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craggy escarp Dec 21, 2025, 5:24 PM

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another day of hollow hard work

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why do i feel guilty for not getting enough done today ill work harder tommorrow and i didnt touch a cigarette today :)) maybe not too shabby

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ky dumbahh starved myself again

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well ill eat tommorrow i should sleep

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ill wake up in three hours and start revising computers for the test tommorrow

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u didnt cry for him today

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fab he humiliated the fuck out

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of you grow up and get out of it already

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its been five months

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“u quite literally mean nothing to me so calm the fuck down”

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right

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weekly to do list

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Get back on track with Math
finish computer syllabus
stoichiometry in chem
• Go swimming in the morning or afternoon everyday
• Start a course on editing – Adobe Premiere
• work on the angel of grief finish its wing tree background
• Write George Orwell’s book review animal farm
• Start 1984 – George Orwell
Research on metaethics and Morality mostly emotivism
research Tutsi genocide
get your gingevectomy done and beg mum for a hydrafacial
hit the jacuzzi w urself
get yo self waxed u hairy ahh

•    Meet amna on Tues
•    Go Lahore for a day on Friday
•    Maybe still meet Nabeeha tmrow

→ go bowling
→ go go karting
→ hit giga or bazaar with amma for luxury+thrifting

try to minimize screentime

long term (2026)
concert on 12-13-14 jan
festivals
muns nimun jan and mark mun 22nd-24th jan
murree road trip
nathia galli n gilgit side
in winters convince grandprents
convice for karachi as well
trip to usa or out of country once atleast next yr
electric scooter
meet amna ALOT she might go for college next yr
meet nainai n zara
nabeeha mariam n laraib hadi meet them a bunch too
party

finish all syllabuses again
topicals and proper revision
start content creating using charcoal drawings the editing course and ur book scripts
read and write book scripts as well as poetry
engage in debates and philosophical discussion
journal and be grateful for so many opportunities and stay happy
🙂 i love u fab

DONT STOP SWIMMING
scope to be a national athlete if i work hard ngl
football->try 50mins in school everyday
dance alot and have fun all year long js like this year

craggy escarp Dec 21, 2025, 10:25 PM

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i woke up to study but i js feel like shit

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might sleep a bit more

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 12:53 AM

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woke up stretched skin care

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been an hour since ive been studying might go drink coffee

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 2:09 AM

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ate breakfast wanted to smoke but didnt yippeeeee
studied a bit more might sleep for 20 im getting distracted

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Progress tracker n happiness bar

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danced to 2020 music ily roxanne

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feeling happy

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n grateful

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 3:07 AM

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i watch this reel everyday for my daily dose of serotonin

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aw

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cant send it but its a hot dude with abs 😛

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add https urself

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://www.instagram.com/reel/DSCwAWXE1se/?l=1

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 10:05 AM

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PAPER WENT AWSOME

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im goadd

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glad

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had so much fun with nabeeha just talking and laughing our asses off outside shes such a cutie

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i hope we can meet at the afternoon too

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rn just gonna draw for an hour then finish the boom reviews

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book

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then probs nabeeha g then editing course and thats a nice day

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if not nabeeha ill js hit nuwwarrahs house

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 10:44 AM

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im grateful for
1.nabeha
2.the beautiful golden sun and laughter
3.my loving mother

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 11:11 AM

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finished a quick book review for flowers of buffoonery by dazai osamu

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ill write one for george orwell animal farm

craggy escarp Dec 22, 2025, 1:42 PM

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SAW BRANDON ROGERS CAME ON STIFF SOCKS

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FUCK YEAHH

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watched the whole thing im so happy now back to art

craggy escarp Dec 23, 2025, 6:38 AM

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woke up a bit late but my grandma was about to leave swimming without me

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how dare she

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I HAD SO MUCH FUN SWIMMING im getting it back im home in my pjs all clean js about to get dolled up

