general-chat

[somber stream]

This is good, if said person is someone close to you

Communication matters

[fiery wave]

Fear abandonment?

[sweet wraith]

When talking to somebody, my brain attempts to predict what they're about to say and generates a set of responses a few seconds in advance because I am terrible at flowing through a conversation like a normal person

[round mica]

But then when its* the people close to me I won't say nothing licht 😭

[somber stream]

Whuh

[ripe tangle]

again, I try not to get a diagnosis despite suspecting myself; due to social stigma.

keep in mind I live in MAGA country.

[round mica]

I dont get it either smh

[ripe tangle]

RFK Jr said Austistic people are R*tarded therefore now MAGATs assume it's true and treat and regard people on the spectrum as if they had Severe low functioning Downs or something.

[somber stream]

Higher risk of things getting messy maybe? Is that what you fear?

[jaunty path]

Abandonment, Rejection, Heavy overthinking, Depression, frequent disconnections with reality as in I cannot help but to think I am someones "problem", Feelings of emptiness which I believe is depersonalization.

[jaunty path]

You're..correct about that....

A diagnosis would just be "yes" to my question of whether I have BPD/Autism/something else

[silver jasper]

how to not queue with arbites please theyre actually so busted it makes the game easy 🥀

[jaunty path]

havoc ez

[inland mantle]

Just Alt F4 and play Vt 2 ez

[fiery wave]

Yep, I get it. I know it all too well. Is really bad to think of certain things.

[somber stream]

If this is the case, then present your points in a calm and collected manner, but firm

[silver jasper]

and instead cure with idiots who dont know what theyre doing

[round mica]

We gotta remeber guys there just thoughts too we don't have to hold onto them

[jaunty path]

Solo it besty

[jaunty path]

Do you have it yourself?

[round mica]

I overthink all the time

[jaunty path]

I've been overthinking since middle school

[somber stream]

We all do

[jaunty path]

Some more severely than others..

[somber stream]

Blessed be the ignorance

[ripe tangle]

same

[jaunty path]

Oh yeah. I am also very desperate for validation and approval

[ripe tangle]

often about things "not worth thinking about"

[round mica]

I will think people I consider freinds that I did something to not like me but in reality they just have their own stuff going on

[jaunty path]

Touch Starved Anonymous

[orchid lynx]

knowledge corrupts

[somber stream]

Be...unknowing

(don't)

[fiery wave]

Probably, not spending to just have them say, you woman, must be time for your RED RAGE soon.

[jaunty path]

be an ogyrn

[ripe tangle]

I often think about what makes up the fabric of reality, and the true origins of things beyond myth.

[jaunty path]

the emperor

[ripe tangle]

and I'll look into myth for answers, where ideas and concepts come from.

[orchid lynx]

I sence that someone here is thinking for themslef

[ripe tangle]

if I lived in the Imperium irl I would have been deemed a Heretic long ago lol

[fiery wave]

But people have said it feels to them that I might have it to some degree

[jaunty path]

So you admit it. Heretic

[round mica]

If I lived in the imperium they would have lobotomised me into a servitor skull long ago

[ripe tangle]

I'm not in character rn.

[jaunty path]

sends nukes to ur mailbox

[ripe tangle]

-_-

[jaunty path]

:3c

[ripe tangle]

XD

[orchid lynx]

Become the character

[ripe tangle]

I grew up in a heavily religious environment, yet I know the origins of Abrahamic religion, now I cannot subscribe to any of them.

[fiery wave]

I would love to be my better than gods reality warper who plays with worlds and dimensions for lul.

[ripe tangle]

though I admit their importance to shaping our society throughout history.

[gilded socket]

I FUCKING DID IT

[ripe tangle]

in both subjectively good and bad ways.

[gilded socket]

I LAUNCHED THE NUKE

[jaunty path]

(killing gay people)

[gilded socket]

HOLY FUCK

I DID IT

[somber stream]

Why be anything else when you can be yourself

[gilded socket]

I LAUNCHED THE NUKE IN FALLOUT 76

[somber stream]

Let the characters based on you instead of the otherway around

[jaunty path]

Eh that topic goes into the heavier stuff

[mossy solstice]

did you nuke someone's camp at least?

[jaunty path]

nvm

[fiery wave]

Cos the joke is my chars are a facet of me at that point in time but not quite.

[ripe tangle]

mfw I big part of me playing as a SoB is because she's the opposite of IRL me lol

[jaunty path]

Anyway. if I ruled the world all problems would be solvcd

[gilded socket]

Lemme do that rq

[ripe tangle]

irl me I'm irreligious and frail as fuck.

[jaunty path]

https://tenor.com/view/asian-girl-brick-brick-throw-kill-gif-25574003

[ripe tangle]

when I play as Lucia I can make fun of the religious people I was forced to grow up with, and be a a mighty badass at the same time XD

[civic python]

pin grams of steroids

[ripe tangle]

killing two mental birds with a discord stone.

[round mica]

I'm super emotional smh

[gilded socket]

I AM BECOME DEATH

DESTROYER OF WORLDS

[ripe tangle]

no.

[jaunty path]

Religion I can tolerate though when it gets spiritual I temper myself

I have a distaste for spirituality..and it often goes in hand with Religion

[somber stream]

Well that's an entire different matter, i myself imagine to be a captain of a Steel legion Company, leading hundreds of Chimeras into glorious battle. Doesn't hurt to fantasize every now and then

[jaunty path]

If I do somehow have Autism then I definitely inherited it from my father

[mossy solstice]

lanching nukes in 76 the legit way is not worth the time spent. just use the photo mode glitch and phase through doors

[ripe tangle]

we're of similar mind then, interestingly enough.

[jaunty path]

My father just cannot let go of things. mf NEEDS to have things done a certain way sometimes.

[gilded socket]

My first time

So much fun

[round mica]

Spirituality is actually a front for that personality disorder I stg

I'm better than you

Energy

[mossy solstice]

oh I remember the first time I launched a nuke, probably was smth like level 55 or below. it was a pain in the ass

[gilded socket]

I did it at lvl 41

[jaunty path]

My mom is a spiritual nut who thinks unicorns are real and that subliminals will help her lose weight. It gets very annoying and insufferable sometimes.

[ripe tangle]

don't set off explosives beneath you smh.

[round mica]

Spiritual people are always bad people too I noticed

[jaunty path]

Rocket Jumping

[round mica]

There selfish

[gilded socket]

Now to make X-01 power armor now

[jaunty path]

https://tenor.com/view/rocket-jump-rocket-jump-the-rocket-jump-gif-10356223

[ripe tangle]

idk whether to say it looks ridiculous or fuckin awesome XD

[jaunty path]

It can be both

[ripe tangle]

true

[fiery wave]

If you ever see me seriously RP, you'll understand. Each of them is a snapshot of me but not quite at the time. The feels, the mindset... is why some of them are not to be brought up since might be on a gruesome side. Will tell you in DMs if you are curious though.

[mossy solstice]

jumping into a suit of power armor makes the whole ordeal significantly easier. plus if you have the "Holy Fire" flamer, the nuke launch becomes so much easier

[jaunty path]

If you watch Baki, you'll find that the two are on the same coin.

[ripe tangle]

is it weird to say, I'm not afraid of death, but am afraid of how I die?

[jaunty path]

Reasonable

[gilded socket]

I had gunther’s big iron and it fucking shredded through everything

[round mica]

No not at all

[gilded socket]

Weirdly enough it was 2 shot

A two shot revolver

[ripe tangle]

I don't want to go in a violent or agonizing way...

