日本語

[full mauve]

im only at the first サビ so no where near done 💀

im noob

i recorded kataware doki ithink lemme see

[dusky carbon]

its fine we be noob together

xapi also noob flx also noob its fine

[full mauve]

かたわれどき attempt lmao

Dont mind my messy background

[dusky carbon]

oh em gee

YOU CALL THIS NOOB?

PLS

[full mauve]

yes lol

i didnt get tempo nor notes right 😭

[dusky carbon]

its fine it happens all the time when i try to record too

suddenly

i cant play

[full mauve]

FR

OMG

めっちゃわかる

I PLAY PERFECT

then i think

ok time to record

i miss every jump

[dusky carbon]

wait lemme try to send you one of the genshin osts that ive played before you can literally hear me STRUGGLING

[full mauve]

LOL

[dusky carbon]

its just an audio recording, not a video

[full mauve]

omg the sound is so pog

[dusky carbon]

my phone keeps sliding down so i gave up

[full mauve]

eargasm

[full mauve]

I FEEL U

happened to me too so often

i had a good run

on video

but phone just said lemme slide into the piano

[dusky carbon]

this was one of my favourites to play, and also one of the hardest because this ost had two melodies, one on the flute and the other on the piano. managed to find an arrangement that wasnt too difficult for me and could still show both

[full mauve]

holy shit ure 達人

[dusky carbon]

NO YOU

[full mauve]

草ピア piano pro reveal i knew it

草ピア good name i just noticed 💀

[dusky carbon]

if im pro what are all the other 5 year old asian prodigies

[full mauve]

they are genetic experiments they are not real

ruan mei created them

[dusky carbon]

good point

PFFT

[dusky carbon]

i can make many puns with this name

[full mauve]

(or i just have major skill issue )

[full mauve]

💀💀

[dusky carbon]

we have major skill issue

[full mauve]

😭

[dusky carbon]

[full mauve]

i never heard that genshin ost before actually thanks for showing

[dusky carbon]

np

its from inazuma

ive done a shit ton from inazuma

[full mauve]

you should upload a playthrough on yt so i can add it to my playlist

[dusky carbon]

i had like 32 genshin osts memorised at one point

[full mauve]

WTH

[dusky carbon]

lockdown moment

i had nothing else to do

[full mauve]

i can only play 4 pieces by heart

oh well yea lockdown times were different

[dusky carbon]

i spent 1+hours every day going from mondstadt and all the way south to inazuma

[full mauve]

I studied jp for like 10 hrs a day good old times

懐かしいな

[dusky carbon]

i liked to play it in a way that if you traveled in game you could hear all of those in the right order

[full mauve]

😭

[dusky carbon]

insane

[full mauve]

chill as hell tho i bet

I always tried to get to inazuma through teh ocean

but i never did it

[dusky carbon]

😔

[full mauve]

Ayaka L

[dusky carbon]

one day, when i touch the piano again

after 2021 i lost everything

all the recordings i had were from back then

if you asked me to play them now i cant

because i simply dont remember

[full mauve]

https://tenor.com/view/ayaka-kamisato-ayaka-genshin-impact-genshin-genshin-impact-ayaka-gif-25078827

[full mauve]

it will come back in no time

just gotta play a bit again

[dusky carbon]

here yoimiya theme, short one

[cursive dock]

[dusky carbon]

AYAYA'S THEME WAS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES TO PLAY

[full mauve]

癒される

[cursive dock]

dam i miss my piano

[dusky carbon]

my mom loves it

[full mauve]

same D:

[cursive dock]

it's in spain, my brother has it, i moved to belgium

[full mauve]

i had to leave it at my 実家

but imma be back for a month in a few days lesgo

[dusky carbon]

ok i need to look that up ive never seen that kanji before

[cursive dock]

[full mauve]

I hope its in good hands 🙏

[dusky carbon]

wao

[cursive dock]

[dusky carbon]

new vocab obtained

[cursive dock]

it's a digital piano, it's very nice

[full mauve]

thank for healing

🙏

[cursive dock]

yamaha 🔥

[full mauve]

yoo i got a digital yamaha too

which model is it ?

[cursive dock]

i don't rember the model

[full mauve]

aa sokka

[dusky carbon]

its an honour

im also yamaha gang but piano piano yes

old piano piano

[cursive dock]

it's been years since i last touched a piano tho

i probably don't rember anything

[full mauve]

honestly I love my digital piano cuz its easier to play but sound wise real piano still takes the win imo

well if I play with my expensive headphones sound is a lot better than speakers I noticed tho

[dusky carbon]

wait its easier?

[full mauve]

i bet u will remember again when u touch a piano

I didnt play fro like half a year and then played again for two days and was back at old skill lvl at least

[full mauve]

for me it was yea, for example doubles are very hard on a real piano imo

[cursive dock]

my digital piano has weighted keys so it feels like a real one, and i'd connect it to my pc and use idk what they're called, samples? soundbanks? but ye

[full mauve]

like when you have to play the same key fast back to back its a lot easier on a digital i think

yea I got weighted keys too

[dusky carbon]

the heck are doubles

[cursive dock]

soundbanks ig is the term used in vocaloid lmao

[dusky carbon]

oh

[full mauve]

im using osu terms lmao

[cursive dock]

hitsounds!

