40k-lore-chat

[summer mural]

hes like a giant looming shadow

oh..

time to light a cigarette

[storm jungle]

:]

[shadow plover]

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[storm jungle]

yay they mutilated him

thats my boy Haggen 😭

[summer mural]

what peak human performance and watching your parents get shot does to a mfer

[storm jungle]

You dont know yet

[summer mural]

its better than aztec batman

I saw like an ad for that show somewhere and I think it saturated my batman enjoyment forever

aztec batman is batman but in the mayan empire

[storm jungle]

Ignore those

Absolute is like the most original take on batman in 2 decades i think

you'll see it once you actually begin the plot

this is like a oneshot that takes place before any of the mainline story

[summer mural]

im not much of a comic reader, I read books mostly

but im enjoying this, its very easy to digest

[storm jungle]

I wasnt either before this

its that gripping

[storm jungle]

yeah its because its an actual fresh start for the character

and still ongoing as well

[heady rivet]

SPLC situation is crazy

[solid horizon]

Super Population Life Control ?

[heady rivet]

Southern Poverty Law Center was paying racist groups to organize, including the Klan

[storm jungle]

bro

that literally happens in the comic Drifty is reading rn

as ever i guess truth is stranger than fiction

[heady rivet]

They paid a TON of far-right and racist groups in secret while openly being an anti-racist organization that would then use the organization of right-wing and racist groups to elicit donations

[solid horizon]

Common southern behaviour

[summer mural]

wtf he pulled out a flamethrower

[solid horizon]

Do you think they will reform the black legion

[heady rivet]

Money laundering and fraud behavior. Its what they charged em with

[storm jungle]

isnt that a good way to clean roaches

[dapper gyro]

If they can sell more book and mini, yes.

[solid horizon]

KKK rank system names are so goofy

They sound like model names

[storm jungle]

40k names more like

Grand Wizard

[summer mural]

also you know archaon has like nearly limitless authority, like he can just order any chaos fool to do whatever he wants, but I liked the idea of abaddon not being able to do that, like he has to be more tactical I guess? Like he cant really tell kharn or someone like that to just willy nilly obey him forever can he

[solid horizon]

"Exalted Grand Cyclop" my favorite chaos character model

[heady rivet]

"Grand Wizard"
Is he gonna cast transmorgify and turn you White???

[storm jungle]

to be fair

one is the Warmaster of Chaos

the other is uh Grand Marshal of the Apocalypse

and has destroyed multiple realities

lmao

i know who the fuck im listening to

[solid horizon]

To be fair Chaos cultists are more or less satanist KKK

[summer mural]

must be so much tougher being abaddon than archie

[solid horizon]

Do you think 40k BL is a reference to the real black legion or is it unintentional coincidence ?

[summer mural]

also someone actually told me archaon is newer than abaddon, like abaddon has been around longer

[storm jungle]

Uhh let me check

nah yeah Abaddon is older

Abaddon is 1996, Archaon is 1998

[summer mural]

did abaddon have a training arc where he got the approval of all the gods

[storm jungle]

Kind of

thats more special to archaon

[solid horizon]

Primarchs as well

Peter turbo granted him a morbillion daemon engines

Sounds like he regrets it now

[summer mural]

well I dont dislike abaddon like a lot of people do, bringing the apocalypse to nids and necrons while dealing with fulgrim and mortarion sounds like a really hard job

although one does question if he needed a plan revolving around 13 crusades to crack cadia

[storm jungle]

I mean

theres literally no reason to dislike abaddon

most people just know nothing about him and bandwagon

[opaque coyote]

Bro was probably kinda angry at him throwing the (broken) Blackstone Fortress due to how valuable it would be to tinker with

[storm jungle]

most you can say is "Im just not interested in him as a character"

[vagrant fox]

I mildly dislike ADB take on Abaddon not being a slave to chaos but that's about it

[summer mural]

batman doing some horribly nasty thing and having flashbacks of his father telling him hes a kind and compassionate soul will be a trope that never gets old

its literally just arthas's lich king trailer on crack

also that one batman origins trailer

where his dad writes a letter to him saying stuff like dont waste money on frivolous things like fast cars and it cuts to batman entering the batmobile

[plush mason]

i just watched the season final of Invincible ||i am now even more impressed with and afraid of Thragg||

[storm jungle]

GRAND REGENT THEY SEE YOUR GREATNESS FINALLY

[summer mural]

Lee Pace going " You have. No choice."

[dapper gyro]

The regular batman has too much compassion for those who do way more violent action than him.

[storm jungle]

^

[storm jungle]

also fucking

"I will now tell you your future."

🔥

[vagrant fox]

||Paul was robbed||

[storm jungle]

Fucking losers

[dapper gyro]

At what point it is criminal sympathizing?

[summer mural]

yo paul is in a good place, anissa is single and shes available

[plush mason]

bro is a full on shonin character, but he actually has a working brain which is a horrifying combo

[summer mural]

yeah

[storm jungle]

yeah its a good change from the comics

[vagrant fox]

Nice guy gets dumped while Asian baddie comes crawling back to Chad douche because of his godlike genetics… #Chudvincible #Incelable #ViltrumPill

[storm jungle]

here hes actually has that Regent side to him

aka diplomatic

and knows when to be calm

[summer mural]

thats why lee pace is the best choice for thragg, because he has an excellent niche of playing dignified villainous types

[storm jungle]

again

the fans were doubting

and they were again proven wrong

lmao

Hilarious how fast they jump to conclusions with Thragg after his first appearance

[summer mural]

https://tenor.com/view/lee-pace-thranduil-lotr-gif-15091277650453140758

thragg and mark

[vagrant fox]

wow I saw 15 minutes time to jump to conclusions

[plush mason]

most show and game fans everywhere

[summer mural]

also gotta wait 12 months now

[steel ingot]

its kinda funny watching it play out again after reading the whole comic

[summer mural]

just to see a season of lucan playing chess with some old guy in a park before ripping his tongue out or something

[storm jungle]

Yeah again love the changes here

[storm jungle]

I cannot fucking believe they gave him the steve harvey suit

they know

[steel ingot]

i think invincible really suffers from "went on way too long to actually stick by any sorta theme strongly" syndrome

[storm jungle]

I mean not really?

