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tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 2:33 AM

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uh oh someones typing here its so over

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hello

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oh goodbye

burnt minnow Jan 29, 2026, 2:33 AM

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Wait

tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 2:33 AM

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hello

burnt minnow Jan 29, 2026, 2:34 AM

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Hey

tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 2:34 AM

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hello

burnt minnow Jan 29, 2026, 2:45 AM

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Based off what you said take some time to spend time with yourself, especially if your having these type of thoughts. Your not weird in any way. I honestly glad your doing this for yourself to say this. In my opinion, being gay is a way to show that your being yourself, to have that freedom to spend time with others you love. You can believe what you believe. You need to believe in yourself. Even if others don't take it in a good way, you should show some love to yourself, reassure yourself. Talk to the people that you feel comfortable with, that way they can try to help you through this. I know you got this. You feeling like this is telling you that, hey I don't wanna hear this. If the person needs to vent or needs help, make sure you love yourself too. To not leave yourself out. When you are starting to not talk to people, try to recognize why you feel this way, and try to help yourself feel better. I know that you are doing hobbies, but the people that always vents to you are making you not want to do things anymore. You need to say no to the people who vent to you too much, cause not everyone can continue with it, cause it can ruin them too. Especially if you're not feeling great about yourself. Don't believe certain things that others say, believe what you believe, continue to help yourself get through it. These fears that you see can't do anything to you, you're the one who can control your life, to be yourself. Try to go on small walks, meditation, or anything that can help to clear your mind.

tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 2:46 AM

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thank you

burnt minnow Jan 29, 2026, 2:47 AM

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Mhm, anytime, I wish you well

tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 2:51 AM

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im feeling a lot better now i think

burnt minnow Jan 29, 2026, 2:54 AM

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We'll be there for you

tawdry yoke Jan 29, 2026, 9:41 PM

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I deleted most of my messages since I think it was just OCD making me tweak a little and it is kind of embarrassing

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I’m feeling a lot better now

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School was good today

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My messed up my knee while skating so I can’t go to basketball today

tawdry yoke Jan 30, 2026, 2:13 AM

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i played game my friend recomended to me

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it was really fun

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i had to go eat dinner right after so i couldnt play it with him

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but i played it by myself after i ate

tawdry yoke Jan 30, 2026, 9:45 PM

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Did not go to school today

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Today was fun though

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Uh, I've probably been having a Mounds bar two or three times a day for the last 25 years.

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 1:50 AM

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im anxious idk why

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ive been trying to calm down but it doesnt help

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 2:36 AM

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im better now

sudden gull Jan 31, 2026, 3:47 AM

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hello

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 5:57 AM

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hello bro

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 7:34 PM

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i had a panic attack earlier

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 9:05 PM

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i am a DORK

tawdry yoke Jan 31, 2026, 9:28 PM

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tawdry yoke Feb 1, 2026, 4:23 AM

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sigh

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dk

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hmm

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idk

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today was weird

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not good i didnt like it

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it was boring and the times it wasnt boring sucked

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oh well

tawdry yoke Feb 1, 2026, 6:44 AM

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pretty much sums up my day... sigh...

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no i jk this person is really nice

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i love weezer though

tawdry yoke Feb 2, 2026, 1:47 AM

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i talked with my boyfriend earlier happydumbass im so happy this is such joy

languid schooner Feb 2, 2026, 5:07 AM

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tawdry yoke i played game my friend recomended to me

what game? :3

tawdry yoke Feb 2, 2026, 5:19 AM

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languid schooner what game? :3

Phighting it’s on roblox Hudson told me to play it it’s really fun

languid schooner Feb 2, 2026, 5:20 AM

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tawdry yoke Phighting it’s on roblox Hudson told me to play it it’s really fun

epic
im on roblox rn..............

tawdry yoke Feb 2, 2026, 5:20 AM

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Play it

languid schooner Feb 2, 2026, 5:20 AM

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so how do u play

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IS THAT LUMIOSE TOWER

tawdry yoke Feb 2, 2026, 5:21 AM

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Ask Hudson idk

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I can’t get on my computer right now

languid schooner Feb 2, 2026, 5:21 AM

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its giving splatoon

tawdry yoke Feb 2, 2026, 4:34 PM

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School is so boring and I’m so tired I got hardly any sleep

tawdry yoke Feb 3, 2026, 4:06 AM

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its okay i played minecraft with my friends be_bluecheer

tawdry yoke Feb 3, 2026, 5:36 AM

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Today was good I think

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I played minecraft with my irl friend almost all day

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I liked 10/10 would do again

tawdry yoke Feb 3, 2026, 10:44 PM

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School sucked

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I got McDonald’s after

languid schooner Feb 3, 2026, 11:24 PM

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true

tawdry yoke Feb 5, 2026, 6:40 AM

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Hi

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Forgot to write about yesterday I do thst now

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School was really bad and I don’t want to think about it

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After that I went home and played Minecraft for like

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An unhealthy ammount of time then i talked to my boyfriend for a little bit and I think I made him mad

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Okay now today

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Today was okay school was meh

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I didn’t go to basketball practice today because I didn’t really want to

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I’ll go next week

tawdry yoke Feb 7, 2026, 1:30 AM

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Hi

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i forgot to write yesterday

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um

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a little stressfull but everything worked out !!!!

