I am having trouble focusing on doing homework, tasks, and preparing for my examinations. I feel pressured to succeed because dropping out is not an option, and my university does not allow us to take course retakes. I struggle with procrastination, along with burnout and social anxiety, and it hinders me from doing well at school. I have tried journaling and different kinds of study techniques but I just can't figure out how to manage my time effectively while also mentally preparing for classes, projects, and groupworks.
I think I lost the passion for my major (won't disclose it for privacy reasons) but also maybe it is the realization that I never had the spark for it in the first place, that made me so unmotivated to study. I chose this major because I believe it would give me financial security than my true passion. If I shift majors then I would lose years of effort, and my parents wouldn't approve of it.
Most of the time I also break down after classes, feeling like I'm a failure among my classmates. But despite that, I want to stay in this major, and in my university, but a part of me yearns for something different. I feel hopeless, tired and exhausted. Does anyone know how this feels like? And what advice could you give me?