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vague mason Sep 27, 2023, 9:55 PM

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ayaka_pray

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Mood swings again roosadpanda

vague mason Sep 27, 2023, 10:18 PM

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Gn

vague mason Sep 28, 2023, 9:12 AM

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slept okay

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still get small headache sometimes

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today is one of those day where i want to turn my brain off

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just moving my head hurt my whole back

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feeling dizzy too

vague mason Sep 28, 2023, 9:35 AM

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roosadpanda

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idk why i keep trying to make friends

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it never work

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i'm just useless and boring

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thankfully i have my amazing gf

vague mason Sep 28, 2023, 11:36 AM

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sadness

vague mason Sep 28, 2023, 6:50 PM

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so tired of this headache roosadpanda

vague mason Sep 28, 2023, 11:13 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Sep 29, 2023, 2:38 PM

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Was looking for my 3ds games but couldn't find them, ig my mom gave them away

vague mason Sep 30, 2023, 12:33 AM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Sep 30, 2023, 6:58 AM

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Damn I should go back to sleep, so tired I chatted in the wrong lounge 516395crythumbsup

vague mason Sep 30, 2023, 10:38 AM

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Just had the worst nightmare ever sadness

vague mason Sep 30, 2023, 5:18 PM

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Here we go again sadness

vague mason Sep 30, 2023, 10:09 PM

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sadness

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Useless as always sadness

vague mason Oct 1, 2023, 12:54 AM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 1, 2023, 9:00 AM

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roosadpanda

vague mason Oct 1, 2023, 11:48 AM

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Just realized it's October 3367catjump

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I always loved this month

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Especially because of halloween :3

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nyaaPumpkin nyaPumpkin2 nyaPumpkin1

vague mason Oct 1, 2023, 4:27 PM

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still hella unsure about school

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the fact that my mom is pretty much telling me and asking me everyday if i wanna continu or not is not helping either

vague mason Oct 1, 2023, 10:56 PM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 2, 2023, 6:43 AM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 2, 2023, 9:51 AM

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decided i'mma drop out from school

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maybe i should think about it more but idk

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feels like it's slowly affecting my mental health

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of course the first thing my mom told me was that i was a failure

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i'm used to being that anyway

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 12:27 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 10:24 AM

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Slept okay

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Did have another nightmare but at least it was a short one

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 12:20 PM

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hmmm

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headache is back sadness

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https://tenor.com/view/spamton-dancing-gif-23332491

Tenor

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😂

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haven't played or watched anything deltarune related in a long time lol

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 1:57 PM

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gonna mute lounges for today 🙃

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 2:45 PM

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ayaka_pray

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 5:44 PM

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roosadpanda

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i hate those mood swings so much

vague mason Oct 3, 2023, 11:31 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 4, 2023, 8:10 AM

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Slept meh, didn't woke up nor had nightmares but still feel tired

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Had to post my letter, managed to mess it up so that was awkward

vague mason Oct 4, 2023, 2:25 PM

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started looking a bit for jobs and damn haven't really found anything interesting yet, guess i'll look more tomorrow except if my mom bugs me with it later sadness

vague mason Oct 4, 2023, 9:58 PM

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Hmm doesn't have much to write about today

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Not feeling like writing anyway

vague mason Oct 4, 2023, 10:30 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 5, 2023, 8:37 AM

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Had a nightmare again

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Didn't woke multiple times tho so that's cool

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Might just chill today

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Don't wanna get out of bed but I have to

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Idk why but I cried before falling asleep

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I wasn't sad or anything

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So idk

vague mason Oct 5, 2023, 7:41 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 5, 2023, 11:39 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 6, 2023, 1:07 PM

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roosadpanda

vague mason Oct 6, 2023, 1:29 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 6, 2023, 7:27 PM

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welp the thing i was stressing about tomorrow is cancel 3367catjump

vague mason Oct 6, 2023, 11:01 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 7, 2023, 3:50 PM

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Haven't wrote here today yet

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Slept okay, had some errands to run

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Going Chinese restaurant with my mom and grandparents

vague mason Oct 7, 2023, 6:23 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 8, 2023, 12:36 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 8, 2023, 8:23 AM

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Had 2 pretty bad nightmares

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And woke up a lot

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It's just nightmares so best to not think about it

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Probably just gonna chill today

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Might work out a bit if I don't forget

vague mason Oct 8, 2023, 4:10 PM

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Still hate going to my grandparents from my father's side sadness

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At least my gf is cheering me up ia_love bunnylove

vague mason Oct 8, 2023, 5:00 PM

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finally home, can relax now

vague mason Oct 8, 2023, 10:06 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 9, 2023, 10:34 AM

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Really like my new pfp, my gf always choose the best catbongo

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Kinda remind me of makoto from danganronpa too 3367catjump EB_AbsolBongo torchic_bonk catbongo

vague mason Oct 9, 2023, 5:57 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 9, 2023, 9:03 PM