[full mauve]

for me piano is lioke playing osu mania

💀

[dusky carbon]

okay no wonder i didnt understand that lmao

[cursive dock]

[full mauve]

I set my digital piano to not light key weight tho so maybe thats why I have issues with real piano

I heard you should always use max weight so its as close as possible to real piano

aaaa now i really wanna play piano again 😭

[dusky carbon]

go for it

im gonna do that once my exams are over

[full mauve]

W

my last exam wouldve been today but my prof said : no i wont come cuz of strike noobs

and now he says yea idk how we will get a mark for yall

so I cant go to 実家 cuz I maybe still have to do like an oral exam or smth in uni bruh

[cursive dock]

https://youtube.com/shorts/_KFihQzpMCo

[hearty socket]

Sora da trorru

[full mauve]

Got that real on my yt frontpage this morning bruh

Kowai

[hearty socket]

https://youtu.be/3-rfBsWmo0M?si=_OCyYp67-t8WEvPA

@full mauve @dusky carbon @abstract mist DECEARING EGG

[dusky carbon]

えぐ

[full mauve]

ぐえ

[full mauve]

@dusky carbon is this same as 不眠の夜 (sleepless night)??

[frail leaf]

@full mauve, you've reached level 50! ☄️

[dusky carbon]

if you mean the song, im not sure

but in terms of jp to cn, yeah same thing

the title

yes

[dusky carbon]

@full mauve dear mr flx, could you please do me two favours

1. grammar check this terrible essay!
2. treat me like a 4 year old kid while you're at it, because that's what my level of japanese is!

p.s. if you're question my choice of uh words/actions they're probably because im using some of the pictures given in the question

im also so sorry for your brain and eyes because my jp handwriting sucks ass and i dont know some kanji because we didnt learn it so prepare to see kanji, and words that are supposed to be in kanji but arent

[full mauve]

Yea sure

You mean Last year at the beginning ?

[dusky carbon]

end of last year

so like i just wrote the date

last year, that date

[full mauve]

Then 去年 (last year) would be better

Or 去年末

End of Last year

先年 is like : former years

So like going a while back

[dusky carbon]

ah alright thanks

didnt know that

[dusky carbon]

its just the same as chinese then

[full mauve]

Otherwise looks pretty spot on , im not grammar pro tho i just go by feel lol

すしが maybe not wa

With suki you always use ga cuz you are comparing sushi to all the other tabemonos

[dusky carbon]

you're still my best shot lol, i dont wanna bother my sensei she's in another state visiting family members

[dusky carbon]

oh yeah i forgot ga could also mean comparison

gotcha, thanks

[full mauve]

デパートに行く feels a bit better here too while technically へ is fine i think

Ni iku is like going there with a clear goal

へ is more like a general direction

[dusky carbon]

oh yeah that does sound better, because i have a purpose for going

[full mauve]

But you said that you had a clear goal of buying a present so ni sounds better

[dusky carbon]

yeah that

alright tysm

[full mauve]

Also 次の日は母のたんじょうびですので maybe better cuz kara already in last sentence and then あげようと思いました cuz ageyou is like Im thinking of doing that (im so bad at explaining grammar wow)

Volitional form according to my dictionary is what its called

スカーフ is technically correct i think but in all the Japanese content ive consumed they said マフラー for scarf so id maybe use that instead

[dusky carbon]

NAWWW I SHOULDVE TRUSTED MY INSTINCTS

I WROTE THAT IN THE FUCKING DRAFT 😭😭😭

and then changed it

[abstract mist]

Mafura cute

[dusky carbon]

the ageyou is new to me tho, so thanks for extra info

[dusky carbon]

alrighty

[full mauve]

Last thing 帰った　かえった not かえた , rest very good

Ur handwriting is insanely good

[dusky carbon]

oh fuck careless mistake

[full mauve]

Even as a handwriting read noob i could read everything so easily すごい

[dusky carbon]

yeah thats the kind of mistake i do to earn the most disapproving look from my sensei

[full mauve]

Also very wholesome text i bet sensei will love it

[dusky carbon]

"semak dulu baru hantar" check first before submitting

[full mauve]

Happens to me all the time too LMAO

[dusky carbon]

she'll always tell us that

[dusky carbon]

YAY

[full mauve]

Its just human to make such mistakes ngl

[dusky carbon]

[full mauve]

Is the content true btw or did you make some of it up??

[dusky carbon]

completely made up

[full mauve]

LOOL

[dusky carbon]

i did go to hokkaido tho

didnt ski because im a wuss

[full mauve]

I was like no way she did so many Anime moments

[full mauve]

Based

[abstract mist]

ザピアさんいいな

[dusky carbon]

i had cake with my mom and aunt while my cousins and uncles were breaking their knees

[full mauve]

I wanna go to hokkaido too😭

[full mauve]

Natural selection💀💀

JK

I just hate skiing

[abstract mist]

The town of the Kita

[dusky carbon]

everyone else went skiing, three of us didnt. we had nice matcha swiss rolls in the cafe up the mountain 🥰🥰🥰

[dusky carbon]

real

[abstract mist]

https://tenor.com/view/bocchi-the-rock-kita-ikuyo-anime-gif-27259882

[full mauve]

I wanna go to Wakannaishi

[full mauve]

https://tenor.com/view/big-brain-brains-calculation-viral-head-gif-26479585

Average brain of no ski people

(except mine)

My brain :

[dusky carbon]

do you hate skiing that much 😭

[full mauve]

https://tenor.com/view/formiga-tocando-guitarra-roqueiro-guitar-player-playing-guitar-gif-16870783

[full mauve]

Yes💀

[dusky carbon]

me too

[full mauve]

I got mild trauma

My dad forced me when i was like 6 and i injured myself badly

Then i ended up hating ski to this day gg

[dusky carbon]

oh dear

did you need surgery?