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today was good i hang out with my friends

tawdry yoke Feb 7, 2026, 4:07 AM

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freaking freak my stupid baka life

tawdry yoke Feb 8, 2026, 1:02 AM

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ops_1 ops_2

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freaking freak this bruh

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this is soooo freaking buns

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sigh

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i think i did the right thing on thursday

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but

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idk

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freaking let me explode already bruh

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its conflicting bruh why cant i just know what to do always and make everyone happy

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ill stay kind of vague about it 🤔 because i will explode

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but like

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friend1 does bad things so i try to explain why its bad and they shouldnt

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friend1 guilt trips me so a few days later i block them

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then i expose friend1 for doing the bad thing

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idk why

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i want them to get better

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so idk why i would do that

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im so stupid

tawdry yoke Feb 8, 2026, 3:11 AM

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i like both of these profiles but ill use the orange one for now

tawdry yoke Feb 8, 2026, 9:15 AM

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today has been very eventful

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lots of mood swings i think

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freaking freak my baka life bro

tawdry yoke Feb 9, 2026, 5:32 AM

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Bro

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I am so stressed for reasons I cannot say here I don’t think

tawdry yoke Feb 9, 2026, 6:34 AM

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I can’t stop crying

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I fuck everything up

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I just want to be normal so bad

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I want to be smart and good at something

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I want to make my boyfriend happy instead of being a whiny burden all of the time

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I just hate everything

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I’ve been crying for almost an hour

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I’m such a fucking loser

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I’m so ugly

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I think I’m over it now

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Idk

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I still feel like shit

tawdry yoke Feb 9, 2026, 10:37 PM

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Bru what was I doing last night bru

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Holy moly

tawdry yoke Feb 13, 2026, 6:39 PM

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Holy moly

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https://tenor.com/view/druski-druski-skit-pastor-mega-church-parody-gif-17057748318544591551

Tenor

tawdry yoke Feb 14, 2026, 10:47 PM

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i almost had another panic attack 😢 that wouldve Sucked

tawdry yoke Feb 15, 2026, 7:34 PM

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happydumbass

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Best Valentine’s Day ever oh my goodness

languid schooner Feb 15, 2026, 7:36 PM

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What happened twin

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Spill the tea

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Not on me tho

torn parcel Feb 15, 2026, 10:35 PM

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tawdry yoke Best Valentine’s Day ever oh my goodness

AYYYY IM HAPPY FOR YOU BROCHACHO

tawdry yoke Feb 15, 2026, 10:37 PM

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languid schooner Spill the tea

we watch movie happydumbass

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and stuff

tawdry yoke Feb 17, 2026, 2:37 AM

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🤔

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fortnite happydumbass

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i havent journaled in a while because its just been kinda boring lowk

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nothing of interest happening

tawdry yoke Feb 17, 2026, 8:37 AM

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Ughhhhh

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I don’t even know why I’m getting sad again

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It’s just like how it was when I first joined

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Just sad and anxious all the time

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I don’t wanna be like this

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I’ll find a solution tomorrow probably

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I just feel pathetic

tawdry yoke Feb 19, 2026, 12:33 AM

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ive gotten this far a few times but like

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i dont think ive made it past 5

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idk

tawdry yoke Feb 19, 2026, 12:51 AM

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school was shit too but its ok

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maybe the rest of the day will be better

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theres still time in the day left

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i need to calm down

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im thinking a lot and i cant even say it here since its so embarrassing

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i hate this a lot

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i cant even listen to music anymore since it reminds me how talentless i am

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its so stupid

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 1:36 AM

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ive been thinking about it alot

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i dont like to talk about it but i want to mention it here

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 1:58 AM

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today was ok

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school waas boring

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i got to hear my parents argue

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which is just

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super super fun and not annoying or scary at all

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 2:54 AM

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tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:35 AM

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tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:35 AM

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languid schooner

hi wolfie!

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:51 AM

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tawdry yoke hi wolfie!

Hi
I’m gonna send images here bfuz I’m bored
I want u to react…..

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:51 AM

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languid schooner Hi I’m gonna send images here bfuz I’m bored I want u to react…..

no not m yjournal

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noo

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nooo dont flood my journal

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quit these games

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use your journal

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:53 AM

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I ALREADY HAD ALL THEM PICKED OUT :(

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Fine >:(

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:53 AM

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I NEED MY JOURNALLLLLLLL

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:53 AM

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I eat ur journal

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:53 AM

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:56 AM

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Mweheheheh

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:57 AM

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tawdry yoke NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok ok ok but
This one

tawdry yoke Feb 20, 2026, 3:57 AM

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ive seen

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i love them

languid schooner Feb 20, 2026, 3:57 AM

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Damn
I’m unoriginal

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Time to cries

torn parcel Feb 20, 2026, 12:50 PM

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tawdry yoke I NEED MY JOURNALLLLLLLL

But do you gta_troll_wtf

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 1:13 AM

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My sisters coming home from college!!!

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Idk why but I’ll be happy to see her

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 3:36 AM

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Almost a week!!

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I keep thinking about it and getting urges but

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I won’t

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I want to quit

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I want to be better

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And I will

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 5:53 AM

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im kinda just like

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idk really

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i wanna rant but im not getting any good thoughts to say here

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it stings a little

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i think that was the longest ive ever been clean

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its so pathetic

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im so mad at myself rn

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 5:59 AM

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do you need someone to talk to? if not I understand, just wanna make sure you're ok.

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:05 AM

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languid schooner do you need someone to talk to? if not I understand, just wanna make sure you're...

not really

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idk

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ill rant and you can respond if u want to

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i just feel like a huge dissapointment

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i rpomised my boyfriend that i wont anymore and i cant even do that

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for a week

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a fucking week

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this is the longest ive ever gone without it and it wasnt even a week

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 6:06 AM

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tawdry yoke this is the longest ive ever gone without it and it wasnt even a week

But it's the longest you ever went without it, right?

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:06 AM

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yea

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 6:07 AM

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I'd say that's worth something.

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Even the smallest things can mean a lot to someone.

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It's all about taking those small steps.

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Because with time, you'll get to your goal eventually.

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:08 AM

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thank you

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 6:08 AM

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of course. I'm proud of you for making it this far. I believe in you

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hug

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dont forget how amazing u are, ok?

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:09 AM

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thank you

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 6:09 AM

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pikathumbsup

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:10 AM

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im js listening to music and looking at discord

languid schooner Feb 21, 2026, 6:10 AM

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thats good. have you had any water?

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:11 AM

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ill have some later

vivid swan Feb 21, 2026, 4:31 PM

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tawdry yoke thank you

I'm sorry to hear that you fell off the wagon. Don't think of it as day zero, Pie.

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Think of it as the next day.

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You already survived without for six days.

