Context: I’ve been dealing with a break up for the past four months, I would say it all ended in September. I’ve been dating this guy for a year and he decided to break up with me after begging him not to and the worst part of it my birthday recently passed in September and as much as I want him back, I know half of me feels like I shouldn’t because how toxic he was and all the times he made me cry before going to sleep or eat. He’s very ego and sadly said really mean stuff to me saying “I don’t care about you” and my priorities is “Myself,school and my family “. After everything all my friends try to reach out to him and he said that I needed to grow up and that I was too jealous. But he really did messed up things in a relationship, which makes me confuse why I am the one that needs to grow up. During our break up, he said that I require effort and time something that he can give right now, but I feel like it’s all just bullshit and he says that he will come back in a year or two because that’s what he said to my friends. But that’s not love and Ik that. It just gets me mad how my absence doesn’t affect him and now it’s the holidays and it feels so empty and sad. He promised things that I thought he would keep. We had intimacy and for me it’s the first time do that with a person so it gets me more upset that he doesn’t care. I just really miss the old him and the good parts and I wouldn’t have given up. I can’t see myself with anyone but him.
#Should I move on?
bleak moon
Now I just fear he’s probably talking to someone else or idk. But it makes me more upset. All my friends say I deserve better and too forget about him. But it’s hard
glacial fable
Context: I’ve been dealing with a break up for the past four months, I would say...
Dang reading this really does hurt