

fire?

[rotund cave]

Fire

[smoky yoke]

uh, okay

[craggy hamlet]

💥 💥

[smoky yoke]

she gets it!

[craggy hamlet]

pop!

[smoky yoke]

I was expecting someone to react with scissors though

[craggy hamlet]

no

[rotund cave]

Fire would work wouldnt it😔

[craggy hamlet]

ep,ldoe

sxplode

e lode

booom

[smoky yoke]

crosses her legs [💥 💥 ] AAAAGHH!!!!

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/this-group-chat-be-like-gif-14120114259691084516

[rotund cave]

KITTY NOOOO

[smoky yoke]

this must be NSFW

[craggy hamlet]

meow meow meow! meow meow meow meow me— BOOM 💥 BOOM BOOM BOOM💥 💥 💥 💥 💥 AAAHHH 💥 💥 💥 💥

[rotund cave]

NOOOOOOOOOO

[smoky yoke]

LMFAOO

[craggy hamlet]

heh let's just say.. evil gang

[smoky yoke]

do you guys think I'm actually cool and funny in a special and unique way or just weird and autistic

[craggy hamlet]

the girls option

first

not.gird

https://tenor.com/view/crying-sad-spongebob-tears-sobbing-gif-20144711

[smoky yoke]

so I'm not weird and autistic in your eyes...? 💔

[craggy hamlet]

you're both

?

[rotund cave]

Ngl the second one, but thats wbat makes you cool and relatable

[smoky yoke]

alright, I'll adapt the feedback to my personality changes through the following units of time. thank you

[craggy hamlet]

WAHTa

wi wi wii wii wi wi wi

wi wi wiiiw wiwiiiw wii

[rotund cave]

Wo wi wi wi wi wiiiii wi wi wiiii

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-hiding-nervous-shy-scared-gif-17189621

[rotund cave]

Literally me rn

[craggy hamlet]

ME ME ME

[rotund cave]

I am the snuggest bug

[craggy hamlet]

IN A RUG!!

[craggy hamlet]

i do not want to wake up tomorrow

but i will

too much of a pussy to do anything

goodnight

[rotund cave]

Goodnight laz please stay safeeeee

We love youuu /p

[craggy hamlet]

i will

[craggy hamlet]

love you toooo /p

[craggy hamlet]

life update: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

[nocturne tide]

Uhhh let’s gooo??

[craggy hamlet]

I suppose

[nocturne tide]

Are you all good?

[craggy hamlet]

I think

[rotund cave]

Is this a good thinng??

[craggy hamlet]

I.dknt kniw

I thought it was funny though

I think it's good HELP

[craggy hamlet]

@rotund cave @jaunty beacon @nocturne tide I messed up at the end sorry <//3

IM STILL LEARNING

I wish there was a voice chat I'd just practice in there smh

[rotund cave]

THATS SO GOOD WHAT

[nocturne tide]

Pretty good Ngl

[rotund cave]

YOUR MAKING A THING REMEMBER

[jaunty beacon]

my fucking data istg....

[craggy hamlet]

OH YEAH I FORGOT

[nocturne tide]

Vc here would go hard

[craggy hamlet]

I NEED TONWORK ON THAT

[rotund cave]

ADD US ALL AND YOU CAN

[craggy hamlet]

After I finish practicing piano I'll work on that :3

[craggy hamlet]

NOOO

[craggy hamlet]

THANK YOUU

[craggy hamlet]

THANKS!!!

[jaunty beacon]

laz it's SO GOOD

[craggy hamlet]

OMG HEHEHE

THANK YOU

I am still learning

[nocturne tide]

I can play like a note I think

I dunno man I’m ass

[craggy hamlet]

I can play a different song wayyy better hold on

[rotund cave]

CHAT IF I EVER GET A PIANO AGAIN ILL PLAY IT FOR YALL

[craggy hamlet]

This one is just an exercise not a real song

[rotund cave]

ILL PLAY DRUMS FOR YOU GUYS ONE DAY

[nocturne tide]

I sometimes post beats I make in my journal

[jaunty beacon]

I'll play "rubber band"

[nocturne tide]

Havnt been motivated enough to make any recently

[jaunty beacon]

I need to start a journal

[craggy hamlet]

