#Brian's Journal

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river swallow
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Heya im heading to the supermarket right now yo get groceries for my family

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also i enjoy doing design and art so i might post about that too

river swallow
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i think i might just need to post abt happy things instead of bad things

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im wondering who i should draw

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honestly nver thought id make one of these journals

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but they maybe just do good

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no harm in it anyway

river swallow
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heya just finished this thing officially!!

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so happy

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i guess im gonna go make some mountainsss

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hmm wondering how big

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or how small

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ahahhh

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i overthink too much

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help

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i need to be simpler

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i overthink everything

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gosh

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made a mountain sketch

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im gonna go make it into vector art

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byeee

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this is honestly gonna become a thoughts book

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ok anyway

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what colorss

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do i use a pink or purple for the mountains

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hmm

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purple

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honestly

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IMA MAKE THIS A FUN PROJECT

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just gonna do what i think is nice

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yeehhee

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oo i think ima add some trees

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hmm

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i finished the

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mountains

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but what trees

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HMM

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what are they calledd

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ahhh

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those dark green ones

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ai really amazes me

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it looks so real

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THIS IS AI

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its crazy how realistic it looks man

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i asked how the trees are called and damn it genereted that

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ppl are once again degrading my work

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my tree is so uglyy

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i need to remake it

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holy this one will take long

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ïm not even halfway and already been busy for almost 10 minutes

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jeez

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im like a quater in on one side

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what songs do i listen to

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hmm

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why is bruno mars new song not out yet

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ahh

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i will yap here alot btw

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im almost done on one sideee

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done one side

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onto the other

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halfway chat

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tree is done chat

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i just finished putting all the trees in

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ooo i love it

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the final piece is amazing in my opinion

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ahhh

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im gonna do this alot more

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so funn

river swallow
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honestly my little sisyer is so annoying

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she can only insult and say things that hurt me

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she really cant be kind

river swallow
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sometimes it really hurts what she says yk

river swallow
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even tho shes my little sister

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sometimes she says things that cut to the bone

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ok anyway

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i need to find something to do

river swallow
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YEYEYEEYEYE

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i won design of the week with my lamine yamal vector art

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in an server

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so happyyy

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ahahaha

river swallow
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i wanna make more stuff like thatt

river swallow
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hey guys did u know that butterflies cant see their wings but us as humans can see how beaustiful they are, likewise, if u dont think ur good enough others can see how special and amazing u are. 🙂 - sdshy2

river swallow
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smashing together ideas for a vector logo

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feathers

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angel

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wings

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im gonna do a helicopter vector logo

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combined with a penguin

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holy i already am at 90 messages in one day

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holy

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thinking of an animal for my pfp

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mhhhmm

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hmmm

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cat

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my fav

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and im gonna make a worked out one

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with a partot on it

river swallow
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ok so i dont think i got a favorite color

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but i so

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do

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but idk if ppl gonna think diff of me

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ok anyway i assume im alone here so

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i love pastel colors

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yellow orange purple

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i swear im cold hearted or sum

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i need to move away from that i hate it abt me

river swallow
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im making my own server guys

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with a friend

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i think thatll help boost some happiness

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as i like the concept of it

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i feel like im stone cold

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idk

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i wanna be more

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then just

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that

river swallow
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i hate these little kids in stores

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jumping acreaming

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everything

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it annoys me

river swallow
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hi guys

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i been listening to dont worry again and its boosting happiness

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again

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:D

river swallow
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guys remember, 365 days 365 new chances

river swallow
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hi guys

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happy new year to everyone btw

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ive been working on a bot

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it has brought me some kind of joy

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well im do that more

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and im gonna see what ima do more too

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i need to make drawing a habit

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i think

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well i dunno

river swallow
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hmm]

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this bot is really fun

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i should do this more often

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also guys

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dont worry is a really happy song

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if yall want to listen to it

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it was my most listened last year cuddlebear

