those who want to talk about it

[jade sinew]

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Have you ever been depressed about school? Basically, people at school.
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I was creating memories with people and suddenly they turned their backs on me and all the memories fell into the water, and then when I lost hope, became supposedly the worst in the whole class and even because of that class and their stupid fights I fell into a week of depression phase, then she and they appeared. Three girls who appreciate me and don't mind my CP at all. When we go through thorns and fire, good is only at the beginning.
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[wild crypt]

GG @jade sinew, you just advanced to level 4!

[full cairn]

Well our host identity got diagnosed with depression in 2017 aka 11th grade and because of their special needs and the depression to people turned their backs on them. Always stay with the ones who know you and accept you most. I want to say more but wr are struggling to understand what you typed full. If your able to explain it a bit easier then we may be able to say more like we want. But us in the warrior clan system we all hope you are doing ok and still hsve friends who care when many may leave those are the best and try your best not to overwhelm yourself with it and your school work and see if you don't have it already if you can get a sturdy skills as it was called for us class aka a class to do homework and study in during school so maybe with your depression and other stuff in your life this can help you take a load off of your shoulders to focuse of what is more needed. Since school is needed but working on your mental health is worth more due to it can impact your schooling. Sorry if this makes not much since were doing our best to understand what ya typed but we get confused so easy

[jade sinew]

oh it doesn't matter. I can tell you what you need if you want. And it wasn't exactly depression but a depressive phase

[full cairn]

God all the people who clame its phases get on my nerves

Army ↩️

[Reply to:](#1405514091493327029 message) oh it doesn't matter. I can tell you what you need if you want. And it wasn't exactly depression but…

[stark moat]

i've had that so much from my parents 😭 i'm like, no this isn't going anywhere anytime soon. its ambulatory in its severity, but its always there

and its made it really hard for me to cope sometimes

[jade sinew]

At least that's what the psychologist told me, because I think I'm better now than I was then.

[jade sinew]

Some one

To talk?

[stark moat]

am around if you still need someone

[jade sinew]

I just wann talk

I'm bored

It is 1:45am

[jade sinew]

Thanks

[stark moat]

ahaha

[stark moat]

you okay to DM? or prefer to do it here? am happy to do either (just aware of trying to keep this chat for disability talk)

i am just doing uni work lol

[keen venture]

im scared abt the upcoming school year and i really dont know what to do abt it

last year was really bad but now i have therapy and stuff but my school declined my request for accomodations (a 504 plan)

but usually im really bad when it comes to school like its not my grades that are bad its just the stress and my mental health

but like i'll probably get over it by the time school starts and i'll be fine but idk

[stark moat]

not being able to access accommodations you need is still tough

is there anything in particular you're scared of? or just genenerally?

[keen venture]

i’m scared it’s gonna be like last year and i’m gonna break down or smth

or it’ll just be too overwhelming

[stark moat]

you able to talk to friends about it?

i had loads of breakdowns during school (mostly due to fatigue), but my friends and i were able to support each other. even if just complaining about teachers xD

its still not fun though. i hope it goes okay

[keen venture]

i mean i don’t really do but i guess i haven’t tried

bc i feel like they already have enough of their own problems lol

but i mean fortunately me and my friend share the same math class and we both work really well together so at least im not worried about math

that’s my most stressful class

and chemistry is with my favorite teacher

but i mean i can try

thanks

[stark moat]

still can be good to talk about it though

[wild crypt]

GG @stark moat, you just advanced to level 3!

[stark moat]

if you can. everyone has their own struggles but chances are they’re likely going through similar

[keen venture]

ok i’ll try

thank you finn

[jade sinew]

I'm also afraid of the new school year.

I'm stressed. I'm nervous.

I don't want it to be like last year because I had a week of depression phase during that period. I'm afraid of that. And everything. quarrels, because sometimes I have a short fuse and I can say things I don't mean.

And then I'll be guilty.

[stark moat]

it’s difficult cus school for ND/chronic illness folk is super tough. saying things you don’t mean happens to everyone. its okay to feel guilty because it shows you care. you can always then speak to that person again and explain how you felt?

[jade sinew]

I think I can, but they're mostly angry with me.

But still, thank you. I've had a really hard time this past school year and sometimes I've said things I don't mean, and I've been kicking myself for it. But your understanding really helps me feel less alone. I'll try to talk to that person and explain everything. Thank you for being there.

I hope the situation will be better this year.

[stark moat]

best of luck!

and anytime 😊

[jade sinew]

Thanks

To you want to chat later.

In here

[stark moat]

sure 🙂

[jade sinew]

Nice

How are you?

[stark moat]

ehhh. alright. i finished uni last week so kinda recovering a bit before i start the chaos of finding work. home is hard tho

hbu?

[jade sinew]

I'm fine, my wrist is just a little sore because I probably sprained it, but I managed and wrapped my wrist in a boxing bandage.

[stark moat]

that does not sound fun

good you've got a bandage tho

[jade sinew]

Yeah

the pain passed in 2 days. thanks to boxing bangage. I was wearing you two days straight

[jade sinew]

Hi

How are you all?

[stark moat]

surviving

life with unaccepting parents ain't fun

but it goes

[stark moat]

hbu?

[jade sinew]

Being nervous, school and stuff

But all in all I'm fine.

[small python]

I’m scared to go back to school and do math… I really suck at it and I’m going into year nine. I can’t read analog clocks properly it takes me like 1 min… I can’t read numbers past the thousands, understand really slowly and can’t keep focused at all… I suspect dyscalculia and have had the symptoms all my life, but don’t want to slap a label on it.
I don’t know what to do because I’m embarrassed about having a tutor and my parents aren’t understanding..

[stark moat]

(sorry if no pings!). is there a reason you feel embarassed about having a tutor?

[small python]

Oh no it’s ok. I feel embarrassed because all my parents do is make fun of “special kids”. And then tell me “no it’s ok you can have a tutor”.. and I don’t like them because I feel like they are just going to put more pressure on me. I know some of the helper teachers at my school and I don’t like them because they make me panic and I start feeling like I’m in trouble…

[stark moat]

sorry for the delay in response! that doesn't sound fun. there's nothing wrong with having a tutor!

With your parents, have you tried talking to them about having a tutor? Help them see that you're just wanting to do well at school, and that the tutor will make it happen?

[small python]

I tried but they just speak over me. They don’t understand how much I struggle in math and they just say “you can do it you’re perfectly fine”… there’s no getting across their stupid minds.

[stark moat]

try asking school to talk to them?

[small python]

Your suggestions are great but I could never. I’m honestly scared of my parents…

[wild crypt]

GG @small python, you just advanced to level 11!