DO ITTTTT

[craggy hamlet]

I LOVE YOIR BEATS

[nocturne tide]

I thought you had one already

[craggy hamlet]

YESSS

[jaunty beacon]

no sob

[rotund cave]

I LOVE THIS SONG

[nocturne tide]

Pinano actually goes hard

[rotund cave]

ITS ONE OF THE FIRST I LEARNT

[nocturne tide]

Tyyyuuuuuyyyyy

[craggy hamlet]

I LOVE IT TOOOO

[jaunty beacon]

my data im gonna pelt my phone at the wall istg

[craggy hamlet]

THANKS

[rotund cave]

Please dont so that

[craggy hamlet]

NOOOO don't throw it

then it'll break and you can't talk to me anymore and I'm just so awesome /j

[nocturne tide]

Imma be a green goblin mask rn

Do it bro

Good idea

[jaunty beacon]

I can't live without you laz anyways

[rotund cave]

RIZZZZZZZ

[nocturne tide]

That’s sweet

[craggy hamlet]

PLATONIC RIZZZZZ

[nocturne tide]

I didn’t know Khora was capable of that

[rotund cave]

KHORA THE RIZZZLERRRR OMG

[jaunty beacon]

only laz gets the nice treatment

[craggy hamlet]

YAY

[nocturne tide]

Damn 😔

[rotund cave]

☹️

[craggy hamlet]

my phone is at 3% gang

no.more videos for.now

[nocturne tide]

Barge

[jaunty beacon]

DONT LEAVE ME

[nocturne tide]

CHATGE

[rotund cave]

After all the times ive offered you my organs wowwwww

[craggy hamlet]

IM IN THE BASEMENT THAYS WHETE TJE KEYBOARD IS

[jaunty beacon]

LAZ DONT LEAVE ME PLEASAASEE

[nocturne tide]

Separation anxiety

[craggy hamlet]

IM SORRY

[rotund cave]

LAZ DONT LEAVE NOOO

[craggy hamlet]

IZ wont

[jaunty beacon]

this is true actually nvm i retract my statement

[rotund cave]

YAYYYY

[jaunty beacon]

you have no idea

[craggy hamlet]

I'll go upstairs when it gets to 1% to charge it chill guys

[nocturne tide]

When laz leaves bad things will happen

[craggy hamlet]

I HIPE NOT??

[rotund cave]

YAYYYY

[nocturne tide]

Hehe

[jaunty beacon]

when laz leaves im doing bad things

evil

[craggy hamlet]

NO DONT BE EVIL

evil gang

[jaunty beacon]

villainy

[craggy hamlet]

evil gang

[nocturne tide]

Evil gab

[jaunty beacon]

poo

[nocturne tide]

Gang

poo

[craggy hamlet]

I'm in the evil gang

[rotund cave]

poo

[craggy hamlet]

woaaaa I'm so evil

[nocturne tide]

I will paint the walls w my shit bro istg

Laz don’t leave

[craggy hamlet]

oh no do you guys hear that

[craggy hamlet]

dawg what

LMAO

[jaunty beacon]

I will shit in my hands and clap

[nocturne tide]

Did I stutter?

[nocturne tide]

Good idea

[rotund cave]

I have to preorder that game now

😔

[nocturne tide]

Shit gang

[jaunty beacon]

I didn't falter either

[craggy hamlet]

do you hear that? who's coming

[rotund cave]

CHAT ITS TIME INGO BROKE

[nocturne tide]

Santa?

[rotund cave]

ITS SANTA

[craggy hamlet]

hi guys

[nocturne tide]

Bruh

[rotund cave]

Holy ahit

[craggy hamlet]

where did that really cool guy laz go

[nocturne tide]

oh no

[craggy hamlet]

NO NSFW KHORA

even though I'm evil

[nocturne tide]

Evil laz

[rotund cave]

Oh my god its evil laz

[nocturne tide]

Laz are you part of the evil gang

[rotund cave]

WAIT WHAT DID KHORA SAY LMAO

[craggy hamlet]

evil gang

[nocturne tide]

We don’t like gangs

Gangs are not cool

[jaunty beacon]

sorry I don't deserve to be in your journal anymore 😔☹️

[craggy hamlet]

evil club

[nocturne tide]

