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HS LULS
LOL
so i know i shouldn't be shit talking my mom on mother's day but..
STAY SAFE DERPY!!!!
derpy do you want his ig 😢
nui I'm scared 😭
INSTA GEAM!!!
i deactivated my social media long time ago
thank you ;;
u know
genesis not important
i want to be safe

alxo he types so seriously it is scary😢
Like this.
And he's so serious and punctuation.
MY MOM LITERALLY WANTS ME TO DIFFERENTIATE MY CATS GENDERS IN JAPANESE
like... it does not matter
WHAT!!
she's gonna have a kick out of me being enby LMFAOO
I KNOW RIGHT
pardon
what does that mean
anyways second thing she's tryna tell me exactly what to do and stuff for my project then complain she has to my stuff but she's the one making our lives harder
she wants me to say their genders
on a damn school project
in japanese
like "cat" isn't enough, it has to be "girl cat" and "boy cat"
this is funny but it's actually really concerning
exactly
and this is neko dn
..:

IKR IM LIKE??
anyways since people are here, give me a good phone aesthetic
please
HAUHSHSHS IM SO SORRY HIMA
what do u mean
case? wallpaper?
what are you looking for 
like what sort of theme
color, nature, cities, animals, flowers, anime, etc?
is it bad that sometimes i wanna smack these people up the side of the head when they don't run away from azhdaha while he's infusing and stomping
and just
continually
run at him
as he's pushing them away
until they die
like i said at some point in another channel healing can only do so much when you're dead
GUKYFTDRHSGEAF
55 PITY
smth cute that seems like i have my life put together
widgets and stuff?
slr I was talking to other ppl
this mugen

I'm so happy for you 
KAZUHAAAAAA
OMG
is that your dog?!!
i have more kazuha..
WHAT'S THE NAMEEEE
he looks so PRECIOUS

OHHH
STILL SO CUTE THOUGH AJSBDJBSJDW
yee!!
omg??
look at that amazing crit ratio
and that er

ur ayaka's looking better than mine
RAWRRRR
LMFAO
oooo
i saw old discord ss
And im like
“wow… ppl really do think if me a lot before”

aww
^ this person called me gold digger in world chat
i-
and told people to stay away from me because i wilk suck their wallets dry
even told her friend
“dont talk to eri because ur VIP”
like
girl???? She’s VIP 10 and im VIP 12
like
that’s $2k difference

ne way
i kinda miss sakura
she looked good underneath my rank

ujyfdthr
i mean
i don't blame them if you're living the e-girl life getting stuff from people because they think they can get with you
they'll feel betrayed
and then when something goes amiss or things spread, of course they'll have the impression that you're manipulative
you're playing nice with people to get something from them with not much more in exchange except to simply talk with them and make them feel like they're good/special, it feels like shit to learn it wasn't real drthegs
if that's the case
along with the part of if it's true that you spread around a screenshot of him being mad at the situation and calling you things
STAY SAFW DERPY ☹️☹️☹️
thank you 
on the bright side
I've been
fixing things for my possible colleges
and the japan scholarship
if so, I get assigned to osaka university