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I have the utmost faith in you.

torn parcel Feb 21, 2026, 4:51 PM

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All of that progress doesn’t vanish! Those days still count regardless

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And you are already doing great so far, minimizing the damage as much as possible, no matter how long it takes

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 6:43 PM

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thank you

tawdry yoke Feb 21, 2026, 9:04 PM

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https://klipy.com/gifs/druski-dance-11

Klipy

Druski's Energetic Dance on The Jennifer Hudson Show

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tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 2:12 AM

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i just feel like shit rn

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no motivation and im super super anxious for no reason

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its ok i have weezer

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 3:14 AM

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dude

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my grandma came to my house and just randomly gave me a new guitar

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this is awesome

vivid swan Feb 22, 2026, 3:14 AM

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Cool.

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Happy for you.

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 3:15 AM

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ty clone!

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 6:48 AM

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goodness gracious there is a lot of people in my journal now

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 7:06 PM

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tawdry yoke my grandma came to my house and just randomly gave me a new guitar

old on left
new on right

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it soo cool happydumbass

brisk ocean Feb 22, 2026, 7:06 PM

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OMG

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I LOVE IT

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WTF

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HOLY SHOT

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 7:07 PM

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YES!!!!!!

brisk ocean Feb 22, 2026, 7:07 PM

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YAYAYAYAY

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 11:10 PM

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my head hurts a lot

tawdry yoke Feb 22, 2026, 11:27 PM

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people that make gambling jokes are so annoying

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"yes i know your parents have gambling addictions but lmaooo soo funny money lmaoooo"

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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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genuinely pisses me off so bad

tawdry yoke Feb 23, 2026, 1:30 AM

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i already talked about it a little bit with august

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i really really hate talking about it

tawdry yoke Feb 23, 2026, 2:59 AM

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i hate intrusive thoughts

tawdry yoke Feb 23, 2026, 3:48 AM

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i cut again

tawdry yoke Feb 24, 2026, 2:51 PM

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Yesterday was weird

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My parents kept arguing but they made up

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Today just started and I’m not going to school today

tawdry yoke Feb 25, 2026, 6:06 AM

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I think I’m a lot less shy now which is good

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Like

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I used to not be able to vc with people

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But now I can

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I still get anxious and worry whenever I talk

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But I’m happy I can at least talk

tawdry yoke Feb 25, 2026, 6:46 AM

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Bro I keep picking at my acne 😡😡😡😡

tawdry yoke Feb 25, 2026, 6:48 AM

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tawdry yoke Today just started and I’m not going to school today

I’ll go tomorrow

tawdry yoke Feb 25, 2026, 8:18 AM

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I cut again

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I don’t get why I can’t stop

torn parcel Feb 25, 2026, 9:04 AM

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tawdry yoke But I’m happy I can at least talk

I am proud of you for that

torn parcel Feb 25, 2026, 9:05 AM

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tawdry yoke I don’t get why I can’t stop

Addictions are rough and really hard to leave instantly, but keeping the consistency is what matters. No matter how many times you may relapse, you do progress and it starts getting easier to live a life without doing that hug

tawdry yoke Feb 25, 2026, 9:05 AM

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Thank you heli

tawdry yoke Feb 26, 2026, 7:30 AM

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This sucks

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I don’t

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I don’t even know what to say

vivid swan Feb 27, 2026, 1:18 AM

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tawdry yoke I don’t

What happened?

tawdry yoke Feb 27, 2026, 1:21 AM

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i forgot LMAOOOOOO

tawdry yoke Feb 27, 2026, 6:42 AM

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its so pathetic

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i cant even get up to a week

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no matter how hard i try

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not even double didgets

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over the stupidest reason this time too

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ive just been in my chair crying holding my thighs

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it hurts really bad

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i think talking in main chat will calm me down

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ive just gone back to crying in my chair

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ill type in here and change my music but thats about it

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it really really sucks

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i just dont want to hurt anymore

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but im not doing anything to progress to that goal

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sh
im just wasting around and crying and ||cutting||

tawdry yoke Feb 28, 2026, 6:01 AM

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sh
||if i relapse again today it doesnt mattered||

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||i relapsed already today||

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so if i ||cut|| again it wouldnt really mean anything

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idk

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i probably wont ||cut|| again but its just a thought

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i keep forgetting to but tw in here

tawdry yoke Feb 28, 2026, 6:20 AM

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tawdry yoke so if i ||cut|| again it wouldnt really mean anything

i didnt and im not going to

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i still feel like shit though

tawdry yoke Feb 28, 2026, 10:14 AM

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I’m freaking out a little

tawdry yoke Mar 1, 2026, 8:06 AM

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my boyfriend has ghosted me for 6 days now

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tomorrow ill go insane

vivid swan Mar 1, 2026, 6:40 PM

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tawdry yoke my boyfriend has ghosted me for 6 days now

Are his parents homophobic?

tawdry yoke Mar 2, 2026, 8:10 AM

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I’m looking at my old messages with him

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We were so in love

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I’m so stupid

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I must’ve fucked it up somehow

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I don’t know what I did

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I’m stupid for thinking I could have anything good

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I always ruin it

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The one person to ever love me

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Ruined

tawdry yoke Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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I’m very stressed out

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I need to calm down

vivid swan Mar 3, 2026, 1:53 AM

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tawdry yoke I’m looking at my old messages with him

Dude, did this ever resolve itself?

tawdry yoke Mar 3, 2026, 3:40 AM

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i miss my boyfriend

tawdry yoke Mar 4, 2026, 2:55 AM

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i havent had a migraine in such a long time im actually going to explode

tawdry yoke Mar 4, 2026, 3:18 AM

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i am miserable davedance

blissful coral Mar 4, 2026, 4:08 AM

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tawdry yoke i am miserable <a:davedance:1080986940070973470>

bro migraines suck

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lwk worse than a calf cramp

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 12:56 AM

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i broke up with him

vivid swan Mar 5, 2026, 2:58 AM

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tawdry yoke i broke up with him

Wait did he read it?

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 2:58 AM

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vivid swan Wait did he read it?

no

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i dont really want to talk about it if thats ok

vivid swan Mar 5, 2026, 2:58 AM

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It's alright, bud.