👎

[nocturne tide]

NOOO

[rotund cave]

NOOO STAY

[craggy hamlet]

YES TOU DO ITS OKAY

[nocturne tide]

That’s better

[craggy hamlet]

Just don't say it again

Or ill go evil club on you

And say "I'm evil hahaha"

[jaunty beacon]

evil me up

[rotund cave]

Can someone stand up and spend my money for me

[craggy hamlet]

if I had money I would

[rotund cave]

No spend my money

[jaunty beacon]

give me your account details and I'll help you

[craggy hamlet]

I have $20 to my name

[craggy hamlet]

Oh yes

[nocturne tide]

I cast evil 🪄🪄

[rotund cave]

I just need elden ring nightreign preordered

[craggy hamlet]

Mail me all your money I'll spend it

Just kidding don't give us your money myth

[rotund cave]

Im gonna

[craggy hamlet]

Guys I need $500 for fish tank supplies hmu (do not hmu)

[jaunty beacon]

suit yourself bruh

[jaunty beacon]

GIVE NOW

[rotund cave]

Whats the address for mailing i GOTCHUUU

[nocturne tide]

What’s your PayPal laz

Or do you use cash app

[craggy hamlet]

I don't have PayPal LMAO

[nocturne tide]

I’m deadass

[jaunty beacon]

laz I'll be your sugar mommy wassup

[craggy hamlet]

IM NOT.LETTIMG.YIU GUYS GOVE ME MOMEY

[rotund cave]

Apple pay? Venmo?

[craggy hamlet]

I WAS KIDDIMG

[nocturne tide]

I will send you money

[rotund cave]

RISZZZZZZZZ

[craggy hamlet]

SLASJ JAY

[rotund cave]

THAT AINT EVEN PLATINIC RIZZ THAT IS JUST RIZZZZZZZ

[craggy hamlet]

I can't take money I'd feel way too guilty

[rotund cave]

Your not taking it its a gift

[jaunty beacon]

I don't ima need them billllssss

[nocturne tide]

laz even tho I’m more broke than i dunno like a 90 year olds man back I’ll send money

[craggy hamlet]

Khora are you rizzinf me rn

NO

[rotund cave]

(She is)

[craggy hamlet]

neither of you are sending me anything I was jokimg

[nocturne tide]

I will send money

[rotund cave]

Ill send you money dw

[craggy hamlet]

no

[nocturne tide]

Laz bouta be rich asl

[jaunty beacon]

nah

[rotund cave]

(Im joking btw i make enough bad money decisions for all of us)

[rotund cave]

Dont lieeee yes you are

[jaunty beacon]

can yall just give me your money

[nocturne tide]

Venmo?

PayPal?

[craggy hamlet]

PHONE IS AT 2%

[rotund cave]

If i had money to give😭

[nocturne tide]

Cash app?

[rotund cave]

RUN RUN

[nocturne tide]

I’m broke asf but if you need it

[craggy hamlet]

IF YOURE ACTUALLY GIVIMG EACHOTHER MONEY DO IT IN DMS

[jaunty beacon]

NO

[craggy hamlet]

Boden if you're broke don't give people momey

[jaunty beacon]

I ain't

[nocturne tide]

If you need it hro I’m here chat 👍

[jaunty beacon]

real one

[rotund cave]

Keepcyour money bro

Its yours

[nocturne tide]

I’ll be homeless if it means y’all got mansions 👍

[rotund cave]

If i got a mansion your sleeping in it fym

[craggy hamlet]

If I ever get a mansion you guys can live with me

[nocturne tide]

(I have $5.12 in my acct rn)

[craggy hamlet]

I won't tho

ONE PERCENT

time to spring ulstaids

[nocturne tide]

run.

[rotund cave]

RUN

[rotund cave]

Same guys if im ever rixh i gotchu guys

[rotund cave]

Yes with the kiss at the end too

[nocturne tide]

Love you gang

Muah

[jaunty beacon]

I'm gonna head off

[rotund cave]

Awwww

GIODNIGHT KHORA

[nocturne tide]

Buh bye

Not shithead 👍

[rotund cave]

sleep well like a corpse or smth idk

[nocturne tide]

Yeah sleep like a dead baby or whatever

[jaunty beacon]

aye aye captain

[rotund cave]

🫡

CHAT SHES SO PRETTY WHAT DO I DO

GADDDDD

DAMNNNNN

[jaunty beacon]

ME?