[steel ingot]

like stephen king writing a book longer than 500 pages

[storm jungle]

It was just always doing its own thing

[steel ingot]

iunno i feel like the comic doubles back a lot on its own ideas

[storm jungle]

What ideas tho

[steel ingot]

then comes back weaker and sometimes stronger

the idea of mark trying to work out what kinda hero am i, im not a hero, actually i am, actually being a hero is bullshit, actually no we must be strong to be heroes

like cmon dude i know lifes hard for you but for the sake of a not annoying story pick a lane

the "being a hero is bullshit" arc near the end really was a like why are we doing this now

[storm jungle]

I mean

[summer mural]

tbh I like that invincible always does and always takes the time to have mark deal with the emotional fallback of whatever he just went through, its been like that since season 1

[storm jungle]

hes not wrong

look at the world now

lol

[steel ingot]

but then his whole arc switch for the robot arc

like

eugh

[storm jungle]

Thats Kirkman basically smoothing it over ye, he is aware of the issues

[sharp pollen]

ahhhh... robor and the... the girl... how is she called...

[steel ingot]

i think it worked the first few times, like when he donned the blue suit and worked with dino but like afterwards it kinda retreads itself

[summer mural]

monster girl?

[steel ingot]

plus after it started doing that i just found myself wanting to see the story of the other characters more often

but thats a kirkman thing tbf

[sharp pollen]

i hope the next season will be fire

will it be fire?

[summer mural]

well im glad rexplode and duplikate had an arc, and now its over, may they rest in peace and never come back

[storm jungle]

It will likely be a more calmer season depending on what they do but we'll see

[vagrant fox]

As long as it's entertaining, that's all I want

[summer mural]

this season was excellent, we finally got a payoff to all the viltrumite stuff theyve been building up

[storm jungle]

Same tbh

[sharp pollen]

beach episode for viltrumitosoids

[storm jungle]

bruh

[steel ingot]

overall i just think invincible (the comic) drags in the end but it is one of kirkmans better works

no walking dead but cant beat perfection

definitely better than his transformers work what a fucking letdown

[storm jungle]

"perfection" 😭

[steel ingot]

I really liked walking dead

[summer mural]

should I just read the invincible comic

HNGNGNGNGNNGGGGGGGGGGG
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[steel ingot]

its a personal fav of mine despite its flaws

[storm jungle]

JUST

READ IT

you are not gonna survive

[summer mural]

FFS

[storm jungle]

you know it

we know it

[summer mural]

is it....good

[storm jungle]

Yes

[steel ingot]

its really easy the comic lends itself to being read very quickly

[storm jungle]

jsut read it

[steel ingot]

for the most part

art is incredible

[summer mural]

https://tenor.com/view/imminentdeath-preparefordeath-dyingprep-grave-gravedigging-gif-14953213654403844794

[jade holly]

||Didn’t take long for love machine Kreeg to begin|| 🗣️ 🔥

[summer mural]

ah fuck it

time to read it

[solid horizon]

Does Abaddon make war profitable ?

[storm jungle]

Let me tell you whats gonna happen

You are gonna read the comic

[summer mural]

GODDAMN IT

[storm jungle]

His fucking smug ass face killed me

[steel ingot]

I will say though kirkmans work on transformers was fucking cataclysmically bad i was so fucking shocked

[jade holly]

||Bro found cigarettes, motorbikes and redheads and immediately folded||

[storm jungle]

Buddy i dont think anyone remembers his work on Transformers

everyone and their mom has worked on it

[steel ingot]

HIS WORK LAST MONTH

his arc of the comic came out this year

skybound transformers is ongoing

[summer mural]

you know a lot of people seem to keep swearing by some lost transformers media or some such but I cant get into transformers at all, its all just a bunch of crap to me lol

[storm jungle]

LMAO

[steel ingot]

DWJ did the first arc and it was one of the most phenomenal comics ive ever read

Bros on a fuckin hot streak

[jade holly]

Speaking of hot

[vagrant fox]

I have this situation

[jade holly]

Clayface trailer came out

[storm jungle]

Twunk is gonna get mutilated

im sorry to say

[jade holly]

It’s a straight up r rated horror movie

[summer mural]

its always some yoodledee yoodledoo, oh back in the day optimus used to be more rectangular and hotrod fell down a waterfall or some such, like i care

[jade holly]

[storm jungle]

tbh

Clayface has always been horrifying lol

[jade holly]

He’s the perfect candidate for body horror

[summer mural]

clayface has an awesome origin story

[jade holly]

Honestly all of Batman’s villains can have a horror movie and have it work

[summer mural]

batman in general has like the best rogues gallery

[storm jungle]

https://klipy.com/gifs/clayface-batman-tas--k01KPVBTZSBPQ64GKCVMNNHRYDQ

[summer mural]

only competing with spidey

[jade holly]

I want a movie for Killer Croc so badly

[storm jungle]

Croc would just be Joker ngl

i feel so bad for him man

lmao

[summer mural]

only manbat is kinda lame

and even manbat is better than metallo

[solid horizon]

I mean croc should try applying as an actor

[storm jungle]

Yeah realistically he'd absolutely find a job, he just needs the right contact

[jade holly]

I want a story that follows him from childhood showing the abuse he suffered into his time at a circus through going into Gotham working for Falcone as muscle. Then it slowly shows how Waylon and Killer Croc are two personalities and Croc slowly becomes more and more in control

And he MUST have that Cajun accent

[steel ingot]

i relate to killer croc in this moment (im ugly, not that im unemployed)

[jade holly]

HE MUST I SAY 🗣️ 🔥

[solid horizon]

Employment agencies for the disabled exist irl as well

[storm jungle]

Wayne literally runs one

it just gets conveniently forgotten for plot purposes

lmao

[solid horizon]

Realistic

[jade holly]

He uses it to give criminals jobs lmao

[steel ingot]

yeah but disabled employment agencies are really fucking horrific as someone who's had to go through them a few times

its almost easier just throwing your lot in normally

[solid horizon]

He doesn't give jobs to his enemies else he would lose his job himself

[steel ingot]

look he's gotta find ways to have crime or else he's going in arkham man

where's that fucking qoute "batman would be healthy if he was gay, no he's in love with crime"

[summer mural]

the fuck

[solid horizon]

Bruce should be CEO of Kaspersky

[summer mural]

lmao

[steel ingot]

i wish i could find it, its hysterical

[sharp pollen]

fuck i thought this is a viltrumite meme cauce of the white shirts

[heady rivet]

You know sometimes I'm just sitting around and remember Better Call Saul and how Lalo was literally magical

[sharp pollen]

https://tenor.com/view/lalo-bcs-bettercallsaul-edit-jts-gif-12559071349473135669

[opaque coyote]

Honestly I prefer the takes where Killer Croc is a guy that just lives in the sewers and looks freaky

Rather than being a cannibal

[heady rivet]

Money...

If he shaved that stache he loses all his powers

[opaque coyote]

Cause idk I always felt bad for Killer Croc.