[round mica]

Death will be the worst experience any of us face

Our brain literally does that flashback thing to find a way out

[nimble glade]

[sweet wraith]

I'd prefer to die of old age

[jaunty path]

I'd parry it

[round mica]

I'd like to die in my sleep

[jaunty path]

I will live forever. This is true.

[ripe tangle]

if I did go violently I'd want it to at least be painless.

not that I'd want to go violently though

[mossy solstice]

Quad Single Action Revolver - reload 24 bullets into a 6 round cylinder one bullet at a time

[orchid lynx]

Same bestie

[sweet wraith]

If dying of old age is not an option, I'd like to be hit directly on the head with a giant meteor

[jaunty path]

Just put me niside of a dreadnought

[orchid lynx]

Id like to die funny

[jaunty path]

This happened to a woman but in the torso while she was sleeping

[fiery wave]

Just be so powerful, nothing can bulli you ever again.

[gilded socket]

Damn

[round mica]

So fast you won't register it , maybe 1 second of excruciating pain

[jaunty path]

She did deadass get struck by a meteorite

[ripe tangle]

what a way to go.

[nimble glade]

That can be arranged, Sah.

[jaunty path]

Most unlucky women on the planet probably

[round mica]

Tbf tho when I fractured my skull I don't remeber it happening

[mossy solstice]

puts @jaunty path inside a spirit stone

[jaunty path]

Please turn me into a killing machine

[round mica]

I didn't feel pain untill I woke up

[ripe tangle]

where were we before we were born?

[jaunty path]

I have finished my Banana Bread..

[jaunty path]

In the balls.

[orchid lynx]

Balls

[mossy solstice]

nah, u gonna be a piece of glass glued to the hull of an eldar tank or smth

[jaunty path]

I'm killing you

[ripe tangle]

how many geniuses who could've solved the world's problems have done so if they weren't born into a lower caste system, bondage, or extreme poverty?

[jaunty path]

Yes.

[round mica]

I nearly just drank from a bottle of Sriracha sauce instead of my drink

That could have been bad lmao

[mossy solstice]

https://tenor.com/view/doja-cat-star-wars-gif-25078126

[gilded socket]

Well, i became a enclave general and nuked a camp. Im giving 76 a break now (this was 3 days btw)

[round mica]

You should try nv if you haven't yet

[gilded socket]

Ive beaten the game and old world blues

[jaunty path]

We have paywalls surrounding valuable information and child prodigies. We have the money and the resources to improve society, immensely so. It's just that the powers at will want to maintain power, or something.

[round mica]

Ah nice

[sweet wraith]

call luigi

[jaunty path]

It's more important to produce the latest Funkopop than it is to cure cancer. A lot of it is waste.

Waste that will be tossed in the ocean and fed to fish

[round mica]

Isn't it weird how the people who get close to the cure keep dieing on boing flights 💀

[ripe tangle]

And the elite class are attempting a coup d'état to set themselves as the next Superpower.

[jaunty path]

[round mica]

Boing lmao boeing

[fiery wave]

More money to be made on false cures.

[ripe tangle]

after the US loses it's status as a hegemonic power, who's next?

[gilded socket]

It only took me just under 5 hours to do the entire nuke quest line

World record?

And i did it legit no cheesing

[ripe tangle]

the answer is Corporate Fiefdoms that supercede national governments....

[round mica]

Won't be brexit I hope

[sweet wraith]

stop thinking, be quiet, and drink your corn syrup like a good citizen

[jaunty path]

I think the U.S. Is going to be a waste land if we keep going in this direction to be honest. I feel like we have a reddit goverment

[marsh iris]

hypercorporation gov lets gooooo

[round mica]

You guys do have a reddit government no offense

[jaunty path]

💀

[ripe tangle]

imagine the 0.01% controlling EVERY government and holding enough soft power that they can go unchallenged for generations.

[round mica]

I'm worried for you guys honestly

[jaunty path]

None offense taken frankly. I am not a proud american

[ripe tangle]

oh wait...

we're already there, aren't we?

[somber stream]

No gov are trust worthy, making nationalism cringe these day. Culture and heritage is a different package, mind

[ripe tangle]

they're just being more overt about it now.

[round mica]

We are being led by incompetent fools

[marsh iris]

competent ones actually doesnt want to lead

[amber delta]

not true, they are extremely competent

[round mica]

I dont blame them 😭

[ripe tangle]

I'm still convinced the US being dismantled is planned actually.

[amber delta]

it's just that their goals don't align with the wellbeing of everyone else

[mossy solstice]

6 blokes collectively having more money than 80% of the entire fucking country, yeah

[jaunty path]

Maybe the meta really is to move to canada.

[ripe tangle]

you think you're safe in Canada!?!

[round mica]

A big chunk of the world's wealth belongs to less than 50 people iirc

[somber stream]

Canada is just USA No.2 these day

[ripe tangle]

those Elites have power over EVERY government.

[round mica]

Oligarchs ect

[jaunty path]

Not in the U.S. already an improvement.

[ripe tangle]

what's happening in the US, will happen everywhere else soon after.

it's like falling dominoes.

[jaunty path]

I'll live in the forest then

[somber stream]

Doom posting, are we

[round mica]

It's happening in my country

[fiery wave]

Think of even half of that being redistributed...

[mossy solstice]

imagine having this much money and thinking to yourself - "D'you know wot? This is not enough!"

[ripe tangle]

which country you in Doot?

[little marten]

lol Canada

[round mica]

Only last 2 or 3 years too , nz

[amber delta]

we are 1 step away from spinning into antisemitism territory

[jaunty path]

Does that mean we're inching closer to the 41st Millenium

[ripe tangle]

ah right, well... I'm sure you see what I mean Doot.

no country is safe.

[somber stream]

Secret is, i'm always on the edge

[sweet wraith]

We always have been

[marsh iris]

time to round up the fellowship

[round mica]

Nz used to be a utopia

We didn't deal w the world's bs

We were separate from every one

[jaunty path]

I think A corpo dictatorship is okay if it means we get closer to the Imperium. I would be such a good servitor

[fiery wave]

To be fair, if you aren't on the richer side... you just suffer in ways.

[jaunty path]

Amazon Prime Servitor

[marsh iris]

sorry guys im rich

in personality

[fiery wave]

I wouldn't, but can do nothing anyway.

[gilded socket]

For the record

[marsh iris]

https://tenor.com/view/draco-malfoy-harry-potter-mewing-mew-slytherin-gif-8263298459687914233

[ripe tangle]

I had no intention of talking about Jews, I'm fairly certain they as a whole are a scapegoat for when the people attempt to rise up against their Oligarchal overlords, they will point the fingers at them and expect us to just go after them.

[mossy solstice]

"People call me a racist, a nazi, an antisemite, a misogynist and a plethora of other things. What these people don't understand is that I hate everyone equally."

[somber stream]

A fair point, but that doesn't mean we can't change thing for the better, at least for ourselves

[jaunty path]

https://tenor.com/view/sweating-gif-6497153096045529135

[gilded socket]

What’s happening in chat?

[round mica]

I think it's time to change subject chat

[mossy solstice]

rock

[round mica]

[ripe tangle]

some of the world's most powerful people are indeed Jews, that doesn't mean Jewish conspiracy theories are real, but their existence means the Elites can scapegoat them easily.

[marsh iris]

sup #doom-chat

[fiery wave]

You need luck for that.

