general-chat

[vestal hornet]

[median escarp]

[vestal hornet]

oh ok bye :,)

[lyric marsh]

[median escarp]

o bye :((

[vestal hornet]

hey u wana play some game?

[median escarp]

uh sure

[vestal hornet]

u play val?

[median escarp]

yeah sometimes

but i’m terrible

[vestal hornet]

eh its fine

[lyric marsh]

ranks

[topaz bluff]

Cs

[chrome frost]

7/10 done

[chrome frost]

this shit is bopping to my music

and I love it

Oh

I made python do dynamic SQL queries, talk about ecstasy and pure bliss am I right?

....I procrastinated before doing the last session by looking at programming tshirts for 20 minutes. I'm turning into a animal

[topaz bluff]

Sussy

[fallen berry]

how do you even ....

[vestal hornet]

yoo im gonna study now ;/

[chrome frost]

pain

but pain is glory, and glory is pain

so it is ok

tbh I have fun with it, like seeing how much I'm progressing

8/10 done

but honestly after the Chesapeake walmart incident at thanks giving, it motivated me to study a lot more to get out of walmart.

[fallen berry]

ah what

💀💀

[lyric marsh]

nice !

[chrome frost]

9/10 done

[boreal ermine]

dayum

[chrome frost]

I'm cleaning up my python project and making it scalable for stuff I want to do in the future

its just a budget project using sql to graph data in python

but I want it to eventually have a website to upload the data into sql with

my brain is in pain UwU

[boreal ermine]

I used to be familiar with sql until they asked me for money, no free. Then MongoDB is my new familiar

[chrome frost]

I don't think sql will ask you for money

[boreal ermine]

Free for exploring, not for service. MongoDB do both

[fallen berry]

god
teach me your ways pls

[chrome frost]

I want

to get dark asf, but I will be tame

[fallen berry]

i dont mind dark

[chrome frost]

I'm a good girl, and so many highschools here lol

I mean just look up Chesapeake walmart

thanks giving, I work down the road from it and my studying habits grew considerably afterwards :>

But I've been at this for a hot minute

[fallen berry]

oh

damn scary

[chrome frost]

Yup lol

[fallen berry]

so i need to find a walmart to find motivation

[chrome frost]

Nah just push yourself constantly and maybe read david googins books

than you'll be a broken person >:3

[fallen berry]

i need to break myself

[chrome frost]

but like

in a good way

[fallen berry]

to find motivation

[chrome frost]

exercise also helps

[fallen berry]

oh :::::)

does exercising existential crisis counts?

[chrome frost]

nah

[fallen berry]

dang it

are you in college?

[chrome frost]

charlie kaufman may be fun to watch, but I wouldn't consider it productive unless your writing a essay on his work

nah

[fallen berry]

first time hearing his name

[chrome frost]

his last movie was "I'm thinking of ending things"

very good existential crisis fuel

[fallen berry]

sheesh sounds depressing

[chrome frost]

Synecdoche New York is a fun time also

I mean its a nice film about regret and living a life unfulfilled tbh

synechdoch new york is just a existential nightmare

[fallen berry]

if you want a solution to your existential crisis
then Albert Camus's Absurdism is kinda great

[fallen berry]

scary

[chrome frost]

Nah its great

nothing pushes you to live your best life like a little bit of "Time is a inescapable nightmare that never stops"

love it

[fallen berry]

existence is terrifying

💀💀💀

[chrome frost]

nah

I like it

[fallen berry]

you study 10 hours daily
ofcourse u do 😭😭

[chrome frost]

but I'm old, 24, I know enough to know how amazing this life could be, I just want to get to those possibilities

On my days off Mr

[fallen berry]

im 18
i feel old af now ngl

[chrome frost]

you young blood

[fallen berry]

certainly doesn't feel like it

[chrome frost]

You realize how young you were when you're 18 later

[fallen berry]

also

did you use study 10 hrs daily even when you were 17 or 18?

[chrome frost]

fuck no

I was a complete degenerate addict lol

[fallen berry]

do you regret the time u wasted

[chrome frost]

not really

[fallen berry]

i mean i sometimes feel like this

i regret not studying more

at 15 or something

[chrome frost]

but I've always had goals in mind, even as the wheels and patterns of my life changed. Sometimes those patterns changed by choose and sometimes not, but I'm a wiser person cause of a lot of the experiences I've had.

idk

I'm rambling at this point lol

but just gotta have a goal and mind and improve yourself one day at a time.

[fallen berry]

true

[chrome frost]

you're young, use the regret and desire not to waste your time on this earth to be better. That's all you can really ask of yourself.

[fallen berry]

u are very wise

accept me as your disciple 🛐🛐🛐

[chrome frost]

being a degenerate addict makes wise people ngl

[fallen berry]

noted

added to my goals

[chrome frost]

oml

don't become a degenerate addict to be wise xD

I would feel so bad

[fallen berry]

im already on the path ig lmao

consistency is very imp ig but very very hard

[chrome frost]

I mean than walk back, being a addict is miserable

fuck I can't even play games now a days lol

but anyways

I need to finish my last session

[fallen berry]

ah shit sorry

thanks for your wise advice

[chrome frost]

nah you're good

last session is brutal x3

[fallen berry]

also good luck for your session
and ngl u motivate me to study more

by constantly spamming the chat with wwith your progress

so keep it up 😭👍

[chrome frost]

I'm glad my delirious post are inspiring x3

[fleet perch]

hi

[boreal ermine]

Hi, i'm new here, nice to meet you. Where does James stream?

[obtuse ermine]

Hi, he doesn't stream at all here, if that's what you wanna know

[chrome frost]

Does he still stream?

10/10 done

Time for a shower, I probably smell like a gremlin

made good progress with my project

but damn I'm so fucking delirious, going to be a fun 2 hour drive. Probably irresponsible asf for me to go out on the road

but its christmas so fuck me I guess

[boreal ermine]

how do u not burnout?? enlighten me

@boreal ermine nice name dude

Nice pfp too

[fleet perch]

that was my previous name

[chrome frost]

Walmar

[fleet perch]

how to listen to music?