[full mauve]

Luckily not , doctors told me im daijoufine in a week and i was lol

[dusky carbon]

thank god

[full mauve]

my dad literally just said skill issue after I told him ill never do it again cuz of him 💀 i love him too much

istg i got crazy gacha rng irl too

https://tenor.com/view/kohaku-oukawa-helter-spider-oukawa-kohaku-enstars-crazyb-gif-27014891

[dusky carbon]

L move

you literally got injured what

[full mauve]

i mean it wasnt that bad honestly i was just cry baby

only time I got seriously injured was when I played basketball and broke my arm

i didnt even notice I broke it until 2 days later

💀

adrenaline do be crazy

[dusky carbon]

still, i may not know a lot of people who ski but ive never met anyone who didnt fall on the first few times

thats not skill issue its literally a normal experience 😭

[dusky carbon]

wh a t

is swelling in the room with us?

[full mauve]

oh i think my msg sounded wrong but my dad just loves being sarcastic, he isnt toxic dw

[dusky carbon]

oh whoops, misunderstood that

[full mauve]

YO WHA

[abstract mist]

If I ever got the chance to, I would totally do skiing

[dusky carbon]

go hokkaido yes, japan and skiing in one go

hokkaido's really pretty

[full mauve]

i thought i just had a contusion honestly so I didnt bother going to the hospital and it was sunday the next day so I was busy playing minecraft

[dusky carbon]

and the snow is nice

[full mauve]

13 year old me had his priorities straight

[dusky carbon]

nice for skiing that is

[full mauve]

dont you have mountains in KZ ?`

[dusky carbon]

real

[full mauve]

or do you have to go abroad?

i think i even did minecraft videos back in the day and some of them are still on public cuz i forgot the acc details of the google account i uploaded them on

黒歴史

[abstract mist]

In Almaty, never been to the ski resort

[full mauve]

u should check it out for sure

some ppl love skiing for their life

[abstract mist]

I lived for 2 months n Almaty in 2022

I was like the adult NEET Bocchi from the anime

Like how she imagined herself

Except I lived alone

And I almost starved myself to death

[full mauve]

wow youre my neet senpai then

[dusky carbon]

concern

[full mauve]

yabai

[abstract mist]

Anxiety through the roof lol

[full mauve]

i feel u ngl

[abstract mist]

"well if it's not gonna affect anyone but me, maybe it's okay to not buy food"

"but what if the cashier finds out what I'm having for dinner?"

[full mauve]

憂鬱 be like

[dusky carbon]

[abstract mist]

[full mauve]

i hope youre doing better now though ❤️

[dusky carbon]

you deserve to have a full belly, even moreso if you're hungry and you need it

[abstract mist]

I don't live alone anymore. If I don't buy food, people will starve

I kinda have the "if I die on accident, I will be ok with it" attitude

[full mauve]

honestly i have that sometimes too but think about how self centred that kinda thinking is

your family and friends will be very sad if you pass

no matter if you live alone or not

[abstract mist]

Ok

[full mauve]

completely living for other ppl is also wrong yes, but at least considering their feelings in this kinda situation is ok i think

and idk about your family but id be very sad to see u gone from here <3

[abstract mist]

But I'll be dead if I die so no worries about the living

Anyway
Japanese

[full mauve]

yes see thats the self centred thinking i was talking about , its normal tho ig

everybody thinks of themselves first and its good that way most of the time

japanese channel turned into serious

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/819488061179166740.gif?size=48&name=WOW&quality=lossless

[abstract mist]

😭 I hope lux doesn't see

[full mauve]

write some weird jp msgs now

おはよう

ございます

あんよんはせよ

[abstract mist]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1142150596925857924.gif?size=60&quality=lossless

[full mauve]

フレックスです

よろしくお願いいたします

[abstract mist]

WHY

[full mauve]

皆さんと話ができて嬉しいです

[abstract mist]

How did you know that I had a dream about speaking Korean

[full mauve]

また今度色々な話題について話をしませんか

[full mauve]

XDD

wwwwwwwwwww

annyeong is like the only word that i still know from korean

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1032290852686536736.webp?size=48&name=bruh&quality=lossless

[abstract mist]

The only Japanese word I know is yahoo which means 「hiiii :3」

[full mauve]

yaharoo

https://tenor.com/view/yahallo-yui-gif-18801493

:3

UwU

flx ekitten arc 2

[abstract mist]

Sakura Miko

[full mauve]

sakura miko isnt that t he vtubert

bro i love her so much she played eroge on stream

[abstract mist]

The vtuber who says yahallo

[full mauve]

i got to know cafe stella through her

kami

[dusky carbon]

i think you're worth living on, even if not for others. you're a whole, individual, human being, and there's no one else like you out there. you're a nice person to be around, and you've got so much passion and the will to learn and try out new things. im sure you have some goals of your own at least, wouldnt you want to live those dreams out? i would be very glad if you did :D all in all, i hope you hang in there, because you've got so much ahead of you. maybe some things have happened in the past, maybe life's just not that great rn, but i know you still have some determination in you to hold on, so dont give up, may you get what you deserve

[full mauve]

🤢 WHAT

[abstract mist]

I actually don't have goals
I've been thinking about what I want to do every day for the past weeks, after watching Shirobako

[full mauve]

ok this looks very weird out of context

[abstract mist]

Discord kittens

[full mauve]

😭

[full mauve]

you shall read cafe stella

and tell me if u liked it

[abstract mist]

Ok

[full mauve]

´do you have a pc

yes you do

[abstract mist]

Pretty much my whole life, I thought that if I live a quiet life, I'll be happy. But that just seems impossible
There's no goal, just exist until I'm no more

[abstract mist]

Where can I get the Japanese

[full mauve]

check dm

dont tell anybody or ill spank

[dusky carbon]

they dont need to be long term, as long as you've got enough short term stuff to keep you going

[dusky carbon]

existing is already an accomplishment in itself, i just hope that one day you'll find your happiness

[full mauve]

frfr

existing rough af already

[dusky carbon]

[full mauve]

otsukare

i found a new goal in life yesterday too, ill clear moc 12 now

(ill fail miserably )