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amnas gonna come today

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im so excited i havent seen her in sooo long

craggy escarp Dec 23, 2025, 8:06 AM

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im all dolled up and ready to meet my loml fr

craggy escarp Dec 23, 2025, 10:03 AM

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why isnt she here yet

craggy escarp Dec 23, 2025, 5:18 PM

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SHE CANE AND MY GOD I HAD THE BEST DAY OF MA FUCKING LIFE AAAAA

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HOLY WE WENT TO CENTRAL ATE HAPPY MEALS LNFAO WHILE R MAMA WAS DRIFTING AND WE WAS ON THE SUNROOF FUCKING AROUND AND BLASTING MUSIC

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THEN WE WENT GOKARTING WE SHARED A LARGE HAZELNUT FRAPPUCINO

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POSTED STORIES ON THE GRAM AND CAME HOME ALSO PLAYED THAT CATCH STICKS GAME I CUAGHT SEVEN SHE CAUGHT ONE

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I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF

craggy escarp Dec 23, 2025, 7:14 PM

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saw the wmmun page and i recognized hadi js by his fuckin hair man

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the back of it

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his frail ass frame too

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holy shit i feel kinda sad idk

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why

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but its okay

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im too blessed to be sad

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to be grateful
1.amna
2.the opprtunities like go karitng central waghera
3.grandad for picking us on a whim :)))

craggy escarp Dec 24, 2025, 4:29 PM

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today was honestly such a cool fucking day

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i talked and watched ibi play rl for a solid two hours while drawings and then we yapped and had fun

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then i got dressed really pretty and went to the nearest park ya

craggy escarp Dec 25, 2025, 5:09 AM

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and then I met Nabeha and we had so much fun talking playing those stupid weird games and I’m grateful for the memories I made. My mom picked me up. We got into a bit of a squabble but all resolved. she dropped me off at swimming

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and cane home to a delicious roll paratha

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fabs journal ^^

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scrolled reels and slept hehe

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i js woke up i feel like drawing so ill go to it

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maybe for an hour or two and then start off with maths

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ill call nuwwarrah to come here at 4

craggy escarp Dec 25, 2025, 2:11 PM

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she came and we had soo much fun

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we yapped for

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4-5-6-7

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holy

craggy escarp Dec 25, 2025, 2:53 PM

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we went to get snacks behind the rode

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and then js chilled and watched reels together which was hoenstly such a vibe

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im so blessed to have a friend like her

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and she was so vulnerable with me too

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its so cute mwa

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i also js texted the boy i like whos physically attracted

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im such a bitch to him its aad and he has

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a shitty personality ngl

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but oh well waste of face ig

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ill go draw for an hour

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and then

craggy escarp Dec 25, 2025, 2:56 PM

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craggy escarp ill go draw for an hour

finish that interview with bassen yousaf

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then animal farm book review I HAVE TO

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and thenn

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stidy

craggy escarp Dec 26, 2025, 11:02 AM

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craggy escarp i also js texted the boy i like whos physically attracted

hes kinda weird

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im kinda icked

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why are all the hotmen so weirddd 🙁

craggy escarp Dec 26, 2025, 8:07 PM

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i had a really fun day today i felt sad in the middle

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i went seimming and gym in the morning it was awsome

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drank some delicious coffee and then drew while scrolling reels

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today was a rest day

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u felt sad in the middle and the cat conforted u

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idk why u cried here and there

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but u ate delcious kfc and oh god was that memorable

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u cyxled and posted a story yipppeee

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hadeed commented

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the concersationed changed to exes

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he said

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“hes a goodlooking amn whyd he date you”

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it kinda hurt me

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but im taking the piss im hot as fuck

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he was litrly tryna flirt wme

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hes a fucking dead eyed soul loser

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+slenderman ugly and

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weird kinda creepy in a horny way

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theyre litrly nobodies and u wont even remember them

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u have a fucking trip to go to tkmmorrow have fun bb

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also ur happy as hell and ur working on ur self control

good famiky a
stray cat that always comes to me whenever i feel sad and cuddles me i have such amazing friends who have always been there for me even if abit less in quantity im haopy fulfilled fun and i make sure i live to the fullest everyday i promise kyself to grow to learn and educate myself and yeah its true i fall soemtimes but im trying my best right and im working on my self control im working on rebuilding myself cuz i frankly forgot who i was and i associated a poece with that relationship but its gonna be anew year he forgot me i forgot him its finished and im so fucking glad we are at where we are because i wouldnt be able to soend this kuch time w my grandparents on brother or mama papa if i was in a rls and i remember being very distant with them and these r the only times we will truly be with them so im not too sad i didnt loose anything he was js an accessory for me and i had bad habits at the tine a manipulator avoidant bitch that ive worked on and gotten bette

