#Bepper indoctrination
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do ittttttttt
whats this one
oh cute
massive shark
drunk shark
so pretty!!!
REAL

Wha duh hell

how i wish i looked
So uhhhh
last We tallllked
You weren't ready to admit You just wanted to be a Womaaaaan
how do You feel about it nowwww?

Ready to start hormones? You can look like that....well...not like that....thats a....drawing ...its not real but like
that aesthetic and femmeness is achievable
scawwyyyyyyy
but like
i dont wanna be a woman alllll the time
i think im pretty definitely gender fluid
cuz i do like being a hot guy sometimes
but other times i wish i could be a cute girl 😭
side note
i cant get rid of the shadow of a mustache
and it makes me wanna die lowkey
There are masc presenting Women
laser hair removal and orange color corrector make-up
and then foundation on top
i love laser hair removal
Hmmmm this is true
Permanent change scawy
if You could push a button and have been born a cute girl with the option of dressing all masculine and stuff if You wanted, would You?
That's a really hard question
It's hard because for one, I am of course so used to being masculine all the time so i guess it's become comfortable
But at the same
I'm so dreadfully bored of the lack of variety that male everyday clothing comes with
Would Youuuu push the button? You would have been a girl Your whole life
no discomfort
I probably would, yeah
So like
But I feel id still have that sense of wanting to be a boy
We know You would want to be a Woman who dresses masculine sometimes
Like a futch woman
feminine butch
okay so like
if You know that
why not start the process of making it a reality?
Otherwise life will just kinda....slip You by
Well for one I'm unemployed, and two I still live with my parents
btw i said this a lot too before transitioning
Yeaaaah, but You can probably start researching and working towards it

There are tons of communities to help with that. Especially in this channel.
and on discord in general
of You're worried about how You'd like i can personally guarantee You the bulkiest beardiest hariest looking Guy can turn into a small Lady
cause i had a huge bulky hairy looking Guy at 25 and transitioned and now im about as Femme as it gets
ill find a timeline pic for You, sec
I'm like, overweight and stuff still, but I've been counting calories and working out and stuff to lose weight
And it's working, just slowly
This was me this week!
You can do it
You can change Your body to be whatever You want, but the earlier You start, the better.

holy moly
No pressure but

Seeing something like this helped me figure out I wanted to transition
and I sounded a lot like you do Kush
WHOAHHH
Just figured Id offer the same gentle nudge a beautiful lady offered me.

Hormones, they work.
Thank you bepper
I think I'll wait till I don't live ar home to start making changes
But im definitely going to consider it more seriously
YAYYYY
If You have any questions, dont hesitate to ask in here/ping me! Also my Partner says "Good luck girly! Welcome to being a woman."

Im also struggling because like
I do still want to have a family and kids of my own some day
And I like both men and women
So ideally I'd like to marry a woman someday and have kids
But idk
Life is hard
Hiiiiii, I am evee, I made bepper go make me food :3
you can 💯 still have kiddos
you can have biological or better, adopt.
there are soooooo many kids needing parents
I transitioned when I was 26 :3
Hi evee! Nice to meet you
Ahoyyy im back! She's here next to me
I know my younger brother is planning on adopting, but idk, for me I'd like kids of my own
Yeah, You can freeze sperm or like, just have a donor if Your wife is biologically able to
Ahh I see
There are clinics that will freeze Your goop for pretty cheap

Oh god Beppermoment
Hi nick
hahaha hi Nick!
Probably gonna delete all those face having pics up above soon! Soooo yeah! I hope they helped!
LMAOOOOOOOOO
Can't believe there's been a "hey, a huge ass bdsm session will be held in this place soon enough" picture around for close to two eeks
Well congrats, you're living the dream
thankies!
I backread the thread a bit
It's wholesome
Thanks for existing
And taking care of our lil freshly hatched chicks