[dusky carbon]

id watch you do it but timezones are ass

[full mauve]

fr timezones r crazy

my sleep rhythm is more US east coast timezone than germany timezone atm ngl

💀

[dusky carbon]

living in a whole different continent at this point 💀

[abstract mist]

😭 💀

[hearty socket]

damn

[hearty socket]

@full mauve

[full mauve]

https://tenor.com/view/brain-gif-338783462287106063

deutschgo

[full mauve]

ok no more off topic in nihongo from today

[dusky carbon]

i wont make promises i cant keep 💀

[full mauve]

https://tenor.com/view/old-man-ojii-dancing-おじさん-gif-11560624

[dusky carbon]

mmm jp exam tmrw

very scary!

exam also ass timing! it 14:30-16:30

[full mauve]

no for kazooha the saikyou nihongo master its gonna be an kantan task

omg i cant believe the cringe ive just comitted

its time to owari myself

[dusky carbon]

why are you going on then

[full mauve]

😭😭😭😭😭

i cant help myself

[dusky carbon]

but sensei wholesome sensei treat us to lunch 🥺🫶

[full mauve]

WOAHa

[dusky carbon]

i must do well

i must get

A

[full mauve]

sensei is kami

nah A is not good

A+

JKJK

[dusky carbon]

i love me sensei

[full mauve]

anything above D is good

i think ?

[dusky carbon]

doesnt exist for UPBA lol

[full mauve]

D:

how will asian parents accept that

[dusky carbon]

its just A, B, C and so on

no + or -

[dusky carbon]

A is A

[full mauve]

i hope sensei will treat you to some 美味しい料理 then 🙏

i wish i had jp classes too now RIP

[dusky carbon]

nah she's just paying for canteen food

we dont have time to go and get cool stuff

[full mauve]

aa rip

[dusky carbon]

i have 2 papers in the morning too

[full mauve]

but canteen food can be good oto right

[dusky carbon]

so 3 total papers tmrw, including jp

[full mauve]

at least in my uni canteen food is W

[dusky carbon]

its ight, nothing that bad

we've cooked okonomiyaki before tho, was very cool

[full mauve]

dayum 頑張って

健闘を祈る

🙏

[dusky carbon]

ありがthanks

[full mauve]

i can somehow imagine you will finish jp exam in like 10 minutes and sensei will go 驚愕

https://tenor.com/view/death-note-light-yagami-writing-study-exams-gif-22300481

this is what i imagine asian students like in exams

[dusky carbon]

she wont be there to see us complete it tho, no school teachers allowed in the examination halls regardless of the subject

this is a national level exam, gov will get teachers from other schools to oversee the exam

[full mauve]

totally not a prejudice 💀

[full mauve]

wtf

[dusky carbon]

so no sensei

[full mauve]

thats next lvl tryhard

is it that important

???

[dusky carbon]

sensei will see us off at the entrance

[dusky carbon]

well it marks the end of high school and will be important for college n shi so yeah

[full mauve]

even for our final exams our senseis could be in the exam hall lol

[dusky carbon]

my jp exam is also under the government, so same rules apply

[full mauve]

i guess they do it to prevent cheating or ?

カンニングはだめですね

[dusky carbon]

its just under a different category, UPBA which stands for ujian pencapaian bahasa antarabangsa (direct translation: examination for international language achievement)

[dusky carbon]

yeah

whole long ass list of rules that you gotta follow or else you're gonna get a big fat zero on your paper

[full mauve]

damn that does indeed sound very important then but i bet ull ace it just gotta have that 自信

[dusky carbon]

it doesnt matter if i have that 自信 or not i just gotta ace it no excuses

[full mauve]

いい大学に入れたらいいな！

[dusky carbon]

(i used cn keyboard for that again because i dont even know how that's pronounced in jp)

[dusky carbon]

i sure hope so :')

[full mauve]

damn ure harsh on urself i could never

personally i think its fine if you cant deliver 100% all the time as long as you really tried your best in your own opinion (語彙力）

cn keyboard is cheating frfr

[full mauve]

german

💀

[dusky carbon]

yes

[full mauve]

💀

jepun sounds cute lmao

[dusky carbon]

even if i cant deliver all the time, this is my last shot and delivering

so i will

i must make sensei proud

[full mauve]

i mean if ure confident thats really good

[dusky carbon]

and also my previous sensei

[full mauve]

confidence goes a long way is what ive learned from shounen anime

💀

[dusky carbon]

if i get an A ill text her :') she had faith in me from the very beginning

[full mauve]

good idea

[dusky carbon]

not confident, just grinded my way there

[full mauve]

i bet she will 喜んで

[dusky carbon]

i dont exactly like depending on luck or 自信 for exams

i just

work for it, and know that ill get results from that

[dusky carbon]

🥹

[dusky carbon]

anyway yeah german is very 💀💀💀💀💀

[full mauve]

yea in the end its just 実力主義 but I think 自信 and 努力 are intertwined in a way

intertwined fate

💀

[full mauve]

i can 想像つく that

[dusky carbon]

at least im being "可愛い~ XD" and not "oh my fucking god is it die das dir" or whatever else the fuck yall got going on over there

[full mauve]

der die das des .......

[dusky carbon]

yeah

i dont know german, hope it stays that way

[full mauve]

chuu kawaikute gomen

[full mauve]

LMAO

its honestly not that bad if u know english i think

[dusky carbon]

yeah you do have a point but my self confidence is as tall as my grandpa: 6 feet under

[full mauve]

I think german is like on difficulty lvl 2 from english native POV according to US government

[full mauve]

holy shit that took a darker turn than i expected

[dusky carbon]

well im technically english native so that applies to me

[dusky carbon]

negative self confidence didnt quite cut it 💀

[full mauve]

well then its time to ace those exams tmrw and change that 絶対に負けるな

[dusky carbon]

わかりました

[full mauve]

lvl 2 is literally just "german" 💀

meanwhile lvl 5 japanese oh no

[dusky carbon]

this is so funny

[full mauve]

way cooler flex to speak jp than german tho so worth it

[dusky carbon]

im english native but chinese so im automatically category V LETS GO

[full mauve]

literally cheating

zurui

[dusky carbon]

ew fr*nch is category I

[dusky carbon]

real

but english first language debuff is not funny

[full mauve]

then category 3 is prolly most difficult for u ?