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people bark and i take the bait and thats okay

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coz im human

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HEHHEHEHEHEHE

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I BLOCKED HIM

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FUCK HIMM

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i love myself

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bas ab chill maro

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start decentering men dawg these ngas wint gon do shit

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if i rlly wanted love

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i can walsy touch

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myself so whats the big deal i

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people bark i need to stop taking the bait

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im over hadi a long time ago now im js dragging it

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hashim drains me toh ussay dfah kro

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stop talking to all these dudes man

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its not worth it

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the self control is clearly lacking

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find what u fucking want

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who u fucking are

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not a puppet for these people but ur inner self

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who is fabeha

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ask yourself

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ur 15 not 16 17 18 19 20 or even 21 u have a shutton of time

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u live in luxury and

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ur going in a trip tmrow

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be grateful and move on

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i love you fabeha

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1.the cat that loves ke everynight
2.my dad
3.Kfc

craggy escarp Dec 27, 2025, 6:30 AM

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i don’t think

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we’re going to muzzafrabad after all

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moms throwing a tantrum and crying and all

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she didn’t feel valued

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welp

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not my problem

craggy escarp Dec 27, 2025, 7:32 AM

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yayyayay we are

craggy escarp Dec 30, 2025, 11:39 PM

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hey

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i havent updated in a little while because in all honesty i was tired for a day or two and needed some rest and before that i was having the time of my life ngl i went to muzzaffrabad w mama papa and oh my god

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i had the time of my life

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the sky was laced with golden around clouds as fluffy as cotton candy

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the mountains were so enchanting i hung out the sunroof and the beautiful layers the mountains fall in

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holy shit man

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isnt that beautiful

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im so grateful amd happy that i was to see this in my lifetime esp in my childhood i never noticed how happy nature makes me

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styaing at pc eating the most deicious food ever

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god im sure ill be skme fatass w the way im chomping lately

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ill fogure it out trust and i took the day after as hs a rest day even though at heart i wasnt so tired

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maybe in scared of this questions

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but who do i want to be in 2026?

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am i so faulted right now that i have to change myself to win?

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am i so enraged with spite that i have to do so so much to win?

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am i not who my true self is and i want to be?

craggy escarp Dec 31, 2025, 7:00 AM

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ill break the loop

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hopefully

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break it

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into pieces

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ill write the book review study go wax myself read book study waghera

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ill work on myself

craggy escarp Dec 31, 2025, 7:22 AM

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i fell into the trap again

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its okay

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just twenty minutes

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i needed that break anyways

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lets wash my face and then go study

craggy escarp Jan 1, 2026, 11:08 AM

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i feel like a failure but what worth is it to forgive myself for another fruitless day

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why do i value my productivity over my happiness?

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i value productivity to attain future happiness and most importantly stability

craggy escarp Jan 1, 2026, 6:42 PM

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there was this friend who honestly texted and loved me alot but some of his obsessive shit drained the life out of me and im too tired of rls and all and recently got my heart broken so it was a bit of a drag for me and right now me n him got into a petty argument that im really sensitive abt kids n pregnancy and all yk uff i got so mad i blocked him from everywhere but i feel a but bad i mean

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cut hashim off

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it wont even fucking hurt he was such a drag my god

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annoying ass bitch

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im so glad texting him was hell

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we can be friends with him later but thisll give him a lesson to not fuck around in the futurr

craggy escarp Jan 1, 2026, 7:46 PM

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hs distance from him if he drains u that nuch ig

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chalo ab dhekhtein hein

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i got my face waxed imma pretty princess fr

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ill wake up in the meoning and

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fast even tho i dont believe in god

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make mama proud

craggy escarp Jan 5, 2026, 7:44 PM

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ive

craggy escarp Jan 5, 2026, 8:11 PM

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stopped journaling

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is it oht of laziness

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fear

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angst

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pain

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or periods

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i failed today

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is that okay

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i want to cry

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i feel pathetic

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my life is stuck on a fucking loop