nice!!
RIP
I just finish voting and took me 3 hours in line 

F
my mom went super early
like 5 in the morning
and she got back 9

YAY HAVE FUN!!!
osaka is . alot better than tokyo i think
the people at least 😢
is it bad that im mourning the loss of a friendship even though those two people have also put me through probably the shittiest headspace i've been in in my life
have they been
putting you through such a feeling for the entirety of ur relationship?
I don't know for me
barb the secret 5*
tokyo people are okay its just that its less formal kinda in osaka its friendlier,,
they were still my friends at one point or another
and its not too manners if that makes sense 😢😢
i mean i lived with them for a period of time so some of it is bound to be my fault u kno
but for me I've learned to differentiate it
in my head at least
the friend I had before
is different from the person right in front of me atm
something like that
you're no longer the friend I used to know
ohhh I see
idt it's a bad thing really
it's just
human
technically i would still be living with them if i didnt take time off of school
ohhh I get what you mean!!
tokyo more relaxed
osaka people more
also just
reserved like that
I think this is perfectly normal
i dont think they've particularly changed, just things between us did
WAIT LIKE the opposite!!!!!
osaka people are very relaxed an dtokyo people are very reserved and manners
Its the attachment issue dont worry youll get better vel
Yeah
It's hard to let go of something that has been going on for a while
Even though you know that it's for the better
^
OHH IS EE
is osaka like
province??
That can happen between friends sometimes, over time you can change with how you feel about each other, little things can pile up and feel huge and a wedge gets driven between you and you feel bitter- it's natural and as long as both of you are okay in the end, it's perfectly fine if you need to separate
while tokyo is city?
so don't be too harsh on yourself for it
please
it can suck even if the situation was shit up until recently
nope its like a city still!!!!
because you've known them for so long and don't want to let go of those memories
Heck
its very fun the food is delicious and people are friendly!!!!
but if it'll make both of you feel better in the end, it's alright
People come and go
I feel bad for drifting away from somebody I've only known for like 2 weeks
ohhh I see
yee
just
Much less somebody I've known for months / years
different in place I guess 
These things take time to heal
Don't force yourself to feel any particular way
Just know that we'll be here for you whenever you need it
idk, going back to school after winter break earlier this year it felt like mayb they wanted to fix things but they also never wanted to talk with the shit we went through bc of each other so like :|
i had to make the decision to cut out a friend of mine i had known for 10+ years simply because our friendship soured from being innocent, playful, happy friends to toxic and manipulative and nothing but negativity and him making everything into a contest of whose life is worse and he'd always make himself out as the winner to make you pity him
along with many other things
and i figured i'd had enough
as much as i wanted the person there after spending so much time by his side
things got bitter
but it's kinda been over for a while now
and it was better for me and probably for him as well to separate
just let them go if you feel they're toxic for you
Always value your peace of mind
it'll be a while where you'll feel guilt
emotions don't go away within a week or two usually
sometimes they can last for months
i havent lived there for 3 months and i havent really talked to them in longer
I think you yourself know that no matter what, things wouldn't have worked out
^
It's probably for the best that this finally came to an end, even if you're not going to have peace of mind for a while
please don't be harsh on yourself for it, and it'll hurt for a while
but things will improve
i promise
kinda fcked bc i was close w one of them and then shit felt like it suddenly happened and now theyre together
That's just how it is
its fckn weird man
Yeah
That's what I felt with my last relationship haha
I think it was just a difference in perspectives, but I ended up blocking the girl I used to date on Discord
And felt so guilty for it
online dating

