I know who I am, now what?

[hoary saffron]

I'm positive that I am a genderfluid demigirl but I have no idea what to do now. There isn't much I can do anyways. I can't do much gender affirming anything at this point and I'm too scared to tell my parents that I'm not a girl. What do I do? I only came out to two of my friends but that's it. I'm scared to come out but I don't know if I can not do anything anymore. I want to buy a binder and have gender affirming hair and clothes but I know I wouldn't be allowed to. I'm just ready to make a change but I'm already stuck. Does anyone have any tips or anything? (Sorry for such a formal question, I didn't know how else to write it lol.)

[digital siren]

i’m formulating a response in my head, it’ll arrive eventually.

[hoary saffron]

Ok I’m going to do something really risky

I made a video for my friends but I’m not sure if I should send it

I want to come out to my closest friends

But I’m really nervous what if I change my mind

[digital siren]

once you send it, you can’t take it back. unless you delete it before anybody sees. you gotta be.. very sure. but, if they don’t support you, they don’t deserve to be your friend.

[hoary saffron]

Ok

I am positive this is who I am

Whew

I got this

I’m so scared

I really hope this goes well

[ionic mountain]

i hope everything went okay!

[hoary saffron]

Yeah I think so!

I asked my friends and they said they support me