26TH MARCH
Heyy dear diary!! My day started at 1pm tdy as I woke up super late cz i slept at 4am ts morning. I had to sleep alone last night n mistakenly watched a horror scene from a movie so I couldn't sleep. Called my brother n was on call w him. He fell asleep mid convo so I had to sleep too. I woke up. My mom was sick but by the time i woke up she had done all the house chores so I had nothing to help her with (except for brooming the floor which I didn't notice it wasn't done by mom) she was sleeping till evening so I had some peace till then but it wasn't really a good day. I checked whatsapp but didn't feel like talking to anyone. I opened discord idk for what reason. I haven't replied to the recent texts yet. I feel so tired of everyone. Moving on w the day i sat down w my books after having breakfast at 2pm bcz I haven't been liking the food mom's been making nowadays so js had some fruit. I opened books n yt for lecture but ended up scrolling yt shorts. Then I tried getting back to studies but I kept switching from study to discord n pinterest then back to studying n back to pinterest. I starved myself till the evening n had no other option than to eat what mom made so I had lunch around 5pm.
My sibling came home from work n didn't let me study bcz her presence is distracting for me. I studied a lil then talked to a frnd. I had a great time talking to her after such a long time n I felt much better. Then had dinner n went for a walk n removed my nail paint on the walk. Came back home, replied to some frnd's texts n here I am.
Overall it was a bad day but I rlly rlly hope I make it better tmrw. I'll be sleeping soon so I can make a better start tmrw morning from 5am. Also I'm committing here to meditate tmrw morning or at night but I'll surely meditate daily for at least 10mins. I don't aim for a 16hr study sess tmrw or be strictly stuck to the schedule but I do promise it to myself that I will try to be at least 1% better tmrw.
#Mew's daily dump
wise oriole
Promises I make to myself for tmrw 27th March:
I won't scroll yt shorts tmrw.
I won't open pinterest.
No sad music
Gratitude:
I'm grateful for the grapes n bananas papa bought tdy. I love fruits.
I'm grateful for finding this server n a space to vent n post about my day and feel seen.
I'm grateful for the manchurian my aunt sent tdy
sinful mauve
There is a channel for journaling gng .
wise oriole
There is a channel for journaling gng .
Ooppss I js found it when u told this 😭😭
Will I have to repost ts there?
sinful mauve
Will I have to repost ts there?
Yeah probably unless you want to start the journal differently
wise oriole
Okiii I'll js copy all this n paste it there