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maybe school will fix it

craggy escarp Jan 5, 2026, 9:45 PM

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yayayay im fine now

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i feel better

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it was js the sorrow i had
filled and kinda cutting myself off from everyone else

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ill be fine

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ill work harder tommorrow

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wash hair
medicine
makeup and ready for school
school
book-1984
rest
study:
stoichiometry
chapter 3
chapter 4

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maybe some art and sleep

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its okay

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well try again tomorrow

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i love you fabeha

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goodnight

craggy escarp Jan 17, 2026, 8:37 PM

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its been a while since ive journaled

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ive been through too many downs and ups i shouldve kept track whoopsi daisies

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well

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ive been studying more now im kinda workin hard i made a new friends dani we call and we study and have fun and yap together its kinda like hadi but without the bullshit compromises but it does remind me a bit of all that..

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ill be done with chemistry by tommorrow and ill start computer after
then to be locked in on math
then physics
im a but overwhelmed but u have time right now so i wont fret

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i havent being doing arts or poetry niether have i been going to the gym so ill need to figure out a schedule

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ill start reading 1984 as well

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ill tty not to overburden myself i have my whole life to all my

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passions

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also

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ive been reading shit on regretful parents and

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being childfree and the challenges of having children so im officially swearing on a god i dont believe in that id rather die then have a child

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fuck children i cant stand them anyways

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im not missing out on shit other then hell and i have a rlly rlly back fear of childbirth or tokopjobia

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ill get my tubes removed or get a hypersectomy at 20 and never needa piss blood again

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ofc after researching abt it and all but i have plenty of time before that

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i want to travel the work

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world

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my one wish

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to see to eat to feel to explore to befriend

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i want to experience it al

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from the Colosseum in rome to the skyscrapers of china

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the blossoms of japan

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im a chaser of adrelenine stuck in a mindblogging loop of patience

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yet i laugh and dance for every moment is precious and not worth the waste

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im glad whatever happened happened

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and im happy for where and who i am right the faq nowww

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may my decisions and experiences bring me such happiness moving forth

craggy escarp Jan 18, 2026, 8:07 AM

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js studied a shitt ton

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finished p2 stoichiometry like 40 questions

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yipeepee i wanna break tho

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ill do acid bases salts revision and p2 next

craggy escarp Jan 18, 2026, 8:05 PM

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i js chilled all day ngl

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ill start again in a while

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i took a shower yuppee

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obv i already do ts but its good to keep count from now on

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day 1 of SSSSSS
study selfcare swim sing script soccer

day 1 of studying exam in two months
day 1 of relearning football
day 1 of self care
day 1 of writing script or an essay everyday
day 1 of going swimming
day 1 of remembering to stay grateful dancing singing and being happy

craggy escarp Jan 19, 2026, 5:08 PM

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i failed so miserbly today

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the teacher mocked me for zoning out and humiliated me

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n the whole class laughed

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twice

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i js

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cant

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i lwk cried my school and life is hell

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its okay js two months

craggy escarp Jan 20, 2026, 9:11 AM

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okay

craggy escarp Jan 20, 2026, 9:12 AM

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craggy escarp its okay js two months

that was extra😭😭

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im good yall

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it was funny as fuck tho

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i made a board of a all the thjngs that represent me and i love

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why is this 9 hrs

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mwa doja cat im straight and a minor but id hamster

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god i love her

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music

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homay now me study hard

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until i finish chem

craggy escarp Jan 21, 2026, 10:39 AM

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im a bit tired

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i feel happy

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idk i think so im happy

craggy escarp Jan 25, 2026, 2:19 AM

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WE GETTING A KITTY CAT

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OMFG

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HOLY

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HOW DID I PULL TS

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YESTERDAY IN THE CARCWE DECIDED OKAY YAH WE NEED KITTY MEOW MEOW

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AND AFTER 6 HOURS OF FUCKING CONVINCING STRAIGHT ME AND MY VRO PULLED KITTY

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ONLY 15K fawn persian the cutest thjng ever