Although dw he gets better™

[rocky gale]

https://klipy.com/gifs/lalo-salamanca-smile-1--k01KPVCAD0TTWZZBX619SYBTFS8

[opaque coyote]

[heady rivet]

https://tenor.com/view/breaking-bad-better-call-saul-lalo-lalo-salamanca-hello-chat-gif-25612052

https://tenor.com/view/lalo-salamanca-jump-better-call-saul-reverse-nevermind-gif-27600602

[jade holly]

Let’s not forget the time Croc was helping Roy out of depression and was his sponsor for AA after Roy tried using Croc as a way to kill himself

[opaque coyote]

Oh yeah also one of the few changes about Injustice that I actually like

[jade holly]

[jade holly]

Killer Croc is the fucking goat

[viral halo]

Just saw an extremely fucked invincible meme

[celest dome]

Why are the gorrila fighting in the window ?

[opaque coyote]

Ngl the scenes with Orca and Killer Croc were adorable

[opaque coyote]

Worked with Gorilla Grodd to take over the kingdom

Unrelated to the wedding

Totally™

[celest dome]

So it's the B plot

Fair

[jade holly]

It’s still a shame we never got Croc as a fighter in Injustice

[opaque coyote]

Basically

[opaque coyote]

Injustice is a guilty pleasure of mine.

[jade holly]

But it’s okay cause we got the legend himself

https://tenor.com/view/injustice-dc-scarecrow-gif-11026458527138128944

[opaque coyote]

Like I know a lot of it kinda fucking sucks

[jade holly]

ROBERT ENGLUND SCARECROW 🗣️ 🔥

[opaque coyote]

And A LOT does

It's basically a mixed bag story wise

[steel ingot]

did yall see that absolute scarecrow is smoking fear like some fucking dracula flow shit

[opaque coyote]

And the damage they caused for Wonder Woman's character is generational

[jade holly]

Bro apparently killed more people than Absolute Joker

[opaque coyote]

But I can't help but like it

I do hate the people that like

Treat as if Injustice reflects ANY sort of canon beyond its own

But Injustice is fine as it's own thing

It's slop but it's my favorite flavor

[opaque coyote]

Tbf Absolute Joker is a rich man

He definitely did kill more

Just not like

By his own hands

[jade holly]

Is Absolute Two Face meant to be some sort of anti hero vigilante? I can’t remember what was said about him

[opaque coyote]

The Punisher

Basically

Which always made more sense for me

[jade holly]

No they confirmed Absolute Scarwcrow has a larger body count than Absolute Joker

Like straight up

[opaque coyote]

God damn ok

[jade holly]

Absolute Scarecrow is Satan’s greatest soldier unironically

[opaque coyote]

Honestly if Absolute Joker still has some of his OG character

I think he would be jealous

Over Absolute Scarecrow having a higher body count

[jade holly]

Absolute Solomon Grundy…

[opaque coyote]

Honestly I like how the Absolute universe is leaving me guessing on like

Who will actually be a villain

I think Bane will go against the Joker

Like the Joker literally ||killed his entire fucking family and island||

His entire reason for fighting but also his leverage is kinda gone

[jade holly]

||HE’S FUCKING ALIVE???||

[opaque coyote]

||He's a fucking eyes and a brain in a jar but yeah.||

||Explained to be due to the venom and the cells||

||Joker nuked his entire island right in front of him||

||To uh "motivate" him||

||His family is dead.||

Honestly it's equally likely that Bane will either blame Batman and swear revenge.

Or he'll team up with him to take down Joker

I hope the latter.

I like it when the Heroes at least have like

One absolute™ bastard

In their team

That is only on their side due to their own agenda

Also shows that this Batman has a "No-kill suggestion" rather than a rule

Like he won't kill random Gotham criminal #19191 who turned to crime to support his family

But he'll definitely kill like

Bane

The Joker

Etc.

Since he definitely thought Bane ||was dead. He literally dumped his fucking sludge into the ocean||

[celest dome]

Some of the Villains just don't offer possible redemption

[opaque coyote]

Honestly I actually like Batman's No-kill rule. I never really thought it's his fault for like

Sparing the joker or whatever the fuck

If anything, outside of writing reasons (it's a comic gotta keep the villains there)

It's the courts fault

[crystal forum]

hot damn a new local 58 video

https://youtu.be/W_Qlb85JD_g?si=oPsrTPxlKmRKq8ah

[opaque coyote]

Yup

[crystal forum]

dont see that every decade

[opaque coyote]

And it's uh

Slight nightmare fuel

Also AI slander is appreciated

But more importantly they uh

pulled a 40k

They

||stuffed a fucking person inside a computer||

[crystal forum]

i want to know what that song at the start is

that shit is a banger

[opaque coyote]

Honestly Local 58 is still one of the best horror series

But also my main problem with it is uh

[crystal forum]

oh also there's a QR code at the start that leads to a website

i guess time for a new local 58 arg

[opaque coyote]

Local 58 is literally just this

[crystal forum]

local 58 pretty much started analog horror so gotta give it some credit

[heady rivet]

https://youtu.be/Fz993tLFxqw

[opaque coyote]

Like it took the creator's word to clarify that it wasn't aliens

Yeah he actually confirmed it isn't

[crystal forum]

thank you kind sir

[opaque coyote]

My favorite analog horror series is Gemini Home Entertainment

Apparently the reason why they haven't posted in a while is cause uh

The creator's PC fucking BRICKED

Making it so that they lost literally all of their work

[crystal forum]

doesn't the creator do lots of other stuff

i thought he was famous for other things

[opaque coyote]

So they kinda have to start from scratch

[opaque coyote]

Morley Grove notably

[heady rivet]

Speaking of analog horror that Godzilla one

[opaque coyote]

A slenderman retake that's actually kinda spooky

[heady rivet]

The creator killed himself

[opaque coyote]

he lived

It was an attempt

Thank god

and fuck twitter

[heady rivet]

Oh I didnt hear that part

Thats good

[merry geode]

Hiiii I’m new here! Also kinda new on darktide, I’m trying to get to know people to help me out get the auric storm survivor penance and tittle and make it to havoc 40 cause I can’t pass from 24

[crystal forum]

this shit is why jack stauber doesnt do music anymore

i've been in the same position before

not fun how the hospital staff treat you

[heady rivet]

Oh the psych ward stories I could tell...

[opaque coyote]

Judging from what I heard about my bestie

Psych Ward is not fun

[merry geode]

Psych ward save my life lol

Saved*

[heady rivet]

The best part about psych wards is you're never the WORST one there

[merry geode]

Trueeee

[vagrant fox]

Maybe in the LFG channels

[opaque coyote]

"I tried to kill myself."

"same lo-"

Misery loves company ig

[merry geode]

Where is that? Lol new to all of this

[crystal forum]

who hasn't had thoughts these days

[heady rivet]

Last time I was in there was a lady that kept accusing us of blowing up the building that day

[opaque coyote]

I am very paritcular about my privacy and psych wards don't let people have privacy for

obvious reasons

So definitely not somewhere I ever want to go.

