#Brian's Journal
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i think i might just need to post abt happy things instead of bad things
im wondering who i should draw
honestly nver thought id make one of these journals
but they maybe just do good
no harm in it anyway
heya just finished this thing officially!!
so happy
i guess im gonna go make some mountainsss
hmm wondering how big
or how small
ahahhh
i overthink too much
help
i need to be simpler
i overthink everything
gosh
made a mountain sketch
im gonna go make it into vector art
byeee
this is honestly gonna become a thoughts book
ok anyway
what colorss
do i use a pink or purple for the mountains
hmm
purple
honestly
IMA MAKE THIS A FUN PROJECT
just gonna do what i think is nice
yeehhee
oo i think ima add some trees
hmm
i finished the
mountains
but what trees
HMM
what are they calledd
ahhh
those dark green ones
ai really amazes me
it looks so real
THIS IS AI
its crazy how realistic it looks man
i asked how the trees are called and damn it genereted that
ppl are once again degrading my work
my tree is so uglyy
i need to remake it
holy this one will take long
ïm not even halfway and already been busy for almost 10 minutes
jeez
im like a quater in on one side
what songs do i listen to
hmm
why is bruno mars new song not out yet
ahh
i will yap here alot btw
im almost done on one sideee
done one side
onto the other
halfway chat
tree is done chat
i just finished putting all the trees in
ooo i love it
the final piece is amazing in my opinion
ahhh
im gonna do this alot more
so funn
honestly my little sisyer is so annoying
she can only insult and say things that hurt me
she really cant be kind
sometimes it really hurts what she says yk
even tho shes my little sister
sometimes she says things that cut to the bone
ok anyway
i need to find something to do
YEYEYEEYEYE
i won design of the week with my lamine yamal vector art
in an server
so happyyy
ahahaha
im so in love with this piece
i wanna make more stuff like thatt
hey guys did u know that butterflies cant see their wings but us as humans can see how beaustiful they are, likewise, if u dont think ur good enough others can see how special and amazing u are. 🙂 - sdshy2
smashing together ideas for a vector logo
feathers
angel
wings
im gonna do a helicopter vector logo
combined with a penguin
holy i already am at 90 messages in one day
holy
thinking of an animal for my pfp
mhhhmm
hmmm
cat
my fav
and im gonna make a worked out one
with a partot on it
i wanna do more of this
ok so i dont think i got a favorite color
but i so
do
but idk if ppl gonna think diff of me
ok anyway i assume im alone here so
i love pastel colors
yellow orange purple
i swear im cold hearted or sum
i need to move away from that i hate it abt me
im making my own server guys
with a friend
i think thatll help boost some happiness
as i like the concept of it
i feel like im stone cold
idk
i wanna be more
then just
that
hi guys
i been listening to dont worry again and its boosting happiness
again
:D
guys remember, 365 days 365 new chances
hi guys
happy new year to everyone btw
ive been working on a bot
it has brought me some kind of joy
well im do that more
and im gonna see what ima do more too
i need to make drawing a habit
i think
well i dunno
hmm]
this bot is really fun
i should do this more often
also guys
dont worry is a really happy song
if yall want to listen to it
it was my most listened last year 
crazy if i pull it off a second time lol
going to the supermarket rn
hey
so hmm
i havemt been talking much here because busy
but ill do it more
i have been happier then before tho
background checkkk
setup of my screens
top left is laptop, top right is a monitor and down is my tablet
hi guys
i love my music list
its all happy honestly
nothing like rap n shi
this is fiyah
really fire music fr
FUCK I HATE LIFE
always somebody to mess up everything
ALWAYS
why cant one day never end good
ok guys im chillin again
i just hate people sometimes
somehow i never find a private place to calm down
i just need my music man
goodnight guys
hi guys
i did another one
isnt that cool!!
at this point im using this as a blog aswell lol
guess this is my journal + blog
ok anyways
i need to think on what to do next
and such
cus i am bored now
this was litro so hard
hi
if there is anyone here ofc
ok anyway
enough yappin over that
im learning to model
im eatching some lessons on yt on how to model in render
and so far im making a donut
ill show you it when its done
bye
hmm
im thinking of modeling like guns and such when i can model
i really wanna make a gun so yh
ok so im still learning the lessons and its basically becoming a donut
me is cooking
i go continue lessons later
its a 6 hour lesson so yea
holy its so much work to do 3d
its fun nd all
just lot of work
im just thinking and thinking
on what i would do with 3d skills
its fun to do
but yeah
hm
im so annoyed rn
my "friends" are once again saying bad shit about my work
it took really long
and was really hard
and somehow idk why they are critisizing it
like its not amazing and the best of the best
but still its amazing and good in my opinion
i only started a few days ago
and then they say its bad and all and like they can do it
hmmpphh
ransom is the only rap song i listen to tbh
not many other
tv off sounds cool
might give it s listen
also ima add some more songs to my playlist like just dance, what makes you baeautiful night changesetc
baby baby bayb ooohhh
i finished prison break the day b4 yesterday
ok anyway
idk what to watch now
i finished suits and prison break
and they was fucking amazing
what series can match that
i still feel like a bag of dirt
but like with small feet
since i can somehow do some shizzle
hello
hello journal
im back
i was away on a family emergency
een busy
its js shit
but like
oh well
i been js gaming honestly
js to do smth
Brian's Journal
js changed name
used to be harvey
hmmmph
cloud gaming is thebbets
i can game so much
its great when you dont have a good laptop
hmmm
im so pissed rn
and especially cus some people tryna fuckin fight w me over chat
like bru
it pmo
these guys dont even know why im pressed
and its so oissin me off
like bro
im dso pissed