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safe zinc
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i am so exhausted nowadays
every waking moment right now feels like pain
even existing now feels too much for me
every moment in which i am awake and alive feels too overwhelming for me
i am so confused now
what is my life anymore?
what is even real anymore?
what am i even anymore?
nobody likes me
i am such an idiot
why would anybody want to be with someone like me?
i genuinely want to cry but i am too exhausted
everything feels too overwhelming
nothing feels meaningful anymore

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What brought on this feelings in this moment

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Why do you feel all these things coming down on you

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Did something trigger it now or is it a reoccurring event

safe zinc
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How can I help you work through these feelings

safe zinc
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Go one day at a time

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Focus on what you can control

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Anyways how are you feeling now

safe zinc
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i do not wanna exist anymore

unkempt geyser
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I hope ur ok now bro

violet badger
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I am, but the title of the post is rather… dangerous, I will have to change it

If you are in a crisis, please contact #crisis-hotlines and stay safe

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safe zinc
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venting ig idk

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i hate myself and my existence

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tame tusk
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Lowk read this like idk 5 times and still can't rly think of anything to say

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It's one of those cases where there's no words that could actually save you from the feeling or situation

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Because the feeling before the interpretation is already sour

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I'd love to be positive and say things like you should stick around the people that love you or that things will one day get better

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But there's nothing that life will promise you but the embrace of death itself

safe zinc
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i should actually die tbh

tame tusk
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At least this early on anyways

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Forgive me for peeping, but you're roles are 16-17
Healing from these inconveniences takes a lot of time, it might even be endless with the amount of hurdles that will probably find its way to you

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But you haven't nearly been around long enough to use that time you still have left

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The biggest problem with our youth nowadays is that there's not enough supervision, not enough emotional support
And people end up getting lost in their thoughts like this

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It's why nihilism and anarchism has become so popular, because in the end we'll probably just all become dust

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There's no purpose?
What even is purpose?
You don't have the energy to search anymore?

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The ideology sounds so in line of a non sentient being

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Like a robot who has no other purpose but to do what they're told and think nothing of it

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It's dehumanizing
It's neglect in its final form

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You might think it's relief, that it's understanding of your own thoughts, your feelings
But it's simply nothing but a means to an end, like a racing horse that finished it's last run

safe zinc
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i really can't continue anymore

violet badger
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Due to the severity implied in this post, it will be locked.

As for the OP, please seek professional help, this server is not equipped with the tools nor trained to handle these situations. Stay safe 🙏 💜

crisp blazeBOT
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Your post was deemed unsafe. :warning:

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