[chrome frost]

With your ears silly

[topaz bluff]

Celebs been getting cancelled for shit i say daily

[topaz bluff]

When one listens to music, usually the music is played in the background while we do tasks such as work or household chores. The means we aren't actively listening to the music. Music can be a great, healing relaxer to help us escape from the various stresses of life these days. To really enjoy good music of any genre and harness these relaxing effects, we must really listen to it. If these steps are correctly followed, the result will be a panoramic expansion of your musical experience, which may be likened to listening in color.

[boreal ermine]

what do u say lol

[topaz bluff]

Erika starts playing

Erika the song

[topaz bluff]

! Henlo

[boreal ermine]

Now you can call it your ex🤣

If you wont be my rival I will be L

[floral tartan]

Hi

[twilit dune]

hii guys

if u need any help dm me

[fast spindle]

I second this

[tight mango]

Life is a music. Birds chirping, cat meowing, neighbour's dog barking at 4AM, Car horn while going to office. Music of life is what you hear everywhere just the difference is sometimes you notice sometimes you don't. So just pay attention and music will reach your ears.

[naive thistle]

if life is music , man thats one horrible song

[median escarp]

woah

[gloomy lynx]

Merry Christmas ☃️🎄

[obtuse ermine]

He streamed just once recently

[obtuse ermine]

Heyoo!

Merry Christmas! 🎄

[chrome frost]

I just save a bunch of his videos and study to them

I just assume the man is a myth and a legend ngl

[topaz bluff]

Merry Christmas y'all

[chrome frost]

Oh its almost Christmas

Time for ham

[delicate wren]

Oooo ham

yummers

[obtuse ermine]

Used to do that as well 🤌

[obtuse ermine]

He has great content put out. I have no complaints when it comes to no more live streams. I'm glad he is living his life and choosing to upload at his own pace.

[boreal ermine]

dark

[naive thistle]

targe

dicks sporting good

home depo

costc

7 eleve

Game Sto

dollar tre

walgree

best bu

[fleet perch]

hi

[median escarp]

merry christmas every1

[boreal ermine]

Merry Christmas people

Will we have concert today like last year? 😩

[trail agate]

Guys compete with me in a game

Send me a dm

[obtuse ermine]

You were here last year? 🧐

Are you Ne?

[topaz bluff]

Hoi

[topaz bluff]

Better be, haven't seen her since a long while

[obtuse ermine]

I did have my doubts earlier as well, when she called me Mysty. I think it is her 🧐
Or someone we know, but most likely Ne

[naive thistle]

detective myst 🕵️

[pastel tendon]

merry christmas

[late bison]

Hi

[boreal ermine]

I was. I kinda can't believe it's been a year ;-;
how are you?

[boreal ermine]

wink wink Hoii ✋😆

[boreal ermine]

Hello hellow Carl. Merry Christmas. How have you been? 🤗

[boreal ermine]

Hello Gautam. How are you 🕵️‍♀️🤌

[obtuse ermine]

Yoooo! I was rightt❤️ 😆

I'm good, feeling a bit foggy in head today, so reading Haikyuu

How are youu??

[topaz bluff]

Yess she is

[boreal ermine]

I am alright. Feeling exhausted and trying to enjoy few days without feeling guilty, I studied nights through exams. Everyone tells me not to but I don't learn a damn thing. I will do it again most probably 😆

[topaz bluff]

Henlo neminem san, hru doing long time no see

And merry christmas

[boreal ermine]

Got sick. So so cold in shimla and traffic is never ending

[topaz bluff]

Winters have come

🐺

[boreal ermine]

Yoyoyo I am okay hehe. Not accustomed to cold like this no snow tho. Disappointed

[boreal ermine]

How you? Enjoying Christmas? Plans for new year? How has this year been for you?

[topaz bluff]

Damn, winters really have come. Watch out for others tho

[topaz bluff]

Thinking bout new year resolutions, haven't decided yet, and my year went good overall. Well i didn't progress even a bit but still better than worsee

@boreal ermine get the dragonglass or valerian steel,. They'll protect u from others lol

[naive thistle]

im aight wbu ?

[boreal ermine]

Can do that or i will go essos or iron Island. Dead can't swim if I remember right? Also what's west of westeros. Nobody knows, let's go exploring 🏂

[boreal ermine]

I am good too. Merry Christmas and happy new year to you and your family.🎉

[chrome frost]

But what if the dragon reborn comes who will protect us than

🥺

[topaz bluff]

Mhm or u can go to free cities, let's go explore the west of westeros.. it'd be an adventure what if we find dragons there.

[topaz bluff]

the what!?,, And We'll survive if we have plot armour dw

[chrome frost]

The pattern will choose are fates...

Weather we like it or not

[topaz bluff]

What reference is this tho ? Earlier i was talking about a song of ice and fire

[chrome frost]

The wheel of time

[topaz bluff]

Ohh, is it good.. I'll add it to read list

[naive thistle]

you too have a great christmas and a happy new year

[chrome frost]

Bro discord

Can you not have a stroke

[boreal ermine]

Dragon can be killed by Scorpions. Rip Viserion, Rhaegal. I feel sad for drogon. A Targaryen alone in this world is a dangerous thing

[chrome frost]

Its Christmas oml

[boreal ermine]

Don't me carl

[topaz bluff]

Poor fella

@boreal ermine

[chrome frost]

The dragon must fight the dark one, he must!!! He must not die yet qwq

I'll cry

Then be eaten by trolics

[boreal ermine]

I don't get the reference, i apologise

[chrome frost]

Good I can go more obscure

[topaz bluff]

🧻Dont cry boi

[chrome frost]

Talk about endbringers and golden morning UwU

[boreal ermine]

Is it just me who shipped Brienne and Jamie? Brienne and tormund made me laugh so much. I ship

[chrome frost]

God I have piss for internet atm

This is awful

[fallen berry]

which session u on?

:::")

[chrome frost]

Ita Christmas

So none cause family

[fallen berry]

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh

[chrome frost]

In trying to do some math

[fallen berry]

merry christmas

[chrome frost]

But internet is telling me no

[fallen berry]

calculus?

[chrome frost]

Merry mrismas

Pft i wish I was that far along

[fallen berry]

linear algebra then?

