#I want to be normal

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crisp venture
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I feel like no one likes me at school people used to say I stink? But I tried my best showering everyday wearing new clothes idk what worked but that eventually died out people who used to not mind me and didn’t mind being near or sitting near me now hates me and moves away when I’m close I’m trying to look more prettier (disobeying my mum) aswell but it doesn’t work I put more pressure on myself by wearing lashes but I don’t see any change I just want to be from a different country all the people from my country look pretty but not really me I really want to be ukranian and be in this ukranian friend group it’s so normal there but I have more years of school in here I wanna start new in college but everyone also sees my freinds as normal idk what I have done is it because I look chopped? I hate the constant overthinking coming from me I wanna be normal think normal just I’m begging someone help me

  1. How to definitely never smell (idk what’s causing one person to say I stink but others say I smell fine)??
  2. How to make people not mind me anymore and be my friend
    And just advice in general
stark hearth
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There's a guy in my college that "smells" and we used to make fun of him but even tho he doesn't stink anymore the joke stayed and I feel bad at last

crisp venture
# stark hearth Have you tried deodorant?

yess i do everything i shower everday, i put deadorant the roll on one, the time i was "stinky" was when i lost a loved one so i couldnt even keep up being hygenic then

crisp venture
stark hearth
crisp venture
# stark hearth That's totally understandable but they won't know about this right so just keep ...

yesss i bearly got any comments recently but today someone behind me said "she stinks" idk who they said that too im 60% sure it might be me but one of them not the one behind me said smt to the teacher and moved to another desk? but not the person actually behind me and im not sure if it was smt else his chair was like far backwards i keep telling myself he prob spilled smt, but im unsure idk if they were talking bout me but im honestly trying my best to smell good

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but ive been close to a lot of people like talking right infront and they made no reaction with their nose when i came close

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lowkey all the popular people say i "stink" but i ask others not rlly popular they say i smell of sakura

stark hearth
stark hearth
crisp venture
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and prob told everyone

stark hearth
stark hearth
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Now everyone sees you and remembers what they were told

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Lowkey fell bad for my guy so had to stop making fun of people. I kinda understand them at last

crisp venture
stark hearth
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Welp hopefully

crisp venture
stark hearth
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Don't pay too much attention the the people that repeatedly says ts btw

stark hearth
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And this changed something in how I act or respond back to people

crisp venture
stark hearth
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I hate to say it but same 💔

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But yk you can't waste your time to build yourself to be praised at

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Atp I was so jealous of my friends that I did so much to be one of them/blend it and it only made me someone else

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So lowk im just nice to everyone now

crisp venture
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i regret that sm