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AAAAAAA

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AAAAA

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AAA

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AA

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AAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHJSIAKSNAJJAJSJSJSJAKAJSJSJSJSJKAKAJDJDJDHSKWKKAKAKA

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its diet and everythings a but complicated but intensely worth it

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and

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im js so hopy

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my mama caught me talkin to dani and fucking crashed out

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ion give a fuck tho

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that bitch cant even beat my ass no more i js deflect

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she made a whole scene abd started crying locked her door and then cried for hours and i was js like aight

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and im js like holy crazy bitch

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imma js like mentally distance trom her ion care bt her ass i lost any ounce of respext i had for her anw so

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crazy conservative bitch whos whole moral compass revolves around some fuckass cult

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islam such a shitshow u can tell its fuckin madeup shi

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oh heyall naw if there is a god islam is nawt the right religion

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i could provr to my diary why but im lwk lazy to type

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128 on the iq test ans im still a dumbfuck

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😭😭

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im so bitchy in my diary i fucking love it

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crazy bitch rants

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if anyone elseirl sees ts ill commit murder

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anyhooo

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Crazy🤸🏽‍♂️ Bitch🤹🏽‍♀️ rants🧘🏽‍♀️

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cute

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okay

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i need to focus on meth now

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ill take a 20 min yoohaw break and

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then

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finish all that
coordinate geo
differentiation
graphs of function
swimming
kitty kat litter and food or toys wtv
kitty cat welcome

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mensuration and wtv i can do

craggy escarp Jan 25, 2026, 7:26 AM

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craggy escarp finish all that coordinate geo differentiation graphs of function swimming ki...

fuck dat shit the jacuzzi was fire

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kitty cat coming

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weeewoo

craggy escarp Jan 26, 2026, 6:34 AM

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okay

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study

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study

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grifngrind

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grind

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grind

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the catto dude aint picking up

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im a bit scared

craggy escarp Jan 26, 2026, 11:30 AM

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HE PICKED UP WE GOOD

craggy escarp Jan 27, 2026, 4:05 PM

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cat got wcammed

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hahaha

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haha

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ha ha ha haha

craggy escarp Jan 30, 2026, 6:30 AM

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YAY KITTY CAME

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OKAY

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OKAY

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SKDAS

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DASDASLDASDKLAS

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i need to lock in

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my papers r in 80 days or sm

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i rlly need to catch upto school

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im done chemistry but redox reaction and electroloysis left

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im done differentiation of math w a shitton of topicals i understood graphs of function but practise left

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comp the whole thing needs to be revised and practised

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eng js check some reports and formats and thats all

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ill start with

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Comp:
input devices for twenty minutes✅

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output devices for twenty✅
data storage for twenty✅

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network hardware for twenty✅

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sensors for ten minutes✅

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embedded for ten minutes✅
n then revision for twenty✅

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Math:

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topicals of graphical solutions✅
topicals of coordinated geometry ✅
revision on differentiation and all ✅
trignometry and topicals✅

craggy escarp Jan 31, 2026, 12:38 PM

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craggy escarp Feb 1, 2026, 2:04 PM

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okay guys i rlly need to lock in

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ts0 g6+e09

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44456-=================================76gty

craggy escarp Feb 3, 2026, 5:31 PM

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Math:
Mensuration✅
mensuration topicals✅
cylinder question
save my exam questions
Numbers
numbers topicals
statistics
Chemistry:
redox reaction
redox reaction topicals
Electrolysis
Electrolysis topicals
Computer:
Ch3 Hardware✅
Ch4 Software✅
Ch5 Internet
Comp Topicals
Physics:
General physics
Topicals
Waves and light
Topicals
Thermal physics
Computer:
P2 error correction
P2 bubble sorting
P2 topicals

craggy escarp Feb 10, 2026, 10:43 AM

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im done one fuckin chapter

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this is lw tiring

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ill grind today

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ch5 and mensuration

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Mensuration
internet ch5

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todays goal

craggy escarp Feb 10, 2026, 6:37 PM

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tomorrows:
Mensuration topicals
Indices
Percentage
Surds
Interst
Standard form
Power n roots
30 minute break
ch4 software
Revision of all comp ch3 and ch5
Ch1 General physic topicals
three manwha chapter every five items from the list done
for software every 1 hr