[chrome frost]

I'm factoring numbers like a math baby 👶

That is the end goal tbf

[fallen berry]

that's cool too

meth is fun

[chrome frost]

Nah meth is scary math is fun though

[fallen berry]

oop :::)

imma study math too

with some christmas music

in the bg

[chrome frost]

I might just watch mr robot and do programming problems

This shit is maddening

[vapid kiln]

Meeety christmas

[chrome frost]

I can barely load khan academy

Meat Christmas

[fallen berry]

im using khan acad too so yay

[fallen berry]

hallelujah

[chrome frost]

I'm using brilliant.org as my main math teacher

[vapid kiln]

Amen

[chrome frost]

God bless Nigeria

Got my sub for 36 dollars

[fallen berry]

main teachers are books

[chrome frost]

I wish

[obtuse ermine]

You should rest when you're tired -_-
Instead of pushing through and pulling an all nighter, it is better to be consistent and have a routine with a break every now and then

[chrome frost]

I did the opposite

Used my day to learn

The all "night" for family stufd

Than passed out on the floor at 5pm

Ugh

[fallen berry]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=su8_EjM3aFg&ab_channel=ChilledFox

[chrome frost]

Fucking hell I need to just program this doing math right now its just going to make me pissed

[fallen berry]

minecraft music >>>>>>>

[chrome frost]

Internet is that slow atm

[fallen berry]

rip

[obtuse ermine]

If you're regular with any sort of routine, day or night, it doesn't matter. For me personally I believe consistency is more important than high bursts of work for smaller number of days. It's the toughest 🥲

[chrome frost]

Yea

[fallen berry]

i was gonna just do the high burst of work
ouch

[chrome frost]

My friend thinks I'm at the point that I should start applying to jobs for entry level stuff for programming

[fallen berry]

god

[chrome frost]

I'm nervous about breaking my routine atm with my current job though

Cause its like

The stats just show how much more im programming now

[obtuse ermine]

Whatever suits you. I am saying this to remind myself as well 😆

[chrome frost]

1/3 of the work I put in this year was this month

[obtuse ermine]

Maybe you can find a programming job to suit your routine as well?

[chrome frost]

I will

Its more

[fallen berry]

nah you're right
it's hard forming routines and habits

[chrome frost]

I want to make sure I can keep this up afterwards

[fallen berry]

god

[chrome frost]

I'm at 60 hours this month UwU

[obtuse ermine]

You mentioned it was something about the work that enabled this streak of consistent efforts this month right?

[chrome frost]

Hoping to keep that up next month and have a more consistent work schedule.

[fallen berry]

damn
i once studied 300 hours in june

[boreal ermine]

I tried. I don't know how something get leftout to revise and I was not able to sleep due to the stress. My time management skill is trash. I have to fix this in 2023

[obtuse ermine]

But are you not preparing for a better job? Or is it for a degree or something Alisha? (just curious here)

[chrome frost]

Uh I would call it more a crisis of safety

[fallen berry]

have a fixed sleep schedule
it fixes half your problems

[boreal ermine]

I will tag along to study from next month. If I start early I will get something done in time

[chrome frost]

The walmart i work at is near the walmart that was shot up near Thanksgiving

So better job, not a degree

But I would like to go back and get my degree

[obtuse ermine]

I have to fix my routine as well 😭
I sleep late and wake up late. You can join us in the link I sent. It really helps me to see others soo focused and consistent 🙌

[chrome frost]

But after that incident I started studying a lot more

[boreal ermine]

True true. I will fix it
Every year I set a new year resolutions to sleep but I fail lol 2023 incoming ✌️

[obtuse ermine]

Oh no!!

[chrome frost]

We have someone now that worked at that store at our store now. Happened down the road, was... a lot obviously, but a wake up call if I ever had one.

[obtuse ermine]

That's great. I hope you stay safe 🤍
You can try a job if you like programming. It's a world where learning never stops. If you save enough from a better job, maybe the pressure from quitting it after that will push you again to fall back to an even better study routine.

And anyways you'll gain work experience

In IT world, if a person stops learning, they'll stop growing

So learning can never really stop here

[chrome frost]

I want the knowledge from the job and for my own studies tbh

[topaz bluff]

We will as soon as I read that. How long does it take

[chrome frost]

Idk how far along I am, but I doubt I couldn't get a job next year as a programmer

[chrome frost]

You are one of the enlightened

Depends a couple months took me awhile

Just depends, it is 7k pages so

[topaz bluff]

Hell yeah, G gang

[chrome frost]

But worm makes marvel look like a joke

[topaz bluff]

Would take me a few weeks constantly lol, imma die reading 7k pages this or nex month

[chrome frost]

Yea I can't do that atm

I want to read pale

[obtuse ermine]

You'll get a job, don't worry. Keep killing sessions like you do rn

[chrome frost]

But I also just want to wait till wildbow finishes pale...which he said would happen in 2020 .w.

[chrome frost]

See i got a secret weapon also :>

My roommate and best friend is a senior developer who is trying to get his software of the ground.

Already learning a lot from him tbh

But im not to worried about if I'm getting a job eventually at this point.

More just have to be patient and keep getting after it

Also eating better is helping a lot

Holy crap my diet has been garbage

[obtuse ermine]

You have my respect and admiration for this 🙌
For being self assured and also taking care of yourself 🤌

[chrome frost]

I try my best UwU

David Googins helps a lot he is a good boy and I would like to give him headpats

[obtuse ermine]

Trulyy! That guy is an inspiration

[chrome frost]

His new book is really good just btw

[obtuse ermine]

Ohh, I did buy the audiobook, but didn't listen to it yet. I'll give it a try then, when I do my chores and all

[chrome frost]

One good thing about walmart is it gives me amble time to listen to audio books

Don't have to worry about exercising either

I'm a stocker there

[obtuse ermine]

Haha, that's a good way to keep yourself moving and and getting value out of it in parallel

[chrome frost]

Yes, I see a lot of people there hate the hell out of the job

Try my best to make it a good opportunity to get disciplined and improve myself

Even if its a un glorious job at Walmart

[boreal ermine]

Maybe the only thing that needs to change is the perspective of what an un glorious job is. No job is un glorious if it's teaches you something and make you happy is what I feel. Some people gets to define that what is and what's isn't is so frustrating

[boreal ermine]

But you respect your job thats important

Do you get free food at Walmart tho ?

[boreal ermine]

Omgg that is a very physically exerting job

[chrome frost]

Physical activity is how I got sober so I don't mind it

[chrome frost]

My managers respect me and leave me alone because of it which tbh is a big plus.