[vagrant fox]

A few channels below, under Manufactorum in Vox Region LFG

[merry geode]

Cause facts! But at the end probably your problem is fixable and manageable and some other unfortunately aren’t

[opaque coyote]

I can barely piss in public

Let alone piss while someone's watching

[crystal forum]

i could watch you piss if it makes you feel better

[vagrant fox]

just tank it 4head

[heady rivet]

Oh yeah they strip search you and such

[opaque coyote]

aware

still would suck ass

ironically one of the many things that kept me from ever attempting in my darkest times

that and like

parents, friends.

It's hard to dissaude yourself from that though.

[crystal forum]

i didnt take enough sleeping meds

[opaque coyote]

On meds now, much better

[crystal forum]

and i unfortunately woke up

[opaque coyote]

But still feel it there

if that makes any sense

Depression still looms over me

and I still have to deal with it

It's like a shitty roommate in my head

That I can't kick out

PAY YOUR FUCKING RENT AT LEAST

NO, THOUGHTS ABOUT ME BEING WORTHLESS DON'T COUNT AS RENT

PAY UP BITCH

[crystal forum]

gotta make it everybody's problem now

[heady rivet]

In the military when they do drug tests they have a dedicated penis starer to actually SEE the urine leave your body

[crystal forum]

you cant even eat too many poppy seeds in the military

thank god i decided not to join that bullshit pedo defence force

[heady rivet]

30 year Veteran Guardsman thats seen more dick than a 5 credit joygirl...

[vagrant fox]

-2

[heady rivet]

Oh its no joke laddy

[vagrant fox]

i know

Anyways I know some dear pals who know people who miss the psych ward, strange situation

[crystal forum]

some people need the feeling of control i think

maybe it's like how some prisoners end up unable to live free life

[storm jungle]

Hit up @cobalt matrix

tell him i sent you, that fat fuck can help you get to Havoc40 stat

[crystal forum]

dilara plays darktide?

[storm jungle]

Yeah, its a good game

not like you'd know

furball

[heady rivet]

Dilara is a Vet main I bet

[crystal forum]

idk i only play quality games

[storm jungle]

Ogryn, owned

[vagrant fox]

-2

[opaque coyote]

It's been a while since I actually played Darktide

[heady rivet]

Cap

[storm jungle]

Nap

[vagrant fox]

Not having to think about a lot of stuff is nice

[storm jungle]

Orange Man supporter....

[vagrant fox]

yea

[crystal forum]

turkish...

[storm jungle]

🫵

[crystal forum]

i'm a turk yeah

[storm jungle]

assimilated

[crystal forum]

i eat falafel and pet cats every day

[storm jungle]

falafel

[crystal forum]

idk other turkish things

[storm jungle]

race traitor

[heady rivet]

Too much doner kebab

[storm jungle]

Swing and a miss

try again

[heady rivet]

Too much circassian pussy?

[storm jungle]

i dont go to the circus, you got your own tickets mixed up i think

[crystal forum]

is turkey named after the bird or is the bird named after the country

[storm jungle]

Swing a miss 2x

try again

[heady rivet]

Too much starring roles in the erotic fanfiction of TE Lawrence?

[storm jungle]

Why are you mentioning your library

fucking freak

[vagrant fox]

i used to play world of tanks with a turk called doctor black, explain that Dilara

[storm jungle]

hes likely a doctor

i think

[crystal forum]

professor melanin

[storm jungle]

Doctor White

[heady rivet]

Because he put it in his memoirs as part of his kink this isnt even a bit he did that

[crystal forum]

ey yo doctor white

[storm jungle]

🔇

[vagrant fox]

falafel is a stoner food now, I don't make the rules

[crystal forum]

stoner food is good food tho

anything easy to eat and delicious is stoner food

[storm jungle]

🔇

[heady rivet]

Until the room stank?

[rancid cove]

Until the house stank

[crystal forum]

atrocious lore channel vibes lately

[heady rivet]

Lately?

[crystal forum]

3 months counts as lately for me

[urban spire]

what the fuck is darktide

[summer mural]

dilara is a playtester too iirc

also absolute batman DRIVES A GIANT DUMP TRUCK THAT CAN TURN INTO A GIANT BATMOBILE

[vagrant fox]

that's the shit when the sun sets

[summer mural]

Im at issue 4 rn, I could start 5

[heady rivet]

-2

[vagrant fox]

+2

[urban spire]

that's the terminator

[vagrant fox]

actually it's a -2 but

only I do +2 -2

[vagrant fox]

that's arnold schwarzenegger tho

[urban spire]

no the short story by harlan ellison

[storm jungle]

thats not a dumptruck

its those gigantic fucking quarry trucks

[heady rivet]

"Thats not a cat, its an animal"

[storm jungle]

Shut the fuck up

[urban spire]

nah they got your ass

[storm jungle]

man no wonder Cacti has this guy muted

[celest dome]

Seen the size of motors for those Haul trucks

[celest dome]

had

not atm

[storm jungle]

i give you a single day

[celest dome]

Could push him back ther

[daring creek]

Bigass truck

[urban spire]

it's cool but it's also kinda toys for boys

even though i'm p sure most people who love those things are autistic trans women

[daring creek]

Yea who'd buy kids toys heh

[urban spire]

you don't gotta self report like that

[daring creek]

credit card in the negatives

[heady rivet]

Calling it now, your crack is Monster High

[daring creek]

Not even

Lmfao

I completely forgot about that

Entirely

[storm jungle]

Why are you calling yourself out like this

Munda Pigsty....

[daring creek]

I remember my little cousin watching that shit

[urban spire]

i thought monster high was a VN

[heady rivet]

Because I know 4 grown women into them

[daring creek]

The dolls are freaky but it has a community

[heady rivet]

No its like a doll line. American Girl for girls that buy demonia

[urban spire]

what is demonia

[storm jungle]

Yeah.

• 1. You
• 2. You
• 3. You
• 4. And you

[heady rivet]

Do not. Force femme me.

[daring creek]

They've probably been called demonic at some point

[heady rivet]

https://demoniacult.com/

[urban spire]

not clicking that

[storm jungle]

Already did.

[urban spire]

i don't have the spoons to look at websites

[wind hornet]

its shoes

[daring creek]

Throw back to when my mom called a balatro card demonic...honestly I can't blame her

[heady rivet]

Its boots. Goth girl boots.

[urban spire]

that's fucked up

[daring creek]

The burned joker does look demonic

[urban spire]

oh of course YOU would link me boots

[dapper gyro]

Link is safe.