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Day 2:
Trignometry topicals
HCF and LCM
Set Notation Venn diagram
Topicals
Statistics
Videos
Topicals

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Day 3
Redox Reaction
Topicals
Revision of rest
Electrolysis

craggy escarp Feb 15, 2026, 9:17 AM

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craggy escarp Feb 18, 2026, 3:08 PM

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Rants Freakouts and Timetables

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FUCK YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

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I HATE YOU U

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ASS

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FINGERING

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WHO

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NO WONDER UR MOM HATES YOU

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IM SO GLAD

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I THREW U AWAY CHEATIN ASS RAN THROUGH

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BUT NOW

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CRINGEE UAEGGHH

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WHY YO ASS GOTTA DO THIS TO ME U WERE SO BAD AT IT TO EWWWWWWWW UGH ILL VOMITE NO WONDER UR WHOLE ENVIRONMENT

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IS SUICIDAL FREAKS

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HAHA NO WONDER U TOLD THEM ALL MY SECRETS AND BITCHED ABT ME U TODDLER PREBUSCENT BOY

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MY BODY IS MINE AND ITS TOO HOT FOR YOU FRANKLY

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FUCK THE OFF

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I DONT EVEN HAVE TO WISH ON UR DOWNFALL
DAT SHIT IS DOING WELL IN UR HANDS ALONE

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UR SUCH A

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FUCKASS

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I HOPE YOU

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TRIP ON GLASS AND SCRATCH UR FACE

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BUT EVEN THAT WOULD BE A GLOWUP FROM THE MONSTROSITY

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IT WAS U UGLY ASS

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FEMMBOI

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IM NEVER DATING FEMMBOIS WHO SHOVE HAIRBRUSHES UP THEIR ASSES AGAIN

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SLUT GO SUCK OFF AZKA OR SM IM GLAD SOME OTHER WOMEN TOOK

craggy escarp Feb 18, 2026, 4:20 PM

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i was so high

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pls no one read this

craggy escarp Feb 18, 2026, 7:36 PM

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yoo i had a serious ass discussion w mama around religion and i mentioned to her all the ways she forced and everything and how disconnected i am with god and all and i told her that how shes trying to force me on namaz and all is not going to work and she based r whole reationship on that even thought she sacrificed her whole life for ke through acts of service

craggy escarp Feb 24, 2026, 4:58 PM

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yo

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i found my career in life

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i want to do PPE from a global top 10

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ill work hard

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ill make money drive strat and passion

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enjoy the years i work

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Academically (All-Round)
7A*s and One A
A-Levels:Math, Economics, History ± English
complete Global Perspectives O-Level,
data/quant skills (Excel, statistics, ESG metrics)

🌞 Summer Plan (Precise, Action-Oriented)

Blog & Articles: 4–6 posts analyzing politics, ESG, macro trends, and social issues, with infographics.

Macro Trading Research: Track 2–3 global events weekly; write short analytical notes connecting politics → markets → ESG implications.

Research Paper: Choose topic (e.g., political instability & capital flight), collect data, draft outline & literature review.

Financial Literacy Course: Complete 1 course (CFA Foundations / ESG Investing / Coursera).

Debate Club/MUN Practice: Participate weekly, focusing on policy, ESG, and crisis scenarios; mentor juniors if possible.

Essay Competitions: Submit at least 1–2 essays on global affairs / ESG topics.

Infographics / Posters: Learn tools (Canva, Piktochart) and create 4–6 visuals summarizing research or blog content.

Global Perspectives O-Level Prep: Dedicate 1–2 hours/day for exam readiness and essay practice.