Yippee
Can't get on Spiro tho, bone density is already very low
Laser my beloved
I got underarm laser for a reason
Übel cosplay maybe
POG
bepper just so you know i definitely am cracked. like im definitely not cis, and im prolly a woman, but accepting that is hard cuz i have contrary desires to what being a woman entails
so proud of You
i asked my friend to use she/her for me so i could see how it feels
and its been super nice
and the one that i think got me was
Comment by u/samvimes22:
So, the obvious response here is "you WANT your shell broken? Ur clearly trans, cis people don't want that"
I get the sense that isn't working for you, and from reading your other comments I'd guess that you're struggling with the question "am I a REAL trans person or not??"
If that's the case, then here's a perspectiv...
this persons comment
that and some other helpful links blogs and websites on the subreddit
also i realize now that you button tested me LMFAO
i havent been able to refind it
but i saw a comment that went something along the lines of
"if you dont want to be a girl unless you can be a pretty/hot girl, then congratulations youre already a girl"
cuz holy FUCK that resonated with me
anyway these are the blog posts and websites that helped crack me (alongside you ofc)
https://freethoughtblogs.com/nataliereed/2012/04/17/the-null-hypothecis/
https://turn-me-into-a-girl.com/
https://www.erininthemorning.com/p/the-button-test-how-a-button-press
“You’re right, Cliff. You can’t prove who you are. None of us can. If we try to prove we exist, we’re just suckers. And if we ask other people to tell us we’re real, w…
You could totally be a girl if you wanted. No matter who you are or what you've been through, don't let anything stop you from living as your best self!
GAH THE EMBEDS
anyway, im gonna go play video games with my brothers and pretend to be cis until after my brothers wedding this weekend
had a tux fitting today and boy did that not help lmao
lmao nevermind, theyre playing a 2 player game
hahahaha
Something like that got me tooooo
Have funnnn!!!

That definitely sounds unfun. If You can, You should get some cute femme clothes. Thigh highs, skirts, blouses, a few cute masks, maybe some nail polish. Small things You can hide away

id really love to but i dont have enough money for clothes shopping
i havent been able to find a job, and my part time one hasnt given me any hours
i do have an interview next week though!
but maybe i can ask my friends if they have any nail polish they dont want anymore
i wanna try on a skirt so bad 😭


You'll get there soon. Do Your nest to build a foundation in Your life that allows for You to transition. Money, independence, privacy, stability, mental health, physical health

get on estrogen
Holy hell Bepper face reveal
oh gosh haha that cant be the first face pic ive posted here
@mellow linden
Here, a smattering
from this year
Full face reveal holy hell


today is my birthday 🎉 :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY

happy birthday kushy-wushy
Thank you Iris!!!!!!
i bought a skirt at spencers today :D
it feels good :D
tho i was just wearing a t shirt with it, so that plus the hairy legs were uh, not a good aesthetic match with it
this is the skirt btw
Cuuuuuute
Get thigh highs, should help, and consider shaving Your leeeeegs, if You need advice I can help Youuuuu

Aaaaaaaaaa
I'm going to the mall tomorrow with some friends >.<
I'm gonna buy some tights and thigh highs
Any advice would be lovelyyy
I'm scared of shaving places I can't actually see like back of legs, under thigh, and my booty and stuff
YESSS
OKAY
so.
Depending on how hairy You are, You're gonna want an electric shaver to trim first. Otherwise it'll just take a lot more time.
https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/16p0Uawdc26LucSY1Rc6mAaCJd8f6fM2BwUJ3lhZyhW4/mobilebasic
Above is the most basic guide that covers all the general stuff but here's my method for trans Beans.
Materials:
- A good razor with a swivel head
- Shaving cream for women (i recommend EOS)
- Hot water
- Determination
- Moisturizer (i recommend cetaphil)
Method
- Get in a hot shower.
- Rinse and clean your body as normal.
- After a bit of just letting your skin get hot, step out of the direct flow of water and lather shaving cream on a specific part of your body, whatever you wanna shave. I recommend starting with lower legs.
- Once the area has a good amount of shaving cream, get your razor wet with hot water.
- Gently, without pressure, flatten the blade against your skin and let it glide down the area. Here are some tips to not get nicked:
- The goal here is to not use pressure
- Keep it flat to the skin and let it contour to your curves
- Do not do big long strokes until you're very very confident. Stick to small little strokes, and wash away the hair on the blade after a bit
- In areas with lots of nooks, learn to bend your body to try and straighten the area out, for example straighten your knee out, or bend your ankle to reduce the curving.
- After shaving an area, if you have conditioner, rub a little hair conditioner in, it'll be super soft.
- Do not scrub or clean the area after shaving, the skin will be sensitive, scrub before hand
- After drying off (again, gently) moisturize the skin.
Tricky areas
- To shave tricky areas like the butt or back of thighs or back of legs just learn how to turn your body around.
- For your butt, spread them cheekies and go out from the center and out. Again be gentle. No pressure.
- For your thighs, follow the contour of your thighs horizontally along the back, take your time. You'll probably miss a few spots and will have to go back next shower.
- Same for back of legs. Sitting can help but i think putting your foot up on the edge of the shower/bath is more helpful.
@main epoch

