Diaries to cope

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Diaries to cope

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No disrespect that looks like modded minecraft with shader

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I stumbled it in my gallery for no apperant reason, prob from itch.io indie horror but who knows

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Looks fire tbh

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Frrr

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8 March 2026
22:58

An hour ago, I was laying down while reciting my notes for tomorrow's exam. It was a gruesome materials, biology was never my strongest suit because majority of the time it require memorization, especially the Latins

I would lay slovenly on top of my most comfortable bed ever, then i heard a crack, unbeknownst to me it was my glasses. I broke the rim, bent the metal hinge, and deattached the tiny bolt from the screw. As usual the first thing I thought wasn't the fact that they're broken, but rather on how mad would my parent be. They're incredibly authoritarian and autocratic, I never had a say in this family. Naturally I looked for solutions, but none of them suceeded

Took me long time of wandering back and forth 7 times before gathering my courage to confess, neadlss to say i was scolded and was thrown profanities and words i wish i would never heard. But I felt relief instead bcs got it off my chest. Probably because I've become immune to their words, so it doesn't really matter anymore :/

I have an exam tomorrow, my old glasses looked like Harry Potter's, prescription totally off'ed, this couldnt get any worse
ps. havent even finished studying, im so fried
This is def going to my not-to-do list

FAHHHHHHH

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8 March 2026
23:23

After i went back to studying, after wrapping up the diaries session thinking it'll be the last entry. Our ex , yes OUR ex, texted asking if we're free to text right now. The relationship already ended a year ago in her own terms, I was curious at the time so i simply said"yes". Small exchanges occurred and oh boy i wasnt prepared at all

"And it would be a lie to say I haven't fully moved on from you, I also think about you sometimes from one moment to another. Heck I'm constantly reminded of you with your niche stuff when the moment hits. I never had the courage to text you until today because I thought you hated me"

It was a blitz, but really, I had to turn her down. Its not a surprise that i already lost my feelings for her, that day brought me a tremendous amount of emotion, it's near impossible to forgive her for that, but i never have any grudges let alone hatred. Simply not the suitable time for another rehabilitation attempt, since i also just had a recent one. We ended the convo in good terms + rejection, the night is about to be long

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Wdym our?

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11 March 2026
15:17

God damn the semester exam finally over, i can lay down and hibernate for eternity with zero disturbance. Though I would fail atleast one of them probably bcs,.. well, new substitute since the last one unfortunately passed away all of the sudden from chronic disease 😞😞(rest in peace)

This teacher is NOT playing around, probably some of the worse and hardest yet being university-level standards (he's a chemist professor) and said that he'll using his old pdf as the question. Who would've known 🫩

Eitherway, exams finally over and I can slump in sofa, dreams about life in the happily ever after