#The eternal battle with lust

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molten ridge
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addicted to ,,lust'' things kid with mental problems

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i will try to overcome it

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i was first shown p... at 5years old

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then for 3years fought it and at 8lost

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then another 2 years

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and then 2

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and from 12-now almost everymonth atleast 1time get exposed to it

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not it's like coffee

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if i won't get it well i get it because my brain switch off

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and go to it

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that was all the info nessosary

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soooo

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DAY 1
2/10 lust meter

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see yall in 24 hours

molten ridge
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day 2,3
lust 3/10
fell good i think

molten ridge
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Day 1 i don't want to talk about this...

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0/10

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regret 10/10

light epoch
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wait so what does the scale mean like 2/10, 3/10?

still mist
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Keep urself occupied in productive activities

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Or distracted by positive stuff

molten ridge
molten ridge
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Peak

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im kinda sad tho

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i won't spoiler

still mist
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Like 3 times

still mist
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I don't think watching anime/tiktok/Instagram is actually ideal in this case tho. Try making it harder for urself to lose by making it inconvenient for urself

light epoch
molten ridge
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when i recower i will

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recover*

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but pls if you could text me reminder i would be greatefull

molten ridge
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Day 2
lust 2/10
im almost healthy again

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tommorow i will run and see how much progres i can do in 1month

light epoch
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yoo good job buddy!!! proud of u

willow canyon
molten ridge
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just to let you know IDK HOW but i almost lost again so instead going to fill that desire with corn im writing here (pls treate lie nothing is there i just need to write here but im scared of replies)

gray palm
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Try not to keep the keyword "lust" or any other explicit words that may trigger the hormones, and btw you do NOT battle lust! You run from it, you distract yourself from it, and while you are away from it focus on adjusting, observing and maintaining your emotions, so the next time you face lust (by accident) You can atleast try to resist it, if you fall it's okay as long as you didn't do it willingly. If dirty thoughts continue, it's normal. The subconscious mind was introduced to "p..." in the early stages of life, like you mentioned before. So it's naturally that it'll think of that again, but there is also a chance that you'll be more vulnerable to lust, because some reports showed people being more affectionate after breaking their "streak" (what I mean by streaks how long they haven't touched themselves)

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Don't take ti's advice to seriously I'm not licensed!

molten ridge
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maybe you're not licenced but you give preety good advices thanls

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thanks*

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Day 3
L 3/10
actually i feel great i don't feel like i need this to survive

light epoch
light epoch
molten ridge
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Day 4 (new record from the start of this journal)
L 5/10 not so great but theres a chance i will survive
i will run today (i ran yeasterday too)

molten ridge
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i run
i almost womited but it's all good

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vomited*

light epoch
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omg

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how are you feeling now

molten ridge
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Day 5
L 6-8/10 i think my streak will reset : (

molten ridge
light epoch
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RUN EVERYTIME YOU FEEL THE URGE

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or enter a room full of poeple

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or jsut be in public

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that way you cant do anything

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dont think, just run to a crowded place

molten ridge
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+im antysocial : /

light epoch
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dang

light epoch
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just put yourself in a position where u quite literally cannot lose your streak

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like in a public space or get on a phone call

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ykwim?

molten ridge
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i can go downstairs to my parents

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watch a movie or sum with them