[dusky carbon]

i understand like 50% of indonesian because of malay so no

[full mauve]

french is piss easy imma be real but so boring

[full mauve]

💀

i forgor

indonesia is next to malaysia that was a thing

地理 100

[dusky carbon]

like you can show me some hololive id vtuber, ill be able to understand a bit of what they're saying unless accent thick then oh no xapi die

[dusky carbon]

yes we literally share a large piece of land

i cant speak in malay for shit but understanding, reading, writing very stonks

so naturally a bunch of indonesian also a bit stonks

dont know about indonesian but malay is really easy to grasp as a language imo

[dusky carbon]

i think id struggle with II and IV

II literally being just

german

[full mauve]

dang didnt know they are so similar

well makes sense given the geographic proximity

balkan languages are also almost all the same I noticed

[dusky carbon]

mhm, but indonesia's so big, there's a lot of places that speak dialects of their own. malay is very similar to the official bahasa indonesia, but knowing malay doesnt necessarily mean you can speak with the locals. all depends on where

[full mauve]

honestly even i struggle with german sometimes , like I know the en word but not the german one

[dusky carbon]

[dusky carbon]

i think in english only and speak in english most of the time so thats me with all the other languages i know

[full mauve]

i wish i learned how to properly speak polish tho, I can understand quite a bit cuz of my polish family but I can speak literally 2 words: yes and n o

[full mauve]

you think only in english ? damn its always interesting to hear multilingual ppl talk about taht

I noticed I sometimes think in english when im watching english stuff on yt or talking english in dc but otherwise i think in german

[dusky carbon]

as much as people dont believe it, its my first language

so yeah naturally i think in english

[full mauve]

oh yea that makes sense then

[dusky carbon]

when i was younger i had a british accent, and as i grew up with yt it turned into an american one, and then it finally wore off because i spoke to family members enough to get the asian accent, now i cant get rid of it

[full mauve]

based

[dusky carbon]

english™

[full mauve]

i used to have an "american" ish accent too but I just trolled way too often trying to speak english with a heavy german accent that I actually got a german accent now

💀

well if I try I can still speak with an american accent but when I unconsciously speak it turns out to be pretty german accent ish

[dusky carbon]

malay: can barely speak, read stonks write stonks understand stonks

chinese: can speak broken mandarin, can barely read, can barely understand

japanese: cant speak for shit, can barely read, can barely understand

[dusky carbon]

LMAO PLS

uncle roger was like the nail in the coffin for my "asian" accent tbh

i spoke like him so much it kinda just

stuck 💀

[dusky carbon]

i just try to speak in an american accent when talking to people from overseas yeah

[full mauve]

OMG I LOVE HIM

i tried to do an asian accent too once but it just doesnt work for me

i end up sounding like some german guy trying to be racist af

😭

[dusky carbon]

PLSSS

why did i laugh out loud

[dusky carbon]

me too

his accent specifically is a hong kong accent

but we all like doing it anyway

[full mauve]

Im gonna have to practice my asian accent again and ill send my progress here when im good enough

😎

[full mauve]

it sounds so good somehow

like

idk why but it does

[dusky carbon]

yes pls i wanna hear it

[dusky carbon]

real

i sound more like this than uncle roger tho
https://youtube.com/shorts/K_0IPvy42e8?si=bMR-qowFEn2hIYlT

[full mauve]

LMAOO THAT REEL THO

[dusky carbon]

１時間後に試験が始まる

[abstract mist]

@full mauve https://youtu.be/eArtXCpZoxQ

[hearty socket]

I saw this a few days ago lmao

[dusky carbon]

IM ALIVE

[abstract mist]

otsu!

[dusky carbon]

🙏

thank god the essay was a simple topic

was so scared they're gonna pull off some bullshit like 私の将来

[abstract mist]

I don't think I can write essays

That's a complex thing for people who have brains

[full mauve]

😭😭

[full mauve]

Ayy good job

お疲れ

[dusky carbon]

🙏

you know

today was the first time sensei ever said that to us

the first and last time ill ever hear her say that

[full mauve]

😭

お別れの時

at least u can part on good terms hopefully :)

[dusky carbon]

yes yes

[abstract mist]

new word I've learned today

自ら

I'm sure you guys already know what it means though

[full mauve]

mizukara

:O

[abstract mist]

ikr took me so long to figure out

I heard it like 3 or 4 times this episode and couldn't figure out

[full mauve]

ああ

i just fucked up moeway quiz

48/50 words before failing

D:

[dusky carbon]

[full mauve]

I GOT GRAMMAR QUIZ DONE THO

POOOG

i was guessing so bad 💀

[dusky carbon]

🥳

[dusky carbon]

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CziuzjXyVCz/?igsh=MTBpMmYyN2todTYwNA==

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Big in Kanji
大きい　おおきい　ōkii

Thick in Kanji
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@full mauve @abstract mist

[abstract mist]

Hai?

