Hey Tsukoyomi here. I'm a voice actor and a writer actually. I used to have a problem on not feeling or hard to describe feelings. But I think it's because of a guy who I used to like and love took me for granted. I used to be a very cheerful and hopeful girl until I met him in discord on my first try as a voice actor. Sure we've known each other for two months and he said if I liked him which I said yes. But unfortunately, his true colors were revealed when a friend of his told me about him. I feel so disgusted and so ashamed that he said in our server that he likes me. But he really loves to rage bait or make assumptions that he says that are jokes which really offended me. There are times he makes me cry and there are times that he never forgives me even though I forgive him so many times. Until last month he confessed that he has a girlfriend in London that is more suitable for him. I feel so pathetic and scarred by it that I ended up crying for days until I became so numb and emotionless. That's why I didn't feel alive. That's why I became mature and straightforward to others. That's why they mistook me for a cold hearted person.
That's my story.