[rotund cave]

NO THE GIRL I LIKE

[jaunty beacon]

yeah you meant me

[rotund cave]

im sure you are too

[jaunty beacon]

no no you meant me

yeah

[rotund cave]

But not like that

[nocturne tide]

Oh lord what did I come back to

[rotund cave]

My crush bruh

[nocturne tide]

Oh shiiii

[rotund cave]

SHES SOOOO

[craggy hamlet]

IM BACK

[rotund cave]

😔

[rotund cave]

YAYYYY WBBB

[craggy hamlet]

THANKS!!!!

[jaunty beacon]

gone for good bye yall

[craggy hamlet]

WHAT

[rotund cave]

Shes sleeping

[craggy hamlet]

FOR GOOD??

Oh

Oh my god you scared me khora

GOODNIGHT SLEEP WELL

Have good dreams (of me)

[nocturne tide]

Myth don’t worry bro

I got crushes too

But like we friends n shii

[rotund cave]

Ive had 4 dreams about her😔

[nocturne tide]

So I don’t wanna ask her anything cus I like her as a friend

But I love her Yk

[rotund cave]

YEAH SAME

i dont wanna make it weitd but

[nocturne tide]

And it’s tearing me apart fr

[rotund cave]

Man

[nocturne tide]

Like

[rotund cave]

SHES SO

[nocturne tide]

Man

[rotund cave]

Fuck

[nocturne tide]

It hurts

[craggy hamlet]

YOU GUUS ARE SO SWEET

you both need to GO FOR ITTTT

[nocturne tide]

I gotta see her and know that damn… she beautiful asf… and then go on w my day

[rotund cave]

And people are like “oh just ask her to date” BUTI DONT WANNA

BECAUSE

[nocturne tide]

I don’t wanna make it weird

I like talking to her

[rotund cave]

I HATE WHAT “dating” ENTAILS NOWADAYS

[nocturne tide]

And I don’t wanna make it weird

[rotund cave]

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH HER

[nocturne tide]

Wonderful

I wrote a song abt this girl I like too bro

Like damn

[craggy hamlet]

to me dating is holding hands and saying nice things and telling eachother about our days

[rotund cave]

YESSSSS

and cuddling

[craggy hamlet]

yesssss

[rotund cave]

Cuddling and telling eachother itll be okay

Cuz humans NEED THAT SOMETIMES

[nocturne tide]

I havnt had a good relationship in 2 years chat 😔

Made a lot of bad decisions since then

[rotund cave]

Chat i havent had a good relationship in 18 years

[craggy hamlet]

I haven't ever had a good relationship

[rotund cave]

Same

[craggy hamlet]

Ive never had a REAL relationship

[nocturne tide]

Man

[craggy hamlet]

I had 2 online ones but they don't count bc I was like 10 LMAO

[nocturne tide]

They were prolly like 40

Oh doggo is here

Wsp

[craggy hamlet]

I still talk to one of them me & her are chill she's def not 40

The other one fucked me up real bad though

[soft hornet]

all of my relationships (and i’ve been in like 15+) have been online besides the one i’m currently in but we still talk mostly online

[craggy hamlet]

She probably wasn't 40 but who knows

[craggy hamlet]

DANGGG

[soft hornet]

because we’re like medium distance

5 hours from eacjotjer

[nocturne tide]

Man

Imma never find real love frfrfr

Ik I’m young but like

Damn

[soft hornet]

hallooo

[soft hornet]

yeah it’s hard for me to go a long time without being in a relationship

[craggy hamlet]

I go through phrases

I don't think I'm emotionally mature enough for a relationship

I wouldn't want to put someone else through that

[rotund cave]

Chattttt

[nocturne tide]

I’ll talk to her and tell her jokes and then we go our separate ways and I’ll be like “wish I could date her fr. Oh well.”