These things just don't go away easily
She was gonna move to Singapore haha

But there was a long story as to why and what happened which isn't very pleasant reading
I'm mostly over it though
But it took like 5 months
I mean if you feel close with a person and suddenly one of you wanna stop
The attachment
Its like you need to move on
yeah
for my first relationship i didn't fully get over it until almost a year later because it ended so poorly lol
so i feel for nat
The worst thing was
I'd talked to her for about 2 months before asking her out because we clicked so well
and yeah if you don't feel happy in a relationship, and the other party doesn't want to communicate and talk things out at all, it may be best to just leave it there and sever ties
it'll be better for your mental health in the long run
jydthrgs
for me it was
we talked for maybe
2-3 months
clicked really well
were together for little over a year
then he dropped me
but kept going back and forth every week letting me know if he still liked me or if he didn't feel like he liked me anymore
HE DROPPED YOU
Eew you dont deserve a man like that
Yes
and said it was because he couldn't keep up with school and family and friends and wasn't ready to be in a relationship yet lol
but it turned out he was talking to someone else for several months before that point
and decided "hmmm, i dont like you anymore, i'm gonna date this new girl"
dated her for a month
dropped her
and she seaked me out
seeked*
idek if seeked is the right word discord is saying i'm misspelling it
but
(sought)
thank you
she sought for me
dm'd me
and was roundabout at first
then straight up asked if me and him ever dated
asked for all the details
and then shared with me about them dating
Well
which he hid behind my back but did so very fucking poorly
because i realized early on
but
fun fact
Guess I'll spoiler my story, because I feel like it's really unpleasant reading
he asked for "pics" from me about a week into his relationship with that girl and his initial excuse was "i thought it was just our thing" so he didn't see it as cheating or anything
but along with that, some unsavory things were asked/shared during our major part of the relationship which i could share but idk if anyone even wants to read it because it's gross
💀
is it tho...
no its cringe
why
3 weeks to get c2
i just wanted c2 rosa 💀💀
c1 ayaya is bad
sobbing rn
basically does nothing for her
IT WAS TWO IN A ROW(??
its a cd reduction on her e but its not significant in normal gameplay
ah okay
wait do you mean you have c2 now
or you
got c1 from two ayakas in a row
im done with the movie 
nice!
now where's nat
idk wtf that was
oh nat is here
nat is typing
what did you watch :O
oo theres a new one right
yeah
nah we were talking about bad relationships
so a screenplay for the world's worst romance
do i just... aim for c2
if you can afford it
u can get it next rerun hima
imagine next single
'imagine' 
well u got 3+ weeks for it
manifesting above kamisato estate
~1hr i think
an hourish
||So I actually met this girl from GHelp. It was a period where I think I was the only one giving serious answers and everybody else was screwing around. So, she ended up dming me and asking for help regarding Genshin. Tldr, we became close real quick, and started chatting and later discord calling on the daily later on.
About a month into it, we actually started talking about the possibility of getting together, without being committal. At the time though, we kinda knew we were into each other, but were uncertain I think. She had a lot of issues, and I had mine. It was also around this time I learned she was a victim of sexual assault, and that while she was a real flirt online, she had her fears about actually doing the act irl.
A month later, I decided to ask her out. Keep in mind, she hadn't had s*x in like a few years since her incident (which was actually her first time, if you consider it that). That being said, she did feel seriously about me, and since she was moving to Singapore in a few years, she thought it'd be worth to give it a shot. That being said, I proposed the condition of chastity before marriage, since I feel quite strongly about that personally. While I don't care about what others do, I feel like it's important for me personally.
I thought it would be over there and then. To my surprise though, she actually accepted it, with one single condition - That before we got together, she would be able to do it as much as she wanted, but ONLY before we got together. It was a bitter pill to swallow, but I kinda understood where she was coming from, so I agreed, with the condition that all that ended once we met.
That very same night, she said that she was going to do it, so i wished her the best and went to cry. An hour later, she told me that she was done and that she wanted to talk about it. Reluctant as I was, she told me about the whole thing while I just sat there and mooded.
Following that, she told me that she would do it again the next day, with somebody else. At this point in time, I was already extremely conflicted, so i was already considering breaking it off, since I felt it was going to fail already. That being said, I really did like her, so I just let it be.
The very next day, she tells me of how she was involved in a threesome. At that point, I just couldn't take her anymore and cried to my family, who then urged me to end it. So with that, I just told her that I was sorry on Discord and blocked her.||
6 months
Oh good
It actually censored properly
It's very unpleasant reading
Just so yall know
load- not expire
An hour is correct yeah
what
We were talking about bad relationships
UGH going to bed i can "flex" tomorrow
So ye.
is... this fake or
😢
i think it's time to sleep
Oh my god i'm so sorry to hear all of that, it feels so disrespectful for anyone to just flat out do that to someone they're supposedly going to be/already are committed too, and ESPECIALLY after they talk to you about chastity before marriage
my eyes can't comprehend anything
Thanks
of course
I'm mostly over that thankfully
that's good
But it was hell the first few days
yeah i can imagine ;;
I think it was better in the Long run, since both of our views were so different
Although I kinda do understand where she was coming from
yeah definitely
She wanted to be able to get over her trauma, and I respect her for that
it's good to understand her perspective, but at the same time she should've been a little more considerate of yours too
But I wasn't the one to be able to bear the consequences of that
mhm
So yeah
It's interesting how unironically, Genshin got me a girlfriend
Although I kinda didn't expect it to end the way it did
Very nice
which could be considered marginally worse
and yeah that was a shocking ending with how quick it was and how 0 to 100 it went
FYJTCDRHXSE
It's an interesting story to tell yeah
yeah
for mine it was a very slow burn
until it got to be too much
because neither of us were ready for a relationship but just held on
yeah
I feel that
But yeah
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If something is meant to work out, it will
If it doesn't though, better to end it earlier than later
i think the only saving grace really is i haven't talked to him since and felt validated for being upset with him for so long because right after i got over what happened between us, he got publicly outed for cheating with someone's girlfriend lmao
ooooh
man looking for universities is hard