[summer mural]

hahahahaha, batman took free money from sionis and used it to build a giant bat signal

[heady rivet]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1115406705187098755/1415360374991228968/togif-23.gif

[summer mural]

what an absolute reddit move

[storm jungle]

https://tenor.com/view/sleeping-sleeping-cat-cat-cat-praying-sleeping-cat-pray-gif-16211552716272303265

[heady rivet]

"Save me Donald Trump"

[dapper gyro]

Which method of trial?

[daring creek]

Cat

[storm jungle]

weird conclusion to jump to...

[dapper gyro]

I can give some suggestion.

[heady rivet]

It looks like the video!

[rancid cove]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/300309531530100736/1351208444237185044/caption.gif

[heady rivet]

[heady rivet]

You when you see that blonde fuck

[storm jungle]

https://klipy.com/gifs/ugh-ferret--k01KPVEPKJCQD5VGRSCH96ACKVX

[daring creek]

Fur sausage

[summer mural]

also boy hes really just Spiking people

[summer mural]

mans got retracting shoulder blades

[storm jungle]

🔇

[heady rivet]

How it feels to do bits towards Dilara btw

[daring creek]

Tf is going on here son

[tough haven]

I actually work at an inpatient psych facility as a nurse

[sharp pollen]

https://tenor.com/view/gold-gif-16760445902809235517

[daring creek]

[tough haven]

Trust me, it’s rarely as bad as people imply

[heady rivet]

That motion at "jump shot" takes me out

[tough haven]

It took me an embarrassing amount of time in my life to figure out what that phrase meant

[daring creek]

They fucking watch you do it in the psychward??

[heady rivet]

Is it a genitals thing or

[tough haven]

They do not

At least not in mine

[daring creek]

Jeez

[urban spire]

the spoons analogy for mental energy

[tough haven]

I know now

[urban spire]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spoon_theory

[tough haven]

But for 80% of my life I was very confused

[daring creek]

I don't have the cups for this

[tough haven]

Like “tf do spoons have to do with this”

[urban spire]

fair

[tough haven]

People would be like “I don’t have the spoons to go shopping” and I’m like “how are you shopping?”

[urban spire]

there's also faire tickets, which are like spoons that can only be used on a specific thing

[tough haven]

I usually just hand someone a specimen container and go “just bring it to me when done”

[urban spire]

but that's a little too advanced for some people

[crystal forum]

i have never in my life heard this phrase and i ask you politely to never speak to my children again

[tough haven]

But usually I don’t have to since the ER typically does the urine screening before they come to inpatient

[tough haven]

No

[daring creek]

I can imagine an apple spinning

[urban spire]

click the fucking wikipedia link

[vagrant fox]

why do you hate spoon theory

[tough haven]

I can imagine the concept of an apple spinning

Someone’s description of an apple spinning

[heady rivet]

This is the second time this persons been posted and the second time I'll remind everyone that user defended pedophiles and was transphobic towards FTMs...

[crystal forum]

make me 🥺

[urban spire]

that shit's a common way for disabled people to talk about energy

[heady rivet]

If I had a nickel for every force femming in lore chat...

[rancid cove]

Which one

[tough haven]

I am not surprised

[rocky gale]

No idea who the person is, just a meme

But checks out

[crystal forum]

i dont have the sporks to read this

[urban spire]

go to super hell

[daring creek]

I require sources

[tough haven]

However, initially when someone is admitted we have them change into scrubs while supervised by two staff of whatever gender is most comfortable for the patient, both to assess for any injuries, and to ensure people don’t smuggle in shit while changing, cause people do some really creative things to get their vape into the hospital

[urban spire]

psych ward sounds awful

[tough haven]

Once someone snuck a whole ass laptop into the hospital and hid it under their garbage can

How did they do that

[crystal forum]

did they use it to play games

[tough haven]

It does, and I’m sure in some places it is, but my experience working in one it’s not nearly as bad as the stories

[tough haven]

No clue, I wasn’t on that day

I just heard of it

[crystal forum]

maybe they were answering work emails

[tough haven]

And was confused

[heady rivet]

Missing out on tumblr lore

[heady rivet]

Check yo DMs, playa

[urban spire]

i'm always going to be suspicious of the psych field, there's such a history of psychs being absolute shits to my people in particular

i mean i say history but that shit's currently happening

[tough haven]

Ok but you can literally do that, just bring in your laptop and get it checked in, and do it under supervision (Hippa laws)

Basically any rule in the hospital is cause someone ruined

People used to be allowed to have devices and shit, but then people would take pictures or video of folks or text people “you’ll never guess who’s at the psych ward” which is a HIPPA breach

Which is

Rather bad

[crystal forum]

i just know there aren't nearly enough therapists specialized in neurodivergence

[tough haven]

As we have an obligation to not even let people know you’re here

[tough haven]

Understandable, it’s getting progressively better over time

That’s why I joined it

To try and help make it so

In my own small way

I do have coworkers with “interesting” opinions

[urban spire]

i had a fucking huge argument with someone in a diff community over my antipsych views so i don't wanna rehash that

[crystal forum]

i kinda hate when therapists dive into my probable OCD then are like "ok so here's some bullshit to make you forget you might have this illness"

[tough haven]

Let’s just say I try to ensure I take the trans patients or neurodivergent folks

[tough haven]

Apologies for bringing it up

To each their own

[urban spire]

nah not how i meant it

[tough haven]

Just be safe out there

I don’t care about anything else

[tough haven]

Really? How so?

Like coping skills?

Can’t say I’ve heard of that

[crystal forum]

every trans person i know is beyond sure they're in need of conversion yet they're subjected to months if not years of questioning by medical professionals as if it's about their own safety

the process is bullshit really

[heady rivet]

My own college had me involuntarily committed and then sent me emails asking why I wasnt attending classes

[tough haven]

It is however, really interesting to watch my 50+ year old coworkers or coworkers from other cultures truly try to shift their views to accept people

[urban spire]

medical professionals will climb over a thousand trans corpses to make sure a single cis person doesn't make an easily reversible mistake

[tough haven]

They don’t do amazing, but they are sure trying

[tough haven]

Ah yes, I too am frustrated with that societal convention

It’s mired in misinformation and prejudice

[urban spire]

you gotta be on feminizing hrt for MONTHS before you experience "permanent" changes

[tough haven]

But I realize you didn’t want to delve into it

[crystal forum]

legit it makes me sad af to see all the trans people i know who don't even bother doing any conversion because their country requires like 8 years of waiting to get a single hormone

[urban spire]

personally i got stuck in hell for six years because a personality disorder diagnosis somehow in the eyes of my government disqualifies me from being trans

[crystal forum]

some countries it's because of dog shit waiting lists

[urban spire]

transition, jay, it's transition

not conversion

[crystal forum]

sorry

[tough haven]

Yeah, I’m always a little surprised when I administer HRT meds to a patient because I’m like “damn, the state hasn’t stripped you of that yet? I’m surprised” cause my state is hugely anti trans

[urban spire]

that's the other thing, the thing that makes suicides

[crystal forum]

i meant transition

[urban spire]

yeah i get it just, lmao

[tough haven]

I always forget they haven’t made it illegal yet

[urban spire]

conversion therapy is the thing that mass produces trans suicides

[crystal forum]

and all queers too

[tough haven]

Gods that still exists?