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i have a clear path of what i will do

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for the first time in my whole life

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im so determined i will never waver

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okay now me go study for premock tmorrow mwa

craggy escarp Feb 27, 2026, 11:32 PM

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popop

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okay

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lock in from today

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tomorrow:
12am-Vectors
1-3-Vector topicals
3-5-Statistics Topicals
5-8-number sequences

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attempt 1-2 past papers

craggy escarp Mar 4, 2026, 5:53 AM

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i finished all this

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i keep on forgetting how good Five A*stars will feel and how desperately i want this i im just sad about the world and politics about the satanists and the wars

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but thats okay itll hopefully settle down and even if it doesnt ive lived a really happy grateful and blessed life

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i may be a common civillian oblivion to how the world works bbut thats okay because those who control the world are just satanists infested with greed and the lust for control

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atleast my life has been so blessed even if im agnostic with

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rainbows and sunshines

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and love and happiness

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laughter and beautiful views

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i need to get 5 A*S and how i study right now is what they rely on i need to work even harder and try my best so i can 1st.have an easy chance to go to a great unviersity and learn my passion degree and have the time of my life and can also lead to scholarhsips abroad

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2.Scholarship for colleges and builds career mama would only let me go to roots or my dream school if i do it

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3.To make my grandparents happy they depend and expect far too much from me and ill show them how hard ill work
4.to show those who hated me i am academically far beyong them smack that fuckign pphysics A* right in hadis face smakc the shit out of nabiha with a Math A* smack the shit out of mehreen with a 7A*s 1A

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ill finish chemistry and do two past papers and revision fo math then programming and phsyics

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ill go through efficient tips and tricks for english and practise 1-2 papers

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ill take those papers to school with me tommorrow

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My goal right now is to get 5A*s in the Mocks that are in two weeks

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GO:

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 4:50 AM

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yall i fucked up ill be honest with yall

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i wanted to finish chem yesterday

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i tried my best

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but i have soo much to do

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i wanted to move on today

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but i wasny able to

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and that really hurts

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but ykw

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thats okay

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its fnennene

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ill js work

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harder today

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 5:18 AM

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okay

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finish chem and move onto electrochemistry

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 5:36 AM

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i got this

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big booty squad

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hmm

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i want

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my big booty

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and tities but how do i shrink my waist more

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ughghgh

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hiit or cardio js gon make it boxiet idk maayn

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pilates might

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okay

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i got ts

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two days for the booty and legs

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the rest is pilates

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and honestly i went from 50 to 60kg so if i cut slightly i wont needa

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miss out on booty and have more waist

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 6:46 AM

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THU Pilates: Full Body (Move with nicole 30 minutes Fullbody workout)
FRI:Pilates Abs and core- (Blogilates)
SAT Gym: Heavy Legs
SUNRest
MON Pilates:Back and arms-(Madeline abie day 3)
TUE Gym: Glute Isolation
WED Pilates: Full body (Move with nicole 30 minutes Fullbody workout)

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 7:48 AM

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man

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i really need

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to start

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working on my habits

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and myself

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im happy i

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okay

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little steps

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for now

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i cant really work on essays and content creating adn whatnot since i dont have the time for it

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what i could make time for

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is hygiene health cat study excercise and attention span

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arts and reading orbonding with brother and familiy

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ill work to get rid of my yt short addiction

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okay for
hygiene
get an electric toothbrush and mouthwash
ill keep my nails clean
shower daily at night
shampoo and condition thrice a week
consistent with skin care
moisturize daily and use glycolic acid for elbows and bikini line and blacked areas
clay masks twice a week

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oil my hair twice a week

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health
Take supplements
eat salads more
cut down on sodium and move toward salads
get more bananas oranges and apples and strawberries
greek and low fat yogurt
low fat olper pro calcium milk
more orange and carrot juice
whenever ur hungry drink water with electrolyte
stop buying junk food
more chicken protein js buy roast chicken

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attention span
When in need of break
play doors/minecraft with ibbi
Read 1984
Charcoal Art
Organize paint and paint the outisde with its colour so easy
Organize closet and throwaway useless clothes
Organize makeup and give back useless one

craggy escarp Mar 5, 2026, 8:37 AM

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okay fab

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its 1:37

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i need to get 5 AS and how i study right now is what they rely on i need to work even harder and try my best so i can 1st.have an easy chance to go to a great unviersity and learn my passion degree and have the time of my life and can also lead to scholarhsips abroad
2.Scholarship for colleges and builds career mama would only let me go to roots or my dream school if i do it
3.To make my grandparents happy they depend and expect far too much from me and ill show them how hard ill work
4.to show those who hated me i am academically far beyong them smack that fuckign pphysics A right in hadis face smakc the shit out of nabiha with a Math A* smack the shit out of mehreen with a 7A*s 1A