and it may take some effort
Life is hard
i think ill just uhh apply to a bunch of universities maybe i hope that works
that's what most people do here lol
reading stuff about what unis/jobs/etc want from someone applying always
"we want hardworking driven individuals!" i am neither of those things 
apply to several colleges/universities and have multiple choices so if a few don't accept, chances are there will be a few who do
I HOPE IT WORKS!!!!!
Mood
"why would you like to work with us?" is always the worst
like "because i've been told i have to if i want to live"
i have good grades i think and nice extra curriculars i hope it works out
"Because I need to pay rent"
why cant i live my little depressed life in peace
that is my plan too
why do i have to pay to live 
apply everywhere
"i need to pay rent/you said yes and without a diploma i might not make a living"
then go from who accepts
i will try uhh
P2L
P2S
where my F2L'ers
In jail
why pay when forage
i think ill try to apply to a bunch of japan universities then some outside of japan
best of luck to you!!
MAYBE!!!!!
looking and applying for colleges

I haven't been able to rest for summer properly yet
i hope i get into maybe one of my most wanted choices 
hopefully!!
GOOD LUCK!!!!
OOOOO

I also think of singapore

NUS?
If yall come to Singapore
oh shot
Lemme know
I'm already planning on hosting Yuki

i think i will have to get rid of my cramming issue first thoufh 😢
If you plan to take the subsidy that is
host?
If yall wanna pay full price
heh
Showing her around
O
Unsubsidized
naruhodo

its pretty close in value iirc
oh nvm it's 1.3 sgd = 1usd
I'm not a singapore gamer
yeah that's like us college
LOL
man i thought we were the only ones who had to suffer that
rip
ye
wait nat
Ye
the subsidized unsubsidized
my college was the cheapest in the state at 5k+ per year
subsidized = scholar
yelp can't even level ayaya to 50
then the average is about 50k
if not more
if you wanna be a doctor it's like 300k a year

community college ~1.5k a year
state college ~ 15k a year
state uni ~25k a year
private ~40-50k a year
166750 sinfapore dollars 😢😢😢😢
ok you know what that is fine tuition wil not be a problem!!!! i think'
usd, right

y up
gotta apply for scholarships
is that the scholarship
No
or the non scholarship
It means that you're partially funded by the government
private places tend to b much more generous with scholarships tho
is living in singapore expensive 😢

looked up us ones out of curiosity and for more accurate numbers
community college ~ $4-8k a year
state college/university (there isn't a distinction apparently) ~ $10-26k a year
private college ~ $38k per year
4 years for medical school ~ $250-330k
apparently it's on average about 10 years if you want to be a physician or something so that's 
Tell me what you see
oh i was specifically speaking ab my state
OH
cant be worse than north TX with what normal wages are atm and what cost of living is for a 1 bed 1 bath
in state vs out of state for state stuff too
Done with double crown xiao, now triple crown eula time
Simp
46636/12=3886.33333 
yea, but the laws there make it hard for me personally to live, i went there as a kid for vacation back when i lived in VN
WHAT!!!

Well
guess how much money minimum wage makes 
It should be easier since yall have priority to dorms
okay this will. not be aproblem either!!!! i hope,
in massachusetts if you want to be anywhere near society the price of a single bedroom/bath apartment is like $2600 
without utilities and food and other bills
whats avg wage tho?
for like a college student
the perspective for the united states on that list kind of sucks because the majority of the people living in the country are in the most expensive regions, but the country is so big that the majority of places to live in are cheaper but also usually out of the way
It's ok Nui
Worst come to worst
minimum wage is $13.50 rn i think
lemme see average income

so basically your entire paycheck goes into just your rent
MA as in
massachusetts
Massachusetts
yes
bruv
nono massachusetts the state
sorry lol
there is a reason i'm moving to new hampshire lmao
TX is 11 flat in my area anyways
min wage is 15.50 here last i checked which is pog until you consider how fckn expensive it is to live in CA