[craggy hamlet]

HIII MYTH

[rotund cave]

Im buying nightreing RN

[craggy hamlet]

ARE YOU EXCIYED

[craggy hamlet]

THAYS SO SAD

[soft hornet]

yeah i feel like a burden for being so emotional all the time but i’m a lot better than how i used to be

[nocturne tide]

Ik

It’s tearing me apart

I really wanna ask her out but I don’t wanna make thing weird

[soft hornet]

years of therapy + dating someone who’s healthy

[nocturne tide]

Even if she says yes

What happens if it don’t work out

Then shit just weird

And it ain’t the same

That’s even if we still chill

[rotund cave]

Also my steam id if you wanna add me i guess

[nocturne tide]

My bad for the lovestruck yap

[rotund cave]

Dw i do it all the time

[nocturne tide]

Time to go back to thugging it out

[rotund cave]

Im a candle lit dinner romantic not get in bed romantic

[craggy hamlet]

I'm a snuggle in bed romantic

[rotund cave]

“Evil laz” says

[craggy hamlet]

STOP

[rotund cave]

LMFAO

[craggy hamlet]

who's that

guys who's evil laz

[nocturne tide]

I don’t wanna say what type of romantic I am

I hate myself for it

[craggy hamlet]

watch put for that really cool guy evil laz

[nocturne tide]

And I try to do better

[craggy hamlet]

Rhays okay you don't have to

[soft hornet]

same

[nocturne tide]

I hate it bro

And I wanna do better but it’s hard 😖

I wanna be a nice dinner and walks in the park type

Or late night movies under a blanket

That’s what I want to be

But in my area it’s a women who is bad

And I ain’t tryna be sexist man

[craggy hamlet]

yeah

there aren't too many options around me either

I mean there's plenty of girls but most of them aren't into women BELP

[soft hornet]

same

[craggy hamlet]

and there's guys too but idk

I've liked guys but I just can't imagine myself growing old with a man

[soft hornet]

my family makes fun of me for dating someone in ohio but the people in my city are fucked

[nocturne tide]

I hate having feeling for girls brooooooooooooooooooo

I actually hat it bro

[soft hornet]

like in the extremely bigoted way of “fucked”

they’d never want to date a trans guy HELP

and i don’t like any of these people anyway

[nocturne tide]

And the girls Ive made bad decisions w tons of girls and but this girl is different

[soft hornet]

i’m happy with my boyfriend in ohio

[craggy hamlet]

I keep getting recommended baby videos on instagram

it makes me sad knowing I'll probably never get to have a baby

[nocturne tide]

I wanna have kids in the future

[craggy hamlet]

I love kids

[soft hornet]

i’m terrified of pregnancy

[craggy hamlet]

like I want to have kids one day but I don't think I ever will be able to

[craggy hamlet]

yeah I wouldn't get pregnant I'd probably adopt or do a surrogate

[soft hornet]

you could get a surrogate if you don’t want to adopt

[nocturne tide]

I want my kids to get to live confertably and have loving parents so they can have a better life than me

[soft hornet]

i don’t want kids at all tbh

[craggy hamlet]

I do want to adopt but I want to be able to afford a life for my kids I want then to always be happy and fed and warm

But with the way the world is right now I can't see a world where I'll ever be able to afford that

[nocturne tide]

That’s chill

[craggy hamlet]

Even if I wanted to have my own children I can't justify bringing another life into this world

[soft hornet]

i never wanted kids for me it feels likw throwing away my identity and i don’t want my kids to go through a life where their father feels trapped like that

just because he has kids

[soft hornet]

that too

i don’t see myself being rich enough in the future to be able to afford kids either

like

their needs and stuff

[craggy hamlet]

I want to be a veterinarian

They make a decent amount usually

[soft hornet]

i also want to work with animals but not medically

[craggy hamlet]

But I don't know if thats enough for kids

[rotund cave]

Chat i think i figured out how to say it

[craggy hamlet]

HOW

[rotund cave]

I would give ANYTHING in the world for an easy life

But i would give up an easy life for her

[nocturne tide]

That’s beautiful

[rotund cave]

So is she🤭🤭🤭

[nocturne tide]

I hate being in love hro

Tehrhehegegdhdhhdhdhdhshabwnss

Man… 😔

She to good for me bro

[craggy hamlet]

I ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED WAYER ALL OVER MY SELF

so frickin pissed!!!!!