[somber stream]

Existential crisis and politic, just another Friday

[mossy solstice]

oh yeah, it's Friday

[little marten]

Guys don’t get political, I’m a Gemini

[somber stream]

Oh fuck yeah it's FRIDAY

[sweet wraith]

I think it's time to boil away another lake to generate some more digital play money

[jaunty path]

Guys its okay. When I'm president EVERYONE will have an AI girlfriend

[round mica]

Saltwater croccccco!

[fiery wave]

Existential thoughts is all the time.

[jaunty path]

Guranteed.

[silver jasper]

yessir yessir paycheck today

i get paid every friday

[round mica]

Then a American gator

[ripe tangle]

sorry if I sound a bit cynical, I just recognize historical patterns and I'm putting two and two together.

[gilded socket]

Whats up chat

My back hurts

My soul is happy

I am joyous

[jaunty path]

Girl when you look at the news its very dificult not to be.

Don't look at the news.

[round mica]

I want a swamp puppy so bad

Aslong as you feed them leave them alone there cool w you

[silver jasper]

politics scare me

[little marten]

Born too late to explore the world

Born too early to explore space

Born just in time to have perpetual existential crisis

[ripe tangle]

kind of hard not to when I'm constantly bombarded with it.

[mossy solstice]

"Hey guys I'm in the Florida Everglades and I just found a swamp puppy! Yoink!"

[jaunty path]

Live in the woods

[silver jasper]

born just in time to die in 20 years thanks to global warming

[gilded socket]

Woof

[ripe tangle]

I already have an established life in a city though XD

[little marten]

Not me mate I’ve got a desk fan

[round mica]

I seen ones thar come up tp the boat for food and they let the person touch them before feeding them , they like pull themselves onto the boat and open their mouth

[silver jasper]

fair nuff LMAO

[marsh iris]

just got reminded of one guy who goes into the swamp at night pitch black, harassing the wild animals

[sweet wraith]

Just turn the air conditioner up

[round mica]

It's actually so cute

[jaunty path]

They can't get you in the woods...

[fiery wave]

Money required.

[round mica]

Is this the guy that yoinks pythons

[ripe tangle]

oh yes they can.

[little marten]

I lied I don’t own any fans 🙁

[ripe tangle]

they absolutely can.

[rocky moat]

yeah but The Creature can....

[ripe tangle]

I might as well go live in a gutter.

[nimble glade]

[somber stream]

You have a fan, he's right here

[mossy solstice]

the one looking for the 20ft burmese python, right?

[gilded socket]

Ruff

[jaunty path]

No they can't my elf queen wife and her subjects will protect me

[silver jasper]

FURRY

[rocky moat]

lowkey going up into the mountains forever and just living doesnt sound so bad

[mossy solstice]

https://tenor.com/view/no-no-newspaper-brian-family-guy-no-gif-15736153

[little marten]

https://tenor.com/view/cool-cat-fun-gif-19682308

[round mica]

Did you guys know you can swim with 20 foot anaconda

[jaunty path]

You will be mauled by Lions

[nimble glade]

🗣️ I have a solution to all your woes.

[silver jasper]

this is a gif someone in there mid 30s would send

[round mica]

They do tours in the Amazon

[fiery wave]

I thought you were the one with fans?

[round mica]

They feed them first

[gilded socket]

I wouldn’t necessarily consider myself a furry, i do want to make a sona but i also align with puppygirl stuff

[jaunty path]

and your viscera will be fesated upon by vultures.

[somber stream]

https://tenor.com/view/hello-sunshine-sun-summer-good-morning-its-hot-gif-2140556125369419637

[nimble glade]

It may or may not involve chaos and the warp.

[round mica]

And they swim w you

[little marten]

I was 30 about 40 days ago

[silver jasper]

CLOSET FURRY

[marsh iris]

i think so! iirc there are other animals as well

[ripe tangle]

mid 30s is old now?

[sweet wraith]

Wonder when the sea level's going to rise to a point at which the Appalachians and the Rockies become separate continents

[gilded socket]

Eh

[mossy solstice]

if it ain't thicc thigh goth girls, then you have no solution

[somber stream]

I have no fan, i have a Hans though

He make good potat mashes

[little marten]

Nonsense. I’m a lichtaholic

[fiery wave]

That's a lie.

[ripe tangle]

this isn't a euphemism is it?

[marsh iris]

https://www.tiktok.com/@fishingarrett/video/7227958492211023147?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc

[jaunty path]

Oh yeah fun fact the reason vultures can't really eat store bought meat is because it doesn't have enough weight.

[gilded socket]

You need therapy

[marsh iris]

sorry tiktok link

[mossy solstice]

I like big butts and I cannot lie

[nimble glade]

Chaos may provide exactly what you need.

[round mica]

I Replied to the wrong message lmao

[somber stream]

No guy literally is a cook

[nimble glade]

[jaunty path]

They eat off animals that have heavy carcasses.

[ripe tangle]

cool fact

[jaunty path]

So they can just yank off meat

[somber stream]

[jaunty path]

However

[ripe tangle]

it's good to have a lover who's so talented.

[gilded socket]

Dude i can finally rest

[somber stream]

Is truth

[round mica]

Vultures are actually beatiful animals

[gilded socket]

I can give up fallout 76 for a few years now

[somber stream]

A friend i can trust*

[grand cave]

Back from Vaca, how's darktide doing

[jaunty path]

They will find it impossible to eat without a hand holding the meat down for them to munch on

[round mica]

I love vultures there actually really cool animals

[ripe tangle]

*they're

[gilded socket]

Fellas is it too much to ask for a lover who wont use me and try to put me behind bars and make lies up to put me there?

[nimble glade]

Honestly should have retired long ago.

[little marten]

Post your pet vulture or you’re a poser

[round mica]

https://tenor.com/view/kid-en-sacrement-regard-de-feu-gif-15231722216266444049

[mossy solstice]

Do you hear the voices too?!

[nimble glade]

No Enclave = Boring

[ripe tangle]

is anyone else happily full of microplastics?

[gilded socket]

I picked it up to join the enclave and nuke a camp

[grand cave]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z66ZDgLFVuY

14 Hours ago

[round mica]

There in my brain

And ma ballz

[nimble glade]

🗣️ YES!

[ripe tangle]

*they're

:I

[round mica]

https://tenor.com/view/scream-loud-scream-girl-kid-hispanic-girl-gif-3761151244536557927

[grand cave]

What does this mean

Teaser?

[round mica]

Leave me alone 😭

[mossy solstice]

here's my pet "vulture"

[somber stream]

Life is plastic, it's fantastic

[inland mantle]

It's just a OST

[grand cave]

Back from Vacation?

[marsh iris]

i dont remember hearing this in Arby's

[fiery wave]

Lies.

[inland mantle]

It has the arby song that isnt in game

[gilded socket]

Im so sleepy

[sweet wraith]

They told me I could craft a whole credit card from the microplastics in my body

[gilded socket]

But i cant sleep

[grand cave]

DARKTIDE CONTENT

[sweet wraith]

I could be rich

[ripe tangle]

I am ape, I have plastic in my brain, I get depressed when I look at shiny screen I keep in my pocket.

[round mica]

Can it do the r2d2 sounds

[gilded socket]

Hey whered loosh go?

[marsh iris]

if you guys ate the rich, lmk how they taste like

[ripe tangle]

he left

[mossy solstice]

he sure can

[gilded socket]

Why?

[grand cave]

Me neither, intro sequence music?

