#I wanna forget that guy that took me for granted, but I keep thinking about him.

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languid ingot
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Hey Tsukoyomi here. I'm a voice actor and a writer actually. I used to have a problem on not feeling or hard to describe feelings. But I think it's because of a guy who I used to like and love took me for granted. I used to be a very cheerful and hopeful girl until I met him in discord on my first try as a voice actor. Sure we've known each other for two months and he said if I liked him which I said yes. But unfortunately, his true colors were revealed when a friend of his told me about him. I feel so disgusted and so ashamed that he said in our server that he likes me. But he really loves to rage bait or make assumptions that he says that are jokes which really offended me. There are times he makes me cry and there are times that he never forgives me even though I forgive him so many times. Until last month he confessed that he has a girlfriend in London that is more suitable for him. I feel so pathetic and scarred by it that I ended up crying for days until I became so numb and emotionless. That's why I didn't feel alive. That's why I became mature and straightforward to others. That's why they mistook me for a cold hearted person.

That's my story.

mint canyon
languid ingot
mint canyon
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I see , still not the right behaviour .
How long ago this happened??

mint canyon
languid ingot
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Since last year and until last month a friend of his told me that he already has a girlfriend. Wish he was honest to me instead of making up excuses

languid ingot
languid ingot
mint canyon
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That's fair. Most probably you suppressed feelings to prevent hurt and which spread note into other areas of life

languid ingot
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Yeah

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I became more serious, straightforward and mature really

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I focused more on detective stuffs and investigations just to clear off of my head

mint canyon
languid ingot
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Too focused on my job that I didn't realize that I'm not becoming human

mint canyon
languid ingot
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Yeah

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Something like that

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But kinda made me forget what being a girl is like

mint canyon
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Yeah that can happen

languid ingot
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Yeah. But no worries

mint canyon
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No that's actually a worry.
Because emotional suppression becomes a permanent habit

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And later stages of it are devastating

languid ingot
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That's. . . Something. Didn't know it would impact on someone like that

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But by devastating, what do you mean by the way?

mint canyon
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Its not important.
What's important is you need to open up and emotionally lean into someone.

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Do you have some friends or anyone you feel great around.

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??

languid ingot
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Only 1 or 2 that I trust

mint canyon
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Then let them support you during your difficult time

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Tell them how you feel , what happened , now it made you feel.

languid ingot
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Okay

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I'll give it a go

mint canyon
languid ingot
mint canyon
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Also I noticed. You changed you name and pic.
Do you have some connection to Japanese Shinto religion.

Tsukoyomi is a Goddess or God in that

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Tsukuyomi is the Shinto moon God in Japanese Shinto religion, born from Izanagi’s right eye and associated with the night and tides.

mint canyon
mint canyon
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Hey please delete that , don't reveal personal info on internet

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That's not safe

languid ingot
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Kay

mint canyon
mint canyon
languid ingot
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I do have knack on reading history really

mint canyon
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You believe in God?

languid ingot
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Yes I do

mint canyon
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Nice

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I am happy

languid ingot
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In fact I'm a Christian person

mint canyon
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Me too

languid ingot
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But sweet

mint canyon
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You follow a specific denomination??

mint canyon
languid ingot
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Hehehehe

mint canyon
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Its good or amazing not sweet

mint canyon
languid ingot
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Yeah I do follow

mint canyon
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You're good

languid ingot
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Hehehe okay

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I'm just a girl who loves solving cases and reading lots of books

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That's why I was able to answer that question you said back there

mint canyon
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Nice , keep it up

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You should watch or play or just about anything related to Sherlock Holmes

languid ingot
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I do actually

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That's why I think very well like Sherlock Holmes and detective Conan

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I wanted to be a detective

mint canyon
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Yes Detective Conan is a cartoon.
I used to watch them , don't know much but know the basic premise

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Hey kid. I will soon have to go .
The kid I was talking about , they are very anxious so I promised I would be there for them tonight.

So I have to go soon. I am sorry. I will come back for you tomorrow

mint canyon
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???

languid ingot
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Sure

mint canyon
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There is a girl here , she is very innocent and struggling can you help her???

I need to go to that kid I promised

mint canyon
mint canyon
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Thanks you're the best.
Please be gentle with her.

She is really struggling.

languid ingot
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No worries

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I can do that!

mint canyon
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K let me tell her.

languid ingot
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Sure

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# languid ingot Hey Tsukoyomi here. I'm a voice actor and a writer actually. I used to have a pr...

Let me give you a short piece of advice. Many people will tell you to adapt, to get stronger and learn from it etc , but the truth is, that dude used you yes, but don't let him change you into a less trusting, more closed, colder human being, who will turn a potential future perfect guy away because he scarred you. Dont give him that power! Love is not easy, in your path to find love, you will mkst likely expe6many heartbreaks, but if you change to protect yourself, you might miss out on that one guy because you close yourself away

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Hope that made a little sense aha, im running on no sleep 🙈

languid ingot
versed echo
languid ingot
versed echo
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Believe me im trying. Ive been lying in bed for 12 hours lol. But im wide awake haha

languid ingot
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Sorry

versed echo
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🙈

languid ingot
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Why??

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Paperwork?

versed echo
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Thats my coping mechanism

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I also want through romantic hardship recently lol. Still going through it actually

languid ingot
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You have a lot of experience on that

versed echo
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Haha

languid ingot
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Hehehe, alright

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If you say so

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By the way

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Thanks for the advice

versed echo
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My goal on this server is to try and help as many ppl, form friendships , and possibly eventually open up about my own struggles too

languid ingot
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Yeah

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I'm just a young detective

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Well a novice but still working on it

versed echo
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Is that the genre you write about?

languid ingot
versed echo
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I know lol

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I meant, you're writing detective stories?

languid ingot
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Well still new but I used to write in fanfiction actually

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