Get a small mirror if You're nervous but idk, i think its easier to just go by feel and believe in Yourself.
as for leggings/tights. Look for opaque stuff.
Then, even if You dont wanna shave, You can look cute.
Also keep in mind that even like 3 laser sessions or just being on estrogen can vastly reduce body hair (everything from the neck down)
Face requires a lil more laser sometimes. But its very manageable

i can help You with finding good places to get laser when You're looking for that too.
Not all lasers are built the same and they'll have very different results.
Alexandrite is the best right now (ruby if You have a dark skin tone)
IPL is the worst and most common

wait horizonatally? i thought shaving was always vertical
You wanna shave based on the direction the hair is growing
sometimes hair will grow to the side. Usually the edges of the thighs have hair growing sideways, it depends on the person but a lot of it is more about doing short
soft strokes
without pressure
the direction matters a lot less
the blade will always move like.... forward, right
never slide the blade like you're slicing with a knife
it should always be the straight lines of the blade gluiding across your skin
like this
|| --->
not this
⬆️
||
im gonna be so for real, i never noticed that hair grew in different directions
Face hair also grows in different directions, its just more subtle


oh also
i will be applying this to shaving my face too LOL
i usually shave my face before my shower
and then clean my face in the shower and it lowkey hurts to touch
Shave face after hot shower
it loosens the pores
and will help prevent razor burn
also use a different razor for Your face and body. Because the body will dull the blade much faster and is much less sensitive than the face. Face will require a sharper razor.
wait actually
one sec
lemme go grab the only razor i have
this is the razor i use for my face
but i also found a bag of old / other razors in the medicine cabinet no one uses
woaaah
yes! Get new cartridges
but those are all decent types
You'll want a fresh cartridge (although maybe one You've used on Your face a few times before using on Your body so its a liiiiittle bit more dull)
the important part is that they swivel
gives You much more control
so the 5 on the right are a no go, then?
yeah, id avoid those
The first few shaves are the hardest, especially for legs and stuff. You wanna make sure You go slow, and have a good razor.
oki, do any of the remaining 4 look better than the others?
It'll get easier and easier and easier over time
nah, they're all the same. ive used that brand before too!
:0
Just get new cartridges for them

For the best results, use one on Your face a few times. Then switch to using that one for Your body.
Can also just use a new one
and accept that You may have slightly more knicks
okiiiii
They dont hurt too bad
just be gentle. Short strokes, very little pressure.
The hot water makes the skin very soft so any cuts wont be too bad
i promise they're not awful
okiiiii
Where is she? All I see is a plant!
right?
Bepperrrr I'm about to go shave my legs and chest and stuffff
But i just realized I don't have moisturizer
Is it okay if I don't use it?
Probably, You'll be itchy though
Fuk
Also, for the initial shave with the electric razor, are small hairs like that okay to to down the drain or should I do that over like a trash can
Oh thank god
Oki
It's time then >:)
I'm going to the beach tomorrow with some friends
I told my one friend who I'm out to that I wanted to wear a one piece swimsuit, and she said to go for it! And I could just wear shorts over it and say I'm wearing a tank top to those I'm not out to
So it's shavey time :)))
i believe in You
i recommend vintage one pieces with a skirt and leggings btw
Cute!!!!!
BEPPER!!!! I WENT TO THE MALL WITH SOME FRIENDS TODAY AND BOUGHT SOME CLOTHES AND LOOKIE
And here's the swimsuit we gottt
You picked out a great swimsuit and skirt plus top combo!
OMG TY!!!
i have my friend helping me with all this irl
shes been so supportive of me
during the shopping trip with my friends shes the one that bought all the clothes and swimsuit and stuff, then i just venmoed her
shes literally the best 😭
bepper why didnt you tell me how exhausting shaving is 😭
my neck hurts from looking down
and it took me an hour just to do the front of my torso