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crazy if i pull it off a second time lol

river swallow
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i want to enjoy life more fr

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i wanna improve myself

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thats my resolutions\

river swallow
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going to the supermarket rn

river swallow
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im in a guild in a magical way

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idek how

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hey

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so hmm

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i havemt been talking much here because busy

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but ill do it more

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i have been happier then before tho

river swallow
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background checkkk

river swallow
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setup of my screens

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top left is laptop, top right is a monitor and down is my tablet

river swallow
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hi guys

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im bored

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idk what to do

river swallow
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@astral geode ion wanna gamee

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suggest sum different

river swallow
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hi guys

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i love my music list

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its all happy honestly

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nothing like rap n shi

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this is fiyah

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really fire music fr

river swallow
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FUCK I HATE LIFE

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always somebody to mess up everything

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ALWAYS

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why cant one day never end good

river swallow
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ok guys im chillin again

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i just hate people sometimes

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somehow i never find a private place to calm down

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i just need my music man

river swallow
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goodnight guys

river swallow
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I USED BLENDER

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im obsessed

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!rank

errant meteorBOT
river swallow
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hi guys

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i did another one

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isnt that cool!!

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at this point im using this as a blog aswell lol

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guess this is my journal + blog

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ok anyways

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i need to think on what to do next

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and such

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cus i am bored now

river swallow
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this was litro so hard

river swallow
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hi

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if there is anyone here ofc

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ok anyway

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enough yappin over that

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im learning to model

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im eatching some lessons on yt on how to model in render

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and so far im making a donut

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ill show you it when its done

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bye

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hmm

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im thinking of modeling like guns and such when i can model

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i really wanna make a gun so yh

river swallow
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ok so im still learning the lessons and its basically becoming a donut

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me is cooking

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i go continue lessons later

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its a 6 hour lesson so yea

river swallow
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holy its so much work to do 3d

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its fun nd all

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just lot of work

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im just thinking and thinking

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on what i would do with 3d skills

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its fun to do

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but yeah

river swallow
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hii

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im working on my web design again

river swallow
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ok so erm

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idek what to do

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i dont wanna do anything but i do wanna do sum

river swallow
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hm

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im so annoyed rn

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my "friends" are once again saying bad shit about my work

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it took really long

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and was really hard

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and somehow idk why they are critisizing it

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like its not amazing and the best of the best

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but still its amazing and good in my opinion

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i only started a few days ago

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and then they say its bad and all and like they can do it

river swallow
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hmmpphh

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ransom is the only rap song i listen to tbh

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not many other

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tv off sounds cool

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might give it s listen

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also ima add some more songs to my playlist like just dance, what makes you baeautiful night changesetc

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baby baby bayb ooohhh

river swallow
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hi

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i been sick

river swallow
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i finished prison break the day b4 yesterday

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ok anyway

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idk what to watch now

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i finished suits and prison break

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and they was fucking amazing

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what series can match that

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i still feel like a bag of dirt

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but like with small feet

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since i can somehow do some shizzle

river swallow
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hello

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hello journal

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im back

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i was away on a family emergency

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een busy

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its js shit

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but like

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oh well

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i been js gaming honestly

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js to do smth

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Brian's Journal

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js changed name

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used to be harvey

river swallow
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hmmmph

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cloud gaming is thebbets

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i can game so much

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its great when you dont have a good laptop

river swallow
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hi

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i draw

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apparently

river swallow
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hmmm

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ive gotten alot better

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maybe the reason why i dont talk so much

river swallow
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im so pissed rn

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and especially cus some people tryna fuckin fight w me over chat

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like bru

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it pmo

river swallow
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these guys dont even know why im pressed

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and its so oissin me off

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like bro

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im dso pissed

river swallow
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well well well

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im just idk

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different

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eventually they stopped yappin to me btw

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so i dont give a shi

river swallow
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holy its been a while

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ig i been better for a while