[little marten]

Never eaten a lizard

[ripe tangle]

too many people were praising Stalin and the USSR

even though it was a joke

[sweet wraith]

https://tenor.com/view/would-you-like-to-would-you-like-to-robbie-rotten-would-you-like-to-lazytown-wouldyouliketo-would-you-like-to-lazy-town-gif-16977898220458783297

[somber stream]

There was like 1 guy talking about some aspect of communism

[ripe tangle]

he got mad and left

[inland mantle]

Rage baited 😔

[nimble glade]

🗣️ Throw down your bolter, sister.

Listen to the wisdom of chaos.

[grand cave]

That one YTP

[round mica]

Says the Grammer nazi 🙄

[nimble glade]

Or I will have to unfortunately barrel you.

[mossy solstice]

when that organ dropped at 0:37 🔥

[little marten]

I dunno I’m nervous now

[nimble glade]

[marsh iris]

show us how you cook

[little marten]

I’ve never wanted iron fist ruler ship but I feel like anyone talking about communism should get a permanent ban.

[grand cave]

When did arbites release?

[inland mantle]

June 23

[sweet wraith]

About a month and a half ago

[gilded socket]

I called him out for whining about it, idk if that was the final straw

[ripe tangle]

Gottem

[marsh iris]

Anarcho-syndicalism is where its at

[grand cave]

That's pretty decent

For an update like that

[gilded socket]

Thats fucking hilarious tho thats he left over someone else’s opinion

[round mica]

Right time to make a 1 kg family lasagna

[nimble glade]

https://tenor.com/view/war-hammer-fantasy-gif-19395056

[grand cave]

Oh yeah

[gilded socket]

@orchid skiff Do something embedded so i can laugh

[grand cave]

Terminator in Astartes mod

[nimble glade]

Fan of the Imperial Creed stuffs? Join chaos.

Trust

[inland mantle]

Tbf with some of the brain dead takes on here I do get close to leaving myself

[nimble glade]

Logar's teachings will enlighten all.

[little marten]

My brain too pickle to understand that but if it involves everyone getting a weekly rat I’m in

[gilded socket]

I just walk away from the phone for an hour and come back when it’s not stupid here

[inland mantle]

True

[marsh iris]

https://tenor.com/view/we-dont-have-a-lord-monty-monty-python-python-autonomous-collective-gif-26101121

[thick fog]

https://tenor.com/view/rage-rage-bait-baited-rage-baited-angry-dog-gif-2047466162835898859

[somber stream]

Bau

[ripe tangle]

are my takes brain dead? be honest...

[little marten]

No

[somber stream]

They are fine

Good, even

[ripe tangle]

okay thanks.

[inland mantle]

Cant help it man some people just dont know shit about this game and act like they do...

[marsh iris]

sorry

[round mica]

I dont know much about politics tbh

[somber stream]

Good

[little marten]

Lizards. That’s it really l.

[round mica]

Apologies boss

[ripe tangle]

lucky you.

[nimble glade]

Listen to this person, they speaks wisdom! Blessed by the Grandfather they are.

[gilded socket]

Sometimes but rarer than you not hitting me

[inland mantle]

Your okay

[nimble glade]

Ignore the fact that the rat is plagued infested.

[ripe tangle]

*proceeds to beat you up.*

[nimble glade]

It's just added spice

Trust

[little marten]

Maybe the moderation team should implement some kind of opinion ball? And whoever is holding it can speak but everyone else while not holding it has to be silent and respectful?

I’ll start

[gilded socket]

Hot jk

[ripe tangle]

okay, Lamia.

[nimble glade]

Perfect, the less you know the better.

[jaunty path]

I farted

[inland mantle]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/735819155608961044/1088168572758528040/A1076E8E-B0DF-40D1-B66F-2D9C45D99527.gif

[nimble glade]

Gather around people, we must sacrifice someone today. Everyone pull a straw from the bucket.

[gilded socket]

I have a soul

[round mica]

Politicians just seem to lie anyway

[jaunty path]

Are there clown girls in the Imperium

Or Klown girls...

[ripe tangle]

I'm definetly someone who growing up I was considered a smart/gifted kid, but as soon as I reached adulthood it became apparent that I'm not smart, I'm actually very much a midwit.

[inland mantle]

🤨

Why you asking?

[jaunty path]

I'm allowed to ask questions

[round mica]

Can never give straightfoward answers either

[sweet wraith]

We've got ecclesiarchy zealots

[jaunty path]

Are there Klown Girls

Anyone

[gilded socket]

Bruh

[jaunty path]

Any red nosed bozos

Anyone

[somber stream]

I just complain about trains being late like they always have for the last 20 years

[nimble glade]

Yes, you understand my kindred. Throw off your shackles. Embrace chaos. The only truth is your primordial instincts.

[little marten]

If you can’t see the clown. Then it’s probably you.

[gilded socket]

The wait for helldivers 2 has made me actually play other games

[ripe tangle]

wrong universe?

[little marten]

OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE RAIL INFRASTRUCTURE

[nimble glade]

That depends, do you want em?

[jaunty path]

Yes

Need.

[little marten]

Trains in fucking Tertium run better than the tube network

[ripe tangle]

https://tenor.com/view/hatsune-miku-kasane-teto-this-is-us-this-is-us-if-you-even-care-around-the-world-gif-14954157402103928786

[pale spruce]

politics or degenerate talk in general..
make your choice....

[round mica]

Why is my city having the same railroad discussion as of this moment lmao

[somber stream]

DEUTSCHE BAHN

[jaunty path]

My life support is Klown Girls

[fiery wave]

Because you can be smart, but street smarts is a different thing.

[gilded socket]

Being single sucks

[little marten]

I have heard that your trains are famously diabolical lmao

[round mica]

Nah being single is awesome

[nimble glade]

🗣️ The high priest of Nurgle has spoken! It's time to revolt!

[marsh iris]

train system got railed

[round mica]

Relationships 🚬

Am I right

[jaunty path]

I say Klown because I do not want just someone who dresses up as a clown. I want someone who is biologically a clown

[inland mantle]

Cant relate Im but a simple rock

[somber stream]

We have an entire song about it, funny how a country known for its punctuation and discipline flop so much with its public transport eh?

[gilded socket]

No it isn’t

[pale spruce]

being single sucks if you focus your entire life around being with/finding someone

[ripe tangle]

dude, my city is just sterile corporate offices surrounded by slums which are then surrounded by cookie-cutter suburbs that house the people who work in the sterile corporate offices.

[hard star]

Whens fatshark supposed to return to their regularly scheduled patches?

[somber stream]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXjhszy2f9w&list=RDwXjhszy2f9w&start_radio=1

[round mica]

Literally this

[somber stream]

Sounds kinda nice, too

[inland mantle]

August™

[little marten]

Hahaha that’s exactly how the convo goes whenever I’ve ever heard it

[fiery wave]

To sell cars?

[gilded socket]

This is true but i just feel alone

[hard star]

Reject finding love, embrace GOING TO THE PUB WITH THE LADS

AM I RIGHT LADS-?

[jaunty path]

Why do I like dead looks

[somber stream]

Damn, i think you're onto something here

[jaunty path]

Ones like Killer Queen are very appealing

[round mica]

Especially if you've been in a serious relationship before there kinda ... scary

[fiery wave]

Here, is good cos govt wants less cars on the road, lul.

[ripe tangle]

for what it's worth, we have an extremely huge Airport, and our downtown got lit up with Neon lights and giant TV monitors like a dystopian sci-fi city... which is cool for about a total of 2 seconds.

[somber stream]

False, being single is awesome

[round mica]

Focus on you ✨️

[ripe tangle]

then it's lame and an eyesore.