What am I saying

Of course it does

[vagrant fox]

So in my experience you get the diagnosis and just get dropped, but if you're trans they hound you?

[urban spire]

yeah fair, converion therapy is for all kinds of queer :)

[tough haven]

Working in psych shows you all sorts of man made evils that threaten to shred what is left of my hope for humanity

But someone has to hear the stories

I try to remember them, but damn my memory sucks

[tough haven]

But so long as I can help 1/100 patients in any way, that’s enough to keep me going

[crystal forum]

idk why it's so hard to just trust somebody when they say they're in dire need of transition

[urban spire]

the norwegian nationalized healthcare system begrudgingly provides trans healthcare, but only if you jump through a bunch of cruel hoops, one of which is to not be autistic or have any personality disorders

[tough haven]

I primarily specialize in adolescent psych so that’s even worse

[vagrant fox]

that's wack

[crystal forum]

ive seen the same with a trans danish friend

the wait lists are atrocious

[tough haven]

Because accepting people to make that choice threatens their “everyone fits in a neat box” worldview

[urban spire]

and norway specifically tries to stop all medicine imports at the border

[vagrant fox]

Yeah I know the waiting lists here are way long but I don't know the specifics

[urban spire]

you going the DIY path is also really difficult

[vagrant fox]

Danish mental care is swamped with ADHD referrals atm

[crystal forum]

so called good public healthcare when the medical problem isn't considered crucial

[tough haven]

I do my best to not be dysphoric to folks, but it’s tough when the healthcare systems tries really hard to be

[urban spire]

you can go through a private medical provider, but that's expensive, and if you have a personality disorder like i do they can still potentially turn you down

which is why i had so much trouble getting hrt for such a long time

[vagrant fox]

I tried to get help recently and they just asked me what the plan is and tried to have me figure it out all so I just dropped it

They don't really have time, not enough to go around

[crystal forum]

none of my ADHD meds pass through public insurance here in canada so i get it

[tough haven]

In transitioning or psych

[vagrant fox]

psych

[tough haven]

How so?

[crystal forum]

i guess my fucking brain isn't considered crucial

[tough haven]

Perhaps I can help

[tough haven]

Your brain only seems important cause your brain says it is, sounds pretty biased to me

[urban spire]

waiting lists for mental healthcare is a failure of the state to function like its supposed to

[crystal forum]

all those taxes going to work

[tough haven]

Gods I’d take that over the trainwreck that is the US system

At least crucial care can happen there

We just get nothing

[urban spire]

nah we need to give another fucking million dollars to the crown princess' DRESS BUDGET

[vagrant fox]

I dunno if this is the place for in depth talks but thank you

[urban spire]

SHE WAS GOOD PALS WITH EPSTEIN BY THE WAY

[vagrant fox]

More tax lifts for the ultra liberal hustlers, thanks LLM

[crystal forum]

you have a royalty?

[urban spire]

yeah constitutional monarchy

[vagrant fox]

yea Norway has a crazy royal house

[tough haven]

I only offered cause a lot of stuff is just not easily available information

[crystal forum]

same boat here

except for us THEYRE NOT EVEN FROM HERE

WE PAY FOR BRITISH ROYALTY

[vagrant fox]

owned, colonial

[urban spire]

the current king has been kinda alright because he just hasn't said anything offensive and does his job

but why the fuck is that job a hereditary position

[crystal forum]

imo all royalty should be gotten rid of

[vagrant fox]

Yeah it's troublesome, I'll just tank it another 10-20 years it's fine

[tough haven]

Hey fun fact, did you know that the stigma around psych diagnoses and meds is so bad most people just use illicit drugs to self medicate over getting safer help

[vagrant fox]

atp I don't really care if it's a royal or a politician, it's a moneyhole either way. At least the royalty have to pretend to be neutral

[urban spire]

the only cool royal we've ever had was the guy who was king during world war 2, because he directly told hitler to go fuck himself, knowing hitler would immediately bomb his location

[tough haven]

People will accept the label of methhead before seeing a therapist dawg

Crazy

[tough haven]

Based

[tough haven]

I don’t think it is, but again, you live your life man, just stay safe

[urban spire]

he made it out to england to be part of the government in exile during the occupation

did radio broadcasts to norway to keep morale up

[crystal forum]

i feel like this is an outdated fact that i heard my old af doctor say

[tough haven]

It is unfortunately not

[crystal forum]

people cant fucking afford meds in the US

[tough haven]

I see plenty of it every day

Insane that meth is cheaper than pharmaceuticals

[tough haven]

It’s a huge issue

[urban spire]

but i don't want to fucking rely on royalty for that shit, cause the next guy (crown princess) is literally buddies with pedophiles

[tough haven]

You do what you can to help in your scope but it’s not always enough

But it’s something

[crystal forum]

i had a work friend who would take speed during days where he's too tired right? i gave him one of my lowest doses of adderall and he felt like a normal person for once

[tough haven]

Funnily enough

That’s how a lot of adhd folks find out they have it

I had one of the doctors tell me a story of him doing meth in college and it doing nothing but make him feel normal

[crystal forum]

i mean the guy was clearly ADHD but he's like 50 so that generation didnt believe in that

[tough haven]

And going “this shit doesn’t work”

[crystal forum]

but if i can lock into a conversation with somebody for 4 hours straight, they're ADHD

[tough haven]

I’m happy that most of the staff I work with are neurodivergent in some way

[tough haven]

This

I can fucking just vibe check it by having a convo with someone

Adderall is actually the only med I never tried

Couldn’t get it at the time

There was a huge shortage

[urban spire]

"nobody had autism back in my day"

[vagrant fox]

My moms aunt was just described as having 'weak nerves' until she died, my grandma was just said to be 'eccentric'

[tough haven]

People learning of cause and effect

If we start to know of something and look for it

You’ll find it more

[rancid cove]

To be fair what else could they do back then

[tough haven]

Shocking

When we learned of the existence of cancer, cancer rates skyrocketed

What could possibly cause this

[urban spire]

fucking wild

[tough haven]

At least the ones I like are

A lot of the older staff need to retire

Y’all have no light left in your eyes, and no common humanity

[vagrant fox]

