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solemn sparrow Dec 21, 2025, 1:19 PM

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Wow!! my first post in this journal haha

So umm my day went well, but it was kinda boring. It was the first time i’ve slept well this week. I don't even remember what I dreamed about. 🕊️🕊️🕊️
During the day, i didnt do much, except wait for someone to come online so i could talk to them and keep myself entertained. In the evening, my mood changed when i remembered that i was still being stalked by several people who kept reminding me of things i did in the past that i was ashamed of and tried to forget. Despite this, i eventually pushed these thoughts out of my mind and felt much better. euwiekflkdkslwltkfkjsjwfkgk

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i hate stalking why do people stalk each other come on

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I will also sometimes post shit posts here so

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ummm

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YES.

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Blossom’s Journal aaaaaa

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much better.

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ohhh

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i thought i can send gifs here ok ok

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my. bad.

solemn sparrow Dec 21, 2025, 3:24 PM

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OKKK im going to sleep now goodnight yall

solemn sparrow Dec 22, 2025, 10:25 AM

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Heya!!!
Today was a pretty normal day, except I didn't get as much sleep as usual.
After the college, i went to the store with my friend to buy some snacks and talk about different topics, but we mostly talked about computer games. 👀 The only thing that keeps me going lately is spending time with my friends, who are the only people in my life who seem to care about me.
In the evening, i was busy with various things that drained me of all my energy for today, and im currently feeling the urge to go to sleep, but i’d rather sleep later i guess.
Also, i forgot to mention one thing
Yesterday, i made a new friend on the internet, and im somewhat interested in him because we share similar tastes in many aspects. This person is calm and seems genuinely interested in me back.
also um i forgot to mention that i haven’t had any negative thoughts about myself or the people around me today, which is surprising for me.

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solemn sparrow Dec 23, 2025, 11:16 AM

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Today is no different from yesterday. Except that I'm more tired and in a bad mood.
I've started thinking about my past and the things I've done. I feel ashamed of the things i've done to some people, and even though some of them deserved it, i still feel guilty.
Even my friends, with whom I've thankfully stopped being friends, tried to mock me for my mistakes in the past, laughing at me in group chat, and they didnt even care that i was in this chat and saw what they were doing. When i finally couldn't take it anymore and left, they started messaging me, saying that I was just "overthinking things." Recently, I've been being stalked by another friend who has been acting strangely, leading me to end our friendship. I've been trying to ignore this fact, but my thoughts about it are getting bigger and bigger. Lately, i’ve been crying more, even though i’ve never cried often before. Sometimes, I just want everyone to disappear and leave me alone.
However, i forgot to mention something. Recently, a counselor from my college approached me and asked me to sign a paper, explaining that the results of a psychological test (We had 2-3 tests in our group) showed that I get nervous and sad a lot. The paper included a support number and her number, and she said that she would send me tips on how to manage stress.

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OK

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i’ll send a pic then

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nvm my vpn is bad

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solemn sparrow Dec 24, 2025, 12:08 PM

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ok im kinda lazy to type big ass text about how my day went today so

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im fine okay

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i finally got a new haircut but i dont really like it eugh

solemn sparrow Dec 24, 2025, 12:11 PM

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solemn sparrow im fine okay

kinda tired idk

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qqqqq.

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oops

solemn sparrow Dec 25, 2025, 3:02 AM

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solemn sparrow ok im kinda lazy to type big ass text about how my day went today so

im still LAZy to do that so um

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im still fine but kinda…tireeed… nothing changed

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wiqodpofdo

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at least i was able to talk to my sunshine for a little while this morning

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even though i told him to go to sleep several times

solemn sparrow Dec 25, 2025, 3:07 AM

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solemn sparrow even though i told him to go to sleep several times

am i right hun. i know. you’re going to read these messages.

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i love dou dou so much she’s so cuteeee

solemn sparrow Dec 25, 2025, 9:13 AM

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short narwhal Dec 25, 2025, 10:34 AM

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I love dou dou too omvg

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solemn sparrow Dec 25, 2025, 10:41 AM

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🎵TikTok

solemn sparrow Dec 27, 2025, 7:24 AM

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good afternoon qwewerthsund8ufgl

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so um

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im fine

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I finally got enough sleep........today........haaa..............