[jaunty path]

Less cars is good

[nimble glade]

You shall know soon my kindred.

[jaunty path]

Hate cars

[lilac crag]

I'm back from a nap

hello, fellows

[inland mantle]

Welcome back

[little marten]

Single guys and gals, I could be your Cupid and matchmake you? Hehe

[jaunty path]

Now can anyone tell me. Are there at least CLOWN SERVITORS?

NEED.

[somber stream]

You can attempt

[round mica]

https://tenor.com/view/what-eric-cartman-cupid-cartman-south-park-s16e7-gif-23122423

[nimble glade]

🗣️ Chaos approved! We have a whole area dedicated to exactly that in the carnival!

[somber stream]

Though it's 90% guy here

So we might have a problem

[gilded socket]

I think more or less i miss the company and the late night talks and the all the cheesy stuff

[somber stream]

Pros and cons to everything

[fiery wave]

Also, most not guys might be taken already.

[gilded socket]

I know

[thick fog]

Me when I get to hang around with my pookie only on Sundays usually

[round mica]

Think about it like you have freedom

[ripe tangle]

speaking of Cheesy stuff, my brother's friend from the Netherlands said Cheddar Cheese is too spicy.

[nimble glade]

If you accept the Grandfather's blessings, then yes. 🗿

[gilded socket]

I have no irl friends who want to hang out with me or talk to me

[somber stream]

I'm here for the fellas (no homo bro)

[nimble glade]

[ripe tangle]

idk how cheddar cheese can be considered spicy in any way shape or form

[little marten]

Stay single. I live with mine and she’s always asking me dumb stuff like “how are you” “let’s do this DUMB thing together” “Will you watch tv with me”

[fiery wave]

Hrm?

[nimble glade]

[sweet wraith]

Cheddar is more bitter than spicy

I think

[somber stream]

Those dumb moments can be nice sometimes

[lilac crag]

I'm here for the fellas. none of you are out of the question.

/j

[thick fog]

Only online ones but they all like have partners except for a friend of mine who we try to hang around with our rough timezones

[somber stream]

As in, not in a sexual way

[ripe tangle]

oh no... you're becoming an old boomer who'll soon be making jokes about hating his wife.

[round mica]

Ngl I do miss the wholesome stuff but then I think about how the whole thing made me feel and I just want to forget

[fiery wave]

Aww...

[little marten]

Ohhhhh ffs now you reminded me I’ll have to eventually marry her

[nimble glade]

The Grandfather can be your fren.

[jaunty path]

You can also just make a tulpa and have that as ur gf

[gilded socket]

I dont even really like talk to people here or have friendships, i feel like i just know people. I can’t really look to someone and say “hey friend”

[ripe tangle]

that's when the transformation completes.

[thick fog]

You got that Joe Replicant on you

[gilded socket]

Huh?

[nimble glade]

That's because you need to fully embrace chaos, simple maths really.

[round mica]

Hey dude same here

[gilded socket]

Dude stfu

[marsh iris]

Hey friend, send me your credit card info.

[ripe tangle]

as soon as you become married, you suddenly gain a tonne of weight and people start referring to you as "Barry" then all your hair falls out.

[little marten]

💀

[round mica]

Ok buddy one second

[nimble glade]

I've had lots of friends over the years, all have betrayed me or abandoned me, but I never abandoned them.

I'm sure they had their reasons.

[thick fog]

https://tenor.com/view/ryan-gosling-blade-runner-scrolling-gif-23683039

[fiery wave]

Just pick one of the other gods.

[little marten]

If I get married some of you guys can come if you want

[ripe tangle]

I should sleep

[jaunty path]

You must try to be intimate with people. Humans are social creatures and even a little bit can improve your psychi

[gilded socket]

Its very obvious im shut in and have bad social skills when it comes actually befriending people

[jaunty path]

Whats ur time zone

Mine is est..

[somber stream]

Me? UwU

[lilac crag]

what an emotionally convoluted chat.

[thick fog]

[marsh iris]

no guarantees

[little marten]

Who do you think I’m marrying?

[nimble glade]

I picked all of them. 🗿

[sweet wraith]

The only true gods are Gork and Mork

[ripe tangle]

Central Time Zone

[thick fog]

We can all be your best man

[somber stream]

Whuh

[jaunty path]

Marriage sounds too risky

Idk

[lilac crag]

Commitment scary?

[nimble glade]

That's too much work, they could already be burnt out tbh.

[round mica]

I thought me and my ex were gonna get married

[silver jasper]

troll a marty zealot

[fiery wave]

<Press X to doubt.>

[ripe tangle]

https://tenor.com/view/ju-fufu-zzz-zenless-zone-zero-zzzero-sad-gif-12385730012009886606

[nimble glade]

They don't seem like they are willing to learn or get new friends etc.

[jaunty path]

I don't want that kind of thing. I love my boyfriend but marriage is like.....a little too much. Its expensive...and like....it doesn't really mean anything.

It's just being recognized as a couple by the government

[lilac crag]

hi jufufu

[somber stream]

That’s a tiger

[little marten]

Yeah I used to think that and especially with parents and older folks growing up all parting ways. But I mean I’m not super marriage keen but I think it’s a nice thing for us both to do together and I’m fairly confident it’ll work out

[ripe tangle]

I love Jufufu

[round mica]

For me marriage is saying I won't give up on you no matter what

[ripe tangle]

I respect her drive

[round mica]

I was raised catholic tho

[gilded socket]

Maybe, i do like being alone tho, no one cares what i do or where i go or what i say

[ripe tangle]

and relate to her sorta

[somber stream]

I wish you all the best, and a long lasting marriage Aron

[jaunty path]

You want people to care about you.

[somber stream]

Whenever you’ll get to it, that is

[nimble glade]

I get new friends as much and as fast as I lose em. So you definitely can trust me.

Don't be attached to people who aren't blood related. Common sense, and my condolences to those who lack a good family.

[ripe tangle]

should I sleep?

[round mica]

I dont talk to my own mother and I haven't seen my father since I was 2

[ripe tangle]

probably...

[gilded socket]

Maybe in one way but i dont like the feeling

[somber stream]

Sleep well Lucia

[thick fog]

Little bit of heal won't hurt him

[jaunty path]

Why?

[ripe tangle]

but I can't kill Heretics in my sleep

[round mica]

My mom judge's me and is not trustworthy

[little marten]

https://tenor.com/view/smiley-emoticon-kiss-heart-blowingakiss-gif-13220858205295325598

[nimble glade]

No

[gilded socket]

Feels like im being watched or that people get close only to want something from me and leave me for dead

[somber stream]

Manifest them in your dream, then promptly cut them down

[fiery wave]

Just dream of burning Nurglites.

[ripe tangle]

I cannot perform my duties as a Sister of Battle whilst sleeping, therefore I mustn't sleep.

[jaunty path]

You want people to care about what you do and where you go. It can really save you.

[nimble glade]

Then you are cooked.

I recommend seeking professional help instead of discord tbh.

[gilded socket]

Yeah maybe

[fiery wave]

But good luck finding people at times. Most leave when you open up.

[round mica]

your own mom not agreeing w who you are and what that does to your head

[simple drum]

Its Sandevastating time

[jaunty path]

No that's not nice to say. From what I can tell they have trust issues.

[little marten]

Just remember that everyone has their own lives and that they probably only really think about you in the capacity of wanting to spend time with you. Otherwise they’re probably not thinking about you at all and playing video games.