i had to postpone shaving my legs cuz i spent so much time on my belly

Its a skill
You'll get faster with time
i kept like
going over the same spot
and it didnt look like anythging was happening
also OMFG my neck started to hurtttt
Hmmmmm......
from looking straight down
i wanna jump in a laser bath and get rid of it all at once 😭
yeah, Lady showers are known to cause neck problems. Just wait until You try and condition longer hair
and You gotta apply conditioner to the ends and then wait for like 7 minutes in the shower
so You're just stuck looking down for 7 min hahaha
i usually shave my legs during that

You're a Lady now, that comes with all the Lady struggles. Savor them.
ok wait actually this is a fantastic oppurtunity to ask this (and also to apologize for asking so many question 😭)
i-
thats fair
:D

so up to now, my shower routine has been
get in shower, put shampoo in and then wait 5 minutes (its medicated so i have to wait that long)
during that 5 minutes is when i usually clean myself with body wash and a washcloth
then, i wash my body off and rinse the shampoo out of my hair
after that i put conditioner into the ends of my hair (mainly, but lately ive also been going farther up)
i use a comb to spread it over all my hair evenly, and wait 2 minutes
then i rinse that off and
normally thats where i end
so where in that would you suggest doing the shaving
after all of it? in between shampoo and conditioner? before i wash hair at all?

id say get in, body wash, shampoo, do some shaving, rinse, conditioner, do shaving, rinse, finish shaving, done!

first session of what 👀
appointment with doctors on trans stuff not exactly sure
She's gonna get HRT pills and also have her semen stored
Estrogen

Thank you!!!
The shaved leg euphoria is goin crazy rn
The fit for the concert tomorrow

I got a nice lil bikini with one of them pareo things
cuuuuuuute!!!
Currently on a trip with some friends im not out to yet and I bought this trans flag colored hat
yess
oh ilooked into laser hair removal stuff
and holy moly
they said itwas like 3000 dollars
😭
i paid around $500 for 6 full face sessions - arms and legs if You wanna do those should run the same.
huh so maybe that expensive
if You're doing full body

I would wanna do face and legs for sure
Oh I haven't shaved my arms yet
My friend kellie said most girls don't
Should i?

Do you remember what company you went with?
for laser?
yee
Dont look for a company, look for a specific laser type

do i have to call 😭
yes

You'll be okay
You call, You ask what kind of machine They use and tell them You're looking for a place that uses Alexandrite lasers
They'll probably say they use Ruby or IPL or They'll give You a machine name
You google the machine name to find out what it is
only places with an Alexandrite laser are worth the money
the rest will give extremely slow progress
with an Alexandrite laser, You wont even need electrolysis
usually
Its worth it to call and do the research
aghhhhh okayyy
niiiiiiiiiice
"Mom can I buy husky anchor points?"
"For the dogs?"
"Yessss, for the dogs"

im also gonna build a loft bed
with
a cage under it
Something like this but with less space underneath and with a little cage door on one side and little wheels on a futon set up for easy slide out cleaning

full bed on top, twin futon underneath
Hehehe that looks so funnnn
That looks comfy
I got some toys for Amazon prime day and they arrived last night :3
Excited to try them after work today
yayyy
it shouuuuld
i made turnip, carrot, mushroom and spring onion stew served with carrot green chimi churri, rice, and roasted chickpeas.

Omg cuuuuuute
post work out meeeeal
steamed miso kale stems, eggs with a lil parm, some spring onion and a lil rice!
Omggggg that looks delicious!!!


LMAOO
CURTAINS POG
Its slowly coming together
i need a couple months to afford raw materials to build a bedframe for a mini loft with a cage under it
but eventually that bed will be in a cage, underneath another bed that sits ontop
and i have a few other pieces i need for that room. Namely a St. Andrews Cross and some big mirrors aaaand
some proper mood lighting and sound proofing on the walls
and the modular bookshelf for storing all the implements and maintenance items

it looks amazing Bepper!!!!