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ate some pizza

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about yesterdays post. i was seriously in a bad mood and wrote some nonsense out of anger and i ended up feeling ashamed of it and deleted it

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ha!

short narwhal Dec 27, 2025, 9:01 AM

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solemn sparrow ate some pizza

solemn sparrow Dec 28, 2025, 1:41 PM

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collect my seven pages

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im fine

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thats

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all

solemn sparrow Dec 28, 2025, 1:42 PM

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solemn sparrow im fine

going to bed soon

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yay....................................

short narwhal Dec 28, 2025, 2:42 PM

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Goodnight blossommmm

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sleep well

solemn sparrow Dec 28, 2025, 2:43 PM

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LINKS ARE NOT ALLOWED.

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☹️☹️😣😭😭🥺🥺

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thank you hun…

short narwhal Dec 28, 2025, 2:47 PM

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solemn sparrow Dec 28, 2025, 2:48 PM

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wait ooh

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thats genius

short narwhal Dec 28, 2025, 2:48 PM

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flgm'jdfg

solemn sparrow Dec 29, 2025, 1:22 PM

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THE BEST day of my life dude

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im FINE

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happy as hell

solemn sparrow Dec 29, 2025, 1:22 PM

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solemn sparrow im FINE

yet i was kinda tired in the morning BUT WHAtever

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kinda was angry

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because i lost my

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floor

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streak in regretevator

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835 floor streak damn.

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all because my game was all laggy

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too many all in this sentence but whatever

solemn sparrow Dec 29, 2025, 1:29 PM

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solemn sparrow THE BEST day of my life dude

YOU NOTICED

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oh i thought it was

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nvm haaaa

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but still

solemn sparrow Dec 29, 2025, 1:32 PM

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solemn sparrow happy as hell

still cant believe what happened

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so

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excited and so

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happy

solemn sparrow Dec 29, 2025, 2:53 PM

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water ballon

short narwhal Dec 29, 2025, 6:45 PM

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😼

solemn sparrow Dec 31, 2025, 4:42 AM

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IM good im fine

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everything is great

solemn sparrow Dec 31, 2025, 8:29 AM

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nvm dude
I never liked celebrating holidays with my family. While everyone is happy, im the only one they forget about every time, and they really dont care about me most of the time.
I never loved my family, because they ruined my childhood with their yelling and beating me for the slightest mistake, telling me how stupid I was and how much better things would be without me, which made me paranoid and a fucking dumbass who always seeks attention because he didnt get enough as a child, a dumbass who cant even trust his own friends. I never forgave them for their mistakes.
Sometimes, when she tries to scold me for the slightest mistake, reminding me of how worthless I am, I just want to tell her to go fuck herself. I want to scream at her, tell her what she's done to me. She knows what she's done, she remembers it, but she pretends like everything is fine.
I want to leave the house and never contact them again.

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happy new year i

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guess?

solemn sparrow Dec 31, 2025, 8:33 AM

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solemn sparrow nvm dude I never liked celebrating holidays with my family. While everyone is ha...

ive tried to accept them, tried to forgive them for all these things, but when its still going on, I just cant

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☹️

solemn sparrow Jan 1, 2026, 12:05 PM

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im fine

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maybe

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my computer is broken and im so fuckin

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boooreeed

short narwhal Jan 1, 2026, 2:17 PM

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Whoops

short narwhal Jan 1, 2026, 2:17 PM

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solemn sparrow maybe

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solemn sparrow Jan 1, 2026, 2:19 PM

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short narwhal Whoops

whaat

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did you send gif or somethin.

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short narwhal Jan 1, 2026, 2:19 PM

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Yee

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😔😔

solemn sparrow Jan 3, 2026, 3:15 PM

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im good im fine now im gojng to sleep goodbye

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q

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zzzdk

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zzz…zzz..

solemn sparrow Jan 6, 2026, 3:45 PM

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im

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i dont

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know

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kinda sad without any reason at all??

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tired

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maybe i should go to

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sleep

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