[chrome frost]

I mean I've only been at it for 2 months, but it for sure is just a job to me. Even if I can use it to get more disciplined its un glorious in the fact its not the direction I want my life to go in career wise.

[modest spruce]

Merry Christmas all !! ^^

[chrome frost]

Merry Mrs Chris Mas

[modest spruce]

Me? Mrs Chrismas?

[chrome frost]

No Christmas is Mrs chris mas

[boreal ermine]

That is defo a plus point

[chrome frost]

[boreal ermine]

Merry Christmas guys

Lots of love and wishes from India

[boreal ermine]

I see i see. You work so hard, you will surely succeed. Well wishes for future pursuits and endeavour alisha 🍀

Why does IT job gets a bad rep?

[boreal ermine]

Huge respect to ppl like you. Hope you can achieve whatever you want in your life and always stay happy. May this Christmas bring more prosperity and happiness to you and your family

[modest spruce]

Ikr people don't like it even tho it pays so much

Maybe it's because of the constant workload.

[boreal ermine]

For example my sister works in IT, everyone hates 9-5 corporate job and tells her 'oh it's an IT job' but dude what are you doing with your life. Also I didn't make it to a very 'glorious' engineering institute, it's decent but some reason 16-17 yo kid gets to have an opinion about how it's not so good compared to IITs. Everyone wants to ride on coattails of the institute and not work hard actually. Yeah whatever, not explaining my life choices to someone. We do what we have to do,f approval 🦾

[boreal ermine]

Yeah you are right but it's a good job. It's secure i feel, good pay and you get benefits(holiday and healthy coverage and experience). What makes people think it's bad will be a mystery haha. 🤷‍♀️
Also your pfp is so pretty<333

[boreal ermine]

The only thing matters is her happiness and her dedication. You said it so well that people think IIT's are the only best but they are not there are also other thingss

[boreal ermine]

Yeah IT people have a lot of workload especially in India

[modest spruce]

Exactly man Good pay and benefits is all that matters in the end. I too hate it when people say "Its an it job" and job security and shit. I just feel like screaming to them that i make more from my internship than you from your full-time job lol.

[modest spruce]

But it's manageable if the company culture is good. Like my ongoing internship is so flexible I really enjoy working there.

[boreal ermine]

That is really good. You have a great working environment but many companies especially online ones are a lot of stress

Merry Christmas !!

[boreal ermine]

Do you have to go to work everyday or somedays are work from home

[boreal ermine]

That’s not very good to hear, considering I’m a CS major lol

[modest spruce]

Depends on you, But I work from the office as its more productive

[boreal ermine]

Holy fuck I’ve never related to a text more

[boreal ermine]

Haha hope you get a good company

[boreal ermine]

With the way my first sem is going, I’ll be surprised if I get ANY company lmaoaoaoo

[boreal ermine]

Ayooo then you should show them the Raju Rastogi confidence 🤣🤣

Yeah hahha are you prepping for JEE?

[boreal ermine]

Noo i am prepping for NEET

[boreal ermine]

First I’ll have to jump off the third floor and yeah no thanks😭

[boreal ermine]

Nooo dont do that nowadays only cats survive high falls🤣🤣

@boreal ermine what are you prepping/majoring?

[boreal ermine]

LMAOOO rippp, all the best

[boreal ermine]

I’m a computer science and business systems major at thapar, currently in my first sem

[boreal ermine]

That is the confidence i needed to end the year hahahaha

[boreal ermine]

All the best first sem doesn't matter anyways 😂 rock the next sem

[boreal ermine]

It’s going to be fine, you either clear the exam or you don’t, either way you’ll end up at a great place

happy holidays everyone

[boreal ermine]

Hope you end up at a great company 👍 all daa best brooo

[boreal ermine]

Thank youuu, Ill make sure to compensate my cgpa in other sems LOLLL

[muted igloo]

Hi everyone !

[boreal ermine]

Haha the cgpa thing is Like Karma system to compensate for one sem you have to work hard the other🤣🤣🤣

[boreal ermine]

Haha jayz yoo. After I cried on my way back from exam centre and now listening 'IIT to nahi hai na', all I want to do is slap them unconscious. Ek thapad me behosh kardu i feel 😆

[boreal ermine]

Hahaha kill them by Giving them the Jee advance pressure 😂

[boreal ermine]

Hahahhahah USS, I gave up the IIT dream long back, but I find thapar to be decent anyways so who cares

[boreal ermine]

Hiii

[obtuse ermine]

Jay and Ne!! 🤍

[obtuse ermine]

It iss!!! 😊 🤍

[obtuse ermine]

I think it is this hopelessness that actually kills these people's potential. It puts them in a box and they see a roof above themselves, which they don't even try to break

[versed maple]

merry christmas everyone!

🎄

hope y’all are enjoying it with your loved ones

[chrome frost]

I'm enjoying it

Watching a classic holiday movie

Gladiator

[versed maple]

christmas movies are the best thing to watch during these holidays

just great family fun

[fallen berry]

how is this a holiday movie?

though great movie

[versed maple]

i think that was a joke

at least i hope

[fallen berry]

ik 😭😭😭

[versed maple]

how’s your christmas going?

[fallen berry]

im studying

english grammar

i hate grammar

[versed maple]

oh sorry
good luck then !

ah sucks

[fallen berry]

wby

what you doing?

[versed maple]

I’m just chilling but I should probably study

I have my finals coming up

[fallen berry]

nah it's christmas

chill and enjoy
watch a movie

[versed maple]

but you’re studying

that was the plan 😭 but now I feel bad neglecting studies

[fallen berry]

when i was little
i remember there was this movie

about idk train to north pole

[versed maple]

oh I know

[fallen berry]

polar express

ig although im not sure

[versed maple]

express something yes

i loved watching Christmas movies with my cousins as a kid

uni really does a number on you

[fallen berry]

i never watched the grinch

::::")

[versed maple]

it’s pretty good haha

[fallen berry]

damn i should watch it today

the remake right?

[versed maple]

you can

you should!

I haven’t watched the remake

[fallen berry]

oooop

[versed maple]

and idk how well the old one aged

[fallen berry]

the remake looks kinda cool

[versed maple]

you know there could be the nostalgia bias

[fallen berry]

damn the 1999 one looks creepy

[versed maple]

hahaha

[fallen berry]

do love me some creepy stuff

guess i'll watch the old one

[versed maple]

oh then i think you’ll love it

watching alone?

