#Issues with people getting close.

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sharp rover
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So.... just a bit of a warning and reminder
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||My kill count was always accidental, please don't take this out of Context, and anything disturbing is always metaphoric descriptions, and HER is referencing my current girlfriend (that i love), Thank you!||

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(TW: DISTURBING DEPICTIONS OF HARMING OTHERS, DISTURBING MESSAGING, ETC.)

||Every time someone shows me care, i will peel their skin so they'll stop caring for me, i let people draw a knife through my torso, because i'll always be seen as a monster, their eyes are full of blood, blood of mine, of what they took from me, of what they did to me, they'll peel my flesh until they get to my heart, so they can hurt it too, i'm so scared, scared that i stab peoples hearts and hands, so they won't ever see me for who i am, this blood will always affect HER, the one i love, and i don't know how to tell her, that i plan to one day stand up and say "Thank you for everything" before overdosing, i'm too fucked up for this world, for the people i love, for my friends too, i wanna feel warmth so bad it makes me selfish, but i don't want it anymore, because i gave up on the things i wanted most, because i'll never deserve it, one day, i'll kill her too, and i slowly am, but she won't see that, will she?, will she become apart of them?, i hope so, in 'a way, i wanna hurt her so bad, so she'll back away, because she getting into something that's too complicated, for her, and her heart, i itch to peel her skin off, so the love she has for me will burn away, but something is telling me not too, i honestly don't know if she'll leave me too, or become one of them, but she's all i have so, but i fear i won't make it with her, or mess things up for her, when they got close, i would do whatever i could to have them leave me, having a kill count of 9, the 10th could be her, i held a knife at her once, and i'll do it again if she gets too close, i had guts on the floor before, of someone i knew truly, but for some reason i don't want that with her, it's strange, why am i letting her get so close, i know i love her, but i will push her away, i will get more blood on my hands sooner or later, i'm really violent, i don't know why she calls me nice, i'm too mean to be nice too so, i dunno.||

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fair plume
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All I can say his don't let people get attached to you , if you aren't willing to reciprocate and breaks their heart.

Attachment with heartbreak is very hurtful to the point a person feels they lost everything.

Please don't do that anyone , and softly breakup with her if you really want. Separation doesn't have to one person hurting other so badly that the other person start hating.

That's all.
Also don't use such graphic language , you yourself are a minor and many other minors are also present.

weak vortex
sharp rover
# fair plume All I can say his don't let people get attached to you , if you aren't willing t...

NONONO! i'm not going to hurt her, i'm just scared i might if she gets too close, but i'll never actually hurt her, because i love my wife, if it's with other people i barely know etc, i'm going to most likely hurt them, mentally, because i've always have been hurt when they got close to me, also the graphic messaging is purposeful to explain how it really feels going through this type of stuff, and how i see it in my eyes, in my opinion.

sharp rover
weak vortex
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try writting poems

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if you want someone to listen to your graphic language poems

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you can dm me

sharp rover
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Bet bro

weak vortex
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i also write like this 😭

sharp rover
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Gen/ ur cool, i like people to don't take what i say out of context

weak vortex
sharp rover
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I have alot going on gang, and my girlfriend is helping me love myself!, so dats good!!

sharp rover
weak vortex
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but sometimes lets think for a sec

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its not justified to hurt someone else just because you are hurt twin

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i get it and i have been there

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but help yourself okay?

sharp rover
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that's what happening to me because i'm so afraid, it hurt me said, ever since i was a kid i've been treated horribly, and still now am

sharp rover
weak vortex
sharp rover
weak vortex
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i get it

sharp rover
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But 9 times...

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yeah.

weak vortex
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sometimes

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you are just afraid people are close to yu

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they know about you

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the know.. everything about you

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it just feels scary at a time

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i get it

sharp rover
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My girlfriend is the lovely exception

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but aside from that

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yeah-

weak vortex
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its okay gng

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somethings take time

sharp rover
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Yeah-

weak vortex
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dont stress on it

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it will be okay!!

sharp rover
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It's like holding a knife to everyone, then stabbing them in the heart so they will finally go away.

sharp rover
weak vortex
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its scary

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that you dont want to

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but end up hurting everyone

sharp rover
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It's like peeling dead skin atp.

weak vortex
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i love your

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vocab

sharp rover
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Thank you man🥀

weak vortex
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its interesting

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and

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sad at the same time

sharp rover
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It's morally meant to be that way, mostly so people can understand how i see things through the bloody vision my eyes deceive in.

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Lowkey why i put the warning to tell people not to take it out of context..

weak vortex
sharp rover
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YEAH

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🥀

weak vortex
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it will be okay

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dont stress on it

sharp rover
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No worries gng i'm not

pine roost
sharp rover
pine roost
little mural
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i wish i could say something rn

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but id get banned

pine roost
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omg that's so pretty! I really like the colors, they look really soft and kind and natural @sharp rover

sharp rover
sharp rover
pine roost
little mural
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i was gonna say

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a kill count is so cool

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but i wont say