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 4:51 AM

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Thats that

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I send him the message and an hourish later I’m blocked

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Was that all I was to him

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9 days of ghosting and a block

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I want him back

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I’m so sorry

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 5:46 AM

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Well

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I found out he never even loved me in the first place

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 7:18 AM

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Lowk wish my first relationship ended better

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Boring lowk it was just stressful and sad but now I’m good

tawdry yoke Mar 5, 2026, 4:24 PM

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I really thought I was going to relapse yesterday but all of my friends were so nice to me and patient and helped me a lot

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https://klipy.com/gifs/michael-jordan-basketball-25

Klipy

Michael Jordan's Epic Slam Dunk

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tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 3:49 AM

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im soo happy

tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 6:58 AM

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Im feeling lonely now

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I miss him

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We didn’t even talk about it

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I just got blocked after being ghosted for 9 days

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Is that all I was to him

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I should’ve realized it sooner

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I’m so stupid

tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 8:52 PM

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jacks journal :)

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Had lots of thoughts about my ex today

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I’m not angry anymore

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I miss him

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Itd be nice to still have contact with him

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But I probably won’t

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Ever

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Even if I want it

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I just want some clarification on everything

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On what I did wrong

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He used to love me

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So he must’ve lost feelings somehow

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I don’t even know what happened

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9 days of ghosting and then blocked

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I feel like a loser

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I look really ugly and I’m an asshole

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Idk how I’ll get someone else again

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Maybe I vented to him too much

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And scared him away

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I think that’s probably what happened

tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 9:16 PM

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He was a better friend than boyfriend

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He was kind of a shitty boyfriend

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He was a good friend

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I wish he didn’t block me though

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Itd be nice to have actual closure

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And stay as his friend

tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 10:29 PM

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tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 10:56 PM

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i wanna say something to him again

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who knows

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probably wont be able to

tawdry yoke Mar 6, 2026, 11:20 PM

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i think he only said yes to dating me bc he was lonely

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i dont think he ever really loved me and just wanted to not be lonely

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im glad that worked out for him i guess

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 12:58 AM

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why are there guys named guy but not girls named girl

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 12:58 AM

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tawdry yoke i think he only said yes to dating me bc he was lonely

haha i sent this at 4:20 😂

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 1:05 AM

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tawdry yoke i think he only said yes to dating me bc he was lonely

why am i feeling like this

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i hate him

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he never cared about me

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i need to get over this somehow

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 6:52 PM

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This really sucks

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I still have feelings for my ex and I think I have feelings again for my old crush

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Like

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He held my hand as a joke but I started blushing

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So idk wat dat means

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I will see on Monday if I actually like him again

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If I do that would kind of suck because he’s not a great person really

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 7:40 PM

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I’m so stupid

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One TikTok post of a show me and him both liked and talked about just set me off

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Ruined my whole mood

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I don’t know why I asked him out

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I should’ve just stayed friends with him and nothing more

tawdry yoke Mar 7, 2026, 8:51 PM

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i wish it ended differently

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i love him a lot still

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even if he doesnt feel the same and was kind of just using me

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i dont care

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i love him

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holy shit im such a loser 😭

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i need to lock in i dont need him i have me myself and i

tawdry yoke Mar 8, 2026, 4:27 AM

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im gonna 🤔

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not try and get with my crush bc hes lowk a bad person

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I went to friends birthday party

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It was really fun

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My friends tease me a lot though and it kind of bothers me sometimes

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Idk wat to do about that

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I have a headache now

tawdry yoke Mar 8, 2026, 8:09 AM

#

tawdry yoke I went to friends birthday party

At the party there was this really pretty girl but I think she’s lesbian and I don’t know her at all

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Gg bro

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I keep liking straight men and lesbians it’s so over for me

tawdry yoke Mar 8, 2026, 7:37 PM

#

still not over my ex

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i cant stop thinking about him

tawdry yoke Mar 8, 2026, 8:40 PM

#

im still thinking about him

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i miss him

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if he asked to get back together which he probably wont

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i would like to think i would say no

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but im not sure

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i really hate all of this

tawdry yoke Mar 8, 2026, 9:26 PM

#

i relapsed

tawdry yoke Mar 9, 2026, 3:18 PM

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Hi guys

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I am a chud

#

I’m still not over my ex, and I have feelings for a guy who is a pretty bad person.

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Wat do I do

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There’s also a really pretty girl I met at my friends party but I literally don’t know her at all

#

Like

#

Just let me explode already😢

tawdry yoke Mar 9, 2026, 4:08 PM

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tawdry yoke I’m still not over my ex, and I have feelings for a guy who is a pretty bad pers...

I decided that I can fix him

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Not my ex

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New guy

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Jesse

#

Yes?

vivid swan Mar 9, 2026, 9:43 PM

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tawdry yoke Yes?

Please don't get yourself gay panicked, Jack.

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I don't think this is the best idea, Pie.

tawdry yoke Mar 10, 2026, 2:17 AM

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https://klipy.com/gifs/dexter-rage-2

Klipy

Dexter Morgan's Intense Rage

▶ Play video

blissful coral Mar 10, 2026, 3:30 AM

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tawdry yoke I decided that I can fix him

its lwk not worth the risk, ive had old friends who thought and tried the same thing and i had to cut them off becuase it was the reverse, they just became assholes and a chore to talk to so i dont reccomend it

#

i doubt you would wnana take advice from me but yeah

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and about that girl, if you see her at all, just make small talk or if you have any classes or mutual friends, each lunch with that mutual so you can eat with that girl aswell and get to know her a bit

tawdry yoke Mar 10, 2026, 4:23 AM

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I just sneezed and it came out of my mouth aswell

tawdry yoke Mar 10, 2026, 4:23 AM

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blissful coral its lwk not worth the risk, ive had old friends who thought and tried the same t...