I feel like watching a movie too

[fallen berry]

most likely yes

you should

[versed maple]

the only ones I watch alone are the ones I know will make me cry

i don’t like crying in front of others it gets embarrassing

[fallen berry]

yea hard to cry in front of others

[versed maple]

agreed

[fallen berry]

last time i cried was when i watched 5 cms per sec ig

[versed maple]

oh wow you’ve watched it

[fallen berry]

or 3 gatsu no lion

[versed maple]

omg

i haven’t heard that in a long time

[fallen berry]

have you watched it?

[versed maple]

it’s one of my favourite anime :)

[fallen berry]

it's one my favs

[versed maple]

Ahahahaha

[fallen berry]

jinx

[versed maple]

jinx

[fallen berry]

i prefer season 1 tbh

[versed maple]

NO I COULDNT SAY IT BECAUSE OF SLOWMODE

[fallen berry]

the music is >>>>>>>>>>>
i still listen to it

[versed maple]

i loved the series too much to care how they handled it afterwards haha

[fallen berry]

have you watched made in abyss?

[versed maple]

same

[versed maple]

duh

[fallen berry]

dammn
my fav show

[versed maple]

i was a huge weeb
been watching anime since I was 7

but recently I don’t get as much time

[fallen berry]

same

[versed maple]

pain

[fallen berry]

idk most shows don't hit like they used to now

[versed maple]

so yeah you can probably name any series and I’ll at least know it

[fallen berry]

mha is good
and one show that recently aired that i liked was call of the night

great show

[versed maple]

your pfp says it all haha

[fallen berry]

she cool af

[versed maple]

not denying it

[fallen berry]

made in abyss music >>>>>>

[versed maple]

the opening and soundtracksss

I love them so much

[fallen berry]

especially the hanezeva caradhina

[versed maple]

any movie suggestions for me?

[fallen berry]

idk i spelled that right lmao

[versed maple]

idk I think you mean the main soundtrack yes I love it so much it gives me goosebumps

[fallen berry]

not a christmas movie but great movie
a great mind

[versed maple]

oh okay

[fallen berry]

ok no

the name is a beautiful mind

"A Beautiful Mind"

also go blank if you want to watch it

[versed maple]

alright I’ll go into it completely blank

[naive thistle]

I’m watching the grand Budapest hotel rn , and it’s pretty good decent the filmography is great

[versed maple]

i think I’ll be having a movie marathon tonight 😳

[fallen berry]

good luck

[naive thistle]

Enjoy

[chrome frost]

The boy makes the men red

In the green fields of the hope and dreams of Rome

[modest spruce]

Watch Just Friends
Best christmas movie ever

[fallen berry]

that's one way of thinking about it

i forgot how wise you were

my bad
i take my words back

🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️

[versed maple]

oh like the christmas colour !

so it is a christmas movie after all

santa would be proud

[versed maple]

just in the holiday spirit! thank you :)

[naive thistle]

the holiday is better imo . but just friends is also a decent rom com
the holiday also has christmas in it

[obtuse ermine]

The Holiday 🤍

I don't know how many times I've rewatched that movie

[naive thistle]

i love that movie , the story is pretty decent actors and soundtrack is 🤌 , hans zimmer da goat

[obtuse ermine]

That movie is like a comfy blanket on a cold night

[naive thistle]

ong the description is very accurate

[chrome frost]

Nah I'm just exceptional at shit posting

If I'm a master of literature In any way its mastery of shit posting

[shrewd flame]

Hey y'all~ any japanese intermediate~advanced student out here?

[unique wyvern]

ANY JAVA EXPERT HERE?

Guys

[chrome frost]

Java isn't a real language, python though... that's a cute one UwU

[boreal ermine]

I agree with you mysty. Alot has to do with the surrounding. Nobody wants to feel that way, flagbearer of wasted potential. I mean I have heard people say if I was smart, wouldn't I be in xyz place? It's sad and I internally I say 'what is wrong with you' ;-; one setback and you fold, why? People don't see the opportunity that lies ahead instead of regretting missed opportunities and they want you to do the same i,e resign that you were not smart/not a hard worker. Espeically engineering students compare you and themselves on the jee spectrum constantly. I just want to make these 4 years worthwhile and it is what it is

[obtuse ermine]

This is also the reason why I stuck around on these servers. This hope and desire isn't dead in youngsters here. It is full of likeminded people driven my a hunger to learn more and grow. Many people, as they face more and more hardships and challenges in life, fold (🙌 no better way to describe it). And then they bring down the people around them.

In the long term, difference is made by the ones who never give up even if others had a head start over them.

This has been a nice weekend for me to refuel. Gotta get back to studying tomorrow 💃

[boreal ermine]

Preach 🙌

[naive thistle]

[chrome frost]

No kitten tears

[boreal ermine]

Mysty gl with studying, rooting for ya

[fallen berry]

ikrrr

[chrome frost]

I need to watch it

I wanted to watch that over Gladiator

Its by my favorite director

I'm surprised I haven't

[vague pilot]

Merry christmas

[modest spruce]

The Holiday is one of my fav romcom. I have seen it twice ig

[vague pilot]

the one year i forgor to put santa hat on my pfp, but ok

[bright orbit]

Merry Christmas bros 😳

[hard blaze]

Merry Christmas 🥳

[pure light]

U know what I spot? If there are holidays, people are much more likely to be lazier only due to the lack of that kind of environment, which a university provides u with

And btw guys, can you somehow create a pomodoro system in the forest app?

[chrome frost]

You mean like breaks afterwards?

There's a feature for breaks

Don't think its automatically started afterwards

[pure light]

Yes. Does it require premium?