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Feeling a bit better, got triggered earlier, just some mood swings now

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Getting tired too

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Might go to sleep early idk

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sadness

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Yeah idk I can't think straight rn sadness

vague mason Oct 9, 2023, 9:56 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 10, 2023, 5:00 PM

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So happy my gf won the drawing contests catbongo

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Not surprised tho since she's hella talented bunnylove

vague mason Oct 10, 2023, 11:47 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 11, 2023, 10:27 AM

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Slept alright, woke up once or twice but it's fine

vague mason Oct 11, 2023, 11:14 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 12, 2023, 4:32 PM

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almost forgot writing here today

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slept good, had 2 errands to run

vague mason Oct 12, 2023, 7:08 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 12, 2023, 7:54 PM

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i just want to vanish rn

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i feel horrible

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i hate myself

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i can't stop crying

vague mason Oct 12, 2023, 9:15 PM

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sadness

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Overheating and having a panic attack sadness

vague mason Oct 12, 2023, 10:47 PM

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Can't stop crying still

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Headache, overheating, chest pain

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Heart palpitations

vague mason Oct 13, 2023, 8:26 AM

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Slept terrible sadness

vague mason Oct 13, 2023, 11:36 AM

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Also had terrible nightmares, don't even wanna think about it sadness

vague mason Oct 13, 2023, 2:45 PM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 13, 2023, 4:37 PM

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feeling better

vague mason Oct 13, 2023, 11:38 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 14, 2023, 9:57 AM

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sadness

vague mason Oct 14, 2023, 11:14 AM

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Feeling way better already bunnylove

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catbongo

vague mason Oct 15, 2023, 12:38 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 15, 2023, 10:17 AM

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Slept pretty good, had one of the most wholesome dream I ever had 💜 PI_loveydovey

vague mason Oct 15, 2023, 11:40 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 16, 2023, 11:49 PM

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Throat is burning again sadness

vague mason Oct 17, 2023, 12:11 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 17, 2023, 8:01 AM

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3 months anniversary with my gf, it does feel like we've known each other forever, she's my everything, love her so much ia_love

vague mason Oct 17, 2023, 11:30 AM

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Bought a 3DS catbongo 3367catjump

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Of course i ordered tomodachi life with it 3367catjump

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Missed that game too much lol

vague mason Oct 17, 2023, 2:16 PM

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Headache again sadness

vague mason Oct 18, 2023, 12:31 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 18, 2023, 10:06 AM

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gonna visit my grandparents

vague mason Oct 18, 2023, 11:27 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 19, 2023, 11:42 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 20, 2023, 11:58 PM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 21, 2023, 11:58 PM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 23, 2023, 12:36 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 23, 2023, 10:05 AM

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Haven't write here for sometimes, slept okay

vague mason Oct 24, 2023, 12:28 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 25, 2023, 12:43 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Oct 25, 2023, 11:32 PM

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Played DST with my girlfriend, got carried as usual, was hella fun bunnylove

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 27, 2023, 12:37 AM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 29, 2023, 5:58 PM

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haven't wrote here in a long time

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i kinda took a break from this server, i'm still taking a break from it

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idk i'm not getting the same vibe anymore

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might even leave it idk yet

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i'm not active in it anymore so yeah

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otherwise i'm okay

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sucks tho because this server felt like the only place where i was fitting in

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but it doesn't feel like that anymore

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still thankful for my gf for making my days better and being the greatest gf i could ever had

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also the overwatch worldcup is starting today so i'm happy catbongo

vague mason Oct 29, 2023, 10:35 PM

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welp i'm sick again sadness

vague mason Oct 29, 2023, 10:55 PM

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everytime i look at lounges there's something triggering me, i'm just gonna hide them, might just leave this server, i'm kinda done with it at this point.

vague mason Oct 31, 2023, 12:56 AM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Oct 31, 2023, 9:48 PM

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welp finally ordered rootbeer and bunch of monsters that we don't have in france catbongo

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watched the FNAF movie earlier today, i liked it

vague mason Nov 1, 2023, 1:32 AM

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GoatSleeper 💜

vague mason Nov 1, 2023, 11:46 PM

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Can't help but think about old friends sadness

vague mason Nov 2, 2023, 1:10 AM

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Feeling a bit better

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Still got stuff on my mind but it's not like thinking about it will change anything anyway

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Idk if I wanna stay in Huddle or not still

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Almost went on a rant but it's better not to, just gonna continue ignoring most it

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Wish I could completely ignore some people the same way I do with some channels but oh well

vague mason Nov 2, 2023, 1:44 AM

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Might ignore the whole server except journals at this point

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once again I thought I was doing better mentally but nope

vague mason Nov 2, 2023, 4:53 PM

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Finally started working out again

vague mason Nov 3, 2023, 12:33 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Nov 4, 2023, 1:52 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Nov 4, 2023, 10:36 AM

