Today is already a month after me and her broken up, I still haven't moved on and everytime I miss her it's such a tempting sensation to message her and make her talk to me, Idc if she's mad or anything I want her to talk to me... I want her back so bad... But in the end I choose to stay silent...
#Tempting.
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Today is already a month after me and her broken up, I still haven't moved on an...
First what was the reason for this to go bad
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First what was the reason for this to go bad
Wdym?
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She broke up with me
What was the reason
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Then she told me she has platonic feelings
This one hits gard because the same girl who begged me to never break up with her, that promised me that she'll never leave, promised me everything there is, just for her to casually say she wants to break up
The worst part is even when I think about the bad sides
My brain always remember every good thing that happened
The way she puts me in her arms
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This one hits gard because the same girl who begged me to never break up with he...
Damm
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Her smile in the dark
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The worst part is even when I think about the bad sides
What bad things
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The way she kissed me when I needed it
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What bad things
The part where she kept pushing me away in the process of our break up
The part where it hurts
The part where she told me she just saw me as somewhat a friend
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The part where she told me she just saw me as somewhat a friend
I find that very confusing like how she kiss you and say stuff like these
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I find that very confusing like how she kiss you and say stuff like these
exactly.
She's the first person that ever saw me as a person that belongs in someone else's world
She saw me as someone not as something.
Not as a tool.
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exactly.
We’re there any red flags , bad moments . like any excuse that you can tell yourself
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And I kept remembering the good parts when she told me the truth of where she just saw me as somewhat another person
And it hurts
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We’re there any red flags , bad moments . like any excuse that you can tell your...
I'm obsessive but I didn't show it until she did
She was obsessed of me first
And I was too
It's just so unbelievable
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I'm obsessive but I didn't show it until she did
No I mean was there anything that is of bad character of her
Why would she do all this to then say she sees you as a friend
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No I mean was there anything that is of bad character of her
There's nothing...
She was perfect, there wasn't a single bad character of her
I knew every side of her
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She was perfect, there wasn't a single bad character of her
How long did it last ?
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That’s wild , idk what to say because on paper it doesn’t make sense
EXACTLY
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What if she had to say it for a reason
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I DONT UNDERSTAND
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Are you sure she loved you like 100%
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Are you sure she loved you like 100%
I don't know anymore...
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If you look back at it
She dominated me on the bed and left me bleeding bite marks, she told me how much she loved me and she's never letting go, she gave me the ultimate reassurance I needed everytime I think she's gonna leave me
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She dominated me on the bed and left me bleeding bite marks, she told me how muc...
Wdym on the bed ?
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Her reassurance made my trust issues on a relationship go away, she made me feel safe, she make things calm everyday
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I think I see now what this is
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Wdym on the bed ?
Pinned me down and stuff (excluding sexual acts)
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I think I see now what this is
She's not masochist since it rarely happens
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Her reassurance made my trust issues on a relationship go away, she made me feel...
But those are just words . What kind of activities did y’all do etc
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We're a calming couple
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But those are just words . What kind of activities did y’all do etc
Just biting and kissing
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She's not masochist since it rarely happens
No I mean like she was with you for the pleasure and stuff not actual connection
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Just biting and kissing
I mean relationship wise in the entire year
You can’t say just that
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No I mean like she was with you for the pleasure and stuff not actual connection
We rarely did so...
For the most part we cuddled and stuff
What most sweet couples does
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But those are just words . What kind of activities did y’all do etc
It only happens very very rarely
When we want to forget something that happened that day
Maybe like that
I'm starting to think it's like 500 days of summer
Let's put it that way...
Our relationship isn't dark
Or anything close to bad
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What most sweet couples does
If I ask what was the relationship based on
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If I ask what was the relationship based on
If you asked me how it felt before the break up it's a live action romance but after it ended it felt like 500 days of summer
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If you asked me how it felt before the break up it's a live action romance but a...
Isn’t 500 days of summer good or ?
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If you asked me how it felt before the break up it's a live action romance but a...
Not how it felt . What was the foundation
Concrete stuff
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Isn’t 500 days of summer good or ?
Watch it, I warn you it's not a love story
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Not how it felt . What was the foundation
It felt strong
It was when we stood up for each other now and then.
