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hushed moss Apr 27, 2024, 11:20 PM

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2024/04/27

I feel miserable, I was thinking about ||cutting my arms and let them bleed out.|| I didn't it in the end. My day was meaningless, useless. I did nothing worth mentioning. I cry almost every day. I don't know how to be better, I have no one who loves me. Why am I even trying when I end up in the same place again and again? I don't like to give up, but sometimes happens. Living with depression and anxiety It's one of the worst combinaton, I can't do alone new things and I am always want to end myself. I dream about things i want, I dreamed about hugging my high school crush, her hug was great, I felt good always when she did that.

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Meow

turbid musk Apr 27, 2024, 11:35 PM

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Are you on medication?

hushed moss Apr 28, 2024, 8:49 AM

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turbid musk Are you on medication?

Read the rules, you can't write here

hushed moss Apr 28, 2024, 1:08 PM

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2024/04/28

I don't like my life and I feel useless still. No one likes me or wants to spend time with me. I will remain forever alone. I wish I would have died when I was born, no one cares about me anyways. Nothing would change in others life if I would not exist. I am only good if someone's phone is not working or someone needs to buy something.

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Meow..

hushed moss Apr 29, 2024, 9:11 PM

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2024/04/29

I feel fat sometimes, I eat a lot when I am bored. I did a really rough work out, so I can delete my depression for a few days. But still I don't know what should I do with myself. I have no one to go somewhere and there's nothing else I can do home. I wish I could friends like other people, usually people forget about, because it's hard for me to talk with someone with my anxiety and if the other person is not asking or anything. I don't know if I will ever have friends, it feels impossible for me. I had friends or I guess they were, but if I ask them to do something, they always doing something else. I don't have any friends at university, I am always sitting and waiting till it ends and I leave. I tried and no one likes me that much I feel like. I just wanna cry and disappear in my bed.

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Woof...

hushed moss Apr 30, 2024, 1:19 PM

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2024/04/30

I am really bored, I don't know what to do. In a few days a book will arrive and I guess I will just read that for a few days or weeks. I wanna feel better and to be better at some things.

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I hope everything will be better.

hushed moss Apr 30, 2024, 10:47 PM

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2024/04/1

I had a rough work out, now I have momentum, I wanna try eyeliners. I don't know yet how to do it or how will look on me.

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I wanna feel attractive

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Like him

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https://tenor.com/view/damiano-david-damiano-david-wink-wink-gif-24603394

Tenor

hushed moss Aug 4, 2024, 10:34 PM

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I hope I will die

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I hate this shit life

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There's nothing to be happy about

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There's no one in my life

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I'm just gonna cut my arms

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Fuck this shit

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Useless shit

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Why the fuck can't I just die already

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I hate every single person on this fucked up world

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My head hurts

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I am crying every night

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I can't stop this feeling

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I wanna die

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It makes me angry and sad

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You ucfuuv

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Vdgbvh

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Bbbbvirigi kc

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#knoky