Troublesome for me I suppose I mean, I haven't the energy to deal with it atp. Now it's just what it is

[tough haven]

They’re the ones that are the subjects of psych horror stories

[crystal forum]

people always say everybody is neurodivergent these days but they never ask whether they only hang around people who are similar to themselves

[tough haven]

That’s the spiral you fall into, it said your energy and motivation, so you don’t get anything done about it, and the cycle continues. This is called Anhedonia clinically

But I get it

Shits rough

Just do what you have to to survive

[rancid cove]

Lore chat is being boring

[tough haven]

We’re dropping humanity lore rn

[crystal forum]

i sometimes have to remind myself that the average person has never seen a trans person in their life and i talk to a different one every day because of the places i hang around

[vagrant fox]

It's that if you look for it you see it thing, my mom's complaining about the Faroe Islands being overrun by asians even though there's only ~300 in total out of 50k people. She's just looking for asians the whole time

[tough haven]

This is how people get trapped in echo chambers

[rancid cove]

Boring

[urban spire]

the trans panic has really been demonstrating how little people know about trans folks

[tough haven]

Never understood how people can be transphobic, for the most part, everyone I’ve ever met who’s trans is chill and just wants to survive and be left alone, least hateable traits

[urban spire]

some lady cornered a cis woman in the bathroom and demanded she prove that she was cis by showing her breasts

[crystal forum]

bathroom gestapo

[tough haven]

Of course, nothing can be painted in broad strokes

[urban spire]

like that isn't the easiest thing in the world to grow with hrt

[tough haven]

Or with a simple hormonal imbalance

[urban spire]

yeah that too

[tough haven]

Some cis men have insane estrogen levels

[crystal forum]

we all need a little estro

[vagrant fox]

That's the thot, I'm perpetually at a like 5/10 indifferent mood and it almost never deviates. I was talking to a friend recently about that "I want to get worse" line from Disco Elysium because of that, funny how that goes

[crystal forum]

keeps the testicular cancer down

[tough haven]

Also why waste the energy? Do y’all really have nothing better to do? Just leave them alone, they’re doing nothing to you. Transphobes probably think about trans folk and transitioning more than the trans community

Mind you they are likely closeted themselves

[urban spire]

it's funny how they warn you about the increased risk of breast cancer when you start hrt but they don't tell you about the dramatically reduced risk of testicular and prostate cancer

[crystal forum]

no game will ever be such a mood ever again

[tough haven]

And just lash out at anyone less repressed than they are

[urban spire]

nah that's an unhelpful stereotype, don't do that shit

[tough haven]

Ok

[vagrant fox]

Straight up one of the all time best games what ever was

[tough haven]

Apologies

See this is why it’s important to have discussions, cause every time I learn just how little I know

[urban spire]

vast majority of transphobes are just shitty people

[tough haven]

That too

[crystal forum]

there's a tract record of closeted people being more vocal

[tough haven]

I’ve never understood it but maybe that’s a good thing

[crystal forum]

i used to find furries gross, once

[tough haven]

I don’t want to be in a space where I can understand the headspace

[urban spire]

like jk rowling isn't a closeted trans man, she barely ever remembers trans men exist

she just wants trans women dead

[tough haven]

Iceberg of stupidity or whatever

Or plateau of stupidity

[tough haven]

True

[crystal forum]

you mean jk rowling?

[urban spire]

yeah

yeah that

[tough haven]

To be clear I wasn’t saying ALL transphobes are closeted or at least I didn’t intend to

[crystal forum]

nah she's just evil

[winged jacinth]

I was so confused and was scrolling back lmao

[urban spire]

i'm tired boss

[tough haven]

Obviously nothing can be blanket statements in any way when referring to humanity in general

[tough haven]

Comically so

Let’s counter this by hopeposting for the next 4 hours

[crystal forum]

terfs legit are the most braindead fucking people out there

[winged jacinth]

There's an obvious set of transphobes who just need to be controversial like ricky gervais

I don't think he believes in anything i think he's kept alive by being yelled at

[tough haven]

It’s all too easy to fall into an echo chamber of despair, since you stop seeing the good things, Since they aren’t talked about enough

[tough haven]

Sustained by hatred

Like my cat

[crystal forum]

he gets paid from attention

[winged jacinth]

Atheism stopped being controversial so he picked a new thing

[tough haven]

Btw does anyone actually know the term for this?

I reference that a lot

[crystal forum]

also it's like jd vance, the more you hate them the more powerful they become

[tough haven]

Ignoring them is the best method

[crystal forum]

guy gets booed in public and gets an erection from it

[winged jacinth]

Dunning-krueger effect?

[tough haven]

Maybe…

[winged jacinth]

Based on conversation context

[tough haven]

Or perhaps a special type of pity

Cause what a fucking unique type of loser you’d have to be to be like that

[winged jacinth]

Not knowing enough to understand how little you know is the tldr of dunning krueger

[crystal forum]

sociopath perhaps

[tough haven]

Mom then yes

[tough haven]

Antisocial spectrum at least

[vagrant fox]

Ricky Gervais is just "does that offend you, yeah?"

boring ass guy

[crystal forum]

his comedy sucks ass

[tough haven]

I’m so pissed of evil people being such losers

Like c’mon

[winged jacinth]

I think its like a grown up manifestation of oppositional defiant disorder tbh

[vagrant fox]

All he did was laugh at Karl Pilkington who was the actually funny one

[tough haven]

If you’re gonna ruin people’s lives at least be cool

[crystal forum]

he was most funny when his entire comedy was laughing at carl pilkington

[winged jacinth]

In a mean way!

[tough haven]

Fun fact, the DSM is attempting to move away from that diagnosis

[winged jacinth]

Coulda laughed with carl

[crystal forum]

and merchant carried all that comedy too

[urban spire]

i'm glad, that shit sucks

[tough haven]

My brother was supposedly diagnosed with that

It will take time

But I see it less and less

[urban spire]

i woulda been diagnosed with it i'm certain, if anyone ever thought to

[winged jacinth]

Yeah ODD even if it exists is overused for the wide varieties of reason children might not comply with authority

[tough haven]

Vs when I started

[urban spire]

got the adhd diagnosis instead, which did happen to be correct

[tough haven]

Yeah in adolescent psych it sucks

[vagrant fox]

I think they just slapped a random diagnosis on me to get me through the system

I'm not sure how much I trust all of those now

[urban spire]

what did you get, if you don't mind sharing?