Hmm

tawdry yoke Mar 10, 2026, 5:46 AM

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I’m forcing myself to not look for any relationships right now no matter what

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Until I am 100% over my ex

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If I mention anybody 1 more time I’m gonna delete my entire discord

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I’m having really unhealthy thoughts recently

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I need to get over this

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Everything kinda just happened at once

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Lost my ex, started getting bullied again, just bullshit

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Idk if it even counts as bullying since it’s from my friends

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I’m used as a punching bag a lot for them

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I hate it but I don’t want to be a loner

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My grades are pretty shit too and my parents are mad about it

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https://tenor.com/view/alone-man-talking-chairs-meme-gif-2529419504997737730

Tenor

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I keep humiliating myself

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I feel so embarrassed rn

tawdry yoke Mar 11, 2026, 7:52 PM

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I’m overthinking a lot about my ex and some things my friends said

tawdry yoke Mar 11, 2026, 8:27 PM

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I miss him

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I want to know what I did wrong but I can’t since I’m still blocked

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It’s been a week now

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Still not over it

brisk ocean Mar 11, 2026, 8:56 PM

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tawdry yoke Still not over it

its okay to take time for yourself, theres no set time for when you need to be over him k9_dog_hug_love

tawdry yoke Mar 11, 2026, 9:15 PM

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I am not used to this 😢

tawdry yoke Mar 11, 2026, 9:16 PM

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brisk ocean its okay to take time for yourself, theres no set time for when you need to be o...

Thank you Hudson

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I just want to be over him since I know it’s over now

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But I can’t stop thinking 😢

brisk ocean Mar 11, 2026, 9:29 PM

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and thats completely okay and a part of healing

tawdry yoke Mar 11, 2026, 11:27 PM

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Mama 🐣

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 12:40 AM

#

dusk grove Mar 12, 2026, 1:39 AM

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tawdry yoke

STOP

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 2:05 AM

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im so stupid

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i keep getting notifications thinking its my ex

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like no bro 😢 he doesnt like u 😢 i need to lock in

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i miss him a lot though

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 2:35 AM

#

my dads a great gy but sometimes he says things that reminds me hes a 49 year old white man

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i was getting icecream and he said "u look like a fslur"

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😢

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 7:48 AM

#

I will probably

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Not date someone again for a while

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Even if I catch feelings

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Because it just won’t be good for me or them

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I think I was too dependent on my ex

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And scared him away

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I’m such a loser

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 1:28 PM

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I have a pimple inbetween my eyebrows

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Oh mein gott

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Very noticeable even after I popped it it’s bleeding now

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 3:35 PM

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I’m fucked

tawdry yoke Mar 12, 2026, 10:22 PM

#

https://klipy.com/gifs/chicken-kfc-8

Klipy

Chicken Kfc in Flood

▶ Play video

tawdry yoke Mar 13, 2026, 12:44 AM

#

the first and only person to ever love me ghosted me completely

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truly i dont know what to do at all

#

i just feel hopeless

#

i miss him but

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idk

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i think all i want is closure

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i should get over him

#

observe other options

tawdry yoke Mar 13, 2026, 2:12 AM

#

I think I’m over him

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I think I lost feelings and now I’m just lonely

#

So hooray!

tawdry yoke Mar 13, 2026, 3:28 AM

#

#

jay gave me this

dusk grove Mar 13, 2026, 3:28 AM

#

giggles

tawdry yoke Mar 13, 2026, 3:58 AM

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Bro

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Im gonna Die

#

this SUCKS

tawdry yoke Mar 13, 2026, 5:41 AM

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https://tenor.com/view/backflip-happy-excited-gif-9537902

Tenor

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I am

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So awesome and happy

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Oh my goodness

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This is motivating me so much

torn parcel Mar 13, 2026, 8:48 AM

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tawdry yoke the first and only person to ever love me ghosted me completely

I sadly relate to this, sorry it went that way, take your time to heal hug

tawdry yoke Mar 14, 2026, 7:24 PM

#

im gonna cry tears of joy

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this sounds super corny but all of my friends are so nice to me its so amazing

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like

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omg

tawdry yoke Mar 14, 2026, 8:10 PM

#

my mom keeps reminding me of my grades and its so embarrassing

#

and i get mad at her since shes embarrassing me

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but its no ones fault but my own

#

i wanna be smarter im just stupid

#

im such an embarrassment

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i just

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no matter what i do i suck at it

#

theres some things im okay at

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i dont even know how to put this into words

#

this all sucks

#

i hate it

tawdry yoke Mar 14, 2026, 8:47 PM

#

my grades are so bad i genuinely dont even know where to start

#

this is horrible

tawdry yoke Mar 14, 2026, 10:56 PM

#

guys i think my dad knows im gay like he will make a joke about gay people or like saying "i think that mans gay" as an insult and then he'll look at me and go "but theres nothing wrong with that"

#

i said this in main chat but i want to say it here aswell

tawdry yoke Mar 15, 2026, 1:30 AM

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IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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https://klipy.com/gifs/yungviral-11

Klipy

Michael Jordan's Iconic Game-Winning Shot

▶ Play video

tawdry yoke Mar 15, 2026, 3:11 AM

#

im so happyyyy

tawdry yoke Mar 15, 2026, 3:41 AM

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i have girlfriend now im so joyous

#

so happy

tawdry yoke Mar 15, 2026, 10:13 AM

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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND

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her accent is so pretty her face is so pretty and she’s so amazing in ways I can’t even describe

#

I love herrrr

tawdry yoke Mar 15, 2026, 7:48 PM

#

I love Hudson 🥹

brisk ocean Mar 16, 2026, 12:26 AM

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GIGGLING

tawdry yoke Mar 16, 2026, 10:42 PM

#

https://tenor.com/view/yum-tools-eat-taste-gif-17547468

Tenor

#

I’m going to go insane

#

I keep asking my parents for medication and they keep saying “we’ll talk about it”

#

You guys have been saying that since I got diagnosed 🥹🥹🥹

#

Lovely lovely

tawdry yoke Mar 16, 2026, 11:06 PM

#

I love my girlfriend

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She is awesome

#

To clarify I’m not gay I’m bi

#

I just say gay because it’s easier

tawdry yoke Mar 17, 2026, 1:55 AM

#

tawdry yoke I think I’m a lot less shy now which is good

This again

tawdry yoke Mar 17, 2026, 2:24 AM

#

tawdry yoke Mar 17, 2026, 5:50 AM

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I love my girlfrienddddd

tawdry yoke Mar 17, 2026, 10:39 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/monis-isnt-that-concerning-confused-spaced-out-gif-11095375576088764456