[chrome frost]

Tbh forest just seems good for tracking study sessions

I'm considering getting a pomodoro clock

[chrome frost]

I did it when I didn't have premium

So don't think so

[boreal ermine]

We need to watch it for the third time

Why does the guy in the pfp looks familiar 👀

[lean vessel]

belated christmas everyone

or Merry Christmas forgot some got diff timezone

[chrome frost]

It says a lot about my family that I would rather be studying right now

[late bison]

Hi

how u doing guys

[pure verge]

anyone know where james got his maruman spiral notebook thing from for so cheap

it’s so expensive on amazon

[chrome frost]

Spiral black market, dangerous world that one

Be careful

[slow slate]

Hey guys, I want to wish you all a merry Christmas. discord is full of copy pasted Christmas messages, that people don't even read and just forward to other servers. i don't like that. i like to write what i deeply wish and what comes from my heart. our friendships, from the most deep ones to the most virtual ones are very important and will never be represented by a simple message copied from elsewhere. this being said I would like to thank all of you. you are the best hockey team I've ever played with. a big hug, john.

[tight mango]

U got me congrats 🥳

[mellow ferry]

After reading this comment I decided to watch The Holiday

Winslet and Diaz right?

Im sorry.... this movie... stinks

[boreal ermine]

lul

[pure verge]

wdym💀

[topaz bluff]

It's Kay, change. Merry Christmas anywayss

[topaz bluff]

WE NEED TO KEEP LEVELING UPP

[naive thistle]

lol this movie is not for the critics its for the people to just chill and watch a cozy ass movie which is a romcom with great stars and a great score

[obtuse ermine]

What would the world even be if everyone started agreeing on everything 😆

[modest spruce]

I slept :P. Will watch tonight!!

[modest spruce]

Wow its the cover of ml in action 🛐

[boreal ermine]

[rustic saddle]

yo

i need help getting myself back on track

[tired quest]

hi guys merry christmas !

[rustic saddle]

i have holidays till 8/1 and exams starts from 20/1

[tired quest]

have you tried the pomodoro technique

[rustic saddle]

my holdiays started few days ago and now i cant get myself back to study

[boreal ermine]

Lol

[rustic saddle]

help please

[tired quest]

@rustic saddle dms !!

[rustic saddle]

yes, i do the first session(1 hour) then in the secod

[boreal ermine]

Meri Christmas.

[tired quest]

mhm yes and you can use the blurting method

[rustic saddle]

i complete it like 75-80% , the second one

[tired quest]

helps you remember everything easily more

loci study technique is also good

[rustic saddle]

ok

[tired quest]

and i usually make like a timetable

i focus more on understanding than memorising

yeah so thats what i bascially do

[rustic saddle]

yes, same

[tired quest]

hope i got to help😭😭

[rustic saddle]

thanks

[tired quest]

welcome

[tepid ingot]

What is the number of

Btw....any Chinese here ?

[gray summit]

sup guys

[pulsar rain]

Today I'm gonna study for 12 hours or something

Wish me luck

[magic cliff]

guys do you have any suggestions for study w me videos

kinda feelin like watched all alrdy

[boreal ermine]

woojin cho?

I dodn't watch swm vids that often but when I want sth in the background I put george hotz's streams

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXy5eVwnL_Q&t=659s

[magic cliff]

thx man appreciated

[sharp haven]

hello

[mellow ferry]

Not sure what you want to say, but I did not find it cozy.

[naive thistle]

ye ig its just not meant for you

[mellow ferry]

Yes, I feel its main audience would be girls around 15-25 ish of age. Cringey romantic sex fantasies

[naive thistle]

you didnt have to diss me like dat bro

[mellow ferry]

lol

[ruby hill]

Hi

[obtuse ermine]

Sorry, should have mentioned that this movie reduces the masculinity factor of the person watching. I hope you didn't happen to feel even slightest bit emotional while watching this because, god forbid, you might turn into a 15-25 ish aged girl if that would have happened /s 🙂

[lyric marsh]

[unborn cloak]

GL everyone

[topaz bluff]

Oh, why is your cat trapped in my screen

[lyric marsh]

GET HIM OUT !!!

[flint jolt]

omg what a burn
slay

[median escarp]

heeyy

[median escarp]

oo i like ur name :)

[gray hazel]

ladies and gents I bring to you: internalised sexism ✨

[grave pewter]

Hi

I'm Ruari

[topaz bluff]

I remember you

[topaz bluff]

Slow claps*

[flint jolt]

hehe thanku
its a nickname my frens gave me <3

[flint jolt]

omg long time no see!

[median escarp]

o alr cool

[boreal ermine]

@boreal ermine yo do you recommend atomic habits?

[boreal ermine]

Yes yes yes

[boreal ermine]

alright imma buy it, im reading cant hurt me by david goggins rn but will read atomic habits this year as one of my many goals is to finish a book a month

[celest fern]

Hii

From India

[celest fern]

Hi

[grave pewter]

Hi!!

[flint jolt]

howve you beennn

[grave pewter]

I've been alright! Getting there. You?

[flint jolt]

thats niceee
ive been fine too! just tryna get into uni asap 😔

[grave pewter]

Why what's up?

[flint jolt]

my parents have been nagging me :p entrance exams are in the summer, after i graduate so ye 😂
how ab you doe? i hope youre staying warm!

[grave pewter]

Darn! Yeah I'm nice and warm

[late bison]

em hi everyone

does anyone knows sth bout being burnout ?

when u have no energy to do sth phase and how to pass thro it ?

[boreal ermine]

u still do the thing but with less volume

for ex if ur used to studying 4hrs, do 1hr

if u run for 10 miles makes it 2

and give importance to taking breaks

[grave pewter]

Hi!

[boreal ermine]

sleep, and sleep!

I've gone through some burnouts sometimes, and honestly just napping and taking your time to recharge helps me a lot. Again, it's not about intensity, but constistency that leads to rock solid memory formation.

Coffee is a double edged sword and I had tried -many times- to take more to get out of the "burnout" phase, but that doesn't work out well.