[ripe tangle]

I'm going to bed

goodnight everyone

[simple drum]

No

Its time to lacerate

I just got home

Dammitt

[jaunty path]

Fake SoB, to the Iron Maiden Mech you go

[gilded socket]

I try to reach out but im left on read or delivered

[ripe tangle]

https://tenor.com/view/sailor-moon-gif-24467462

[gilded socket]

So yeah royally fucked unless i get professional help

[simple drum]

A good stoning

Nah kidding good night

A good stoning will set ya straight

Trust me

[rocky moat]

huh

[nimble glade]

Trust me, I know.

[somber stream]

https://tenor.com/view/darktide-ogryn-run-naked-funny-gif-18082679885906165021

[jaunty path]

Listen professional help definitely would help but you should also know you can improve yourself outside of that. I am not against seeking a therapist or something. I just don't think you should wait until you have one to actually improve yourself.

[rocky moat]

how i be

[nimble glade]

@ripe tangle goodnight, nurgle be with u fren.

[jaunty path]

Take what you know now and take baby steps.

[somber stream]

Are you really! The scandal

[gilded socket]

Ok

[rocky moat]

the scandal

[nimble glade]

My problem is that I yap too much.

[marsh iris]

doom chat part 2?

[nimble glade]

Hey where are you going!?

[round mica]

I hope this Frozen family lasagna is good

[little marten]

Make peace with yourself 🙏

Understand your flaws, alter them if you wish. Don’t change yourself for others but understand that others may require changes.

But it’s a big world it’s entirely possible to find people just like you. It’s just big.

[round mica]

Taking neatly a hour to cook smh

[nimble glade]

🗣️ Get back here block fodder!!

I am not done!

[gilded socket]

I think i annoy anyone i talk to like on a regular basis

[round mica]

Do you guys think people are capable of change?

[gilded socket]

Sometimes

[fiery wave]

Ppl expect you to change for them.

[somber stream]

I did

[lilac crag]

actually I'm gonna throw my two cents in on this. Saying this as someone who's been on both ends
Opening up to people is scary as shit. Making the connection is scary as shit. Not because of what emotional baggage you carry but because the person is able to tell if you've changed, are hurting, or content with what you went through and they can now perceive you as something else.
at least in my personal experience, I take really close attention to what people say or do, how they treat their friends or me. It's a very select handful of people that I'm actually happy with in how they behave. Others are either not for me or simply problematic unto themselves and those around. so the only thing you can do is preserve yourself before anyone gets a chance to hurt you on a depth you didn't want

[nimble glade]

Someone was depressed, they have my most sincere condolences.

[round mica]

It's a tough one isn't it

[nimble glade]

Yeah, I would be their friend, but I don't trust em.

[little marten]

Yes and sadly most people wont judge themselves in the same fashion

[round mica]

Most people don't feel bad enough about their behavior to change

[gilded socket]

Part of me wants to believe i can change but the other knows other people can change but not myself

[round mica]

Sadly

[spark plume]

Feels like a low likelihood but are there any Indonesians in here?

Also @fiery wave i keep thinking you're from the Philippines for some reason

Not Singapore

[nimble glade]

True, I was told I was a tyrant.

I don't even trust myself at times.

[lilac crag]

with all I said. still important to look at yourself and see yourself for who you are. Mistrust in yourself is problematic and will burn bridges.

[nimble glade]

So if you add me, please don't take it personal if I ghost you. I'm just busy with work or have a different schedule. Hard to talk to everyone at once etc.

[simple drum]

Yes i do

[lilac crag]

[fiery wave]

It might depend on how much of an open book you are. Also depends on if ppl also notices you.

[simple drum]

Everyone and anyone can change.

[nimble glade]

That's why I stick to a small group of friends that I've known for years that I trust.

[simple drum]

Its all about how hard you are willing to try..

There are special cases serial killers etc

[spark plume]

I offer chat a goofy cat

[nimble glade]

Hard to get out of the normalcy of it.

[simple drum]

Things that affect the brain but

Change is everywhere. Change is everyday and you cant stop change

[nimble glade]

https://tenor.com/view/lotr-so-you-have-chosen-death-chosen-death-lord-of-the-rings-gif-15767548

[lilac crag]

also true

[simple drum]

You can get up everyday and pretend that you havent

Simple fact is somewhere along the line we all changed

Into something we love or dont love

[round mica]

I also think it depends what the person's been through

[simple drum]

Definitely

[round mica]

Some people don't get over there trauma

[spark plume]

Wait, chat

[lilac crag]

oooooohhhkaaaay fellas therapy chat hours is peaking

[spark plume]

Is the Karrakatta twins mission still available?

Karnak*

[fiery wave]

Nobody wants to change but expects others to change for them.

[round mica]

This

[spark plume]

I'm just ignoring it personally

[somber stream]

I think i had bad milk

[simple drum]

I also have a file tabbed off somewhere in my brain

With that label on it

[fiery wave]

There are some, I can tell you that.

[lilac crag]

do whatever you want

[lilac crag]

nerd

[spark plume]

I'll do ur mom

[lilac crag]

whatever you say dogman

[spark plume]

I wanna talk to them in bahasa Indonesia to practice

[nimble glade]

Already burnt sah, can't blame me for trying though.

It's not that I don't trust myself, it's the fact that I like being who I am without changing or being judged for it. I don't wanna feel uncomfortable and have a gun pointed at my head at all times metaphorically speaking.

[fiery wave]

I mean, someone was already mad I can't play with them or give them focus all the time already.

[rocky moat]

i was gonna say something

but naur i dont think i should

[little marten]

It sucks. To clarify I didn’t mean to say that changing yourself in a necessity. If anything you are you and you’ll change naturally as you gain experience and progress through life. I just meant that.. and I mean I have annoying behaviours, I can understand how they would require change for me to connect with certain people so would need to consider changing those.

[nimble glade]

Respect thy person as you'd respect yourselves.

[spark plume]

I asked Facebook AI to make her look sad and it put a black person's face on her for some reason

[round mica]

I hope everyone here can find some form of comfort / happiness

[somber stream]

You miss all the shot you never take

[lilac crag]

Fella I don't wanna be mean but that's like not good for yourself or for the people around you

[somber stream]

Go boom

[fiery wave]

I sense a Tzeentchian.

[rocky moat]

i've learned to be okay wit hthat

[round mica]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-meow-silly-cat-cat-explode-yellow-cat-gif-12654556298327310612

[rocky moat]

the choice to take it is enough for me

[somber stream]

Understandable

[fiery wave]

Some are both over but also not over.

[little marten]

Life is like ice cream shop. People that are happy all the time and have happy life only get to eat one flavour. It sucks to not be happy but at least you can try all flavours and the happy flavours are even nicer as result.

[nimble glade]

That's why some people make great associates but not friends. If only people were more honest though and not waste your damn time and investment into said friendships.. hella annoying building someone up they cut and run.

[round mica]

The saddest people I know are always happy

[spark plume]

SELAMAT MALAM

[gilded socket]

The more that i think about it, it would be better and safer for me to not date for like a long time, things got so serious and so stressful so quickly and at the end i suffered trauma i dont think i can really get over yk? Im a pretty resilient person but this is the wall i cant bust through. It feels damning in a way idk how to explain it without sounding more like a edgelord than i already do

[spark plume]

SAMPAI JUMPA LAGI

[spark plume]

What

You mean they act happy?

[fiery wave]

You should ask around then.

[somber stream]

#general-mental-health
(Loving this, go on)

[round mica]

I guess so

[spark plume]

I literally just asked

[rocky moat]

is this to say you dont want deep connection with others?

because that's okay i think

[fiery wave]

Or just not interact with them maybe.