Tenor

tawdry yoke Mar 18, 2026, 3:27 PM

#

I think I messed up

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Can’t say it here

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But uh oh…

tawdry yoke Mar 19, 2026, 5:12 AM

#

Fortnite gameplay

tawdry yoke Mar 19, 2026, 8:36 PM

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Erm WHT rhe flip

tawdry yoke Mar 20, 2026, 3:35 AM

#

I broke up with my girlfriend today

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She didn’t do anything wrong I just miss my ex too much

#

I’m a bad person kinda

#

This sucks

tawdry yoke Mar 20, 2026, 5:09 AM

#

i was thinking about leaving this server

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drama and stuff

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i hate it

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it makes me overthink and get paranoid

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i probably wont leave because i like my friends and i like my journal and i need #build-habits

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im at day 8 no sh which is cool

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i was considering doing it again a lot today

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but now that ive realized how close i am to 10 days

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i probably wont

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if i want to ill join vc with someone then itll distract me

tawdry yoke Mar 21, 2026, 6:57 AM

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Slight flashing lights ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

#

i love diego

#

hes a horrible person so hes not literally me

#

i think im an ok person

#

but diegos kind of evil

#

but i love diego still

tawdry yoke Mar 21, 2026, 10:55 AM

#

I miss my exboyfriend a lot

#

I want to talk to him

#

I have things to say that only he would understand

#

I miss him so much

#

I’ll never get him back ever

#

No matter what I do

#

I asked my friend to reach out to him for me and he blocked my friend

#

I really

#

Really

#

Don’t know what to do

#

I related to him so much it was odd

#

Like

#

Every single thing that he liked I liked

#

Everything I liked he liked

#

Everything we struggled with we both did

#

I miss him

#

I’m so dumb for thinking I could actually be normal for once

#

Be in a normal relationship with someone who loves me

#

Maybe I’m just doomed to not

#

It’s late

#

Idk

#

I fucking miss him so much

#

I don’t know

#

Whar I did wrong

#

And I won’t ever know

#

Thats what really hurts its to not know

#

If he like

#

Talked

#

To me about it

#

“This is why I ghosted and blocked you”

#

That would be so much better than

#

Than whatever this is

#

I want to at least stay friends

#

And I broke up with my girlfriend because

#

Because of why

#

Because I’m not over the guy that treated me like shit?

#

Would leave me on delivered for days at a time?

#

And I left this perfect girl

#

For him?

#

I haven’t even been thinking about her

#

I’m so selfish

#

I don’t

#

I don’t know what to do at all

#

I don’t deserve any of this

#

I don’t deserve another person to care about me again

#

Why do my friends like me

#

Don’t they know I suck

tawdry yoke Mar 21, 2026, 8:39 PM

#

tawdry yoke Slight flashing lights ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

i want to inject this video in my bloodstream

tawdry yoke Mar 21, 2026, 11:08 PM

#

i miss my ex still

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 12:37 AM

#

i miss my ex still

sudden gull Mar 23, 2026, 3:11 AM

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tawdry yoke i miss my ex still

lowk same

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 9:03 AM

#

I hate everything about myself 😂😂😂

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 1:09 PM

#

I have trouble doing the simplest things

#

I don’t know why I’m such a loser

#

I made my friend really upset with me

#

I was joking about some food he ate but he got really upset

#

I didn’t want to make him feel like that I was just joking

#

I’m so dumb

#

If someone did thst to be I would be crying

#

I hate when people make fun of me even as a joke but I’m no better than them

#

I hardly got any sleep last night

#

All I do is make my friends worse

#

I don’t want to talk to anyone

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 1:39 PM

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Okay I don’t have school today

#

Which is shocking but I’m thankful

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 2:39 PM

#

Would anyone pick me as their favorite person

torn parcel Mar 23, 2026, 3:37 PM

#

tawdry yoke Would anyone pick me as their favorite person

Yes

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 4:18 PM

#

tawdry yoke I was joking about some food he ate but he got really upset

#

What kind of friend am I if I made him feel like that?

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 4:58 PM

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I want people to be honest to me

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 5:22 PM

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torn parcel Yes

torn parcel Mar 23, 2026, 5:23 PM

#

tawdry yoke

Why you think I’m lying

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 5:23 PM

#

torn parcel Why you think I’m lying

Because who would pick me Bru

tawdry yoke Mar 23, 2026, 7:21 PM

#

jacks fortnite gameplay

tawdry yoke Mar 24, 2026, 12:23 AM

#

Hi guys 😊 i left the server as a joke but we back

torn parcel Mar 24, 2026, 12:27 AM

#

@tawdry yoke

tawdry yoke Mar 24, 2026, 12:55 AM

#

I just feel like I’m getting worse no matter what I do

#

I was doing so good

#

Ever since I’ve just been stuck at 1 for the past couple days

#

Today sucked too

#

Actually

#

Today was good

#

I need to stop focusing on the bad parts

tawdry yoke Mar 24, 2026, 4:43 AM

#

I miss my boyfriend

#

My ex

#

I need to stop calling him my boyfriend

#

He’s not my boyfriend he’s my ex for a reason

tawdry yoke Mar 24, 2026, 6:38 AM

#

tawdry yoke Mar 24, 2026, 3:34 PM

#

tawdry yoke Mar 26, 2026, 4:00 AM

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Your message could not be delivered 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

#

I want my ex back so much 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

#

I cannot do anything without it reminding me of him 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

#

What did I do wrong 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

tawdry yoke Mar 26, 2026, 5:45 AM

#

Stratosphere

#

I will have like

#

This 2 day period

#

Where I’m completely over him

#

Not even thinking about him

#

Not caring

#

But then it’ll go back to normal for a week and I can’t do anything

#

I miss him so much

#

Everything reminds me of him

tawdry yoke Mar 27, 2026, 5:00 AM

#

It’s so pathetic. A TikTok video of a movie me and him watched together set me off and made me cry