太looks like 人 with a penis and a mexican hat
I'll remember it as such

[dusky carbon]

now thats extra imagination

the video was just

the first part

lmao

[abstract mist]

I didn't watch the video

I didn't know there was a video

Oh it's a reel

[abstract mist]

I memorize numbers by turning them into math expressions
Like 743 I'll remember as 7-4=3

No one understands

[dusky carbon]

damn

i just fail to remember

[abstract mist]

They say it's easy to remember something if you imagine it as multiple things interacting with each other

The math is just the interaction

[full mauve]

😭😭

Learn by 下ネタ big brain

[abstract mist]

https://youtu.be/Od_nmEfRTrs

CUTE

[full mauve]

nah

brainrot

💀

[abstract mist]

6 am

It is the morning and
I suddenly want to take singing lessons

[dusky carbon]

go for it

[full mauve]

average nihongo moment

honestly i did practice a lot of nihongo by trying to sing

stuff

[full mauve]

i just realized that i actually tried to sing niji no kanata ni bruh

that song goes higher than the ISS istg

[abstract mist]

yeah I want to sing harumachi clover

[full mauve]

totally hit the right key there 🤡 (seriously tho its great to be able to listen to yourself talking/singing to improve your pronunciation)

[full mauve]

PoG

[abstract mist]

flx 😭

[full mauve]

😭

i shouldve spoiler marked it i know

💀

harumachi clover full ver is actually kinda rough as well id say

[abstract mist]

@full mauve vc?

Oh he's asleep

[hearty socket]

4pm

Unless he's somewhere else again

[abstract mist]

Vc?

[hearty socket]

I'm in the bus

And to not bother people, not at the moment

If you want to wait, I'll be home in 30m

[full mauve]

Im in Berlin

Doing paperwork

[abstract mist]

Omg.flx

[full mauve]

Since 6 hrs

😭

[abstract mist]

Congrats?

[full mauve]

Im a wildauer now

[abstract mist]

Wtf paperwork
Shakaijin

[full mauve]

Wild(auer)

[hearty socket]

Das ist wild

[abstract mist]

Flx
How do I learn Japanese

[full mauve]

Had to sign my airport ID contract and change my residence gg

[full mauve]

You dont

Just get isekaid

[abstract mist]

Someone younger knows more Japanese than me
Day ruined

[hearty socket]

He's getting deported let's go

[abstract mist]

Not cool dude, that's basically telling someone to kms

[full mauve]

Now i get 50€ every Semester cuz my city wants to support students gg

[full mauve]

No

[abstract mist]

Is it a chuunibyou thing then

[hearty socket]

If you get isekai'd, you get all the women you want

[full mauve]

You dont need to kys to isekai just go to Japan

[abstract mist]

Like I remember believing that 4chan found a way to switch timelines when I was in 8th grade

[full mauve]

Nahh im doing the deporting

[full mauve]

💀💀💀

Guys

Im an idiot

Its my moms birthday today

I forgot

[abstract mist]

NOOOOO

[full mauve]

Now im visiting her and dont have a present

What do I do

[hearty socket]

I'll attend your funeral

[full mauve]

助けて

[hearty socket]

https://tenor.com/view/胡桃-gif-22801070

[full mauve]

Ill just say DHL delivered not on time

Ez

Holy shit i fucked up

やっちまった

[abstract mist]

Tell her that you forgot, even if it makes her sad
Being honest is best in the long run

[hearty socket]

I barely ever give my parents gifts
They don't mind it

If I get them anything it's surprising

[full mauve]

Yea I think my mom doesnt care either tbh

She knows im poor

Actually im not

But she is richer than me by a long shot

😭

[abstract mist]

Why do I have to gift them anything anyway

I didn't ask to be born

余計なお世話

[full mauve]

Id gift my parents smth cuz they were nice to me all my life (for the most part)

[abstract mist]

!!!

[full mauve]

Not cuz they had me lmao

I was an accident anyways💀

[hearty socket]

They were very nice to me too

I just don't gift

They don't need anything

At all

[hearty socket]

Won the 50/50

[full mauve]

I got my dad a BMW mug and he loves it and uses it like every day

[abstract mist]

Either google improved, or my pronunciation did
Most of the time it writes correctly

[full mauve]

I love to see that

余計なお世話かなー

[abstract mist]

Harley Davidson is my favorite band, I have a t shirt from them

[full mauve]

そうだと思っても今更は人生をできる限り楽しむだけさ

[abstract mist]

:o

フレックスさん いつも 敬語ですね

[full mauve]

???

タメ口しか使ってないけど?

[abstract mist]

冗談wwww

[full mauve]

からかわないで😭

[abstract mist]

今から お隣 天使様 見ます!!!!

@full mauve

Watch one episode, then read the light novel epub that was on a USB stick that I got from a pigeon

Completely legally

[full mauve]

💀💀

I thought somebody just uploaded a cool Illustration in this one Discord server

Im innocent

[abstract mist]

I can't watch it after all I'm gonna just read :(

I have anki ready (idk what it's for)

[full mauve]

Good question

[abstract mist]

Hold up

I still don't know katakana though

Ehhh it should be fine I'll just highlight them

I give up @full mauve

This was a good run

(it's the first sentence of the first page)

[full mauve]

💀💀

Do you even use yomitan ?

[abstract mist]

I'm in the process of installing actually. I'm getting the dictionaries from moeway

[full mauve]

Nice

I can send u a google doc too if u want

[abstract mist]

google doc of what

[full mauve]

Dics

Dictionaries

Not dicks

[full mauve]

Im sorry for gatekeeping yomitan

😭

[abstract mist]

@full mauve I'll go now gotta clean up some snow

[full mauve]

いってらー

がんばってね

[abstract mist]

how did it go with your mother

[full mauve]

She was just happy to see me so W

[abstract mist]

My point is
Relationships where everyone is honest can enjoy deep, real trust that no other kind of relationship has

[full mauve]

Didnt rlly care about presents lol

Yea i was honest with her

[abstract mist]

but omiyage...