[boreal ermine]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vPAYLYLbMQ

highly recommend

honestly the best thing you should do is figure out what caused you to "burn out", and try to limit that (although when deadlines come close it's understandable you'd up your intensity of studying)

[fervent sail]

Hey @boreal ermine Happy Birthday and all the best for pre boards 💪

[chrome frost]

time for more suffering, lets go

Going to try something different today, my brains going to hate it

[sweet quarry]

Hello

Form Hong Kong : D

[fleet perch]

hey, i m as well giving pre boards

[chrome frost]

1/10 done

going to be done by 10am again, need to start earlier lol

I'm listening to lofi the whole day, the wubs and dubs can't fill my heart with the glory of its beats today ;-;

tragic

it very much confuses me how a website can update itself to look prettier but functionally is more shit

[fervent sail]

all the best to you too 💯

[fleet perch]

thanks

[chrome frost]

2/10 done UwU

[obtuse ermine]

2/7 done

[fleet perch]

hi

[chrome frost]

3/10 done

one more session of the dreaded C#

This lofi is driving me crazy

[boreal ermine]

C#
I'm sorry

[chrome frost]

I spent 45 minutes last session doing something i could have done in 2 minutes in python

I was raging xD

[boreal ermine]

^ me with Java after studying C

[chrome frost]

4/10 done

I'm calling uncle and going to read a book

doing what I did with python is kind of a nightmare

but I get to be in the comfy zone again in math

math will give me kisses for the next two hours UwU

[cinder bough]

[chrome frost]

I for sure have anger issues

I need to work on them, slowly getting better through studying ngl

honestly today is going to be a rough one

[boreal ermine]

I feel that

[obtuse ermine]

4/7

[obtuse ermine]

"Hello friends, chai pii lo?"

[vestal hornet]

[median escarp]

[vestal hornet]

nai

study:(

[chrome frost]

5/10

just spent about a hour doing like 4 math problems lol

tbh today is just a rough day overall for studying

Honestly which is why I'm trying so hard to finish today ;-;

know the really rough days are the most important to get through

[elfin zealot]

Alisa: mission impossible: solve 4 math problems

[chrome frost]

I wasn't ready for factoring variables

AHHHH

[obtuse ermine]

Can do both:)

[vestal hornet]

no that was my reaction that i had to study ;)

also indian?

[obtuse ermine]

Yep. Many of us are here preparing for competitive exams

[vestal hornet]

[chrome frost]

[vestal hornet]

i feel u

[boreal ermine]

Don't get so rough, take a break from time to time and clear your mind

[chrome frost]

No UwU

[boreal ermine]

¯_(ツ)_/¯ I tried

[chrome frost]

6/10 done :>

[boreal ermine]

good job

[chrome frost]

Thank you

I'm a good girl and I deserve at least one

maybe two UwU

[boreal ermine]

of what

[chrome frost]

Gosh

you think maybe even... 3???

[boreal ermine]

three Goshes, got it

[chrome frost]

well that's lame

[boreal ermine]

I'm sorry I just lost track of what you were saying

You mean "good job" as in compliments?

[chrome frost]

sure

[boreal ermine]

Need more compliments?

[chrome frost]

cookies is also a valid source of currency

[boreal ermine]

what about this? [headpats]

[chrome frost]

[boreal ermine]

that sticker tho, I can hear that image: "nevehgivapp"

[chrome frost]

ok

well I must go figure out what i'm doing with my nightmare code

[boreal ermine]

meanwhile I should be doing anything else instead of generating wallpapers with SD

[chrome frost]

Salsa Dishes?

interesting way to make wallpapers

7/10 done

I found a great guide on using tkinter

which is simply just hype

every guide I've found so far is so

not great lol

[median escarp]

tinder?

[chrome frost]

🗞️

[boreal ermine]

Secure Digital, duh, as in SD Card /s

[boreal ermine]

Love me tinder, love me sweet
Never let me go
You have made my life complete
And I love you so

Imagine looking for a partner on newspapers, "local guy, 21, looking for his little princess to give his whole heart"

[boreal ermine]

😄

[chrome frost]

tinder is the disease to my soul

[boreal ermine]

I go old style not tinder

Tinder is the disease*

[chrome frost]

the nightmares I've had from good ol tinder...

I'm just going to be single and live in a van

#lifegoals

[boreal ermine]

Never ever got a single match on Tinder

I don't think I'm that ugly

why u even use tinder man

Wanted to give a try, all my friends got a date or two

...meanwhile, as for me? lmao

Approch females talk to them if you like someone; no one is stopping you.

[chrome frost]

The females are

with the their mace

boom straight into the face

[boreal ermine]

mace?

[chrome frost]

no questions asked

[boreal ermine]

why?

[chrome frost]

[boreal ermine]

No, as a matter of fact I did end up having a date, once in my whole life, and I ended up regretting it

[chrome frost]

what if they boy is scawy UwU

[boreal ermine]

scawy LOL

[chrome frost]

no other solution to whip out the pepper spray right then and their

[boreal ermine]

idk run then

UwU what if the bwoy was scawu owo

[chrome frost]

"Hey mrs, do you know whe-" BOOM IN THE EYES

[boreal ermine]

lol

[boreal ermine]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MY EYESSSSSSSSS

"Excuse me I'm looking for directions-"
"I have a boyfriend!!"

[boreal ermine]

Peace was never an option

[boreal ermine]

No it never was man

[flint jolt]

😭😭😭😭😭

[boreal ermine]

Once my math teacher said: "if you like someone pick violence, their will never say no to you"

[flint jolt]

dream life fr

[boreal ermine]

But again, none of his life hints were serious... I hope...

[boreal ermine]

why violence

They'd too afraid for their life to say no

[boreal ermine]

okay thats something else

Never ever listen to my teacher's hints

[chrome frost]

Everyday I wake up and choose violence against the scawy men who threaten my UwU's

[boreal ermine]

Why threaten it when they can join it

[chrome frost]

This car meat is making me feel weird

[boreal ermine]

Females should feel safe around you and not be scared of you when you approach them.

car meat
Cars theory here we go

let say humans should feel safe around you and not be scared of you when you approach them.

[chrome frost]

Should probably not eat meat I just left in my car

quickly not feeling 100%

[boreal ermine]

I'm the one not feeling safe around women

[chrome frost]

good it means its working UwU

[flint jolt]

why did you think it was a good idea bestie 😭

[boreal ermine]

why they gonna eat you?

[chrome frost]

raaaaaawr'

[boreal ermine]

Why would you do that

[chrome frost]

was frozen

[boreal ermine]

I don't believe females can do anything but stare you in dead look

[chrome frost]

was 90% it would be safe

[boreal ermine]

Got bullied by women when I was younger, I don't talk to them that much because of my past

It's like I'm traumatized lmao

[boreal ermine]

Same I also got bullied

Just... Hella insecure I'd say?

