#i need help

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pale crown
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fu ck me

formal shore
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damn bro what happened

pale crown
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of everything

formal shore
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why

pale crown
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i cant keep going

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its getting bad

formal shore
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what happened

pale crown
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school and all ts

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i dont have motivation

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to do anything

formal shore
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what grade are you in

pale crown
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im 13

formal shore
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man

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school don’t matter fr until your sophomore year of high school

pale crown
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i cant disappoint my parents

formal shore
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but besides that whats going on

pale crown
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we moved to a new country for a reason

formal shore
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whats making you lose motivation

pale crown
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im always fighting my thoughts

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i cant think properly

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i cant focus

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even at school

formal shore
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what are you thinking about

pale crown
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sui cide

formal shore
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because of the stress from school?

pale crown
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from everything

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my parents

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i dont have privacy

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fake friends

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i liked a girl

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i talked to her

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she left me and shes w my friend now

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i get attached too fast

formal shore
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well it’s middle school it probably won’t last long

formal shore
formal shore
pale crown
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she blocked me like 3 weeks ago

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i still think about it

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i still worry

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im tired

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i cant do anything properly

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its getting really bad

formal shore
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if your parents are putting a toll on your mental health

pale crown
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i opened up to my friends and they said im playing the victim role

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like

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what

formal shore
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wtf

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well your friends can go to hell idk

pale crown
formal shore
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yea exactly but imagine what would happen if you weren’t there

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slow down a little

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it’ll be ok

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well

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it might not be ok

pale crown
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they always say that

formal shore
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damn

pale crown
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i cant keep doing this

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i cant even do my hw

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im a loser

formal shore
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yea fuck your homework

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ur not a loser for going through stress

pale crown
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i dont wanna be a bad student

formal shore
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not doing homework because you’re overwhelmed is not being a bad student

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you have a lot going on in your brain and in your house

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it’s okay to relax a little

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if they get mad oh well

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the teachers not ur parents

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the teachers can literally do anything else with their lives

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with your parents i don’t really know honestly

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do you feel like they’re understanding people

pale crown
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no

formal shore
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like towards mental health and what not

pale crown
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not at all

formal shore
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oh

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yea mines either

pale crown
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my dad would be like just try hard

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he wouldnt support me like tha

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oh my god

formal shore
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huh

pale crown
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notihng

formal shore
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oh

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ok

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uh

pale crown
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nothing will change if i dont do anything.

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and i cant do anything

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im lost

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it all started as some looksmaxxing bp jokes between my friends

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i got distracted

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it will get worse

formal shore
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whats bp

pale crown
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some weird thing

formal shore
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oh

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ok

pale crown
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"personality doesnt matter in dating"

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"looks are everything"

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and these type of shit

formal shore
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oh what the hell

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ok

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getting distracted is normal

pale crown
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i might joke around with my friends at school but i let my thoughts destroy me at night

formal shore
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youre putting a lot of weight on yourself for your age

formal shore
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do you have access to a school therapist

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like do you have anyone to talk to irl

pale crown
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they gonna tell my parents

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nah

formal shore
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oh

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no i think it’s confidential unless u wanna end it all

pale crown
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i do

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im tired

formal shore
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oh

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shit

pale crown
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i wouldnt be here if i there was a way

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online

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i tried to find drugs to od

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and shi

formal shore
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????

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yk bro you remind me of me when i was 15

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i tried to od too bro it takes a lot and it’s not worth it

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like deadass

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takes a fucking lot

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and you get sent to a psych hospital

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if it doesn’t work

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and the people there are real life crazy

pale crown
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i wasnt sure actually

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but if it wasnt a sin i would js jump off a bridge

formal shore
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huh

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uh

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like

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that’s how you feel rn

pale crown
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worse

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this is like

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2 weeks ago

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its getting worse

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every hour

formal shore
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ooooh ok

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wb a suicide hotline

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idk i feel like i’m not giving you much help

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my bad

pale crown
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i dont even have the energy

formal shore
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oh

pale crown
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they left me on delievered

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they were tired

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of my situation

formal shore
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thats trifling

pale crown
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at least u didnt

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i have a bad goo ning addiction too

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its making it worse

formal shore
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yea bro i literally remember being in ur pov

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oh well not

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well

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hm

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idk man

pale crown
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im so fucking miserable

formal shore
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well what do you feel like could make your life better

pale crown
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nothing

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i dont know who i want to be

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im so lost

formal shore
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when you’re hanging out with your friends it distracts your mind right

pale crown
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no

formal shore
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oh

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damn

pale crown
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i still get have thoughts

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have those*

formal shore
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right

pale crown
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im too tired to think about my future

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i dont know what im gonna do

formal shore
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youre not gonna feel like this throughout the entire high school years

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and

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well i hope

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middle
schoolidk you might

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but high school you’ll have more freedom perhaps

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but for rn

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your future doesnt matter rn

pale crown
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my future doesnt seem bright.

formal shore
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focus in the present

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the future awaits yk

pale crown
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im too tired to even do anything rn

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im drained

formal shore
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what time is it for you

pale crown
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9:47 pm

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ive been like this since i woke up

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at school

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on the way

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everywhere

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every day

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im tired

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i cant think

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focus

formal shore
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do you have a laptop

pale crown
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yeah

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im using it right now

formal shore
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try to get an online therapist

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like

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deadass

pale crown
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i tried

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it didnt work

formal shore
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what happened

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i mean like virtual

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like camera

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type

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like it’s a real person

pale crown
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thats why im here

formal shore
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why didn’t it work

pale crown
pale crown
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for -18

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it wasnt working

formal shore
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175 a session?

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or in general

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wait is that canadian

pale crown
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session

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yeah'

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i'd rather stay like this

formal shore
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honestly bro

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i can help u with the money

pale crown
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no

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its fine

formal shore
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no you need it

pale crown
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i dont

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i might find a free one

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plus

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my parents gonna beat me up if they find me doing ts

formal shore
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have incognito mode

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make sure you clear it everytime u get off

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have ur screen brightness low

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i can help you look for some tommorow

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if anything

pale crown
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no its alr

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i think i found one

formal shore
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are you being serious or youre lying

pale crown
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no seriusoly

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seriously

formal shore
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ok lmk if it works

pale crown
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it worked

pale crown
formal shore
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ok

pale crown
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alr im gonna text u later

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lets see what happens

formal shore
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ok

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either text here or dm me idk but i’ll check back ina hour or so

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i dont have notifications on

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maybe 20 minutes

pale crown
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i might do it tomorrow..

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i have a lot of stuff to do rn

formal shore
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ok

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actually do it bro

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ima check up on you tommorow

pale crown
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thanks bro

formal shore
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be here

pale crown
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❤️

formal shore
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goodnight buddy

pale crown
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gn

formal shore
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you good?

formal shore
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are you alive

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i hope you are

pale crown
pale crown
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it didnt help

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nothings gonna change me

tough swift
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Feel free to talk to me about everything its going on with you