--evelyn's silly place | Huddle | Page 1

plucky oxide Sep 8, 2024, 2:06 AM

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redoing this to just be random vents and such :)

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august was a ugly ass month even though it was my birthday month
ended up ||cutting|| myself alot and taking tons of drugs
i would take like 5 tabs of acid at once and then tweak the fuck out

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im going to be back in the cycle soon though

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also drinking everyday was really fun

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but guess whose gonna be doing all this shit again!! i traded my shit for acid and coke

plucky oxide Sep 8, 2024, 5:31 AM

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rhhhrggg she wanted to trade back but luckily someone else was offering me klonopins

plucky oxide Sep 9, 2024, 9:19 AM

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wooooooooo i love weed and kava, this is my first time having thc after psychosis aswell :":3

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fuck dude

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my friends fucking hate me bruh

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its ok tho

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ive only got like one friend

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plucky oxide Sep 9, 2024, 9:22 AM

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plucky oxide rhhhrggg she wanted to trade back but luckily someone else was offering me klono...

i cannot fucking WAIT foer my clonazepam im gonna TAKE LIKEEE

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20 MG

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llol

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most ive taken is 8mg

plucky oxide Sep 10, 2024, 1:12 AM

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goodmorning i just realised next month on the 22nd will be my anniversary of the first time i took drugs

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crazy 💀

plucky oxide Sep 10, 2024, 7:39 AM

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remembering when my ||rapist|| said he taught me how to kiss better lmaooo

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cuz he would make me kiss him and his breath smelt like shiet 🙃

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apparently the first time he ||raped me|| i was “really bad at kissing” LIKE DUDE I WAS 15?? NOT EVEN, PROBABLY 14 LMAOO (and i wasnt asking for it so)

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sometimes i rlly miss him idk

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is it wrong to miss him

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im not sure but i feel so much love for him and comfort when i used to talk to him

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psychological attachment at its finest

plucky oxide Sep 10, 2024, 9:26 AM

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ahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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fucking hell

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i should kill msyefl

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lolll

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he doesnt care asbout me at all

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KILL ME FUCKING NOW

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im about to break down

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im going to fucking kill myself im going too fucking get blades and im gonna relapse

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or ill take 40mg of clonazepam :)

plucky oxide Sep 11, 2024, 3:11 AM

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im alive wooo

plucky oxide Sep 11, 2024, 7:15 AM

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i dyed my hair purple yippee

plucky oxide Sep 11, 2024, 2:51 PM

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going a bit crazy

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cant sleep and i keep thinking about him

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“i dont care” ok well ASHBFJGKGKHKH

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fuck you fuck you fuck you

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im so sick of people trying to use me then when i get attatched theyre IMMEDIATELY like “um no! idc about u go die“

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like dude i thought we were becoming close??

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and oh my god dont even get me fFUCKING STARTED on this shit bruh

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basically what was said “ok u have to carry the conversation cuz IMMM an introvert, but i TOTALLY understand ur autism” LIKE DUDE NO YOU DONT NOT IF YOURE GONNA BE DEMANDING ME TO TALK LIKE THAT

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anyways

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i hate people end of story

plucky oxide Sep 12, 2024, 2:31 AM

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all my hopes and dreams are gone

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once i take these pills all of it is gone

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i had no hope anyways, i was never good at any subjects

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i dont have any talents

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the idea of becoming a psychiatrist is pointless

plucky oxide Sep 13, 2024, 5:59 AM

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sometimes i want to kill the people i love most

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maybe its wrong to say that

plucky oxide Sep 13, 2024, 9:07 AM

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i MISS HIM

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UGGH

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SOMEONE SEDATE ME

plucky oxide Sep 13, 2024, 1:13 PM

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im getting green day tickets! :D

plucky oxide Sep 14, 2024, 12:08 PM

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i am absolutely blasted rn

plucky oxide Sep 14, 2024, 12:50 PM

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i fucking love md dude

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