STOP
DERPYNA 
the gas is funny but depressing
everyone be laughing at how we complain about gas prices until they see california is on par with them lmao
derpypie
reasons why i dont go out:
the cheapest 1 bed 1 bath i could find was 1100 a month just flat not including anything
Sigh will take atleast three days to get that mora and talent books
do yall wanna guess rent in my area before i look it up 
U stealing my guardian now
and how long until you can access this thread with ur phone?
Wat
Wait what the how did I get orange
As in
or
The level up command
they level up
Pufft, never ig
Lmao what
cheapest in my zip code
Damn
My starting wage all going to rent
This game is gonna kill my phone
min wage makes 2480 ish a month 
seems legit
5 fps-
It knows that I was here before?
ye it does
if ur using the same acc yes
Very
Hewwo Scawet
wait your phone hasnt blown up yet???????
hi scar
I only have 1 dc acc
💀
Surprisingly no, I have a phone cooler so that helps I guess
You see the countey is small so thwy import almost everything
is this still c1 or is this c2
Great
Hewo minna
Now go for C2 Hima
trying 
Yes
i... it went 55 then 0
You must propagate the Ayayas
C1???
ive never won this much
this is on my alt btw
hello scarlet 
new acc and returning accs have buffed luck, trust
DONT CRY I DONT WANT AYAYA ON MAIN
why rerun when 3 more weeks rn 
i need c2 rosa anyways
exactly vel!
you but unforged
LMAOOOOO
.
i joke
why u like this
People when Yelan banner: IVE SPENT MY PRIMOS ON AYAYA
LOL
whose banner?
better than r2 atlas 
patience is a virtue 
r2 DN
i mean i think thats normal
I havent even done dailies cus of exam ffs
HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT LOAFS
Loaf
i want to flex
after you sleep 
what..
maybe if it was hu tao
I MEANT LOADS 
ugh
i better not get grounded for this (checking again)
what does
wish history
childe miko running
my back hurts
no
text?
What will be your picture vel
hi ate
Hi cath
her
i support this
or should it just be this 
LMFAO
i still haven't gotten one
perfection
as in a double drop
same
I'm considering this
!!derpy
all of us have skill issue gifs bet
!!
Yus
change something different
originality is out of the question
Hj is correct
F
F
F
!!derpy
!!NatC

lmao
WHAT IS NATC
LMFAO
skill issue
manual
whenever you say !!NatC it summons nat and he has to manually message it
Just go with Nani
😭

i wanna become green to have command
oh I know
Maybe you actually should put that as your command

Owo
yo!

dont need it anyways tbh
in remembrance of double crit sands
we mourn ur loss
with one high roll and one mid roll
LOL
F that def tho
yeah
theyre twins lmao
Why does def like travelers so much
def like who?
But not with husk set
its definitely not a crush 
This is some conspiracy istg
nicesu
you can check
aaa
what if
has it been an hour
yuhhhh
Do it
u went to a movie 
Yes I did
ooo
Dr Strange

but what if
lmao.
ez
nice
god i just wanted another rosa
one more pull rn
wait for me to come back with c2 ayaka and c1 rosa
oh thats your asia acc
waiting for wednesday to pull on alt again 
glglgl
pma 
ive barely touched exploration at all 
but yea i speedran inazuma for yoi when i got her too kek
I can just bring Raiden
And one shot it
why does c1 have to be so crap 🥲
please do
If Leni win im gonna absent tomorrow and watch dr strange
if i get c2 tomorrow then i'm gonna laugh then cry
xingqiu randomly vaping 30k on e
On alt?
anyways do i turn my starglitter into fates because rosaria is 
Who?
benny
yuh
no
he can wait
until i accidentally pull him off somewhere
gambling rn love it
NVM
i heard a noise
going back to bed hell i'm not getting grounded tonight
Waow
#food 
I'm going to eat too
are those
For mother's day
scallops
yep hehe


GIMME SOME
are you a mother
wait lemme change
When is mother's day?
I regret opening this on a train
today
come here bb