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Welp had a nice small break from here

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Might even try being a bit active in penyoo again I'll see

vague mason Nov 5, 2023, 12:27 PM

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I used to like writing here to "clear" my mind I guess but idk I doesn't feel like writing anymore

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Not really motivated to do anything anyway

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gonna get some fresh air sadness

vague mason Nov 6, 2023, 12:57 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Nov 6, 2023, 9:38 AM

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Didn't slept great again

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My mind's been a mess recently

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sadness

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Idk why it's hard for me to just write here now

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Still tempted to leave again

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Can't help but feeling like a failure again sadness

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All my old friends got life figured out, having good job or doing studies that they like, while I'm probably gonna end up with a shitty job sadness

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can't get anything done right either, i always mess up sadness

vague mason Nov 6, 2023, 10:23 PM

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Started looking at some channels again and of course the first thing I see is a troll

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So annoying

vague mason Nov 7, 2023, 12:53 AM

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Welp that was a bad idea trying being active here again

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Idk, just feels too different than before

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Nov 8, 2023, 1:37 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Nov 9, 2023, 12:31 PM

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sadness

vague mason Nov 9, 2023, 12:57 PM

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Idk why I'm still here, I'm not active here and when I try to it doesn't work, just being useless

vague mason Nov 11, 2023, 1:57 AM

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Leaving this server for good this time, won't go into details but it's pretty much ruining what's left of my mental health, can't look at most of the channels because of specifics stuff, and when I try interacting in some it just feels off, met some great people and also some not so great but I hope leaving this will actually help me, no doubt some people will feel happy about me leaving, but I can't afford to care anymore
Bye.

vague mason Dec 7, 2023, 7:31 PM

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bunnybobatea

vague mason Dec 8, 2023, 1:57 PM

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Had some nice time off here

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Feeling way better than before and happy to be here again

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That phone update sucks mochieyes

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Still need to ask my tags back someday mochieyes catbongo

vague mason Dec 10, 2023, 1:49 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 12, 2023, 1:06 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 12, 2023, 11:16 AM

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Slept pretty bad

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Got back pain since yesterday, couldn't even stand up yesterday afternoon

vague mason Dec 13, 2023, 1:10 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 14, 2023, 1:08 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 15, 2023, 12:33 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 17, 2023, 1:56 AM

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played scrabble with my gf, she's really good bunnybobatea bunnylove

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 18, 2023, 2:07 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 18, 2023, 3:16 PM

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sadness

vague mason Dec 19, 2023, 12:20 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 20, 2023, 12:38 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 21, 2023, 1:09 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 22, 2023, 12:48 AM

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panda_sleep 💜

vague mason Dec 22, 2023, 10:33 AM

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sadness

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had my appointment for the whole job thing and now i'm hella stressed again sadness

vague mason Dec 27, 2023, 4:33 PM

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sadness

vague mason Jan 9, 2024, 10:29 PM

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catbongo

vague mason Jan 10, 2024, 10:43 AM

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Welp 22 years old FeelsBirthdayGoat

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Grateful for my gf for the beautiful gifts, love her so much huddleshibaheart cuddlebear

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Got my tickets for a show I was planning to go with my grandpa, but sadly we won't be sitting next to each other sadness

vague mason Jan 14, 2024, 10:40 AM

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sadness

vague mason Jan 16, 2024, 6:14 PM

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sadness

vague mason Jan 17, 2024, 7:58 PM

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huddlekirby

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3 scams in dms in 15 minutes huddlewant

vague mason Jan 17, 2024, 10:03 PM

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sadness

vague mason Jan 17, 2024, 10:18 PM

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back to fighting urges

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isk why i'm still here, can't do anything right

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i'm going nowhere with my life

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gained all the weight i lost

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sometimes i just wanna delete discord and disappear

vague mason Jan 20, 2024, 12:22 PM

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catbongo

vague mason Jan 22, 2024, 11:09 PM

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huddlewant

vague mason Jan 23, 2024, 6:01 PM

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Idk if I should find this funny or depressing but the only request of dms/friends I'm getting are either bots or scams huddlewant

vague mason Feb 16, 2024, 12:15 PM

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huddlekirby

vague mason Feb 19, 2024, 6:52 PM

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sadpuddle

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i'm so tired of my fam arguing everyday

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idk how long i can support this

vague mason Feb 22, 2024, 7:05 PM

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omg

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took me like 6 months but i finally found that damn song on spotify sad_huddle

vague mason Mar 2, 2024, 11:54 AM

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Every weekend it's the same sadness

vague mason Mar 8, 2024, 12:26 PM

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Shitty day sadness

vague mason Mar 12, 2024, 11:14 AM

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Hella stressed again sadness

vague mason Mar 12, 2024, 12:01 PM

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i can't with this anxiety and stress sadness

vague mason Mar 18, 2024, 3:24 PM

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sadness

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