[nimble glade]

That's not being mean. The way you're talking to me is actually why some of em left. Lol

I don't think you understand how crazy some of these people were. Sociopaths I had to deal with.

[rocky moat]

unless i'm misunderstanding severely here

[round mica]

The worst part is when you and someone grow apart

That one sucks

[little marten]

Very true very fair lol

[somber stream]

New ones will show up eventually

Part of life

[gilded socket]

Part of the trauma i got from that relationship is i have no trust in anyone legitimately anymore, nor do i trust people i could consider friends. Everyone who was involved turned on me without even asking about what was going on

Like a whole company just mobilized against me

[fiery wave]

Is a cycle.

[little marten]

Ah dude that sucks so much.. the worst part is it’s entirely natural but you can’t help but take it personally

[lilac crag]

that's a good way of striding along

[somber stream]

It doesn't have to be, sometimes

[nimble glade]

What is the context anyways?

[fiery wave]

Has always been, is not if, but when.

[nimble glade]

Yeah, it's very unfortunate.

[lilac crag]

fellas I'm hungry

[nimble glade]

You're not wrong. Lol

[lilac crag]

I think I'll tap out and get my coffee breakfast

[fiery wave]

Go eat then.

[nimble glade]

But it is more difficult for people who lack charisma and social skills.

[lilac crag]

yeah probably

[somber stream]

Eat well Alex

Also isn't it like

Afternoon

[little marten]

Gonna tell my soul off at the end of life for choosing a 0 charisma run this time round

[lilac crag]

Almost 1 pm yeah. I napped while listening to music recommendations

[round mica]

A coffee sounds good rn

[lilac crag]

it was shrimply that good btw

[fiery wave]

Points at self. Bonus, don't have looks as well.

[rocky moat]

nah don't worry, even for someone as charismatic as me it's hard too

[gilded socket]

Long story short i was dating a emo trans masc guy. We had a mutual thing and fooled around quite a bit, one day breaks up with me cold turkey and doesn’t say why. Goes to police and tries to get me arrested for something that was consensual between the both of us and then harassed me for 3 months after giving me psychological damage in the fallout

[nimble glade]

That's why I sympathize, but there's nothing I can do besides just talk your ear off and maybe hangout with you on Darktide while I talk about Star Wars and other nerd stuff.

[nimble glade]

🗣️ BASED

[lilac crag]

@somber stream @fiery wave tide soon?

[fiery wave]

I play at my usual hour.

[somber stream]

Not today for me, or rather, have unconfirmed schedule

[nimble glade]

Skill issue 🗿

Let's not forget, some people actually like being loners..

[lilac crag]

they're taking my German knight away from me, can't believe this

[rocky moat]

nah the point is that even someone of my (very clearly) immense social talent struggles too

[lilac crag]

sure thing

[rocky moat]

oh yeah no

i was just being silly

i'm one of those people

[fiery wave]

You mean, pretty boy vet.

[lilac crag]

I would not call his vet pretty but

yknow

[fiery wave]

You know what I mean!

[lilac crag]

Oh, I do?

[somber stream]

(He hasn't seen me yet)

[fiery wave]

You are getting kraks to the face.

[fiery wave]

(Oh...)

[gilded socket]

My brain hurt

[lilac crag]

That assumes you'll hit me.

[nimble glade]

Yikes.. I thought this was only about a friendship.. this is deeper than I thought.

You have my condolences.

[rocky moat]

exactly

[lilac crag]

thank u kind citizen

:3

[fiery wave]

I can throw frags instead and watch you bleed out.

[lilac crag]

with your luck, I wouldn't try that, ma'am.

[gilded socket]

I wanted to kill myself so bad and i was grounded. I started to rock back and forth in the corner of my room because i had no access to the outside world and i wasn’t allowed to go outside

[lilac crag]

now I need to figure out if I want a sandwich or actual food.

[rocky moat]

i ate so many sandwiches

[round mica]

Make a sammich

[fiery wave]

Don't need luck when you can hit an arena with it.

[round mica]

Idk what it is but a sammich hits

[gilded socket]

Mind you before that whole thing i used to be a very active and overall better person but now im what i am now

[lilac crag]

but you would neeeever do that to me right

[round mica]

10/10 times

[fiery wave]

Maybe a do a commissar. A bullet through the skull works.

[nimble glade]

Maybe most people are anti social IRL, paranoid, distrusting of groups of peoples etc. IRL

All this has to do with politics IRL unfortunately, it shapes a society and we are all a reflection of that and sometimes act upon it without knowing. Like cogs in a machine.

[rocky moat]

all im saying is that i think the fridge door would win against some shrapnel

[lilac crag]

I'm friends with another commissar, you'll have to take it up to him if you aim to execute me

[round mica]

I dont trust people because people are mean

[lilac crag]

I also feed like 10 ogryns so um

if you kill me

they go to you instead

[lilac crag]

true......

[fiery wave]

You forget, I hand out food to everyone who would want them, even the TOTALLY NAWT SUS buggy.

[nimble glade]

Especially with the game of thrones levels of politics IRL. Nothing you can do about it. I won't go into details.. but we're all guilty.

Whether it is turning a blind eye and ignoring politics, and or participating in it. Either way it does affect everything in the bigger picture.

Video games are meant as escapism, but even that's getting screwed with. Only a matter of time before global crash out IMHO.

Maybe one day, we'll have peace and all get along.. but might be a minute idk. Lol

[round mica]

Iv been saying this for a while but we need to go into the elites houses drag them out and cut their heads off

The only way shits gonna change tbh

[fiery wave]

Public execution.

[gilded socket]

I feel like a husk of who i was

It disgusts me

I dont like mirrors

I see who i was

[nimble glade]

Suicide is never the answer, don't give your enemies the satisfaction.

Survive, build yourself up. Learn from this.

[somber stream]

STAND UP AND FIGHT

[fiery wave]

Be kid me, wanted to kill them before myself.

[marsh iris]

live for the emps

[round mica]

I was put on anti depressants when i was 11 💀

That's not right 😭

[gilded socket]

I went insane or the closest thing. I would genuinely see shit for days on end and hear things that werent there

I was home alone for the most of it too

[nimble glade]

Like the good ol days.

[gilded socket]

I own several knives that I use for hobbies

[lilac crag]

TEAR THE KARKERS TO PIECES

[somber stream]

NOT ONE STEP BACK

[nimble glade]

Before anyone says your evil or terrorist this or that.. just always remember my glorious nation was built on a rebellion, high treason, chaos. If you're American and or French. You'd understand.

Everyone likes to paint themselves the damn hero and demonize the opposition.

[gilded socket]

I could have very easily bled myself dry and left my body for someone to find during that time

[round mica]

it's either extreme measures or things stay the same 🫡

[nimble glade]

If a corrupted politician betrayed their own people, they deserve it.

[gilded socket]

I can still hear my ex’s voice taunting me

[round mica]

Look at ww2 America

[gilded socket]

Especially when it’s quiet

[round mica]

They took extreme measures

[fiery wave]

Yep.

[round mica]

There's a reason the wermacht were so terrified of the us army

They thought they were savages

A 16 year old from Philly could beat the shit out of a German and laugh about it

[marsh iris]

i wonder how many people in this discord is not with us rn

[round mica]

I just be yapping tbh w you

[nimble glade]

We gotta find you something to keep your mind occupied. I recommend MMORPGs. You can meet a lot of decent like-minded individuals on there. I've met some of my best friends who I still talk to actively to this day from SWTOR, and WoW. Hell, I even met a few decent people on ESO. I think MMORPGs would be a good fit for you honestly. Just gotta find the right one for you.