[crystal forum]

they used me in ADHD tests at a university studying it

[tough haven]

Im ADHD

[vagrant fox]

Schizotypal Personality Disorder

[tough haven]

forget which parts of the spectrum in clinical turns

[vagrant fox]

It's kind of accurate but not really

[tough haven]

Really? That’s rather rare to see

[urban spire]

oh right, we've got cousin personality disorders, i remember now

yeah it sure is

[crystal forum]

oh hey that's the one that sounds really bad but actually isn't what it sounds like right

[tough haven]

Neat

[tough haven]

Yes

[crystal forum]

idk why they had to share the name

[tough haven]

Another one that sounds bad but isn’t

[urban spire]

yeah, i just don't like being around people

[vagrant fox]

It's just how those terms go

[tough haven]

TLDR bad and outdated naming conventions

[urban spire]

i feel good being alone for extreme periods of time

[tough haven]

Fair, it is in the avoidant cluster

[urban spire]

even though it's not actually good for me

[winged jacinth]

Yeah i mean like, do you do an unusual amount of apophenia or anything?

[vagrant fox]

I've got that

[crystal forum]

i should get checked for this

i feel like i might have it

i tend to seclude myself

[vagrant fox]

Only when my brain was really bad, but I also had psychosis at that time

[winged jacinth]

That'll do that

[tough haven]

Be careful, there’s a lot of options in that general sphere that fit that bill

[vagrant fox]

I did believe I set the US on fire for a bit which in hindsight was really funny

[tough haven]

I also see a ton of misinfo and stigma about psychosis

[vagrant fox]

I've never even left Europe

[tough haven]

Can you pretty please?

[crystal forum]

getting a psych evaluation in this system is so complicated idk where to even start

[vagrant fox]

Na I'm not magic anymore, unfortunately

[urban spire]

you need to channel this vision harder

[winged jacinth]

I got a whole gamut of diagnoses but i think a lot of it comes down to autism and dPTSD

[tough haven]

Good first step is to find a local outpatient provider/clinic that has psych providers

[crystal forum]

i never experience delusions but i do feel like i tend to be paranoid sometimes

[tough haven]

Google should help you

[vagrant fox]

I dunno I watched one of those animal planet tv shows where they snatch peoples pets and in one episode they took a little girls dog and now I just feel bad about most yankees

[tough haven]

We are pitiful creatures, true

[vagrant fox]

Who makes a TV show out of going to poor peoples homes and just taking their pets

[crystal forum]

as 40k enjoyers we must have all the problems

[urban spire]

that sucks

[tough haven]

All humans have problems

No one is “normal”

Normal is a societal and subjective term based on what you’re exposed to

[winged jacinth]

I do not remember that show lmao that sounds insane

[urban spire]

anyway getting the forbidden diagnosis already fucked my life up pretty bad, i don't want to see any sort of psych again

[tough haven]

Not so Fun fact, it’s stupidly easy to get some involuntarily committed in the US especially in my state

[tough haven]

I get it

I don’t

[vagrant fox]

Must've been like 15 give or take years ago

[tough haven]

But I can try to empathize

[languid meadow]

https://www.vxinstagram.com/reel/DXW8veFhbdI/ hell nation

[tough haven]

I feel bad so many have been alienated from psych but as long as y’all are safe

Hopefully we can improve the field piece by piece

[languid meadow]

The US is wild because the state will treat mental health like evil drugs and the people will treat it like something "quirky"

[tough haven]

No it’s crazy

[vagrant fox]

Being on the receiving end of the psych stuff is quite tedious but I see the upsides in it

[winged jacinth]

Ive benefitted a lot from accommodations but most of that has been based on a physical disability i think

[vagrant fox]

Doesn't stop me from being very annoyed tho

[tough haven]

I see why, but it does more harm than good

[crystal forum]

then a school shooting happens

[tough haven]

Anyways, let’s pivot to hopeposting

[winged jacinth]

But medication has been critical for me even if ive never found anything that works long term yet

[tough haven]

What was the highlight of y’all’s day?

[crystal forum]

getting accepted to university

[tough haven]

Meds are only ever 50% of a solution at best

[vagrant fox]

sunset was nice

[languid meadow]

I slept all day

[tough haven]

Not everyone needs them

[tough haven]

Hey awesome!

Mine would uhh be

[crystal forum]

electrical engineering 😔

[tough haven]

Seeing the local nerds that vibrate right with my brain

[tough haven]

Damn, you really are a furry

[urban spire]

making this guy

that's a lie i made him yesterday

[crystal forum]

what gave you that impression

[vagrant fox]

vibes

[tough haven]

Nothing in particular

[tough haven]

The creature

He knows not sin

[crystal forum]

we got a real sherlock obi wan over here

[urban spire]

i did see him again today when i went for a walk though

[vagrant fox]

I miss mountains dog

Flatass country I live in

[tough haven]

What’s something y’all did recently that you were proud of?

[urban spire]

that's just hills, hang on lemme get the phone

[vagrant fox]

close enough

[vagrant fox]

I could go to the highest point near me and it's like 150m

[urban spire]

check this shit out

[crystal forum]

i want to buy the gas mask used in metro 2033

a german work gas mask

i am now addicted to metro until 2039 comes out

[urban spire]

be careful with that, old gas masks sometimes have surprise carcinogens

[winged jacinth]

I do but i objectively have brain chemistry and adrenal response issues going on
Now that im topic educated i can really examine my meds though i am going to try a protocol that attempts to treat anxiety and depression though modulation of the ion channels controlling action potentials in neurons

[crystal forum]

i know more about gas masks than you know about your hand

but thx for the advice

[vagrant fox]

the kind of nonsense you get in the southern faroes

[urban spire]

k

[vagrant fox]

cozy

[winged jacinth]

I have tried pretty much every on label option and the only thing that ever worked was transcranial magnetic stimulation, this is not my first line of inquiry

[crystal forum]

i dream of owning an avon FM12 but i know realistically that will never happen

fucking larpers

[languid meadow]

but liek I already have MS and dont want to take more meds

I know I got something wrong with mentally since I show signs and have a family history

thanks discord

you fuck ass btich

[crystal forum]

leave your shitass province

[urban spire]

i need to find someone to yell at about this shit

[crystal forum]

yell at dilara

[urban spire]

think i tried that once

[languid meadow]

my insurance covers it all with just blue cross it's more like I dont wanna worry about taking even more meds when I already miss taking the ones I do

[crystal forum]

idk who would even be offended by the term schi

[urban spire]

some people use it as an insult i guess

[crystal forum]

it's like how jap is a slur i guess

[heady rivet]

https://tenor.com/view/horse-what-horse-what-wtf-gif-302004050471949956

[crystal forum]

but that one cant be banned without the whole word for japan being taken out too

[heady rivet]

Enter chat and the first thing I see

[heady rivet]

This server doesnt have the huskys problem

Specific word only

[urban spire]

no scunthorpse issues here

[crystal forum]

what a shitty slur too

it's just the word japan with less letters

not even creative