I'm just confused
I'm in a spiral
That's the same girl that told me
Everything
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I'm just confused
Well you gotta find the part where she just likes to do these stuff but not because it’s you just the thing itself
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And did what makes couples happy
We even have times where at the end of the week
We point out flaws to fix it
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Well you gotta find the part where she just likes to do these stuff but not beca...
She just did those bad stuff for the fun of it
We're bored sometimes yes
We discover knew stuff
But for the most part we loved each other... Or maybe that's what I felt and I was the only person who lived the other in the relationship
I don't understand
I didn't mess up anything
I tried to become perfect for her
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But for the most part we loved each other... Or maybe that's what I felt and I w...
I’m not sure tho did y’all love doing things or love each-other as character .
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I don't understand
Well yeah what you’re telling me I would also be confused . If it went so good then it wouldn’t end for no reason . That would only mean in the relationship she just enjoyed the activities but not you as a person
This is my theory
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She never told me what she liked about me
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She never told me what she liked about me
Reflect deeper is there more to it
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And I don't wanna keep remembering
Did she ask abt your hobbies and stuff did y’all have 2 hour convos
Talking is easy with her
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Did she ask abt your hobbies and stuff did y’all have 2 hour convos
Not convos
We had a call that last for a month
Non stop
She asked me everything everyday
Back then it was just simple questions
What did I do and stuff
Yes she knows my hobbies
Every single one of em
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Back then it was just simple questions
Not asking , like actually talking abt topics , joking etc
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Not asking , like actually talking abt topics , joking etc
Everyday
It's either she does it first or I do
One of those questions where ur answer is either good or bad
The playfully stuff
It's not a boring relationship
And it's not suffocating nrither
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It's not a boring relationship
It does sound like a friendship kinda
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It's just smth straight out of happy couples from YouTube.
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Are y’all still talking
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After I sent the last message not anymore
I would say y’all could still be friends
Y’all don’t have bad blood
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I would say y’all could still be friends
It just hurts that way
Look
To further understand me rn
I want you to watch "500 days of summer"
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I want you to watch "500 days of summer"
Yeah I’ve seen some clips ima watch it then and I’ll come back tomorrow or smth .
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There are time we slept together too...
Sorry in which sense did you sleep together 😭
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Sorry in which sense did you sleep together 😭
It's comforting when the presence of the person you love is with you
For me the world felt much safer when she's around
Slept better when I know shes there with me
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It's comforting when the presence of the person you love is with you
Oh mb i thought yall “slept” together at 14/15
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I want you to watch "500 days of summer"
I’ve watched the summary and it says that they broke up because she never wanted a relationship.
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I’ve watched the summary and it says that they broke up because she never wanted...
Now imagine this
A month before me and her broke up she told me this
"I want us to be just crushes only"
I told her that "So ur friend zoning me"
At that time everytime a girl says that
They just wants to be friends with the guy
I saw it coming but I ignored it
I thought everything was gonna be okay
Until it wasn't.
The thing is from that movie the only difference is that me and her became together, I didn't accept being friend zone and chose to cut off everything from her
After the break up
Because just like the guy it did broke me by a bunch...
I thought that would never happen to me
Welp low and behold
It happened
I already noticed it...
Less talking...
More space...
No dates...
I hate the fact that
I thought
She's gonna stay forever with me till death do us part
I was so wrong...
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She's gonna stay forever with me till death do us part
So she wasn’t the one then
You had a image of her that wasn’t reality
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Is it too much too ask.
No but if someone isn’t that then it’s not possible
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No but if someone isn’t that then it’s not possible
If love like this hurts a lot already
I might stop devoting myself
To something that hurts
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If love like this hurts a lot already
That’s not love to be honest
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That’s not love to be honest
It felt like it was
For me how I felt isnt the same as before
From pass ex's
It felt more real
Someone who cared
Someone who loved me
Someone who understood what I needed on time to time
Someone who was there when I needed a teammate
She gave me conscience and I hate the fact it stayed with me after she left
From the day I was with her I was conscience
I remember every moment
Every smile
Every sweet moment
All imprinted in my brain
I don't wanna forget
It hurts at the thought of forgetting
After this
I'll never have another again
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Someone who loved me
But she never loved you tho
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Someone who understood what I needed on time to time
Wdym understood you in what sense ? Exclude the fact abt feeling did she think the same way you did
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Wdym understood you in what sense ? Exclude the fact abt feeling did she think t...
She did