[gilded socket]

I dont have a PC and generally like single player games better

[round mica]

Single player is where it's at

[marsh iris]

idk if it helps, since you do some minis maybe hang out in local game store and paint on the table, get acquainted

we talk some stupid lore shit some times

[round mica]

I got into mtg when I was younger that actually helped abit

[nimble glade]

Yeah, it worked before. Lol

Literally, USA is proof of that. Love me American Empire, but I feel like some people take things for granted etc.

[marsh iris]

online stuff missing that emotional feedback tbh

[gilded socket]

Maybe im not sure, everyone at the store i go to are like 30 year old dudes

[round mica]

And you're nit really forced out of your comfort zone

One thing I noticed anyhow

It's good to be outside of comfort zone

[orchid lynx]

Music

[marsh iris]

nothing wrong with that

[gilded socket]

Hey so the world might end in a few hours

[round mica]

Huh?

Real?

[gilded socket]

Yes

[nimble glade]

@gilded socket I recommend sleeping for now, watch some of your favorite movies or videos on YouTube to keep your mind off things. Then do that until you fall asleep. I hope that helps.

[round mica]

Why did no one tell me

[gilded socket]

Ok

[marsh iris]

ignorance is bliss bro

[round mica]

Word

[marsh iris]

maybe i die playing darktide

[abstract fiber]

not much you personally can do about it

[round mica]

Lmao

I just googled this

[marsh iris]

40k isekai who the hell knows

[round mica]

It's a Hindu prediction

Well be fine guys

[lilac crag]

[marsh iris]

world ends: 40k universe, just another day

[somber stream]

What if the world ends in 2 hours from now, what will you do?

[brave slate]

Even if the world is ending my boss won't let me leave earlier

[coarse tree]

I wish I had that kind of confidence in the end of the world. It would be so relaxing, instead I'm pretty sure shits just going to continue to slowly decay until everyone is going to work for no reason while the planet collapses around our ears over the next few hundred years.

[round mica]

Probably finish my drinks watch TV and eat my 1kg lasagna

[lilac crag]

best joke I heard today

[fiery wave]

Lie in bed, type some smut and close my eyes in the last few mins.

[marsh iris]

narc him by the pearly gates

[gilded socket]

Trump threatned russia to make efforts to stop fighting in Ukraine on the 4th and gave days until today to stop or america will make a strike against russia and china says they will take that strike as a hit against them

[round mica]

Oooh

[round mica]

Well I don't think modern nukes leave a fallout anymore

[orchid lynx]

KILL!!!

[nimble glade]

Sleep

[round mica]

So aslong as someone survives somewhere well be good

[gilded socket]

All the while NATO is ready to mobilize against Russia

[rocky moat]

sit and be content

[somber stream]

Why type smut, no one will be around to read them anyway

[marsh iris]

we dont have to worry about fallout 💀

[fiery wave]

Because I can.

[round mica]

Just evaporating

[marsh iris]

https://tenor.com/view/kaboom-boom-nuke-nuclear-bomb-gif-20734003

[rocky moat]

no form of writing has to be for anyone else

[somber stream]

Can thee really?

[gilded socket]

So yeah unless the God Emperor reveals himself and steers humanity away from the conflict we are fucked

[rocky moat]

I mean yeah I could

[somber stream]

Who is the target?

[round mica]

What else am I gonna do

[lilac crag]

I'd sit with them

[gilded socket]

Or unless either trump or putin had a change of heart

[round mica]

Nothing I feel would change anything i might cry but like yeah

[fading otter]

Trump has also said shit and backed down countless times bros “deadline” to Russia wasn’t even a solid number “10-12 days” lmao, don’t take anything he says at face value

But also no politics so oop

[rocky moat]

(they would)

[lilac crag]

yeah, public hysteria don't help no one

[simple drum]

Fallout?

Real men turn to dust

[lilac crag]

yup. I'd play cards with you

[gilded socket]

Oh i know its a mask but theres still the possibility of him actually doing so

[simple drum]

https://tenor.com/view/boots-smoke-smoking-boots-shoes-smoking-shoes-gif-13331072232628437284

[round mica]

Nukes apparently don't leave a Hiroshima like situation anymore

[orchid lynx]

ALL (not my friends tho)

[simple drum]

Only my cockroach boots will survive

[somber stream]

I'd try rob a tank, then ram the tank into a bank, them stole some money and burn them for fun

[round mica]

I don't know if I believe that

[nimble glade]

We'll be fine honestly, I don't know why everyone is tripping.

[fading otter]

I’m sure that’s a great consolation to any nation struck by one

[lilac crag]

I'd probably let everyone know how I really feel about them one by one

[gilded socket]

The actual possibility of it happening is low but not a never

[nimble glade]

Like we'll meet death eventually, no need to try and speed run it.

[gilded socket]

I hope to god some leader comes up and opens negotiations or some shit

[round mica]

To launch nukes is basically saying it's over I don't think a country would be the first to do this we got through the cold war somehow

[halcyon glen]

Where are we now

[simple drum]

Pretty sure they still have the old atomic bombs

[halcyon glen]

?

[nimble glade]

People literally ask me (Why are you always happy?) IRL..

[somber stream]

You have a good heart, do keep at it

[gilded socket]

I also feel like many internal people would put a stop to it or damn near hack at the hardware with fireaxes

[lilac crag]

people keep telling me I have a good heart, I'm no one to oppose that perception

[round mica]

Oh 110%

[fiery wave]

Hey, I mean if nobody reads them, I can write the most suspect stuff.

[simple drum]

Japan didnt get a cold war

They got a bombing run

[gilded socket]

You got to remember there are people on the inside who REALLY dont like him and are willing to (in the right moment) to literally commit treason to stop the end

[round mica]

I mean....

Hot take

[lilac crag]

this flairs great curiosity in me

[round mica]

But Japan deserved that

Not the people ofc not

But yeah

[nimble glade]

No one gonna nuke anything, I'll believe it when I see it.

[somber stream]

We can only see so much, of what others allow us to see. I do hope you will enforce your intentions, but what i've seen so far will have to do for now

[rocky moat]

to my knowledge

[fading otter]

After like 4 years of doing heinous shit and making it clear most citizens were fiercely loyal and willing to die for the emperor which would have made a land invasion the messiest conflict of all time

[fiery wave]

Or just two gals watching the end happen next to each other, hands held.

[rocky moat]

everyone i love knows so

[simple drum]

https://tenor.com/view/skeleton-im-dead-falling-over-gif-2711800222951691028

[rocky moat]

i wouldnt have much else to do other than talk

[simple drum]

https://tenor.com/view/skeleton-falling-falling-over-gif-9881376952697054490

[lilac crag]

my intentions are to just talk to people
then again I like listening more
everyone's going through something and it's always worthy of hearing that out

then again I don't like describing myself in any way so

[somber stream]

ROB A ATTACK HELICOPTER

[lilac crag]

I take whatever people call me

[simple drum]

They started it anyways

[gilded socket]

Can you fly one?

[lilac crag]

I think we could have a very fun uno card game

[fiery wave]

I mean, taste, I guess.

[somber stream]

I know how to take off, landing however

[rocky moat]

oh for sure

[somber stream]

But we won't have to worry about that

[rocky moat]

but do be warned, I'm like an uno grandmaster

[lilac crag]

okay grandma

whatever you say

[rocky moat]

how am i a grandma