#

I don’t know what to do

#

I want to be over him

#

I feel hopeless

tawdry yoke Mar 28, 2026, 5:46 AM

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I wish I wasn’t so ugly bro

#

If I looked better would he have left me still

tawdry yoke Mar 28, 2026, 5:01 PM

#

I had a dream about my ex I’m genuinely losing it

#

I forgot exactly what it was

#

I think it was him talking about his movies

tawdry yoke Mar 28, 2026, 5:55 PM

#

who else misses their ex 😂

#

i want to know what i did wrong

#

thats it bro

worldly sierra Mar 29, 2026, 12:41 AM

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tawdry yoke thats it bro

Love the pfp

tawdry yoke Mar 29, 2026, 12:43 AM

#

worldly sierra Love the pfp

ayee thank you

tawdry yoke Mar 29, 2026, 6:10 AM

#

Some people should not have access to the internet

tawdry yoke Mar 29, 2026, 9:16 AM

#

Why can’t I just stay clean

tawdry yoke Mar 29, 2026, 11:49 PM

#

im going backwards

#

i need to actually focus and improve

tawdry yoke Mar 31, 2026, 5:11 AM

#

Aw man

tawdry yoke Apr 1, 2026, 12:40 AM

#

i dont think im ever going to get better bro

#

the littlest things remind me of my ex

#

i dont know how ill ever get over him

tawdry yoke Apr 1, 2026, 1:30 AM

#

tawdry yoke Apr 1, 2026, 3:01 AM

#

i joined this server to talk about my mental problems and im too shy to talk about my mental problems 😂

tawdry yoke Apr 1, 2026, 5:15 AM

#

I’ve just felt like shit for the past 2 hours and I don’t know why

#

I feel horrible all the time but it’s really bad

#

I can’t fucking talk about it here either

vivid swan Apr 1, 2026, 7:55 PM

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tawdry yoke I can’t fucking talk about it here either

Jack, you should probably delete this.

#

Big brother is always watching, dude.

tawdry yoke Apr 5, 2026, 6:27 AM

#

ughhh 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣 if only somebody gifted me nitro 🫣🫣🫣🫣 ughhhh 🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣

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WTF WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE FOLLOWING MY JOURNAL

#

😭

tawdry yoke Apr 6, 2026, 5:38 AM

#

Hi

tawdry yoke Apr 8, 2026, 12:33 AM

#

i miss my ex so much bro

#

i broke up with him since he ghosted me for 9 days

#

but

#

why?

#

i couldve waited

#

he probably wouldve responded if i was just a bit more patient instead of blocking me

#

i want to talk to him

#

would it be a bad idea

#

to?

tawdry yoke Apr 9, 2026, 7:51 AM

#

I think I might be a little depressed

#

I need to give up trying to talk to him

#

It’s not going to work

#

I need to move on

torn parcel Apr 10, 2026, 12:02 AM

#

tawdry yoke I need to move on

hug

tawdry yoke Apr 10, 2026, 5:46 AM

#

I don’t know how to move on

#

I miss him so much

#

I haven’t gone more than a day without crying

#

I haven’t gone more than a week without ||sh||

#

I miss him so much and I don’t know what to do

#

I want to move on but I can’t

#

Everything reminds me of him

#

I could’ve waited for a few more days

#

He probably wasnt ghosting me on purpose

#

Why do I have to ruin everything

#

What the fuck is wrong with me

#

I don’t have any trauma or anything like that I’m just a fucking loser

#

I don’t know why I’m so messed up mentally

#

I miss him

#

Everything reminds me of him and I don’t have anyone to talk to about this

#

I don’t want to bother my sister again and all of my friends are offline right now

#

Today’s just been horrible

#

I got my friend mad at me since I got mad at his girlfriend

#

I’ve felt miserable since I was 10 years old maybe

#

I’m 14 now

#

Is this how the rest of my life is going to be

#

Even if I get medicated I don’t want to live having to swallow more and more pills every morning

tawdry yoke Apr 10, 2026, 6:24 AM

#

I think I’m going to be alone forever

#

I don’t know what else I want

#

I want him

#

I don’t want anything else I would give up everything just to talk to him one last time

#

He doesn’t want anything to do with me

#

We related to eachother so much

#

If he couldnt stay with me then who will ever be able to

#

I havent killed myself yet because of how long the note writing would take

#

I wouldnt want to forget anyone

#

Idk

#

I shouldn’t say that here I don’t want to get banned

#

Nobody will understand me like he did ever again

tawdry yoke Apr 10, 2026, 7:30 AM

#

thisisduster on twitter

#

good band i like them

#

they a little gay

tawdry yoke Apr 10, 2026, 11:35 PM

#

I CANT SEND

#

GIFS IN MY OWN JOURNAL

#

WHAT

#

#

ok if i download them i can send them

#

ahaha im so smart

#

tawdry yoke Apr 17, 2026, 1:01 AM

#

i want to cry for like the rest of the day and go to bed

#

today has been horrible

torn parcel Apr 17, 2026, 5:20 PM

#

tawdry yoke today has been horrible

hug

tawdry yoke Apr 20, 2026, 7:46 AM

#

Genuinely once I get on anti depressants I will be unstoppable

#

I will be so locked in

#

I think my adhd meds already make me happier

#

I notice when they wear off I’m sad again

#

But yay!

rich oasis Apr 20, 2026, 7:46 AM

#

do u get written adaptogens

tawdry yoke Apr 20, 2026, 7:46 AM

#

Hello why are you in my journal dear friend

tawdry yoke Apr 20, 2026, 7:46 AM

#

rich oasis do u get written adaptogens

Wat

#

Idk wat dat is so prolly not

rich oasis Apr 20, 2026, 7:47 AM

#

non stimulants i mean

#

i think they help with not crashing

#

they dont really stimulate like stimulants but they help with cortisol and stuff like that and also epinephrine/norepinephrine

