Is she ever coming back

[simple vapor]

the last thing she said to me was please don’t make me hate you I’m just done and move on. She still has all the trips we went to on instagram but my face is gone on all of them she didn’t block me but she’s not following me either we were in a relationship for 2 years but she broke up with me because she went to Korea for the military and she said she don’t think we’re gonna work out. Im just really confused right now because during the break up period I would talk to her a bit and she keeps on blaming herself because she thinks that us breaking up is her fault because she moved to Korea and she said that if she never did we would still be together and she keeps on telling me move on but when I told her that she shouldn’t blame herself and I don’t think I can move on from her because she’s the love of my life then she got cold and started blaming me instead and then that’s when she said that she’s just done there’s never gonna be us again and I should move on

[rough tiger]

It’s weird because why would Korea be a reason to break up if it went so well

[simple vapor]

I’m in Texas

And she says doesn’t want to miss someone for 4 years and it’s true I’m in Texas and I can only see her once every 6 months

[rough tiger]

She is right but if you are worthy the 4 years wait she would’ve strayed yk what I mean

I think it’s not worth it for her

[simple vapor]

I don’t think so.

Goddamn I miss her so bad

Everytime I sleep she’s in my dream

[rough tiger]

How long ago did she say this

[simple vapor]

4 days ago

And I’m trying not contact her

[rough tiger]

Yeah give it a solid week or two to regulate it

There is no solution but time

[simple vapor]

But she broke up with me 2 weeks ago

I’ve just been talking to her but now after Sunday it’s been no contact

I don’t know anymore I don’t think she’s coming back

[rough tiger]

I get the break up but why doesn’t she want to talk

You can always be long distance friends

[rough tiger]

The chance of it happening is low indeed

[simple vapor]

She’s in the military for 4 years and I’m going to college for 4 years I keep on telling myself that if I finish college I can just move to wherever she goes and be with her

[rough tiger]

Yeah but that’s only if both of you are in on it

If you were worth it she would say these stuff

She would’ve found a way

What is her logic behind this

[simple vapor]

I don’t know

I don’t know man

I would do anything for her fuck I’ll move to Korea if I had to

[rough tiger]

Sure but why isn’t she willing

[simple vapor]

I’m probably not the person she want

She told me that “not gonna lie it’s been nice not dating someone these past couple days”

[rough tiger]

Man it’s so over then

There is only one way

[simple vapor]

One way?

[rough tiger]

Yeah living a life without her

She’s not worth it to be in your head all day

[simple vapor]

But she is and I don’t know what to do everything I do everytime I close my eyes

[rough tiger]

How did you do it for 2 years it seems off

[rough tiger]

Yeah it needs time

A lot actually might even take some months

[simple vapor]

No we were actually happy

[rough tiger]

Yeah so it’s strange if she valued you so much she wouldnt do this to you

Maybe she saw you as a friend

[simple vapor]

Throughout the whole breakup process she keeps on telling me that she feels that she’s holding me back

I mean yes it could be true but if I don’t care why should she.

[rough tiger]

Holding you back as what

4 years of pure locked in mode is far from holding you back

[simple vapor]

From college and becoming successful because I have to make money to go see her

[rough tiger]

Yeah so you got motivation to become successful

[simple vapor]

I don’t know anymore I want her so bad I don’t want to date anyone else honestly and I would rather stay single