Didnt even have egg or panko
i breaded with cornstarch slurry and some african wheat bread that i blended and toasted up in the oven.
Oh I made a mexican feast the other day
Have been eating left over barbacoa and mole for days now
yesssssss
YESSSSSSSSSS
Based Nick
You never stop being based.

Thanksssss
I need to improve in my masa making abilities
it was both too sticky and crumbly
probably didn't use enough lard
aye

pfft
going to Anime Matsuri in Texas in a week, and the last piece for my cosplay came in last night
i tried it on the first time this morning
(the armband is on the correct side mirrors are just weird)
wowwww perfect!!!
thank you so much!!! 💛

now i just gotta hide the facial hair and itll be perfect :DD
Pieck is such a baddy
real!!
kinda disappointed to learn that you can shrink whilst on E
i wanna get more height
I thought you meant-
Yeah lmao
i wanna break the 2m barrier
Damn that's a fair point
i wanna be 2m at least
Got some cute clothes at the convention center today hehe

nice
CUUUUTE
nice bangs! they work so well for you!
i mean. Big sweater. Bangs. Dirty mirror. You've got the femme vibes haha

i dressed up for work today to present a huge project plan out to the entire department but ill post a pic of it later.
Ooooooooo
CUTE!!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Omg cuuuuuuutee!!!!!!
oooooooooooooooooo
Omgggggggg
Going out to bar with some friends tonight, this is the fit
cute!
Thank you!!

had a fun weekend that left me exhausted and then a very tired work trip
have some bepper pics
also shout-out to the doll tights
which are awesome
just scheduled my first laser hair removal :3
im doing jaw, upper lip, chin, and upper legs
@azure gale this is with Ideal Image by the way and im getting conflicting answers online on whether or not they're good
Am hoping to get your thoughts on this

never used Them
Call them and ask if They use an Alexandrite laser
or if its just IPL or what
You want an Alexandrite laser. IPL is ineffective.
IPL is also the cheapest laser that most crappy places get
and Alexandrite machines can be expensive.
i've been going to laser, hella effective
yayyyy!
i think She was asking about specifically Ideal Image.

Laser def is effective but not all lasers are equal
there's different tech for different machines
what's ideal image
company
Yeeee they do
I did a 2.5 hour call with one of their representatives
Asked a buuuunch of questions
then id say its fine
Humu, ty mama bepper

Make sure to tell Them not to be gentle!
Max blast that They're comfortable with for face from the start
and tell Then if They need to, They can pin Your head down and just go for it.
@main epoch Important to get like max blastage.
Also take a face mask with You for after.

wtf yall get calls with peeps?
i just rocked up to the store and said "underarm laser hair removal" they just said "aight" and i was topless half an hour later
depends on the size of the company - i usually call and talk to Them for like 2 minutes
and thats about it
i'm waiting for my hair to peek their heads out before going for another LHR session lol
I've been flirting with a girl recently, her "never tried out but really want to" kink is being chased like a prey in the woods and I don't really know how to start with the logistics besides, you know, finding some abandoned woods
ooh

okay so
this largely depends on where You liiiiive. But there are literal actual like kink camping things that are out there for this kinda thing. There are a few things You wanna keep in mind so i have a few suggestions.
Stuff to keep in mind:
- You don't want to lose Her, so get like something with lots of bells to attach to Her. It'll also make the running that much more fun.
- Keep a first aid kit, People fleeing through uneven footing have a tendency to twist ankles.
- Have a plan for what happens when You catch Her and have a build up for the start... so like... Have Her kneel blindfolded and do some fun mental stuff, then send Her into the woods
- Depending on what You want to happen when You catch Her, this is def something You can do in a public woods without too much risk.
- Look on Fetlife for kink camping events near You.

i also recommend tiring Her out before hand in some way - exhausted running makes the prey feeling a lot more intense and gives You a better chance of letting Her run and then catching up and then letting Her run, etc...
That reply is both unexpected yet utterly unsurprising for some reason lol
Thanks for the message
yeah but where are the bear traps coming in
Good question


































