afab problems - again

[tacit blaze]

TW: Girly stuff
||for many months ive had a plethora of problems and symptoms and we've been to a specialist finally and she says everything looks healthy and there isn't a reason why i should be feeling the way i am but i cant deal with that, these problems are so annoying and they've recently been making me suicidal. my biggest symptom is HORRENDOUS period pain but then theres a few more that are embarrassing but annoy the crap out of me, they're not exactly super painful (like on a scale, its a 5/10) but they're so annoying. im sick and tired of this and i just want answers or anything i can do to get better.||

[limber cipher]

I can't give you awnsers or anything but I'm totally there for mental support!!!I can really feel with you with the pain,since I have really bad periods too.I saw something on Tiktok about some idk disorder(?) that causes depression and suicidal episodes on periods.Like I said I can't really help with awnsers but if you need to talk I'm there!

[tacit blaze]

aw tysm!

that really helps!

[limber cipher]

I'm glad I can help you!if it's getting bad again you can always talk to me!

[limber cipher]

(!TW!)So I found some stuff! There is a condition called PMDD which causes big mood swings and also depression/anxiety/suicidal episodes/anger issues.It affects around 10%of woman.You can get bad anxiety and panic attacks through it and some even sh or have thoughts of hurting others.You can get diagnosed with it but people dont know a lot about it...The chance to have it is also higher if you already struggle with anxiety etc.You cqn Google it if you like!

[tacit blaze]

omg tysm!!

holy shit i just googled that

it literally listed all of my symptoms

and i just started taking magnesium bc my doctor reccomended it and it says magnesium is a way to manage PMDD

[limber cipher]

So glad that helped

I'm gonna ask my doctor to get diagnosed too cause I have all of the symptoms too😩

sometimes I hate having a uterus

[tacit blaze]

exactly this is when i wish i didnt i dont even want children

[limber cipher]

i don’t want children either cause i just can’t think of the idea to give birth

i just feel like it’s not worth it

and if i DO want children when i’m older i can just adopt

there’s like no need for me to sacrifice my body

[haughty garden]

^^^

[ashen sluice]

I love children and want some one day but am scared of pain physical pain when it comes to what you need to go threw during pregnancy. I always say I will do it for the baby but that's different then actually being in that position I am unpredictable in most situations when I am first hand experiencing them

[tacit blaze]

exactly

[limber cipher]

mmh I really get that with the unpredictable part cause sometimes it's just hard to imagine such a important situation

[ashen sluice]

ikr makes me worry if something goes wrong or like if i get more ptsd but from birth like some do

[limber cipher]

Yesss me too.Ecen if Im a bit young to think about stuff like that I think a bout it a lot especially of it affects woman without them noticing that birth CAN be traumatic.Im also kinda scared I could get like a complex like many woman do after birth. Or worse get mentally attached in the wrong way BECAUSE of the trauma birth gives.Cause I do not want to be ever ever be one of the parents that fall in love with their child.

emotional incest is so much more common then people think

and personally I don't think that a lot of the people that do emotional incest actually realize it

[elder pendant]

GG @limber cipher, you just advanced to level 4!

[ashen sluice]

me to never be a internet boy mom

[limber cipher]

Yess

[ashen sluice]

they are creepy

[ashen sluice]

struggling to eat my vedges right now and its stressing me out

[astral canopy]

Hey, sorry to jump in. You could also look into PCOS and endometriosis. They also effect AFAB folk