#I need advice.

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crimson dagger
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I'd like to vent out something and ask some people for advice on my life problems because it's mentally getting worse and worse, so i've been having some mental problems since i was young like at the age of 13, but i put all my pressure and all my anger into making myself physically better and right now im physically healthy and strong but i just want to find the purpose and like to introduce you about this girl, I'll be honest I fell for her, every compliment or things she says will get me to overthink, we've been together and everyone knows her and i liked each other but the relationship is fading away to the point she decided for us to only be friends, and after some time she liked a guy that Is a year younger than her, hes smart and decently looking and is kind, at that point i just started to have depression again, i barely had any true friends, everyday feels empty, and i just ask why do i even had this life in the first place when im being mentally tortured ever since i was young, and now they started a relationship and he confessed to her in the public, and even my friends, the teachers, basically everyone in there supported him and they acted i was not even there, now im mentally unstable and thought about going to a therapist, but i don't want my friends and family to know I've been going thru this, and yesterday he confessed again and took her on a date after school and they planned to go to prom in the future, and now my friend and family asked if i ever had any valentines or a partner for the upcoming prom and so I just lied saying im tired of loving and im not even interested but in reality i was devastated and forced myself to not say the truth because i don't want them knowing what im feeling, now im just at my lowest and so i came here to vent and ask for advice to fix myself.

steel bane