😄

Bruh

[flint jolt]

youre wrong

[boreal ermine]

PTSD man

[boreal ermine]

prove me wrong

[flint jolt]

omg im so sorry that happened 😭

[boreal ermine]

Lesson learned: never eat meat left somewhere

[boreal ermine]

This is scientifically proven.

LOL

[boreal ermine]

At least I'm not like some Japanese dude who ended up marrying an hologram

[flint jolt]

omg i remember that

[boreal ermine]

okay anyone got any plans for new years eve?

Plenty actually

[chrome frost]

never say never with how AI is going

[boreal ermine]

I'd like to develop a more extrovert personality

[chrome frost]

I would 100% marry a AI and become a god queen with her

[boreal ermine]

not possible

[flint jolt]

you have too much power 😭

[boreal ermine]

I mean, if AI keeps developing I wouldn't refuse the idea of dating one of those

[boreal ermine]

wtf

[chrome frost]

Watch Her

[boreal ermine]

I did watch Her

[chrome frost]

Good

[boreal ermine]

I don't think it's going to happen anytime soon

You guys are having mental problems from discord now

[chrome frost]

you already know, we all need to accept that our tech gods are coming and we should give them kisses

[boreal ermine]

Go touch the grass

[boreal ermine]

No

[chrome frost]

:c

[boreal ermine]

okay I need tea

[boreal ermine]

I am touching grass, me dating an AI was just of those romantic fantasies of "impossible loves" I keep reading recently

You guys like photography?

I do

[boreal ermine]

man stop seriously go get some help

[chrome frost]

fuck off lol

[boreal ermine]

I will asap

No, he's got a point

I'm reading too many fantasy romantic stuff

ew man romantic stuff

I know, I have no idea what I'm doing

brb ma calling

[chrome frost]

I don't think saying "you have mental problems and get help seriously" are a nice way to say "Your ideas are a bit off" :>

[boreal ermine]

Don't worry about it, I think he was just joking

[chrome frost]

7:30/10 done I'm not focusing

[boreal ermine]

Who's that character in your pfp btw?

[chrome frost]

I needed to call it quits

[boreal ermine]

This is what happens when you don't interact much with humans. Even though you're speaking to us, you're doing so through a screen. And no one has the shame to say what they want.

That is true actually

[chrome frost]

no clue, I changed it to piss people of during pride, and than never changed it

[flint jolt]

😭 the way you use science to validate your sexism says everything i need to know and i will not be participating in discourse w you 💯

[flint jolt]

i love that

[boreal ermine]

I don't believe I'm behaving IRL the same way I do online

[boreal ermine]

wtf u even saying

If I do I'd have to have hella lot of confidence with someone to express myself fully

[boreal ermine]

that was joke

"This is scientifically proven."

[flint jolt]

was it 🧍‍♂️

[boreal ermine]

female can fuck u up no jokes

[boreal ermine]

watch her? i dont even know her

okay imma stop

[boreal ermine]

Honestly pride nowadays is useless because everyone should be proud everyday

[chrome frost]

You will know our AI God empress Taylor Walten with time

[boreal ermine]

U need some help because u taking things too literally

[chrome frost]

rumors on the floor is she's already managing the company from behind the scenes UwU

[flint jolt]

im actually autistic so yeah, thats part of it

[boreal ermine]

I knew it

[chrome frost]

Can you not?

[boreal ermine]

idk

[chrome frost]

like seriously stop dude

[flint jolt]

..excuse me?-😭

[boreal ermine]

why

[chrome frost]

cause you're being a dick

[boreal ermine]

what why u crying?

[boreal ermine]

how come?

[boreal ermine]

bruh why do have to say that???😭

[boreal ermine]

that wasnt a insult my friend

[chrome frost]

"I'm autistic" "knew it"

like come on dude

[boreal ermine]

I am sorry

I didnt mean it that way

[flint jolt]

sure, man. whatever you say

[boreal ermine]

@flint jolt Dude, you're emotionally hurting yourself based on what other people are saying. You are allowing yourself to be hurt.

[boreal ermine]

I am sorry again

Come on guys get back at studying now

@flint jolt If u want to talk u can dm me any time I am giving free therapy lol

No one wanted to offend anybody

[boreal ermine]

thats right people take things too literally

[long epoch]

yup i agree

[chrome frost]

I think

my car meat is going to make me sick

or my friend got me sick

[boreal ermine]

car meat?

[boreal ermine]

Don't eat meat you find in your car wtf

[boreal ermine]

rats lol

[chrome frost]

But

It was FROZEN

and it was christmas meat

[boreal ermine]

why your brain thought that it was a good idea to eat FROZEN meat found in your car?

@chrome frost where u are currently I mean which state?

[boreal ermine]

Indonesia would like to know your location

[chrome frost]

Virginia

[boreal ermine]

Bangladesh

[boreal ermine]

Want to meet some day?

[chrome frost]

I barely know you lol

[boreal ermine]

you will get to know me

dude trying hitting on her

I swear I am not

I am being nice

that's fair that's fair

dude its not always about those things man

U gotto grow up

I should

100%

99%

+1%

[chrome frost]

growing up is for assholes, come live in a van with me and lets start a cult up in the Yukons around walmart

[boreal ermine]

HAHHHAHAHAh

Walmart, lmao

Free Walmart Parking Space

I am from a region where Walmart don't exist

same

We got no walmart in bangladesh ig

you're from Bangladesh?

[chrome frost]

Hr is going to have to have a conversation with me at some point

I started calling walmart "Our Holy God Empress Walmart"

[boreal ermine]

What's HR?

[chrome frost]

The people that talk to you when you're being a jack ass PR disaster for a company

[boreal ermine]

yeah

[chrome frost]

I like them

[boreal ermine]

bangladeshi?

[boreal ermine]

guess we're going to Virginia then

[chrome frost]

I was going to light someones job on fire if they said another sentence at me :>

nah hr

[fallen berry]

you're obsessed with walmart ngl

[boreal ermine]

nope but if we can meet some day that would me cool

What's so great about Walmart?

[fallen berry]

people get shot there

[boreal ermine]

I want to go to Croatia and Italy

[chrome frost]

I find it funny to make the nightmare a cult like entity of pure joy

[boreal ermine]

Based, come here I'll be happy to offer you pizza

[boreal ermine]

sounds nothing different from the rest of the US

[chrome frost]

one of the people from that store works at my store now!!!

its so fucked up