[full mauve]

I got her omiyage from Japan

Really cool fox actually from kyoto

[abstract mist]

[full mauve]

No

Lol

Thats cuz of overwatch

[abstract mist]

Oh

[full mauve]

Ok gtg drive home now BRB

I drank a bit lets see if i survive

[abstract mist]

gl

[abstract mist]

Wow

I feel horrible doing this

[abstract mist]

https://youtu.be/3wF91iArEp0?si=J7EOvmoQCNisTRRO

特別ですね、 この私が

ただの 英語 サブで日本語を学べない人は多いらしいです

[abstract mist]

Google can't translate this simple message istg

でも、100回でも聞きたら学べない人もたくさんいる！例えば YouTube のクリエイター さんども。主人公の名前なのに正しく言えない！今痛いやつ見せる

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/801547081151283212/1201933991205142588/Screen_Recording_20240130_221430_YouTube.mp4?ex=65cb9f42&is=65b92a42&hm=9e69e6ae5f791d5c89171e081bf60108c6fd7e99367ca5bca34fae3f48af2293&

Where is flx
Is he dead

No he's playing osu 💀

[full mauve]

yes i was mapping a bit and now enjoying my yearly hddt session

[abstract mist]

Yearly 💀

[full mauve]

💀💀💀💀💀💀

BOKI THE ROCK

[abstract mist]

Wow you play hidden

[full mauve]

yea i dont hddt that much anymore im grandpa

[abstract mist]

Lol I can't even stream 160 bpm

Talk about age when you're 21

[full mauve]

Same

double tap ftw

[full mauve]

💀

im boomer already man

im stuck in young body

thats why i started balding at 17

[cursive dock]

mapper flxible 🔥

[full mauve]

i got this one song i rlly like my map of but i cant bring myself to finish it man

😭

lazyble

[cursive dock]

[full mauve]

@abstract mist if u cant stream 160 maybe u can play 160 jumps ?

💀

(maybe its a zip bomb )

[cursive dock]

zip bomb

[full mauve]

(its not trust me )

i actually only started studying japanese because of osu

[cursive dock]

you might wanna export to .osz

[full mauve]

so this is totally not off topic

wait u can do that

wowies

[cursive dock]

[abstract mist]

Not now for sure because I'm sleepy

Can't play osu in this state

[full mauve]

its even 0.01mb less than the zip file

fuk now everybody knows i put smth in the zip

[full mauve]

😭

im better at osu when im tired somehow

[abstract mist]

I'm definitely not

I also get tired after 15 minutes of playing

Tbh with all of the fingerlocking, playing is just pain and I don't want to deal with it anymore

[full mauve]

understandable

i also only do like 20 min sessions nowadays

i play like the 6 songs i wanted to play and log off

its chill

[cursive dock]

74mb video

[abstract mist]

LOL
Just found a funny video of a kid showing his PC setup. And he's like "what do you guys think?", but comments are disabled

[full mauve]

holy shit EZ gives me brain destruction

my brain just doesnt work low ar

also that last jump part is nuts to pass with EZ O.o

[cursive dock]

should be a little easier to read for you since you made the map

[full mauve]

thats what you would think

[cursive dock]

maybe only a tiny tiny bit easier

[full mauve]

until you notice half of the jumps in the jump part are just copy paste 45 degree change

💀

[abstract mist]

lux

[full mauve]

i like recycling IRL so i also do that with my maps

[full mauve]

fr

i mean i mapped that last jump part in a way that I thought it would throw ppls reading off

but he still passed

without even losing one life

[cursive dock]

was basically sightread

i glanced over the map once in the editor

and then sightread

btw banger song

[full mauve]

💀

[full mauve]

frfr

very unknown artist for some reason

i wish sb would map some of their songs

[cursive dock]

i gotta get back to mapping, have been too busy grinding tarkov

maybe i'll check out more of their music

[full mauve]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waMGSIkm7NU this is legit their only music video LMAO

[cursive dock]

:o

dam 4 months ago

[full mauve]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZPyFQ7q1JQ even their topic only has like 500 subs RIP

180k views is crazy tho i respec

[cursive dock]

3 digit subs

💀

[full mauve]

if they made a MV for that maybe theyd get a lot more views hm

[full mauve]

😭😭😭

[cursive dock]

wait this song is 5 minutes

single diff'able

[full mauve]

yessir

the break carries

lmao

[cursive dock]

i'm ruined

i can't listen to music without looking at the length

[full mauve]

osu symptom

[cursive dock]

and being like "shit i'd have to make lower diffs for this"

[full mauve]

i cant listen to stuff without going "oh i think this is a stream, here go the 1-2s, ok angled jumps here" etc etc

😭

[cursive dock]

"wow jump section? :o"

[full mauve]

FR

[cursive dock]

x_x

legit can't listen to music without judging how mappable it is

or opening this thing and tapping to find out the bpm

[full mauve]

one day ill tell my grand kids about the great 1-2s of osu

[cursive dock]

fr

[full mauve]

i just always tap to music on my desk when i listen to stuff when not playing osu

[cursive dock]

if osu is even dead by that point which i doubt

[full mauve]

even subconsciously

[full mauve]

true

osu never dies

[cursive dock]

even if peppy abandons osu for whatever reason

lazer is open source, other people can continue his work

[full mauve]

true

[dusky carbon]

@full mauve what happened to not going off topic in nihongo

[cursive dock]

we need that emote

posting it in #1029403120326950932

[abstract mist]

Open source backend when

Nvm gatari etc exist so we don't need

[full mauve]