Not actually

I don't care thay much t h

Tbh*

[rotund cave]

NOOOOOO

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/wah-gif-2764573323952388777

[nocturne tide]

Me knowing I got school fr

[craggy hamlet]

in the parking lot rn unfortunately

[rotund cave]

Good luckkkk

[craggy hamlet]

performance tmrrrr

blehhh

I have a confession

I killed an ant today

I feel really bad about it

I shouldn't have

He was on my desk and trying to crawl into my computer and I tried to move him but he wouldn't climb onto my pencil or finger

I really shouldn't have done that

im a bad person

[rotund cave]

Nooooo laz its okay

Sometimes accidents happen its alright

Your not a bad person for killing an ant

[craggy hamlet]

🙁

[rotund cave]

Its okayyy laz

[rotund cave]

YEAHHHH

[craggy hamlet]

guys if I were to practice on call would anyone want to.listen

Like it wouldn't be great (it'd practicing it would be bad)

[nocturne tide]

I would

[craggy hamlet]

Practicing piano rn hehehe

WORKING ON MY AUDITIPN

HOW COOKED ARE WE

OME HUNDREDDD

[nocturne tide]

[rotund cave]

I WILL

[craggy hamlet]

I'm so tired

ooh aah still so eepy

so so eepy

wepy girlll

my little eyes hurttt

[rotund cave]

You should lay down and eeppppp

[jaunty beacon]

so cute 😭

[craggy hamlet]

I did in fact NOT lay down and eep

I played fortnite with my friend

I'm so happy I did though

[rotund cave]

I also did mot eep😭

[craggy hamlet]

We hardly talk anymore she moved away not that long ago

ARE YOU PLAYONG YOUR GAME

[rotund cave]

THATS SO SWEET

[rotund cave]

I WAS UNTIL 10:45

[craggy hamlet]

you're cuter

[rotund cave]

NOW IM JUST LAYING IN BED

[rotund cave]

RIZZZZZZZ

[craggy hamlet]

GO TO SLEEEEP SOON

[rotund cave]

I WANNA BUT IM TOO EXCITED

[craggy hamlet]

NUH UH

[craggy hamlet]

THATS OKAY

Do a little dance

[rotund cave]

YUH HUHHHH

[rotund cave]

That will wake me up more😔

BUT OKAY

[craggy hamlet]

Oh you're right

UMM UMM I ZONNO

I jusy submitted my auditions

[rotund cave]

Im getting jiggy

[craggy hamlet]

HELP

Wanna hear my svales

Scales

[rotund cave]

YES

[craggy hamlet]

I did 2 octave g minor and 2 octave g major

[rotund cave]

Go through c-b major scales🤭

[rotund cave]

Oh not piano😭

[craggy hamlet]

NO HELP

sorry other onstrument

Violinnn

[rotund cave]

You can tell which one is major it sounds much more uo eat

THAT WAS REALLY GOOD THOUGH

[craggy hamlet]

They aren't great tbh but I wanted to talk to my friend

[craggy hamlet]

YESSS

[rotund cave]

Upbeat*

[rotund cave]

THEY ARE SO GOOD

EASY AAAAA

[craggy hamlet]

THANK YOUU

[rotund cave]

Ong i need her to scratch my head and sing me a lullaby

[craggy hamlet]

LMAO

I wish someone would sing me a lullaby

[rotund cave]

Or to lay on my cgest while i rub her back

HELP SHES

DI

AHHHH

FRUG CHNCMFIRUDJF

[craggy hamlet]

WHAT

[rotund cave]

😔

[craggy hamlet]

WHAT DOES THIS SAY

HAHAHAHA

[rotund cave]

I gotta go sleeepooppo

[craggy hamlet]

Goodnight!!!!

[rotund cave]

Idk i just keyboard mashed😭😭

[craggy hamlet]

Omg

[rotund cave]

YOU SHOULD SLEEP YOO

[craggy hamlet]

I talked to my specimen all 3rd period

[rotund cave]

UMYOU NEEDD IT

[rotund cave]

YEAHDHEJAIEGH

[craggy hamlet]

She was laughing a lot (I'm hilarious)

HELP

[rotund cave]

Ong you are

[craggy hamlet]

Yeah I'm performing tmr HAHAHA

[rotund cave]

RIZZ EM UP LAZ

[craggy hamlet]

ligjtwork no reaction

YEAAAHHH

[rotund cave]

GO SLEEPOPPPOOOOPPPPPPP

Okay i gotta pass out goodnighttt sleep well and sweet dreams

[craggy hamlet]

I don't think she likes women though so we can be friends

GOodnight!!!!