#

its an effect that takes time to kick in like weeks but its advantage is i believe that it doesnt crash since its not a stimulant

tawdry yoke Apr 20, 2026, 7:48 AM

#

I see

#

I’ll mention it to my doctor in 2 weeks when I see him

rich oasis Apr 20, 2026, 7:48 AM

#

idk why im telling u this but its worth discussing it with ur psychiatrist

#

yeah

tawdry yoke Apr 21, 2026, 6:05 AM

#

I came out to my sister

untold pathBOT Apr 21, 2026, 9:33 PM

#

yay

tawdry yoke Apr 21, 2026, 10:07 PM

#

my grades highkey butt 😂

#

90%
49%
20%
76%
86%
50%
120%

#

im failing 3 classes 😰 its good thoguh right

tawdry yoke Apr 26, 2026, 7:28 PM

#

Lowk

#

Lowk bro

tawdry yoke May 3, 2026, 11:03 PM

#

bro

#

im actually so annoyed

#

i finally have motivation to do stuff

#

theres this guy in my sign language class that i have a crush on

#

and i was so motivated to improve myself to get a change of being with him

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i asked barber to cut my hair one way but then my dad started giving him different directions and now my hair genuinely looks like shit

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and now my parents wont let me cut my own hair to try and fix it

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i genuinely dont know what to do at all bro

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my dad keeps mocking me

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my mom at least tries to understand me

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my dad says it doesnt matter and itll grow back

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will it grow back by monday

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it wont bro

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i was looking forward to monday so much before i got my haircut now i dont want to leave the houes at all

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"i think it looks good" i know you think that youre the one that told him to cut it like that

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i dont think it looks good

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all of my self confidence is gone again

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i was doing so well like the past week

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and now its just horrible again

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i cant have one good month

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ive been miserable ever since i was a really little kid

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like 3rd grade maybe

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i dont want to spend the rest of my life crying over the smallest things

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why cant i be normal

tawdry yoke May 4, 2026, 3:24 AM

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im actually so stressed

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its just a haircut

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i need to calm down

tawdry yoke May 7, 2026, 11:41 PM

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This is the worst day I’ve had in a while bro

torn parcel May 9, 2026, 7:14 AM

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tawdry yoke This is the worst day I’ve had in a while bro

You feeling better now lovely?

tawdry yoke May 9, 2026, 2:04 PM

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torn parcel You feeling better now lovely?

A lot better thank you

torn parcel May 9, 2026, 2:09 PM

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tawdry yoke A lot better thank you

Hug2

tawdry yoke May 12, 2026, 3:16 PM

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I can’t lie it’s a little embarrassing posting here

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I’m doing a lot better

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I’m not keeping track of how many days I haven’t ||sh|| but I think it’s like 2 weeks?

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So that is nice

tawdry yoke May 13, 2026, 9:21 PM

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I’m scared

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I don’t know what to do

tough rivet May 14, 2026, 1:06 AM

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i love you

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i am so

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proud of you

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jack

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you are my brother i appreciate you so much

torn parcel May 14, 2026, 8:19 PM

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I love you so much Jack, you’re awesome Hug2

tawdry yoke May 18, 2026, 8:38 AM

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I took 40 steps backwards in the last 2 hours

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I miss him still

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I thought I was getting better

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I thought it was all good now

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I don’t know what to do

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I don’t think I’m ever going to get better

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I’m finally on medications why do I still want to kill myself

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I would’ve done it already if I wasn’t such a loser

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I don’t want to spend the rest of my life like this

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Constantly miserable over the smallest things

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I want to kill myself

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I’ve pressed a razor against my throat so many times but I’ve always been too scared to do it

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I’m doing all this over a stupid boy

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He doesn’t like me anymore and I have to accept that

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I don’t know what I did to make him not feel that way anymore and I will never know

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But I miss him every day

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Not a single day has gone by without me missing him

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I’ve gone a few days without crying over it

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But now I’m back here again

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I messaged some of my friends that I thought would respond and help me but none of them have

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Nobody likes me

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I don’t get messaged by any of my online friends first

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I don’t talk to any of my irl friends outside of school

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I’m going to be alone forever and I dont want that

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I would be better off dead

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I was doing so good and then I ruined it all bro

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I’ve just been scrolling through his TikTok reposts on an alt

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“I will never be somebody’s first choice”

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You were mine

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What the hell is wrong with this guy

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He doesn’t deserve all this attention and thought I’m giving him

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He’s still a person that I loved though

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“Why can’t I matter to anyone”

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You mattered to me so much

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And then he blocked me

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No communication

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9 days of ghosting me then he blocked me

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I think I’ll try to talk to him

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As friends

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I think it’s not a good idea but maybe it’ll give me some closure

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Wtf am I doing

tawdry yoke May 18, 2026, 9:16 AM

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I’m scared and alone

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I want someone to message me

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Everyone I’m close to is asleep

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I want to get better but I just fucked up so big

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I don’t know what to do

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I think I can manage this

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I can message my ex while I’m in the talking stage with a different guy

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It will be okay

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Highkey I was just tweaking out

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It is all okay

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Talk to my ex and resolve things
Talk to kodi and get a wonderful beautiful boyfriend

tawdry yoke May 19, 2026, 3:19 AM

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locking in mode ACTIVATING

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i dont thnk im gonna be able to get with kodi

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"could we hang out sometime?"
"im not sure i am reallyt busy the next few weeks"
"we can hang out in the summer?"
Left on delivered.

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brooooooooo

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illl try and keep hope bro

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im focusing on the worst and that is bad !

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and why the HELL did i message my ex bro 😭 holy shittt what was i thinking

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ok i know what i was thiinking but i was not thinking smartly

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i miss him a lot 😂 he was really good

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but oh well

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that ship has sailed

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itd be cool if he messaged me back and he wanted to be my friend

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im hoping he responds and says no

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honestly

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just closure is what i want bro

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💯

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i WILL keep trying to talk to kodi though

uneven galleon May 19, 2026, 3:34 AM

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tawdry yoke 1. Talk to my ex and resolve things 2. Talk to kodi and get a wonderful beautifu...

hey man this list and this topic of conversation looks a little to familiar.......... are we the same person

tawdry yoke May 19, 2026, 3:34 AM

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uneven galleon hey man this list and this topic of conversation looks a little **to** familiar....

um

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yes muahaha matt spelt backwards is jack...

#jacks fortnite gameplay