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smakc the shit out of maam noor with an A* in physics

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smack the shit out of maam maria with A* in compute

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i got this

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for travel for passion and its fun learning afterall knowledge is a power you can only bestow upon urself

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if i want to apply for internation unis and competitive sixth forms

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igcses matter way to fucking much

craggy escarp Mar 7, 2026, 6:20 AM

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okay

craggy escarp Mar 9, 2026, 2:39 PM

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It still hurts

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Why

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It doesmt

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Ur js

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Imagining shit

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If it really does hurt then u gotta prove them wrong be exactly who

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They think u cant become

craggy escarp Mar 10, 2026, 7:11 PM

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i think

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before studying everyday

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fir ten minutes

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i will write a poem

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a requiem

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an essay

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js to create

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not to consume

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As the world comes to an end i ask my soul what is truly left of it
A flower that wont stop flailing till it deems it time
lost even a purpose or the point of its might
desensitized to the colours of the world and blinded by fools born with power
to consume hate and create banter
a soul that shed its tears like the petals of a withering flower
A hollow stem ripped of its purpose
poisoned roots and dried up branches
left deserted in a world of cruelty

craggy escarp Mar 11, 2026, 5:38 AM

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Dont solve anything the day before, light revision only
NO. OF PAST PAPERS IS NOT EQUAL TO YOUR KNOWLEDGE
meaning, if your concepts arent clear, no point in solving alot of papers
MASTER EVERYTHING, and try to go above a little then the syllabus, THEY DO NOT MENTION EVERYTHING THERE, watch people in youtube solving papers, see what the tricks they use!!
Get familiar with paper pattern and time management, when solving papers put yourself in a exam room scenario, no phones, no distractions, just a timer and you and your paper and stationarrnanry ofcourse:D
you need to master every topic for wtop, topicals do help, but again more topicals wont help that much, because questions/patterns repeat,just getting familiar with them and mastering how to solve them is what you need! Do look for new style questions though:D
go through hard questions thread, try to solve all of them
silly mistakes is the worst enemy, which also happens through exam stress, u need to counter them!! When your done solving a paper, go and look through the mistakes!! Seperate them, silly mistakes and stuff you didnt know. The stuff you didnt know goes on one side, silly mistakes on the other. The stuff you didnt know, please revise that topic properly, and for silly mistakes, they go away with consistency:D
the book is not ur friend, dont rely on it as much, use pre-made notes or make ur own, and plz have a great tutor or a yt teacher, becuz the source must be trustable, bcuz different sources can give u different answers, and most importantly…
MS IS UR BEST FRIEND
make a file with ms answers that regularly repeat, and compile like the same question asked alot of times from other papers, use the ms answer which repeats the most! (This saved me 2 marks in my phy p4 btw)
each mark counts, so pls do not ignore the qualatiative analyiss stuff, i took it lightly and i lost a mark cuz of that
the end

craggy escarp Mar 18, 2026, 6:37 PM

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i need to get 5 AS and how i study right now is what they rely on i need to work even harder and try my best so i can 1st.have an easy chance to go to a great unviersity and learn my passion degree and have the time of my life and can also lead to scholarhsips abroad
2.Scholarship for colleges and builds career mama would only let me go to roots or my dream school if i do it
3.To make my grandparents happy they depend and expect far too much from me and ill show them how hard ill work
4.to show those who hated me i am academically far beyong them smack that fuckign pphysics A right in hadis face smakc the shit out of nabiha with a Math A* smack the shit out of mehreen with a 7A*s 1A

craggy escarp Mar 18, 2026, 8:06 PM

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dont forget how much ur dad

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trusts u

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and lvoes u

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and wants u to win

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show him that u are who he thinks you and become yourself

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never break his trust

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work on urself

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and show everyone ur lwk unstoppable

craggy escarp Mar 23, 2026, 7:36 PM

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theres too much

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pressure rape hate bad

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too much bad

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it hurts but it happens

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u have no control over anything

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u are powerless until u gain a voice

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be someone

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who builds

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a voice

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ur discipline

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thats all

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