😭

ACTUALLY i tried to write down the lyrics for that song I mapped

Listening practice

😳

昨日はたしかにいたはずの
漠然とした不安はすっと
白く濁って見えなくなった

見えないから聞こえないから
ここで立ち止まんだろう
もうほっといてよ

流れた涙は乾いた空気に
飲み込まれ消えていた　
悲しみ音どこかへ連れていく

抱えきれずにこぼした痛みは
誰にも気づかれることもなく
一人でさまよっていく

歪んだ世界で滲んだ視界で
まともに生きようとしたってきっと
耐え切れずに崩れるかな
燃え尽きて消えないように
繰り返した昨日までが
白く染まった

守れていることが
当たり前だった日々が
一人で生きることさえも
不安にさせた
周りがこうしてだから
見失いことも慣れてたから
まあどうにかなるでしょう
吹き付けた風がまた歩き足りないって重い重い重い足取りで
前も見えないままで叫んでもがいて塗り替えていく

歪んだ世界で滲んだ視界で
まともに生きようとしたってきっと
耐え切れずに崩れるかな
燃え尽きて消えないように
繰り返した昨日までが
白く染まった

透明なものがきれいに見えることにも
日焼けが差すくらいに
確かに滲んで濁って

ただ自由に色付けることができるなら
報われるかな嗚呼

Idk if its correct tho

[abstract mist]

@full mauve vc

This is the 3rd time I'm asking you out

[full mauve]

but i want osu

😭

im in gaming tho

[abstract mist]

It's ok I'm watching frieren

[full mauve]

oh ok

[abstract mist]

@cookieism.

They left the server

Re-evaluation time

It's an emotional reaction to hearing nonsense

Well, my family thinks it's nonsense, gets annoyed by hearing it, and then behaves according to their instincts (to mock it in my case), except for my mother

It's kind of like when a kid can't figure out solving a Rubik's cube

[dusky carbon]

damn it she seemed like a cool person

[abstract mist]

ikr

[dusky carbon]

oh well

gone

poof

[abstract mist]

hi qt

[dusky carbon]

who

[abstract mist]

there's only two of us and I wouldn't publicly declare myself a qt

[dusky carbon]

well me neither

[abstract mist]

wow

[dusky carbon]

there is 1 extra person haunting us rn and they're out for our souls

🥳

see you on the other side

[hearty socket]

@dusky carbon @abstract mist are QTpies

[hearty socket]

Hi

[dusky carbon]

no i am not

[hearty socket]

u so cute

[dusky carbon]

no

[abstract mist]

Cute and funny

[full mauve]

no way they left cuz of u dw

veronika x kazooha arc now?! 😳

[abstract mist]

Now let's add the comments
No way, they left cuz of u, dw

[full mauve]

💀

i never use commas dw

[abstract mist]

Also that message was about my family mocking Japanese

[full mauve]

so?

[abstract mist]

It wasn't about the person leaving?

[full mauve]

hm then why mention it the second after u said cookie left lol

sounded a lot like it had a connection to me

[abstract mist]

ADHD kicked in and I remembered that we had one more member learning Japanese

[full mauve]

oh ok

[abstract mist]

Do you also make like, looong chains of thought sometimes?

This was one

[dusky carbon]

no

xapia x self hate
xapia x sleep as coping mechanism
xapia x tying my worth to my productivity

[full mauve]

yea but usually they are related to each other

[full mauve]

[dusky carbon]

[full mauve]

dont give anime girls guns 💀

[hearty socket]

girls und panzer

even better guns

[full mauve]

no

best gun is love

spread love not bullets

[hearty socket]

you always got shot down though

[full mauve]

nah actually not true

[dusky carbon]

brain not braining study not studying sleep not sleeping money not moneying mouth always eating eyes always watering hell the what happening nobody loving everybody hating nothing understanding

[hearty socket]

when i try to share love to you just\

https://tenor.com/view/loony-tunes-cat-stairs-melt-gif-16060363

[full mauve]

its always the same, ure interested in sb: they arent interested in you
sb is interested in you: you arent interested in them

💀

[hearty socket]

nah im just a good emotional stand

[dusky carbon]

its just a meme reference 😭

calm down guys

[full mauve]

i read this in an eminem rap voice

[hearty socket]

didnt know it, and sometimes with you

[dusky carbon]

https://youtube.com/shorts/dPrD1jJ28Q0?si=1tt8kw8846MN9FZI

[hearty socket]

i cant tell

[dusky carbon]

i think i got the order wrong

[hearty socket]

always refer this when you talk to me

[dusky carbon]

wrong voice to read it in, watch the yt short

[full mauve]

banger

[dusky carbon]

what does that mean

[hearty socket]

love that band

[hearty socket]

google it

[dusky carbon]

lazy

youre both german

better than google

[full mauve]

its a song

it means men are pigs

[dusky carbon]

oh

wait

[full mauve]

i thought of going to their concert lmao

but a bit expensive

[dusky carbon]

i think he told me about that song before

[hearty socket]

bro you go to japan for 1k

90 is so resonable

[full mauve]

true

but i dont have friends that like this kinda music

only my dad likes ärzte too

💀

also i go to like Nier automata concert and Dragonforce concert this month

i waste too much $$$$

[hearty socket]

waste it on me pls

[full mauve]

also very relatable when it comes to texting

I find it rlly difficult to tell when sb is joking in text

[dusky carbon]

waste it on me too

[full mauve]

go cook me food i pay you

[dusky carbon]

I VOLUNTEER

[full mauve]

ok but i dont pay for transport costs and taxes

we do cash only here

[dusky carbon]

FUCK

[full mauve]

💀

[dusky carbon]

flight ticket from msia to germany is gonna cost a lot more than you'll be giving me

[full mauve]

im too lazy to bring my cash to the bank so i need to get rid of it smh

[full mauve]

YOU THINK IM THAT CHEAP WOW

ofc id pay well

[dusky carbon]

put it in an envelope and give it to me 🥳

[dusky carbon]

im not a chef 💀

[full mauve]

like 1€/hour