I'll go eepy soon too

[craggy hamlet]

seepy girl

https://tenor.com/view/kitty-kitten-eepy-eepy-cat-cute-kitten-gif-2354054411599231174

how I feel rn

going to go eepy now

hehehe goodnightttt

https://tenor.com/view/cats-gif-26492431

[craggy hamlet]

playing cello for the first timese

hehehehe

so happyyy

I'll send a video in a second!!!!

it's not letting me add videos what the flip

the button isn't workinng

let me restart the apppp

It's not that good but it's my first time so shhhh

[craggy hamlet]

my legs are so fat and ugly

I wish I had smaller legs

[craggy hamlet]

When people are dry through text it hurts my heart

like just say you hate me and want me dead

that was an overexageration HELP

[craggy hamlet]

scared

https://tenor.com/view/dog-curtain-stuck-hiding-gif-3519157

bad bad bad scary weather

[nocturne tide]

We got you laz

Are you okay?

[craggy hamlet]

yes just scared

there's a tornado spotted like 10 minutes away from me

maybe less than 10

idk

[nocturne tide]

Yikes

[craggy hamlet]

very close to my grandma's house

she doesn't have a basement

[nocturne tide]

Oh no

[craggy hamlet]

I'm scared

[nocturne tide]

Did you message her?

Make sure she is okay

[craggy hamlet]

No my mom did

She is okay right now

[nocturne tide]

Tell her to find a safe place

[craggy hamlet]

i will

oh there was very loud thunder

[jaunty beacon]

I bet their beautiful!! /p

[craggy hamlet]

they aren't

do you guys wanna hear me learning final duet

it's rlly bad rn

not even close to right idc it's distracting

[jaunty beacon]

you might not think so but I do

[craggy hamlet]

thank you khora

[nocturne tide]

I knew Khora had a heart deep down

[nocturne tide]

Better than I can do man

[craggy hamlet]

PLAYED IT RIGJT THIS TIME

[craggy hamlet]

ofc she does!!!!

the biggest bestest heart

[craggy hamlet]

learning entertainer on violin

[jaunty beacon]

[nocturne tide]

Oh shi Mb you don’t

[craggy hamlet]

im a bad person

bad bad person

https://tenor.com/view/dog-nomad-mirror-confusion-unsure-gif-16214774105916252596

[nocturne tide]

Why do you say these things

I know for a fact you aren’t

I know that

[craggy hamlet]

i am

[nocturne tide]

No you aren’t

Why do you think this

Tell me

[craggy hamlet]

i do bad things im mean and hateful

im full of hate

[nocturne tide]

No you aren’t

Your one of the most compassionate people I know

[craggy hamlet]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-cat-falling-down-stairs-gif-5462499368330342031

this fucking guy LMAO

I can't

NOT YOU BODEN

I'm literally crying laughing rn

like what

I CANT

[nocturne tide]

Huh

[craggy hamlet]

HAHAHAHAH

[nocturne tide]

Wha

[craggy hamlet]

Had to clarify I wasn't talking about when I said "this fucking guy"

[nocturne tide]

Ohh

What happened

[craggy hamlet]

I'll dm it to you

[nocturne tide]

Alr

[craggy hamlet]

I'm going to start Talking with random capital letters sometimes

I find it so funny

I need to brush my teeth

but im soooooo cozy

😟

I suppose I will rise from my chambers

maybe

humans are so weird

ohhh goodness

sometimes I remember I'm alice

alive

not alice

I am not alice

I am laz

OMG

IM LAZ THATS ME

THATS SO SILLY

im laz and im irl me

im like 2 people

this s crazy

laz isn't like REALLY me yk??

well

it is but like

idm

idk*

I talk different out loud

what is this song bro

okay I changed it

THIS ONE SUCKS TOO

oh I'm falling asleeeep